Maya's pov
I grunt, rolling to the other side of the bed ducking my head under the pillow. The banging on my door intensifies with each minute, each thud sharper and more insistent. With a frustrated sigh, I shove the stack of books off my bed, shuffling for my phone under the covers. Coming out empty-handed I step off the bed; the polished floor biting at my bare feet. The pounding on my door grew louder and by now I wanted to kill whoever was on the other side. If it's another drunk who has confused his house number again, I will lose it. I grabbed the baseball bat that I had loaned from Mr Crawmey down stairs since it was either that or a gun that had a body count on it, and that was not an option. I reach the living room tripping over a can of coke and before I can regain my balance the door flies open. Silhouettes of men stand at the door, their clothes covered in dirt and blood. Two of them hold an injured man, dripping blood on the rug my mother hand-sewn for me. One flicks the dainty light bulb on, giving me a picture-perfect view of them. Their gazes flick to me, their brotherhood shown from their matching clothes and the brute force they exude. My heart races Jenny's constant warning about this place surfacing. “What do you want?” I asked, swinging the bat at them. Chase appears behind them, his thin frame a huge contrast to the men he brought to my house. Anger surges beneath my skin, the countless number of times I've told him not to come here not getting lost on me. “Maya this man is hurt I need you to help him,” he says, pointing to the guy who is still dripping blood. “Does my house look like a freaking hospital?” I ask, pointing the bat at them. “No, but you work there so —” “I thought I told you to stop coming here,” I snapped, my voice trembling. Another man steps from behind them, holding a barrel in his hand. Unlike the others his charismatic stance and cunning eyes tell me he is the leader. “You are going to patch him up this instant,” he growls. I start moving back to my bedroom ready to make a run for it. “Now,” he adds, mirth dancing in his eyes. “I'm not… that kind of doctor,” I stammer. He snickers, taking large strides towards me. “I don't care,” he spits. “You are going to do it whether you like it or not.” “I don't know how to do that kind of procedure I'm a —” He yanks my arm, his fingers circling my arm in a possessive manner. “You have three seconds to decide one, two —” “I will, I will do it.” I step away from him, massaging my arm. My pulse thuds in my ears, as I look at the bruises his grip left. They place the injured guy on the couch, smears of red getting stuck on the fabric. “Maya just do what he says,” Chase urges, fear swimming in his eyes. The need to shout at him burns at my throat. Before I could respond a bullet sizzled through the air, landing directly between his skull. His body falls limp on the floor, blood pooling beneath his head. My scream is stuck in my throat replaced by a choking gasp. “Do you want to continue talking or do as I say?” He asks, the gun pointed at me. I move towards the injured man, my words tangling in my throat. “Uh, uh I will .. I need a knife and alcohol.” “They are in the kitchen. I will go get them,” I add, hoping I can get some air. “No,” he says. He points to one of the guys and he comes back with the items. “I need a belt,” I murmured. “What?” “I need a belt,” I snap, looking at the wound on his leg. One of the men gives it to me and I wrap it tightly around his leg. Blood seeps between my fingers, warm and sticky. “This is bad,” I mutter, the words barely audible over the pounding in my ears. I cauterize the knife and dig my fingers inside the wound. “Help me turn him over,” I plead. “Why?” The man asks, his stare firm. “I need to check for an exit wound,” I murmured, unsure of what I was doing. They help me turn him over and there's an opening. “That's good right,” I whisper, trying to remember everything I had learned on first aid. “What did you do to him?” He asks, looking at the blood oozing from his mouth. This is bad. “Nothing, nothing he is awake.” I turn him over to prevent him from choking. “I have a bandage in my room, in the black bag swung on the wall.” One-off the minions return with it and I wrap it tightly around his waist. The guy looks pale, his drowsy eyes looking at me. “He still needs a hospital; he could have an infection,” I add, hoping he sees the severity of the situation. Shards of the bullet could still be stuck inside his stomach and he has lost a lot of blood. “He will be fine, he has been through worse.” I sigh, moving to protest but he points the gun at me before he is distracted by the sounds of sirens. “The police,” one of the men says, looking through the window. “They are probably looking