5 YEARS LATER....
Athena's POV
Alot of 23 year olds like me don't know what to do with their lives and I think that's okay, 23 is still very young. My parents though, seem to judge me on it which is why immediately after I graduated from college and after my masters over a year ago I ran away to Europe.
On the pretense working with my aunt on various charitable and NGOs she works with, I did work a little but also spent most of my time traveling. My Aunt Iris is my Father's step sister. But now I'm back. On the request of my father. "Athena," he said my name sternly when I received his call almost 2 months ago. "When are you coming back home? Haven't you spent enough time gallivanting around Europe and spending my money." It's his money when I'm doing something he doesn't approve but if it's something he approves it's our money, 'my legacy' he calls it. Also I got a huge sizable trust from grandfather which i won't be able to access till I turn 25 which I can't wait to access so I can stop here how I'm spending his money.I try to think I'm independent but honestly I grew up rich and sheltered so I don't think society would consider me independent. I graduated early from college, raised to be an overachiever and all. I have a bachelors degree in economics and a masters degree in economics, so it's not wrong for him to ask me to join him and dad in the family company. I worked with the U.S department of commerce's economic development administration right out of college for few months before I went back for my masters degree. Then after my masters I got a job with an up and coming tech company but father had other plans for me. Joining him in the family company and guess what he did. He bought the company so I had to work with him and me being the rebellious daughter I quit and left for Europe with my aunt.
"Athena you're a Castellanos and you should always act like one and honestly Iris is a bad influence on you." He adds sounding disappointed at me as always.
"Daddy, you know I have been working with Aunt Iris, getting funds for various charities." I had tried to explain but he stopped me before I even finished.
"Oh please Athena, you and Iris had spent the year throwing parties for the rich and famous. But now it's time to come back home, I didn't spend all that money on you for you to just party all around the world." My father said harshly, his words hitting me hard. "But daddy we are making a difference with the funds we've been raising." I start to say again but he had stopped me. "Come home Athena, you're my only daughter and I need you here with me. Working with me, this company and everything I have it's your legacy. Come home." He said and I had sighed listening to him. "It's almost the end of the year, I was thinking of coming home by Christmas anyway." I said trying to give myself more time away, since it was only August. "No Athena, come home right away." He said sternly and I closed my eyes pacing around, already feeling suffocated. "What is it going to take princess?" He had asked and I felt myself already agreeing with him. He hasn't called me his princess in a while, because I have kind of been his disappointment since I graduated college."Ask me for anything you want." He said choosing to bribe me. "I'll even give a huge donation to any charity of your choice, just come home." He added, which by the way I'm not even surprised. My father thinks he can just throw money at anything and solve it, most of all he bribes me.
"Daddy please." I started to say but he cuts me off again. "Princess think of all the help you can do for charities with my very huge donation." He had said and I paused to think. I mean he is right there are so many children I can help with his donation so like every other time I accept his offer. "Fine, I'll come back next week." I said to him. "No, not next week. Tomorrow morning, I have sent a plane to you already." He said pointedly, everything already planned. "But I have to pack, say goodbye to my friends." I said already suffocated thinking about how much more suffocated I'll be back home. "No Athena, I need you in the board meeting on Thursday. It's your legacy princess you need to start taking it seriously." He added and I said yes. "Good, see you then." He said and ended his call almost immediately. That was two months ago, I've been back home for two months and I've been dealing with my over bearing parents for 2 months and I feel like I already need therapy. As much as I didn't want to be here, one good thing happened I went out with friends from high school and Nicholas Covington happened to show up. My childhood love or at least I thought he was, I have liked him before I even what it felt to like a boy. I had wanted him for so long but everything changed on my 18th birthday, Nicholas was someone else and I had met a stranger. The stranger I haven't been able to forget for the last 5 years, someone I had to compare with every man I've been with. Which honestly it has been exhausting, thinking about him every single time. A group of us had met up in a bar in Manhattan, I haven't seen most of them from high school. We all went to different colleges in different states but we were always a tight knit group of friends so a couple of us in New York made plans to go out for drinks and guess what Nicky showed up. My first real heart break Nicky, or atleast I thought he was but that's beside the point. Nicky was there and immediately he saw me, his whole face lit up. "Athena." He said smiling before reaching in for a hug. "Nicky." I say his name back hugging him back, feeling nostalgic about my high school self about how I was so convinced I was in love with him. "Nicky?" AJ a friend of ours says with a laugh. "Hey Hey Hey it's Nicholas, she's the only person allowed to call me Nicky." Nicky said to AJ and I smiled. I feel his eyes on me checking me out, it has been 5 years and I've grown up. I've got boobs now, I mean I also had them at 18 but they are bigger now. Nicky had also grown up, he was always gorgeous but even more so he looks absolutely beautiful. "How long has it been like?" Nick asked. "Like 4 years?" He added asking. "Almost 5 years." I say with a smile. "Wow what happened? You really just ghosted me." Nicky said smiling. "Did I?" I ask feigning innocence. "Yeah you did." Nicky said still smiling. "I'd never been ghosted before you. That hurt." He added and now I felt bad. "You had a girlfriend, and I didn't want to be just your friend." I explained. I'd wanted him so much back then. That want lingered into the want I had for him now. His face grew somber. "I really was into you, Athena and she wasn't my girlfriend we just had a thing." "Didn't know that." I say feeling his words inside me. "Well it's all in the past now, maybe we can try again?" He asked his eyes pinning mine. I take a little while to answer, debating with myself. There are so many things to consider, I have always had a crush on him but right now I don't know what I felt for him. Also my father wouldn't approve, he hated the whole Covington family. The whole family feud started 2 generations ago I don't even know the whole reason behind it. Honestly one of the main reason that Nick always appealed to me is my family wouldn't approve.This is Nick though. My Nicky I've always wanted him so why am I debating with myself.
