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Monster Alpha Fenrir Book I Winter is coming
“Good.” The word left my mouth absentmindedly as I looked around me, the remnant of perfume and food swimming in the air fighting for recognition. Even from where I stood, I could spot the cold sore dust hovering in the distance, almost like it was watching me. Every corner seemed to have moving shadows, even though the entire hall was lit with Amber lights from burning torches and fireflies from the north hill. Not wanting to give into the hallucinations and paranoia, I squeezed my eyes shut, rubbing them thoroughly. I need to get my shit straight, I couldn't appear weak in front of them, especially not in front of Rudolph. I have noticed him since the meeting with the council. He had been extra watchful of me, I cannot provide him with a window of doubt that in all of this, it was turning me weak. “Alpha…are you okay?” I heard Rudolph mutter behind me.Dragging in a deep breath through my nostril, I relaxed my facial muscles, turning around. “I'm fine, Rudolph. Did you get all
Last Updated : 2023-05-19Monster Alpha Fenrir Book I An intruder
Fenrir’s POV“You have to come and see this for yourself...at once.” The fear in her tone caught my attention and apparently, Elena's too. “Where is my presence needed?” I asked, staring innately at her trembling figure like she just had an encounter with a ghost. “Just outside the courtyard, Milord. It is…is my daughter, I had to drive her all the way here on a horse back, I-she…they would not let me enter!!” She screamed, tears suddenly breaking out of her eyes. She fell to the floor in full wailing. What was she wailing about? Instantly became audible. “Elena, take her outside while I get dressed and find out what she is yapping about.” I order, sighing heavily. She did as I said while I watched her breakfast getting cold. The pleasant aroma still tickled my nostrils. Immediately they left and her crying faded a bit, I pounced on the food and drained all of the milk in a minute. Now that I was restored, and my senses were somewhat sharper, I could hear the balling behind my
Last Updated : 2023-05-19Monster Alpha Fenrir Book I The need to find Marsai
Fenrir’s POV The courtyard cleared out and there I stood, lost in thoughts as every other voice fades out into a distant chatter. What have I done? Drove my Luna, the only person who could have helped me in such a messy situation. I killed the witch that kept the Pack safe. Just in a few days of my guard down, I had a body tied to my failure. The image of the dried up body appeared fresh in my mind, making me close my eyes. I couldn't stand the image in my head. The pale skin, visible bone, and the smell of rotting flesh. A fly buzzing past my left ear got me out of my head, only to realize that Rudolph has been trying to get my attention. “Rudolph…what is it? Don't you have an assignment to take on?” My impatience is evident. “Yes, Milord. I just assumed that our course of journey was going to change because of-” Rudolph's expression changed into that of nervousness. I frowned even deeper, coming closer to him. “Not a word about a Valley Vampire or Vampires should go
Last Updated : 2023-05-19Monster Alpha Fenrir Book I The special guest
“I'm also very knowledgeable on Valley Vampires and I know how, when and through what means they attack.” Elena stood up to prove herself worthy. “Then you'll be useful?” My patience began running low as she opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out. “Dear Saints, keep my hands from blood shed while I can.” I walked out of the door. “Come along.” I bellowed, in case my silent prayers meant nothing to her. “Did he really mean that or is he going to actually kill you?” “He meant it. We just have to see which of us he kills first. One time, he strangled my sis-” “Elena, Do you fancy your skull cracked into tiny orphan pieces?” I turned around swiftly, asking her in a low voice. Her eyes widened like a saucer, gulping down saliva. I could hear her heartbeat quicken. “No-no, no Alpha.” She stuttered, shaking her head severally. “Good. No chit chat. This is not an excursion to the Alpha quarters, it is work.” I reminded both of them, turning around to continue my journey. Both
Last Updated : 2023-05-19Monster Alpha Fenrir Book I Heavily fucked
Fenrir’s POVFour hours passed. Books, scrolls, memoirs, and pamphlets were scattered all over the rug that cladded the ground of my study. Elena still looked energetic while Ludwig was half asleep with a book on his lap. Four hours we spent trying to get more information with the witch was able to use the spells to keep vampires away. “Still nothing?” I asked her, the solemn look of defeat downing her features. She had a bunch of scrolls and books opened by her side.“I don't know…” She sighed, looking around at the scrolls she held down with pebble stones that sat in ceramic bowls on one of the shelves. “Elena, I brought you here because you said you knew…now you don't know?” I snapped her at her, knowing fully well I was just sourcing out a way to take out my rage. It wasn't the same course rage that I knew. This rage was more from frustration. “I'm experienced with medicine and beauty care, Milord. I'm not a cartographer. These maps, there's something kind of weird about the