for us,” the other one adds. “Turn off the lights and take Holden to the room,” the leader orders, the place goes black the only light coming from the small window. My stomach churns as I watch them drag Chase's body to the closet. “You,” he points, looking at me. “Come,” he orders, his tone leaving no room for argument. I stand my legs weak. “When those police officers knock, you're going to pretend you just woke up and when they ask if you have heard anything you are going to say no, you will wish them good night since I will be behind that door when you try anything funny. Bam,” he says, motioning how he will shoot us. I nod tears pricking my eyes. “Go cover yourself, you have blood all over you.” I drag myself to the room changing into a sweatshirt and a pair of trousers. The men sit at a corner like menacing creatures ready to pound at their prey, who unfortunately happens to be me. The man pulls me to his side, when a knock echoes through the room. “Let's see how much you want to live.” he says, an ugly smirk set on his face. I open the door rubbing my eyes. Two police officers stand there, their faces hard. “Sorry to disturb you Mum, but we have some questions,” one of them says. I rub my eyes and let out a dragged yawn. “About?” “Have you heard or seen several men walking through here?” One asks. I shake my head letting out a fake yawn. “ Why?” The officer's gaze lingers on the rug, my heart races as I shift my weight trying to cover the smears of blood on it. “Are you sure you haven't seen anyone?” He presses, his eyes sifting through the dark house. “No, just me and my bed.” His eyes go back to the rug. “Is that all? “ I ask. ”I have an early shift tomorrow.” They nod, and I don't waste time slamming the door. The man smiles, kissing the butt of his gun. “Thought for a while there I would have some fun,” he says. “You're sick,” I whisper. “What did you just say?” My chest quickens. “Nothing.” “Stay here and don't move,” he orders, disappearing through the door. I wipe my palms over the fabric of my sweatshirt, every instinct inside of me telling me to run. Men like this don't let anyone live, I have seen their faces, they killed Chase In Front of me. What prevents them from killing me too? My steps are light as I walk to the door, my hands shaking as I turn the knob. “What are you doing?” The voice asks, freezing me in place.Maya's pov Tears that I had been holding in stream down my face. “Please,” I beg, as he turns me around. “Are you deaf?” he asks. “I said don't move.” “I know… I know I just.” “I hate being disrespected,” he says, his voice low but controlled. “I'm sorry I'm just scared,” I cry. “Does it look like I care?” He asks, so close I can smell the mint on his breath. “No.” I shake my head and his hand, tight and firm presses on my jaw. His skin is hard, like someone that does manual labor, the callouses scraping against my skin. “Then why did you think to open this pretty mouth of yours to tell me that you're scared?” He pushes me to the door hard and I wince in pain. “Do you want to die?” he asks, running the butt of his gun on my stomach. The cold surface has me shivering. I try to shake my head, but he presses harder, till the metallic taste of blood fills my mouth. “I'm going to forgive you since you saved my brother, but if you ever disrespect me like that again I will take
Cassian's pov I turn from the couch and look at her. Her hair now is in a French-Braided ponytail. She wears a pair of blue jeans that accentuate her curves in a way that would make any man water for her. “I didn't tell anyone,” she says, fear laced in her tone. I grunt motioning for her to come in. “I didn't say you did.” “Then why are you here?” she questions, holding the strap of her bag so tight her knuckles turn white. I move from where I was seated, going to close the door. “Take a seat and I will tell you,” I say, pointing to the couch. She drags herself to the couch, her chapped lips open as if she wants to say something but decides otherwise. She looks at the gun and blue file on the table taking a seat. “What do you want?” She asks, her gray eyes wary. “To talk,” I reply, sitting beside her but leaving as much distance as possible. “I already told you I will not tell anybody,” she pleads, her jaw set. “I swear.” I open the file, crossing my legs over the other. “M
