19I wasn't surprised when his lips travelled to my neck again when he didn't hear anything from me. My body is like a robot. It's like he has control over my body, and I just let him cross the line again between us.I bit my lip before giving him better access to my neck. I even hold on to his shoulder very tight to have strength because my body is really weak right now.I felt him stop a little when he felt that I was giving him access, but after that, he continued to kiss my neck until it landed on my jaw.I closed my eyes very tight when I felt his gently smacking kiss on the side of my lips. several times, he did it; he planted me with shallow kisses there.You are crazy, Affeya. stop him. Stop this Fvcking shit! Kabaliwan ito! You are not Azaylie anymore that easy to fvcking get! Kaya umayos ka! You're crazy. You are a married person, but look! Look what you're doing!I kept my eyes closed and was afraid to see whatever expression his eyes had. I just let him kiss me until he st
20Yrony’s POVVenus' daughter was a kind of stress reliever for me. I am close to her daughter. She even called me Papa Ninong, but she knows that I'm not her real father. Alam niya na ninong niya lang ako.Venus and the one who got her pregnant never met again, so Vanie grew up without a father beside her, and they always bullied her because of that. She always cried because of that, so I told her that she could call me Papa if she wanted, and Vanie was very happy to hear that from me. I just forgot the date today, hindi ko tuloy maiwasang makonsensya dahil nangako pa ako doon sa bata. But while talking to them, I couldn't help but give my attention to Zay. Even though I was talking to them, my attention was still on Zay. I secretly glanced at him despite laughing at what Vanie was saying, but then I heard her sob. Nakaharap na ito ngayon sa dagat, pero kahit na hindi siya nakaharap sa'kin ay alam ko na agad na umiiyak ito.“You okay?” Napabalik ang tingin ko kay Venus ng tanung
21"Nasa laot po ulit si Sir, Mam!" I was not surprised when I heard that from Manong Benny.A few days ago, I stayed at this place. Yrony didn't leave for those few days. He stayed here, and sometimes he was just busy with his laptop, and sometimes he had a video call about work. Why doesn't he just go back to Manila so that he can do his work better? Mas makakapag focus naman siya sa pagtatrabaho kung nandoon siya.Speaking of trabaho. Dapat ay nasa opisina ako ngayon at ginagawa ang trabaho ko. I come back here in the Philippines to handle the company, but looks where I am right now. I've been kidnapped and isolated here.Sa ilang araw rin na iyon ay halos para lang kaming hangin sa isa't isa. Iniiwasan ko siya at mukhag ganoon din siya. Kung bakit niya ako iniiwasan, hindi ko alam. Part of me says thank you that he is ignoring me, but there's a part of me na halos hindi ko maintindihan.Palagi rin itong pumapalot. He knows how to get fish kasi tuwing umuuwi ito ay may bitbit na s
22I ate quietly while he went outside first to arrange the things he would use. I was stunned for a while habang kumakain ako. Ilang buntong hininga pa ang ginawa ko habang kumakain ako. When I'm done eating, niligpit ko na ang pinagkainan ko."Bored lang ako kaya ako sasama," sambit ko sa sarili ko bago tuluyang lumabas sa bahay.When I came out of the house, it was still dark. My eyes immediately looked for Yrony, and I saw him standing there. Besides him is the boat that he will use, nakaharap siya sa madilim na dagat at tulala nanaman gaya ng kaninang nadatnan ko sa kusina.He looks like he is thinking about something hard.Hindi ko alam kung lalapit na ba ako o ano gayong tulala naman siya, pero ilang sandali naman ay agad siyang tumingin sa kinatatayuan ko. Napaayos ako sa pagkakatayo at dahan dahang lumapit sa kanya.I'm still wearing my white dress that I used to sleep in. He looked at me as I approached him, and I don't know why he was staring at me.I swallowed. He's too se
