"Miss Morven!"
I immediately lifted my head from the desk when I heard our professor. He's standing in front of me. Maybe I was sleeping again so I wasn't able to listen to prof's discussion. I was also seated at the back near the classroom window.
"Are you listening, Miss Morven?" Prof raised his left eyebrow while he asked me that.
"I'm sorry," was my only response.
Suddenly, the school bell has rung, signifying that the class has ended, and that it is time for the next subject.
"The bell has rung." Prof sighed once he turned my back on me. "Tomorrow, we'll continue the discussion."
Before prof left, he turned to me once again.
"Miss Morven, I hope this won't happen again." Prof stated with disappointment, and he left.
I sighed. Why is it necessary to study? I want to stay at home, in my room, specifically.
"Hey, Marigold."
Oh here we go again. Do they really see no other victim but me? By the way, I haven't introduced myself yet. I am Marigold Morven. My parents named me Marigold because for them, I am a golden flower.
I faced Ella at my side. The twins Aubrey and Audrey stood beside her with their disgusted faces. These three are literally bullies here.
"It's my turn to bully you again. How was it? Neil bullied you yesterday. Now, it's my turn." She turned to the twins and took Aubrey's milktea. Ah I know that. She will pour it on me.
"Hey!"
Ella stopped what she was planning to do. She couldn't continue because another bully, Neil, appeared. He even did the fistbomb with our male classmates. He gazed at me, with a smirk on his face.
"Hey, hey, Ella! What are you doing there? Haven't I told you that I'm the only one who has the right to bully anyone in this room? Tss, go away! Geez!" He slightly pushed Ella away, making way for him. The twins caught her, avoiding for her to fall.
"Oops, sorry. Serves you right, though. Don't you ever try to steal my title!" Neil sat down at my desk and stared at me.
"You're really an introvert, huh? You're not even an interesting target. You don't cry. I don't like you anymore."
Good. I don't like you either. Who even told you I like you? Geez, I really want to say that. But I know I don't have the courage to do it.
"Well, will you give her to us, then?" Ella intervened. Her face showed radiance. Geez, I really thought I'd be free but it seemed like, I'm gonna enter a new level of hell.
"I don't want to. No one ever has the right to bully Gold except me! I have the authority here! Do you all understand?!" Neil shouted in the whole class.
Now, here he goes again with his nickname for me. Gold. I can't blame him. I'm totally a gold. But can't he just call me Marie or Goldie? Why does it have to be Gold?
"Don't worry, Neil. She's yours. We don't really have an interest when it comes to her. She doesn't even consider us her own classmates! She's selfish!" One of my classmates shouted. Honestly, he's got a point.
"I have an idea! Gold will be going to my house!"
I paused for a while, trying to process what Neil said. Our classmates gasped in shock. But Neil, on the other hand, just laughed. What is he thinking?
"Uh, Neil? Why would Marigold go to your house?" Ella asked. Gosh, I can see in Ella's expression that she's jealous. Don't they even know that I can just tell it from the way how their face reacts? Quiet people are the best investigators.
Neil stopped laughing.
"What are you thinking, you idiots! There's a party at our house! Of course all of us must be there!" Our classmates let out a sigh of relief. Geez I don't know. Neil is a bully, but he has a childish attitude. Why are they even afraid of him?
Wait. What did he say? Party? Geez. Just hearing that word brought chills to my spine. I hate parties. I hate crowdy places. I hate people.
"I can't. I'm busy," I calmly stated.
"Why? Do you even know when? I haven't even mentioned the date. How would you know if you're busy or not?" He flashed an evil smile. Geez, I'm so stupid.
"I'm busy everyday," I excused.
"Idiot! The party is at night! So you won't be busy, then."
What the f--- He's the idiot here! But, geez, I should've told him every night instead of everyday. Right? Geez, nevermind.
I'm here outside the school gate. I'm waiting for my driver to pick me up. I've been here for minutes. There are no other students here but me. As usual, while waiting, I'm listening to music. I saw two people from the distance not so far from where I stood. That's Aubrey and Audrey. Because of my curiosity, I removed my headphone. They looked like they are fighting.