Maya's Pov I let out a guttural scream, the sound easing some of the tension in my chest. What just happened? My life was fine two days ago. I had a plan, finish my residency, become the future of Ophthalmology, pay off my medical debt and help my parents. Not treat goons or operate on murderers. The shrill cry of my phone takes me out of my thoughts. My mother's name flashes on the screen and I grunt. “Hello sweetie,” my mum says, her voice as cheerful as ever. I clear my throat, looking at the boxes of unopened items and stacks of medicine books lining the coffee table. “Uh, hi mum.” “How are you? How is the big city?” “It's fine, how are you, how is Dad?” I ask, wiping away my tears. “We're fine, but you're dad, he went to see Dr. Charles and he says his blood pressure is shooting up and his vision is getting blurry,” she says, worry laced in her tone. “Uh, is he taking his medicine properly?” I ask, knowing how stubborn he can be. “Yes, I remind him every day. Maya, I
His figure leaves the room and I clutch my head. What did I just do?I can't be that stupid, I can't move into his house, I can't operate on him, I'm toast. I take a seat at the couch rubbing my thighs up and down. The nagging feeling that I missed something still lingers even as the hours go by, sleep seemed to elude me that night and the house was loud. Every thought was about Cassian, his smell still lingered and even his eyes were messing with my head.Morning came quickly and since it was Sunday, I didn't have to report to work. I put the little belongings I had into the boxes waiting for the person who was supposed to come take my things.A knock echoes through the door and I jump, I touch my chest as I peep through the small hole. It's a man wearing a movers uniform.“Hello, my name is Anton, I'm here to help you move,” he says, stretching his hand. He was fairly built with a baseball cap covering his red hair. I shake it lightly welcoming him in. —The car st
Cassian's povI slide on my chair, fixing the tightening on my pants. letting out a slow breath, I dismiss Maya's effect on me as the lack of a woman's touch for a long time. My eyes move to the clock where my father's photo hangs beside it like a silent reminder of the man I'm supposed to be. Exhaling sharply, I get up from the chair and head outside, the living area is eerily quiet except for the occasional hum of the refrigerator. The helps go about their tasks with mechanical precision, their presence barely registering as I pass them.“Sir,” Matteo calls, handing me a phone.I take it from his hand checking the screen, it's Don Hurio. “Yes.”“Come and see me,” he says, his voice low but gruff. “Is there something wrong?” I ask, questioning this weird and untimely call.“Cassian, come see me I'm at my club,” he says, his tone leaving no for negotiation. “Don't be late,” he adds, hanging up the phone.“Bring the car around.” I find him sitting with his friends, a group of strip
Maya's povJenny stands next to me as I type away at the keys. I look at her briefly, the ever-perfect appearance she has still intact. Her edges are styled to perfection, and her brown lips are covered in gloss. Her skin is clear and has no pimples or blemishes unlike mine. I return my focus to the computer before logging out.“Where are you going?” She asks when I stand grabbing all the research I was able to sneak out and do.“Uh, to finish my rounds it's almost five.”She huffs, folding her arms over her chest. “Fine, can I come drop you off ?”I halt in my tracks Cassian's warning flashing. “No, no I'll be fine thank you.”I ran off before she could ask more questions that I clearly couldn't answer. The time ticks by as I try to go through the charts I was assigned today, someone will be here to pick me up within minutes and I'm not done.“I can't believe it's five thirty already,” someone says, my heart plummets to my stomach and I look at my watch. Shit.I don't even change ou
Cassian's pov The phone vibrates on the dashboard, Holden's name flashing on the screen. I answer on speaker, already anticipating his usual updates.“I'm already on my way,” I speak before he can say anything.“We're being attacked — fuck,” he says, his voice pitched. Gunshots ring in the background. “What?”“Get here now.”“Where's Maya?” I ask, accelerating the car. “Aaaah, fuck.”The call disconnects and I clutch the steering wheel tighter till my knuckles turn white. The city blurs past, the headlights streaking in the darkness. Maya better be okay.The gate is opened, revealing a gruesome scene — the bodies of the guards lay motionless on the ground their blood staining the cement. The metallic scent of gun powder clings to the air. Heart hammering, I yank my gun from the holster running inside.“Holden,” I call, looking for the intruder. I find one of the helpers on the floor clutching her stomach. “Wait here,” I mumble running up the stairs.Holden stands there holding down