23He kept his angry look at me, which is why it made me shut up. I took a deep breath to speak, but before I could, Natigilan ako at napasulyap na lang sa taas.The sound of the chopper was heard around. The wind was also strong because of the chopper, and I felt cold because of that.Pati si Yrony ay napasulyap na rin sa taas para tignan ang pinanggagalingan ng ingay.Kunot na ang noo niya, sunod ay napansin ko na napapikit siya ng mariin at kitang kita ang inis na sa mukha niya. I didn't realise that I was staring at him too much. I just looked away from him when he glanced at me; maybe he noticed that I was looking at him.Nakakahiya ka, Affeya!"Let's go," paos na sambit nito sa akin at mas lalong napakapit sa kanya nang mas ilapit niya ako sa sarili niya."Kaya ko namang lumangoy papalapit sa bangka. Hindi na masakit ang paa ko," sambit ko at bibitaw na sana sa kanya, but he hold me tight, na para bang sinasabi niya na huwag akong bumitaw at manatili lang sa posisyon namin ngayo
24Napasulyap ako sa kanya. Nakapamulsa ito habang nakatingin din sa Kuya niya."Nice to see you again. Ang tagal ng 5 years," sambit niya bago ako sulyapan rason kaya napabuntong hininga na lang ako."Nandito ka para kunin ako at ibalik sa pamilya ko hindi ba?" Tanong ko nang magsimula na kaming maglakad patungo sa bahay."Can i ask you something?" Tanong nito bigla."Ano naman iyon?" Tanong ko habang hinahawakan ang palapulsuan ko kung saan nakahawak kanina si Yrony ng mahigpit.Napasulyap siya roon at napailing ng saglit bago na magsalita paa."Usipin mo na nagtatanong ako bilang kaibigan, iyon ay kung tinuturing mo akong kaibigan," sambit niya.Hindi ako nagsalita. "Just ask me what you want to ask," sambit ko dahil masyado siyang seryoso."Forget that I'm Kuya Yrony's brother, and I want you to answer me truthfully." His voice became serious, as did his expression.I stopped and glanced at him. I'm trying to find something in his expression, but he's not looking at me. He was jus
25Affeya's POVI couldn't help but worry when I heard that from him. Si Zally. Denver and I talked earlier, but he didn't say anything about this! Kung nalaman ko lang agad ay pati ang pagligo ag hindi ko na ginawa, I'll just use the time to convince Yrony to let go of me.I immediately looked at Yrony. If I have to kneel, I will, as long as he lets me go to Zally. I'm always by their side, so I know they're not used to not having me by their side."Yrony—" Unang tawag ko sa kanya, pero natigilan ako nang umayos siya ng pagkakatayo at agad tumalikod. He didn't say a word. Tumalikod lang ito at umalis na hindi man lang pinapakinggan ang sasabihin ko.I was confused about his sudden action. Nataranta ako. Ano iyon? Bakit wala siyang sinasabi? Will he be stubborn and imprison me in this place even after hearing that? My daughter needs me! His daughter needs me! Napapikit ako sa huling naisip ko.I was about to follow him, but Denver said something that made me stop."You are free. Let's
26Huh? Ano raw? Napakurap kurap ako. Prepare for what? It's like he had a big rerevelation. Napailing na lang ako. Mga kalokohan niya talaga. Instead of thinking about it, I immediately got into the car.My emotions swelled with excitement because I would see them again. Outside the hospital, I immediately spotted Ivo; he was already waiting for me. Denver seems to have told him kaya nandito na siya at naghihintay na.He straightened up when he saw me getting out of the car."Thank you, Manong!" Agad naman na pagpapasalamat ko sa driver na naghatid sa amin."Hows Zally? Si Rony?" Tanong ko agad sa kanya, but he is just giving me that judgement look.Okay. Walang halong pag-aalala sa kanya kaya siguro ay hindi talaga ganoong kalala si Zally. Mas lalo akong nakahinga ng maluwag dahil doon."Ivo?" Taka kong tanong."May sinat pa siya hanggang ngayon. I think she is just missing you. Kapag nakita ka non, siguradong bubuti na ng maayos ang pakiramdaman niya," he said, but he is still star