"What about our family though?" I asked even though i didn't really care.
"Didn't think you cared? And honestly been looking reason to piss off my father." Nick says with a grin and my own grin falters, I mean I was kind of doing the same thing wanting to piss off my father but hearing Nick say he wanted to date me so he could piss his father off stung a little.
I debated for a bit on what to actually say but I find myself saying yes.
"Yeah of course." I finally said and Nick's face brightened up.
"Okay then, I'm leaving town in a few days, when I'm back what do you say? I take you out on our first official date." He asked and I smiled. "We've been on a date before." I said and he nodded. "Yes, in high school. That doesn't count though let me take you out on a real date." Nick said and I smiled again. "Okay agreed, I'm kind of excited to see what a real date with Nicholas Covington is." I say and he laughs. "God I've missed you." He said and I smiled, really smiled because I missed him too. "Athena!" Jess my friend almost shouts my name from the other end of bar. "Nick! Come over here." She shouts again immediately after. "Enough catching up, now come join us." She says motioning to the group. Both Nick and I join her and our friends, a lot of drinking is done and also a lot of dancing. For the first time since I got back, It feels great to be home.Athena's POVWe're in the water it's cold. He has his arms wrapped around me though, I feel so safe with him. He is touching me. I want his fingers everywhere. The space between my legs throbs, I want him touching me there."Touch me," I begged him. My fantasy was interrupted by the buzz of my alarm on my bedside table. Another dream about my mystery guy, apparently I have those all the time now. It's been 5 years, why can't I forget about him, I need to forget about him.Having an erotic dream about a mystery guy from 5 years ago was about the stupidest, most embarrassing, and confusing thing that had ever happened to me. But the impression of the dream, the heat and darkness and clutch-and-slide, lingered in the corner of my mind. It was the first time I'd ever been sexually attracted to a man I didn't know. How was that possible? But here I was, lusting after a stranger. I get up grudgingly to get ready for work."So, what are your plans for this weekend?" Jess my friend asks.