"Aubrey, your plan's way too much! You would kill Ella! What will happen to us next? Go to jail?! No!!"
"What are you saying, Audrey? I just want her out of our sight!"
"I would feel guilty. We can just embarrass her. Let's not poison her!"
Poison?! Did I hear it right? Geez, that's why I don't want to have some friends. They'll only betray you in the end.
"You know, Audrey. Someone like Ella, shouldn't be pitied. She deserves to die! Geez I'm so excited for the party of Neil my love!"
Oh Aubrey also likes Neil. Well, I can't deny, he's handsome. But also stupid. Ah K. I was just kidding.
"Without Ella, no one can ever take Neil away from us. You like Neil too, don't you, my twin sister?"
Geez, what made all of you fall for Neil? He's just handsome. That's all. Well, rich too. But, there are still far way better than him. And even smarter. Geez.
I immediately put my headphones back on and listened to the music again. Well, I already knew their plan. And I have no intention of stopping them. Why? Because I don't care about other people. I'll just let them do what they want.
Audrey gazed to my direction. Her eyes widened when she saw me. Seemed like she became nervous because I might have overheard them.
She turned to Aubrey and whispered something to her. Aubrey looked to my direction. She formed an evil smile first before they walk to my direction.
"Hey, how long have you been here?" Aubrey asked calmly.
Audrey took out my headphone. She put it on her head and listened to the song.
"What is this?! The volume's too high!" She returned my headphone back to me. The twins' faces seemed to lighten up. Seemed like they thought I wasn't able to hear about their plan.
"Young lady." I turned to my driver who had just arrived so I walked past the twins.
My family and I are currently having dinner. Mom, Dad and my older brother. My older brother and I are the only ones who agree on everything. For my parents, I am invisible. In their eyes, I'm nothing. They only treat one person as their son. And that's my older brother. I do not envy my brother at all. I'm just really used to it so I don't care anymore. It's just the maids here, our butler, are those who become my playmates in the online games that I always play. My older brother only plays with me just seldom because he's busy but I often talk to him.
"How was the company, son?" Mom asked my older brother. Oh this topic again. Even in front of the food, they're still talking about business. They don't even ask me if I'm being bullied at school or what. They don't even ask me how my studies at school went.
"As usual, it's okay," replied my older brother.
My older brother turned his gaze on me.
"How are you, sister?" Well. Only my older brother asked me that. My parents? No.
I just gave him a thumbs up and smiled in response. That's why my parents focused on my older brother, because he will be the future successor of our company. We are rich, but I don't feel the essence of being a family.
As usual, wearing my headphones, I walked towards the classroom. I looked at the twins at the lobby. Seeing them, I remembered what they were talking about yesterday. Will they still continue their plan? Am I still not gonna stop them?
While waiting for the professor again, I just seated here while listening to music through my headphone. I don't think something interesting's going to happen to me now.Suddenly I felt like someone threw something on me. I looked down and saw a crumpled paper. I picked it up annoyingly and looked up. I turned my gaze around to look for the one who did it. It's Ella again. She pointed the crumpled paper I am holding. Seemed like she wanted me to read the content. And so I did. The words written are 'Freak', 'Weird' and 'Geek'. Okay? Is she describing me? She's really making an effort just to give me this, huh?"Good morning."We all stood up when prof suddenly came in. I was just listening to low volume that's why I was able to hear professor's voice. I removed my headphone and put it inside my bag."I'm so sorry. We won't be able to continue the discussion because the faculty and staff will be having an urgent meeting. Today, you
Just like I expected, Neil didn't even contribute in answering the activities. I answered all the questions alone.I'm currently walking to the canteen still with my headphone on my head and a full volume. I don't want any connection with my surroundings.I just bought snacks and looked for a vacant table around.As I looked around, my attention went to Neil. He's sitting alone in a table. A guy went near him, looks like he's a freshman. He did the salute and uttered something. Neil, too, did the salute. Afterwards, the freshman did the push up. What is he doing?Afterwards, the freshman walked away. Neil accidentally looked to my direction. When he saw me, he widened his eyes like he didn't expect I would be here. I was about to look away, avoiding his gaze but he uttered something. However, I didn't heard him. I looked to my side, thinking that he's talking to somebody but I saw no one. He shook his head in disappointment so I removed