WakasYrony's POVMabilis ang paghawak ko kay Zay nang muntik na siyang matumba pagkatapos niyang sagutin ang tawag mula sa Doctor ng Lolo niya.“S-Si lolo. Yrony, si L-Lolo,” nanghihinang sambit niya habang sabay sabay na tumulo ang luha sa mga mata niya.She tried to hold me tight, pero talagang nanghihina siya. It's been an hour since our simple wedding was held. I was so happy that, finally, I can already really call her mine without thinking anything. She is really mine. She is already Delazardo; at last, for many years, she can still be ended up as Delazardo, but now, how can I be happy when she is in too much pain right now?I pulled her closer to hug her tight. Wala akong magawa para pawiin ang sakit na nararamdaman niya ngayon pagkatapos niyang marinig ang balitang iyon.Don Alvarez. Napapikit ako ng mariin.“I-I know that I don't have any r-right to ask a favour to y-you after what I did to you, but please, can y-you please make my granddaughter happy? I-I want to see her hap
94It was so fast, or maybe that's just what I think? After we finished eating, we immediately went to the building where the Delazardos' company is located. Gagamitin namin ang Chopper nila papunta sa ibang bansa.Sa mismong kompanya ng pamilya nila, and I can't help but reminisce about the time when I first came here and let my life change into the life that I didn't expect that I would become.Subrang tagal na non, pero nananatili pa rin iyon sa isip ko.They are really serious. Akala ko ay makakausap ko pa sila at sasabihin na huwag silang padalos dalos, pero they are both serious.“You own this?” Napasulyap ako kay Rony nang casual niyang tinanong ang ama niya.We are already on the chopper. Gulat na gulat pa nga sila Tita and I am sure na pagbalik namin, kalat na panigurado ang tungkol sa kambal. Ipagsigawan ba naman ni Yrony ang salitang mga anak sa harap ng mga empleyado niya, kaya paniguradong malalaman ma ng mga nakakakilala sa amin.“You also want to own something like this?
93Affeya/Azaylie's POVIsang malakas na kalabog ang nagpagising sa akin at halos umawang ang labi ko nang makitang nasa baba na si Yrony habang nakahawak sa likod niya at nakangiwi.“Rony!” Hindi makapaniwalang sambit ko nang makita ang ayos ni Rony. Sa pwesto niya ngayon ay mukhang tinadyakan niya si Yrony kaya siya nahulog mula sa kama.Zally was just staring at Yrony while Rony was so angry. Parehas na silang gising.“Leave!” Bulyaw nito sa ama niya habang nakaturo sa pinto. “Son—” Yrony tried to talk to him, pero agad ulit siyang binulyawan ni Rony.“Don't call me that!”“Rony!” Saway ko ulit. He looked at me."If you don't want to leave, then I am going to be the one who leaves!" My lips parted at what he said.Before I could stop him, he was already out.Zally immediately followed his older brother, so Yrony and I were left behind. Napahilot ako sa sintido ko.“Sorry. Kakausapin ko sila ngayon—”“I-It's fine,” sambit ni Yrony kaya tinignan ko siya. Kumunot ang noo ko at napasi
92I stared at my son, my daughter and my Fiance.Fiance.I kissed Zay's hand that I have been holding until now, even though he is fast asleep next to our children. It's already 5 a.m. in the morning. I can hardly sleep. I can't sleep because I'm scared to wake up, and suddenly all of those become dreams. I don't want to go to sleep. I just want to sit here and stare at them.Napapikit ako ng mariin at agad na pinunasan ang luha ko nang agad na tumulo iyon galing sa mata ko.I'm crying. I am fvcking crying because of the happiness that I feel right now. She said she loved me. She said that there's nothing between her and Ivo. Wala naman akong pakealam kung may namagitan sa kanina, yes, it's hurt, but even if there's something on them, if she said that she loves me, wala na akong pakealam sa iba.This is the scenario that I've been dreaming of all these years, which I thought would never happen. I'm very tired. I was already told that word after all the desperate things I did. I was a
91I tried to remain cool while texting my team to investigate and to start finding Zally. Fvck! I shouldn't be overacting. It's normal to worry, but fvck! What I am feeling right now was not normal. If only I could have stood up and led the investigation right now, I would have done sa subrang pag-aalala ko ngayon kay Zally.Hindi ko naman anak ang kinidnap, pero halos pagpawisan na ako sa pag-aalala nang marinig kong nawawala si Zally at may kumidnap. I just arrived, and that's when the news came to me right away. It's their birthday. It wasn't in my plan to go here and see how happy they are while I was away watching them, but the courage to see Zay and give Zally and her brother my gift was the reason why I still go here.Ang kaso, wala akong lakas para bitbitin iyon kaya iniwan ko kuna sa kotse ko. I am planning to talk Zay, but I don't know how.Napasulyap ako sa batang nakamaskara. That must be Zally's brother. Hindi ko pa siya nakikita kahit isang beses. All I always see was