Cassian's povShe helps me on the surgical table, a bead of sweat trickling down my forehead. I can't lose my eyesight, I can't let my father's work land in someone else's hand. A shaky exhale escapes my lips, as I try to breathe through the throbbing pain in my head.The sharp pain comes again and I clutch the side of the table.“Just a minute,” she says, fear laced in her tone. Not a minute later I feel her beside me holding my head in place, but the pain is just too much.“Do something,” I groan, my voice raw and exposed.“I am, I just need you to stay still.”“Aaaaaah.” I hiss, shifting uncomfortably on the table.“Open your eyes,” she says, breathing loudly. I force them to open the fluorescent lights, making my eyes feel more painful.She presses something against my eyes, her fingers grazing my temples. “Cassian I know you're in pain but I need you to remain completely still.”“Aaa — fuck.”“You know, when I was younger I was playing in the tree house my dad built for me, I g
Cassian's povI remove the pods from my ears watching Holden's figure meander inside the house. He wears an ugly brown hood and washed-away jeans that make him look homeless.“Holden,” I call grabbing his attention. He looks up, dark circles covering his eyes.“Where have you been?” I ask my voice echoing around the house. He sighs touching his temples. “Why are you being so loud?”He brushes past me and I grab his arm. The stench of alcohol wraps around him and my stomach twists. “Seriously, where have you been?”He unclutches my fingers from his arm. “Just around.”I trail his face. “Are you okay?”Something etches in his face. “When did you start caring about my well-being”“When you decided to disappear for more than three weeks,” I counter.“It doesn't matter, I'm back.”Before I can ask him more questions he moves to the stairwell climbing up. I watched him until he disappeared through the hallway.I huff rubbing my hand over my forehead. What is going on with him?I look throu
Maya's povI scrub my hands smiling through the enclosed space. I never thought I'd be back here.“Mrs Sanchez,” Dr Ben calls, sliding to the tap next to me. I look at him briefly before focusing my attention on the operating room — it's beautiful.Tools are arranged properly in basins, minimal fluorescent lighting, and nurses surround the patient. It's like heaven on earth.“Mrs Sanchez,” he repeats his voice, breaking through my thoughts. “Uh, did you say something?”We walk inside the scrub nurses helping us with the surgical clothes. “I asked if you prepared for the surgery.”I nod standing across from him. “Then tell me what it's about.”“We are performing a coronary artery bypass grafting, to restore blood flow to the blocked artery with the vessel we take from the patients leg.”“Okay, so what is the first step?” He asks, his piercing blue eyes pinning me in place.I clear my throat. “You make an incision on the chest.”He glares at me. “The median sternotomy, then you split th
Maya's povDear Maya Isabelle Sanchez,I am glad to inform you that you have received a position back at Mercy Grace Hospital as a resident. After reviewing your case file and after much discussion with the board, we have concluded that your termination was unwarranted. You are a talented surgeon and one mistake should not shape your whole career. We would be honored to have you return and work for us so that we can nurture you into the fine surgeon you've always wanted to become.Chief Surgeon,Xavier McKinney.”I re-read the email again my hands trembling.“Am I dreaming?” I chuckle softly, overwhelmed in disbelief.Do they want me back?They want me back.I clutch my phone tightly and for a split second I almost run to show my parents but I remember they don't know the predicament that I was in.What I lost. What I gave up on.But that doesn't matter anymore I can be a surgeon again.Cassian.I shake my head.“No, he is yesterday's news.”This is a second chance to get what I want
Cassian's povIt's been a week since Holden vanished, a week since I forced Maya out of my life. I push down the heavy feeling looking at one of the guards.“Any sign of Holden?”“Not yet sir.”I huff looking at the plans on the table just as Leo steps in a smirk on his lips.“Did you do it?” I ask the sound of the lawn being trimmed filling the space. I look at the Gardner who mindlessly goes back and forth and I scowl.“He was very eager to hire her back.”Good.“I hope you cleared anything that can lead back to us.”He smiles. “Of course.”The silence stretches before I speak again. “How much money did you offer them?”“One hundred million.”I nod something crossing my chest. I wonder what Maya would think if she found out about this.“I thought you wanted her as far away as possible?” He asks and my chest tightens.“She will just get her job back, I'm not planning on getting her back in my life.”Not even if it will kill me.He nods, stepping beside me. His eyes scan the plan unce
