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Cole swayed exhaustedly where she knelt. “Well, I'm not. And I don't How many times is you going to ignore me telling you that I love you? Because I do. I really do. And you can think all these awful things about yourself if you must. But nothing—nothing, do you hear me—will make me believe them.”

“You can’t love me. You don’t know me.”

“You mean, because I didn’t know about this? That’s only because you lied to me about it.”

He paced restlessly, up and down that pristine room. This lost creature in Aiden Crux's skin. “I didn’t lie.”

“I asked you outright. In Kinlochbervie.”

“No. You asked if someone had hurt me. And they haven’t.”

“Oh fucking hell.” She rubbed her hands against her burning eyes. “I could have hurt you. Don’t you realize how completely fucked it feels looking back at all the times I’ve pushed you on sex stuff with no clue about what happened to you?”

“Well,” he drawled, “I did warn you that I’m a cruel
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