90Yrony's POV“Don't worry. I don't want your Papa Ninong to be my father. I have my own father, so I don't need yours,” Zay's daughter said in her serious voice.Sa subrang seryoso niya sa pagsabi non ay para akong dinudurog. I tried to calm myself.I don't know the exact reason why I felt a tightness in my chest when I heard that from Zay's daughter.She's right. She doesn't need me because she has her own father, but my chest tightened when I heard that. Maybe because I know that I love their mommy very much, and loving their mom was also wanting me to make them my own. Pero sabagay. Zay also have Ivo, kaya hindi niya panigurado ako kailangan."I didn't raise you like that, Vanie! Where did you get those words? Where did you learn to talk like that!” panenermon ni Venus sa anak niya habang papasok sa bahay.But Vanie didn't seem to hear anything. She just keeps going up the stairs. Pagod akong naupo sa isa sa sofa ng bahay nila at inihilamos ang palad sa mukha.“Vanie! I'm talking
89“Huh?” Gulat na tanong ko at talagang napanganga na ako sa harap niya. Muli ulit siyang lumapit sa akin at halos umawang ang labi ko nang maramdaman ko ang pagdausdos ng isang bagay sa daliri ko.“I said let's married right now. May kilala akong mayor at pwede ko siyang tawagan ngayon,” bulong nito pagkatapos niyang mailagay ang singsing sa kamay ko.Nahigit ko ang paghinga ko habang nakatingin sa daliri ko.I don't know what I am gonna say. Saan galing iyong singsing? Bakit may singsing? I bit my lower lips nang mag init ang mata ko. I felt his face on my neck, and he started kissing me there.Hindi ko maiwasang isipin kung nasa likod pa ba namin sila Janica o ano, pero wala na akong pakealam doon. I look at the ring he gave me right now. Pakiramdam ko nananaginip ako. Hindi kami nag uusap kanina, then aaway kami, tapos… tapos… may singsing.“I want us to marry, immediately,” he whispered again.Kinagat ko ang labi ko at sinubukan ang lahat para matigil ang pagtulo ng luha ko. I
88“Yrony!” Tawag ko sa kanya habang mabilis siyang naglalakad papunta sa parking lot.“Teka, Yrony!” Tawag ko pa. I wipe the tears on my eyes while chasing him. Gusto kong palakasin ang loob ko ngayon dahil alam kung iyon ang kailangan ko.Galit siya at nasampal ko siya. He said na nakakapagod na ako. Parang pinagpipirapiraso ako habang iniisip nga na titigil na siya at susuko na. Hindi pwede. Hindi siya pwedeng sumuko ngayong handa na ako. I know that I have no right to say that sa sobrang dami na niyang hirap dahil sa akin, pero ayokong tumigil siya.Hindi niya ako pinansin kahit na alam kung naririnig niya ang pagtawag ko sa kanya. Patuloy lang siya sa paglalakad paalis.Nang malapitan na niya ang kotse ay pinatunog na niya ito. He didn't even look at me kahit na naabutan ko na siya. He seriously opne the door at agad na pumasok. He is about to close the door, pero agad kong hinawakan ang pinto, rason kaya agad na naipit ang kamay ko nang isara niya ang pinto.Napamura siya at bin
87I am happy to see Anna like this. She always there when I needed her and I was really thankful that she was here. She was a best sister to me kahit na hindi naman kami magkadugo.“Kakausapin ko naman siya—” But she cut me.“Kailan? Ngayon na! Lumabas ka rito! Huwag kang babalik hanggang sa hindi kayo makapag usap. Kung nakapag usap na kayo at hindi pa rin maayos ang kung ano kayo, saka ka na maupo diyan!” Biglang bulyaw niya ulit sa akin.Bumuntong hininga ako. Inabot ko ang sinasabi ni Ivo na hard liquor at nilagyan ang baso ko. I think I need this to tell Yrony everything I want to say.Kyle and Anna let me drink that and just watch me, na para bang alam nila na kailangan ko ang alak na iyon para magkaroon ng lakas ng loob.Tumayo ako pagkatapos non, pero ilang sandali pa ay nakarinig kami ng pamilyar na sigaw mula sa ibaba. Kyle immediately stand up para pumunta sa balcony para tignan kung anong ingay iyon. Pagbalik niya ay sunod sunod ang naging mura niya habang nagmamadaling t