Maya's povI take some of the money from my purse and hand it to the cab driver. I get off a heavy weight settling in my chest. He takes my things outside the house a beaming smile on his lips. I inhale sharply, willing my legs to move forward.What was I thinking about coming here?The house is nestled just at the edge of the farm town. The red brick house stands with quiet charm, wrapped in the scent of earth and wildflowers. The brick walls, weathered by sun and rain, held stories of simpler times, while a rust-red tin roof glinted in the afternoon light. A white picket fence framed the tiny garden out front, where tomatoes, sunflowers, and mint grow side by side. Smoke curls lazily from the stone chimney, and chickens clucked softly in the nearby coop.I knock on the door and it opens almost immediately. Mum stands there with an apron tied around her waist. She holds a china in one hand and a tablecloth in the other. Her eyes widen when she sees me. “Maya, what are you doing here
Cassian's povI take in sharp breaths trying to stop the ache in my chest but nothing helps. I feel like I'm being torn apart piece by piece. My fingers are trembling not trying to turn the doorknob and chase after her.Tell her how much I love her and I was just being a stupid jerk like always. But I can't, I have to put her safety first.There will always be a Roxanne somewhere in my life and her being next to me is a target.“Is she gone?” I ask when Leo enters his hands on his back.“Yes.”I nod my eyes glued to the table like it has the answers to all of my problems. “Is that all?” I ask when I still feel his presence.He clears his throat, placing a piece of paper on my desk. “What is this?” I ask my brows furrowed.“The paternity test,” he answers, making my heart stop. I sit up straight. I totally forgot about this.I unseal it, my fingers digging inside the papers with force. My fingers trail the words hurriedly and there it is. Fifty percent positive.Uterine half-siblings.
Maya's povI look at the claer front doors of the hospital remembering how excited I was to work here. How happy I was that a local town girl had gotten a chance to work for a big-time hospital in Los Angeles. Now I have nothing.Absolutely nothing.Not even Cassian.I walk through the door the acrid smell of antiseptic feeling like a taste of deja vu. The beeping of monitors, the slow cry of patients, and the distant murmurs around the waiting room wrap around me like a soft blanket on a cold night.I exhale giving myself a few seconds to take it all in.God I didn't even know how much I missed this place. I'm assigned an empty bed in the clinic and my fingers are twitching at the hem of my sundress wondering who will come to see me.The curtain slides open and Dr.Ben with a team of residents stands beside him eagerly. “Maya,” he calls surprised. I pull on a small smile looking at the interns.They've probably heard the rumors about me already.“Can you excuse us,” he says, shooing t
Cassian's povI roll on the bed the soft glow of the morning sun bouncing over my face. Maya is safely cradled between my legs her breathing coming out in slow even breathsThe previous nights escapades burn and I feel my crotch twitch. Sex when you have feelings for the other person is ten times better than when you don't.I rub her back softly just as the door pushes open slightly and Holden comes in holding a tray of food. It clutters to the floor when our eyes meet.My heart plummets to my stomach. He looks at Maya who stires for a while before drifting back to sleep. He walks out and I push Maya aside grabbing a sheet from the bed and draping it over my waist.I skip the mug of spilled tea and pancakes following after him.“Holden wait,” I call. He stops tears already streaming down his face.“How could you?” He asks his voice thick with emotions. “After I told you I loved her,” he continues.“You went behind my back and slept with her.”The words slap into my face and no words
Maya's pov**Explicit content ahead**“Excuse me?” I ask, not believing my ears. After all we've been through.He looks at me his gaze softening. “All those times I asked you to let me go because I felt safe we're reason enough.”I shake my head. “Now you have the decency to do it?”He looks away and I swallow the lump in my throat. “I'm selfish.”“I was selfish,” he corrects.“Look at me,” I scream tears rolling down my face. “You don't care about my safety,” I deadpan.“You are just worried that this — whatever is happening between us is turning into something and you can't handle it.”He rakes his hand over his hair. “Maya.”“If you're not going to tell me how you're feeling then don't bother.”He sits in the bed and it dips slightly. “I'm scared, I don't think I have ever felt like this,” he says, his voice low and vulnerable.“It's okay,” I whisper.“It's not,” he protests. “You deserve someone who can love you wholeheartedly.”“And you're not that person?” I ask the question fe