I was walking to the classroom while wearing my headphone. I frowned when I saw Ella, Audrey and Aubrey blocking the door. They were glaring at me so badly. When I stopped in front of them, they suddenly removed the headphone from my head."Give that back to me, Ella!" I tried to snatch my headphone back but she would avoid it so I won't get it from her.Oh no, please don't destroy that thing. It's a gift from my brother."What is this that I hear from everyone? You're with Neil on the same table?" She asked.That bully? Geez, I knew it. He's really a disaster."He called me. So I went there and sat down," I answered while still trying to get my headphone."And not just that, we even saw you holding each other's hands!" Aubrey intervened.I can distinguish who Audrey and who Aubrey is because they have differences in appearance. Aubrey has big boobs and beautiful hair like a newly rebonded one. The other is Audrey, flat chested
There were still students staring at me. And I heard them murmuring."What's with Marigold and Neil?""Geez, now I'm jealous.""Neil notice that geek but not us? She's not even pretty, is she?"Annoying. I don't have my headphone so I no longer have a shield from all their gossips. So I just went inside the classroom. All my classmates glared at me."What's with you, freak? Why would Neil waste his time for you? You're not even worthy of his time. You're a freak, weirdo, geek. Look at yourself, you're ugly. You're not an inch of my nail!" Ella crossed her arms infront of her chest.I just sighed. Calm down, Marigold. Just ignore them.I was about to go to my seat but.. Ella stood up and blocked me."Don't ignore me, freak.""I don't want a fight, Ella, please."But she grinned. "But I love it. And we love it. Right, guys?" Then he turned to our classmates. Most of them agree. "Now, entertain us, geek."
I looked down as I intertwined my hands. Neil and I were both sitting here on each end of the bench with distance between us. My mind's very conscious of his presence and I can't even utter a single word. I never thought a bully like him would make an interest of talking to someone like me."Gold." He coldly uttered so I looked up and sit straight. I focused my eyes straight to the garden, still conscious of Neil's presence."Y-yeah?" My heart started to beat fast. I felt so uneasy and I can't even move my own body. It's like I'm sitting beside someone superior."Go to my party. I won't accept no for an answer." He coldly stated.I frowned and slowly faced him at my side. He's staring at me with no emotion so I can't read his mind."What if... I say.. no?" I unconsciously stated. From his no emotion reaction, his eyes darkened and looked at me with strong displeasure."I told you. I won't accept no for an
I nailed my eyes on the glass I'm holding. I don't feel comfortable especially that the three ducklings are here with me. I can't even pick just an inch of food from the table because I am very conscious of my movements."You look wonderful, by the way." My eyes widened when I heard Kit spoke. Even though I'm not looking at him, I know that he is referring to me."What's wonderful with her? She looks trash," I heard Ella said."Your attitude is trash," Kit talked back.I prevented myself from laughing even though I badly wanted to let it out. I never thought Kit would say that, though."What are you laughing at, geek?" I looked up at Ella when she suddenly grabbed my arm as she stood up. She looked pissed and her grip on me tightened.I just looked at her innocently, wondering why she suddenly got pissed even though I'm not doing anything."I didn't laugh," I calmly stated."Oh, really? I know you were laughing, ugly! Don't you
I don't want attention. I don't want any eyes on me. I prefer to be alone and lock myself up in my room. I shouldn't have come here.I started to take steps backward, starting to lose my sanity. Someone, please, make me vanish. The eyes of the people around me are like those red eyes lingering in the shadows as they surround me and I am in the middle, trying to escape from these monsters."Marigold." Suddenly, light appeared. This simple brightness outstands the massive darkness, enough for me to find my way out from this nightmare."K-kit...""We're out of here." He grabbed my arm and pulled me, helping me to get out from this place. But we stopped when Neil spoke through the microphone."Kit. What are you doing?" I can still sense anger in his voice.Kit didn't answer and continued to walk with me. But I stopped so he looked at me with his forehead knotted."Why? Don't you wanna go home?" He asked.I shook my head. There's st