Athena's POVI'm going on a date with Nick today. You know the excitement of going on a date with a guy you like, all giddy and nervous? Well, I don't feel anything. If anything, I feel like cancelling, why the hell do I feel like I'm torturing myself.Jess is here watching me put on makeup. "Promise me you'll have sex tonight." She says and I roll my eyes at her. "I'm not promising anything." I say. "I don't even know where he's taking me or what we're doing." I add and it's her turn to roll her eyes. "Excuses excuses, at least have fun tonight, Tee." She says. "You used to be fun." She adds and that stings a little, but I don't say anything to her. I pull out a mid thigh skirt and a crop top to wear. Nick had not specified what we're doing so I'm going for a more casual look. When I'm fully dressed I stare myself in the mirror, I look hot, beautiful but my eyes there's something in them that I don't recognize. Maybe sadness or something. I take a deep breath at the same time a
Athena's POVI couldn’t sleep all night. Cassian was all I could think about. His name is Cassian. Cassian. The memory of our encounter on the staircase kept replaying in my mind, each moment vivid and intense. I found myself tossing and turning, unable to escape the thoughts of him. And when I finally fell asleep, I dream about that night from 5 years ago. He is holding me tight, we are entwined in an embrace his touch, his kisses, the way everything felt so serendipitous, and the connection we shared.The next morning as early as 7 am I was out the door, I had debated whether to go back to the art show venue. I had googled and found out the loft belonged to the Covington’s so I could probably find Cassian there. But I had made up my mind, I needed to see him to talk, I had so many questions.So, I dressed up in my favorite short grey dress, that looked so good on me enunciating my female body features pairing it with my favorite power high heels for confidence. My chestnut blonde wa
Athena's POVThe good thing about being the boss is that you have people working for you, all you must do to fulfil your primary responsibilities which just includes making major corporate decisions, driving the workforce and resources of a company toward strategic goals. So, I should be relaxing right? But no, taking over Castell empire on day entails a lot.Owning a big conglomerate is different, as a parent company that owns a series of diversified, bigger, medium, and smaller companies. I have to learn about every department, every single subsidiary under Castell. Which includes meetings and meetings back-to-back. Today I’m meeting with directors of only the top subsidiaries under the Pharma umbrella, they’re just giving me a review of their field currently.The first two meetings I had went by fast, just a run through of the business from old men who all looked at me like they wanted to undress me and eat me rather than explain their profits to a little girl. But knowing who I wa
Athena's POVHe walks to me around my office table so we are close.“What are you doing here?” I asked trying to sound as composed as possible.“You ran away as quickly as you could this morning. I needed to see you.” He explained.“Cassian you can’t be here.” Isay breathing avoiding his eyes.“Why not?” He asked his eyes travel over my face, land on my mouth. His breathing is shallow and so is mine. I want him to kiss me. I want it more than I’ve ever wanted anything. The realization hits all at once, shocking, and terrifying, I have never felt anything like this before.“Why not?” He asks again when I didn’t say anything. “Because of Nick? You kissed me back this morning.” He said again like he couldn’t believe I kissed him back.“Its not because of nick only, my father. He would freak out if he knew you were here.” I said.“Oh, right the Covington Castell rivalry. I don’t care about that, and something tells you don’t care too Athena.” He said and he was right I really
Athena' POVAfter work and my meetings. I don’t return my father’s call or even my mom’s, instead I have Harold my personal chauffeur drives me home, to my parent’s place. The house where I grew up. I take deep breathes practicing the breathing technique I learned in therapy to remain calm and composed. Because my parents always have a way of getting to me.I’m met at the foyer by the house manager Melinda, someone who has been in the family since I was little. She basically raised me.“Miss Athena, I didn’t know you were coming. I could have made you your favourites, you look so skinny. Have you been eating?” Melinda asked with concern lacing over her word.“Mel I’m fine and don’t worry about me I’ve been eating, I’m probably skinny because I miss your cooking you know nothing measure up to that.” I say and she smiles brightly.“Where are they?” I ask referring to parents.“Mrs Castellanos is upstairs getting ready for dinner and your father is in his study.” Melinda says.“Okay than
Athena's POVI wake up with my mind scattered, having barely slept, and I really don’t want to deal with anyone today. I call my P.A., Pamela, and ask her to reschedule all my meetings for tomorrow. I’m taking the day off. My father might not be pleased about it, but at this point, I don’t care. For once, I want to be a regular 23-year-old—spend the day with my friends, relax, and do whatever it is that 23-year-olds do.I text my friend Jess letting her know I have a free day so we can hang out. I also reply to Nick, asking if we can meet up to talk. I plan to be clear with him about where I stand, letting him know that I’m only interested in a friendship and nothing more.I debate on whether to text Cassian back, yesterday I gave in and liked the picture of the painting he sent me. But I still unresolved thoughts about us, I don’t know much about him, yet we’ve had sex with him twice. I wasn’t proud of myself, I never imagined I’d get involved with a stranger like this.Jess is more
Athena's POVI hated the way Cassian looked at me when he saw me with Nick; he looked at me like I had pierced his heart with a sharp object. I understand how it must have looked, as if I were on a date with Nick, and I don’t blame him for feeling hurt. I wanted desperately to explain that I was with Nick only to end things.When I got home, I tried calling Cassian, but he didn’t answer. I considered going to see him but decided against it, unsure if he’d be at his studio and not knowing where he lived. Instead, the next morning, I stopped by the art studio before heading to work.I’m greeted by the striking curly haired woman that had let me in the other day. She was staring at me the same she did the other day, like she couldn’t it was me, like she was seeing a ghost.“Hi.” I said feeling completely awkward.“Hi, oh my God. I was staring, I’m so sorry.” She said apologizing profusely. “I just can’t believe you’re real.” She adds smiling nervously.“Real?” I asked now confused by her