Last Updated : 2023-05-19Monster Alpha Fenrir Book I A rat and an intruder
Fenrir’s POVA soft knock from my door distracted me from the maps arranged in front of me, leaving the same Elena had arranged them herself. Now, as for my reasons for calling Hunter. They laid abundant. First was, he was once an Alpha, before I took that right from him.. Secondly, He definitely would know more about the maps than I ever would. Lastly, he traveled more, he was more of an explorer because he traveled more with his father. A sigh escapes my lips as I rest my head back on the lush rug, sighing again. This time, my rage couldn't solve anything. This was a whole new problem, and it was because of my ignorance. The thread from the rugs tickled my ears into changing positions. For the first time in a long while, I could feel the burden of helplessness and what it really felt like. It was going to take a while before Hunter got here. The stream of self pity and guilt delicately began to flood my mind, crippling any further interest from rising up from the ground becau
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Fenrir's POV “You mean I have a rat in my Pack?!!” My voice collided with the amber walls, piercing my eardrums back. Hunter flinched, moving back as he stared at me wearily. I took another swing at my bottle of wine. The dryness caused me to smack my tongue against the roof of my mouth. All this while I stayed worrying about being a failure, trying to rescue Marsai. I have been so distracted, I didn't spot a rat in my own Council. “Alpha, you can't start picking random people off the Council and lynching them in search for the culprit. We would only make a bigger mess.” Hunter spoke calmly from a distance. “This is not going to be happening at the birth of a new empire…MY EMPIRE!” I yelled out of frustration. Suddenly, the room felt small. Caging not just my restless body but the entire feeling of rage slipping out of my pores. Red dots found a way into my vision every time I close my eyes. “Hunter…get out of here.” I found myself muttering. “Wha-”“GET. THE. FUCK OUT OF HE
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I walked out, glad the chills that initially crept up my arms and the run through my spine had finally stopped. Everyone must have been somehow cleared out from the infirmary before I came out because the beds were empty. Not a single sign of anyone laying around or attending to some other pregnant or injured person. Smart choice… I thought to myself, looking down at the head in my hand. It sat in my claws so naturally, it felt like it was part of my body. The thought of the head coming back to life to take its pound of flesh causes me to drop the head impulsively. I looked around, spotting a white partly soiled sheet laying carelessly on the ground. Thank the heavens I'm a smart man. I picked it up. I looked around me, searching for the head, it was nowhere to be found.“What the fuck…” My voice echoed from the walls back to my ears. Panic began to get into my bloodstream. I had to take a deep breath so I could think clearly. I breathed in my surroundings but there was nothin
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Elena's POV “Shit…”I looked away as fast as I could, my palm still wrapped around his warm moist cock. I could feel my entire inside melting into a goo of confusion. The center of my legs began to feel hot and moist. “Elena, you can let go of my shaft now.” I heard him say in one of the most monotonous voices I have ever heard. “I'm so so-” “Don't make it any more awkward than it already is. But before that, first things first, why are you here? Who asked you to come here?” Fenrir didn't blink or stutter. His cold voice caused a ripple of fear and anxiety to dress up my spine down to my arm. “No-no one…” I fidgeted. His stans didn't waver as he only came closer to me, his glare becoming more menacing than ever. “I don't stutter. I also don't like to delay my victim's death so when I ask you a question, do not stutter and tell me the answer like it is or I would end up slapping your head off your neck till your skull is gliding in a pool of your own blood.” His cold demeanor onl
Monster Alpha Fenrir Book I Fighting the fog
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Monster Alpha Fenrir Book I The beady eyed man
Fenrir's POV She wanted more, so I gave her. I rammed into her harder than ever. I could feel the hot sensation on my thighs, telling me how hard I have been going without breaks. Her body began to shake, but it didn't stop her from throwing back her ass every time to meet my hard thrust. Three to six more thrusting at an even faster pace, and she began to tremble, her moans got louder till she was gripping the sheets for her dare life. Withdrew my shaft just before my seeds began to leak, throwing it all over her bed. It was very merciful and steamy, but I was relieved at last. Standing up from the position I had taken on beside the bed, I stood towering over everything else in the room. I looked outside, it was dark, like pitch black. My skin waited for the chills to crip in, then the paranoia but nothing came. Not even a single breeze.“I think it's time to check the food.” I huffed out as I wore back my clothes. They felt even warmer against my skin. It made me crave the tend