I stood up from my seat with my chin up. Everyone's eyes were on me as I walk out of the venue. For the first time in my life, I never thought I would be this confident. I never thought that the presence of everyone didn't make me uneasy.When I finally went out the venue, no one was around. I let out a loud sigh as I held my chest. I felt my heart pounding fast. What did I just do? I just saved Ella from the fate that she might possibly be in if I didn't interfere. I just saved someone who made fun of me, who bullied me at school. Am I doing the right thing?"So, how was the party? Isn't it too early for you to be home?" my brother asked me as soon as I entered the mansion. He was watching the TV in the living room while he's drinking something. He's sitting on the couch with his legs crossed."I'm not feeling well, brother," I stated without energy. I walked like a zombie and sat beside him. I watched the TV but my focus isn't on it but to the scene I made at
I was on my way to Neil's house. I was seated here at the back part of the car while my driver's the one driving. I can't help but feel nervous. Neil's parents are that desperate to make him marry Aurelia? But Neil's not in love with her! How can he marry someone he doesn't even love!Suddenly, the car stopped. I asked the driver what happened and he said that a kid was blocking the way. I frowned and went out of the car. I saw the kid kneeling and no one dared to help him. So I walked to him and helped him get up."Can you stand up?" I asked him. He looked like a ten year-old kid. Why is he alone here?"Rence!!" Someone from far away called."Aunt Shiela!!" The kid shouted at her. My eyes widened when the aunt that the kid was referring to is Shiela, one of grandma's daughter who was living at the province. And the girl whom I saw with Neil that night, kissing. Geez, I should have forgotten about it.
"L-let me apologize, Marigold. I know, Neil's in love with you. B-but I still have the guts to come back to him after leaving him—""You don't have to apologize, Janice. I understand the reason why you left him years ago." I cut her off."Gerard told you, huh?" She chuckled but I know, she's just forcing herself to do it because I can still see that she's in pain."You know what? I told Neil that I still love him." She said, smiling. She just focused her eyes on the ceiling.I suddenly felt something stabbed my chest so I held it with my hand."But too bad... he doesn't love me the way he did before. He feels only pity." I saw tears falling down from her eyes. There's something in me that feels happy because Neil no longer love her but I feel sad for her, though. She has a valid reason to dump him just like that! She isn't even betraying him!"I told him to lie so I could die happily. But he don't want to. He just wanted to tell me the
I was listening to everything Gerard says. And I can't believe I am hearing all of it. Janice didn't intend to leave Neil years ago. She just thought that leaving him would be the best thing to do.I formed my hands into fists. Why do I suddenly feel like I'm losing? Like I am no longer a part of Neil's life? Why do I suddenly saw only him and Janice?"She was diagnosed with cancer 3 years ago. We thought she's gonna die. She wanted to stay away from Neil, she doesn't want to hurt him, and she doesn't want him to suffer just because of her. She decided not to tell him about her condition." Gerard explained as he was sitting beside me. We both sat here at the waiting area. No other people are here except us. He just kept his eyes on his fingers as they were being intertwined. I can feel that he is nervous as he explained all this."She planned that we should pretend like she was betraying him. She kissed me because she knew that Neil was around. That's when Neil
"M-marigold..." Ella uttered the moment she lifted her head and saw me. I can see bruises on her face. I can clearly tell that she's in pain."Oh, freak. Here's your fellow psycho, by the way." Aubrey smirked as she pointed the two kneeling. I looked at the brother of Ella. He was totally defeated. But why? Why isn't he fighting back? Why does he feel helpless? Why?"Aubrey, Audrey. Please, stop it." I said."No way. We have come this far, freak." Audrey smirked.Aubrey turned her gaze around the people surrounding us."Listen up, people! This girl is just like them! She's also a psycho! Earlier, she threatened us that she'll break up our bones! We don't tolerate that kind of behavior, right?!" She shouted as she pointed me."Yeah! Kill her too!" The people shouted so I closed my eyes, trying to ignore them. I must protect Ella, no matter what.I slowly walked towards the two kneeling. I stood beside Ella, the reason for her to look u
Tears started to form in my eyes as I just nailed my eyes on them. I held my chest when I felt it tightened. I can't believe I'm seeing this right now. It felt like my world just crashed."G-gold..." Neil looked at me when he noticed someone was watching them. And there, totally, my tears fell down. He is looking at me with sadness. He suddenly took steps towards me but I stepped back. Janice, who was standing beside him, looked at me like she's saying sorry inside her mind.I decided to ran away from them, still with my tears falling down on my cheeks. But I wiped them off like what a brave woman does. I shouldn't feel like this. If Neil is into Janice, then fine.I just focused my attention on my feet and I don't care if I bumped into a sturdy structure or even fall into a cliff. What I want is that I should get away from all of them. From both of them.And what I expected really happened. I bumped into someone. I stopped and I covered my face with my h
I immediately pushed him away from me. I was totally shocked, I never thought he'd do that. I felt my cheeks burning hot. Even if I feel embarrassed, I still looked at him. He didn't expect he'd do it as well. I gulped when he bit and licked his own lips, like he's trying to taste the kiss."I have to go!" I stood up and ran away. As I was running, I touched my lips with my index finger. He kissed me. What is he thinking? What pushed him to do that?But I can't deny, I liked it. Because I'm in love with him.I went back to the bench where we left the others. I didn't see Janice and Gerard, just the other officers. I decided to sit with them. Their eyes were on me and I can't help but feel uncomfortable. I wanted to leave right away but, I just can't leave here."Hey, you knew officer Vernon and that Janice's past relationship, right?" One of them who's sitting beside me asked."Janice is his past lover. And Marigold knew tha
"Is there something wrong here?" We turned around to face the guy who spoke. I sensed something heavy and dark so I faced Neil beside me. He was clenching his fists. He was frowning, and it clearly tells me that he didn't like seeing the guy. I looked at the guy and he was wearing an ROTC officer's uniform. The difference is that he came from a different school. So he was that officer the others were talking about. He's a good-looking guy and just by his appearance, I know he's a kind person. He was smiling at Neil, didn't bother to look at him the same way how Neil looks at him right now."I'd expected that I'd be seeing you again. You haven't changed a bit." The guy told Neil."What the hell are you doing here?" Neil stated in a cold voice. He has calmed a little bit."Don't worry. I came here for the formation. Not for you.""Neil..." The girl who was sitting at the bench walked past us and stood beside the guy. "Can we talk?"
I was sitting with Neil's fellow ROTC officers. They were his senior and all they do here is talk about him. They say he is a good officer. Everyone likes him.I was staring at him standing infront of his platoon on the field. Under the heat of the sun, he's commanding them to do some stuffs. I can't help but smile as I watch him. He looks so cool."By the way, we saw you with him. Are you his girlfriend?" One of them asked.I immediately looked at them beside me and gulped. Something within me is celebrating, or maybe it's just the butterflies in my stomach. They're making me insane!"N-no, I am just a friend," I answered them, feeling a little bit uncomfortable. Imagine talking to an ROTC officer. They look really intimidating with their uniforms on."Are you sure you are just a friend? I don't think so, though. He looks at you different from the way he looks at other girls.""H-he's a bully, and he thin
"So, where's Ella?" My brother asked me the moment I stepped inside the mansion. He was sitting at the couch as he was watching the television. He's also holding a bucket of popcorn. He was focused on it and I don't know how he knew that I went home alone."She... She stayed at one of my classmate's place. We have a by pair project so..." I just thought about that reason just now. I don't want them to get worried. I'll solve this problem myself. I'll surely bring Ella back so we could live together again.I just stared at the ceiling as I intertwined my hands and placed them on my chest. I looked like a dead person with opened eyes. I just can't remove the scene off my mind. Ella's brother was the creepy guy who killed her own family. But she told me before that she didn't know him. She told me he was the guy who kept on following them wherever they go. According to what she told me, she clearly doesn't know him. Was she lying to me?I heaved a