Do You Want Him?It was the sweet scent of baking and steaming chicken that woke her up. Lolita turned over in bed and stuffed her face into the pillow, hoping to snuff out the scent. When she was finding difficulty in breathing, she turned over in her back and inhaled deeply, allowing the air mixed with spice and chocolate to fill her.Confused, she rubbed her eyes and sat up. Nothing from the kitchen was supposed to reach her, unless the person in there had closed all the air ducts and left the door wide open for the aroma to fill everywhere. It was probably the maid. Lolita had to remind her constantly that the air ducts were exactly what they were—air ducts. She didn’t like that every corner of the house had to smell like bacon just because someone was preparing it.She climbed down from her high queen sized bed, glanced into the full-length mirror to make sure she was still in her night dress—which was a low neck, flimsy little thing—and then walked out of the room and straight
Another VisitorThe banging on the door was just what Lolita needed to bring her back to her senses. For a minute there, she had even considered surrendering herself to her boyfriend’s brother. No, there was no consideration. She hadn’t even thought of it—she went right into it, ready for his consumption like she was his meal.She watched him now, the heaving of his cheat, the sweat that appeared at his brows and the intense way he looked at her. Her legs turned jelly. She would have stood there for ages staring at him, if the banging at the door hadn’t interrupted the mood again.Lolita moved, far away from him and far away from the mood that seemed to sizzle everywhere. She threw the floor open only to find Tessa on the porch with a little traveling bag and a full face of makeup. Her blond hair looked neat and straight, as though she’d just come out of a commercial video.“Tessa?” her eyes roved over her again. “What are you doing here?”Tessa peered closely at her but didn’t make a
Spies and JealousyIn the span of two days, Lolita soon realized all that she was jealous. She identified and recognized the unflattering feeling whenTessa continued to hit on Hayden like her life depended on it. They were literally everywhere; Tessa talking about the past relationship she had with Hayden as if it was just yesterday and not years back. Because she was so irritated and just wanted to get the question out of her chest, he’d asked:“How long ago did you date him, Tessa?”Tessa had flipped her hair back, like that was the most important question she could have asked her.“It’s been four years, give or take, but I still like everything about him.” Then she smiled at Hayden. “We were just sex partners then, but since we’ve met again and both of us are so single…”Hayden was on a business call in the living room then. He’d heard her, and so he winked at Tessa before continuing his call. Lolita was pissed. It was silly, given that she had not felt jealous before so the feelin
LUSTLolita wasn’t as annoyed as she thought she’d be. More than that, she was intrigued. Fascinated. She wanted to see, to know what it was like to be with someone like him. what amazed her even more was that Tessa had finally gotten into Hayden’s bed. As if in a trance, she tiptoed to the room. There was no light in the corridor except from the reflecting light coming from the middle parlor. It was just dark enough for Lolita to sneak in and out.“Please fuck me,” Lolita heard her plead, as loud as she could. “I can’t do this anymore—” her sentence was cut off by another loud moan.Lolita’s curiosity grew stronger. Her body shook at the thought of what she wanted to do, but her curiosity was stronger than her will to leave. Her eyes roved on the door, searching for something. There was a peephole on the door that she was sure wasn’t there before, but she didn’t have the time to examine it.“Yes,” Tessa cried. “Yes, right there!”Lolita placed her eye in the peephole in the door. She
The Guilt of LustFor the second time since his stay, Hayden slipped into her room in the early hours of the morning. The first time he did it, she was unsuspecting and was asleep with her door open. He hadn’t watched her for long—just about an hour or so. He felt like a creep watching her in her sleep, but her windows were open and the rays of the moon slipped into her room. It was the most beautiful sight he’d ever seen, and he swore he would never do it again. As a matter of fact, he told himself to take the deed to the grave. She was innocent and would not be ensnared in his traps.But Lola was different from the others. He didn’t know what he was expecting from her when she found out he was the one she met first, but he certainly didn’t expect her loyalty to run deep. It intrigued him. He wanted to know if she was just afraid or Jarrod had a strong hold on her. Whatever it was, it made the challenge even stronger.As he slipped into her room for the second time, he told himself t
Seeds of Guilt and LustLolita moved back immediately. This was going all too fast for her. She hasn’t even fully processed Hayden’s presence in her bedroom and now her boyfriend was home? What had she ever done to the universe to be put in this kind of position?Tessa gasped at the scene, but otherwise she stayed back and didn’t say a word. The tension in the air was so tight, Lolita could almost smell it. Hayden’s right hand was tucked in his pocket while he watched his brother, his gaze still ablaze with interest. It was almost as if this was a game to him, like he was happy to be caught in Lolita’s bedroom.“You’re home early,” she managed to say, even though her voice sounded crooked.“And for the right reasons too,” Jarrod retorted. “Are you hooking up with my brother?”“No, no!” she waved her hands desperately in the air. “I would never, you know that!”“You would never do that, yet I caught him touching you?”“He’s only touching my face!” She turned frantically to the other br
Oaths and Promises.Lolita lay awake in bed, staring at the ceiling. After Hayden’s departure, the house had been unbearably silent. Jarrod was in long calls with his mother and brother, probably discussing Hayden’s inappropriate behavior. Twice, she heard some crash in his office and she stood outside nervously, not sure of how to handle the situation.Lolita had never been directly involved in confrontational business before. She had been just the princess he expected and wanted her to be, never soiling her hands or body. It worked fine in the past because as an orphan, she had no one to turn to. She wanted to calm him down, to apologize for being so easy, but when he came out of his office hours later, he simply touched her face and smiled.“He’s gone now, but not for long. He’s promised that he would never touch you again.”And then he left to make them dinner. He was so calm and quiet as he prepared their meal, which made Lolita more anxious as the seconds passed. She looked into
Is It or Is It Not?Samantha grabbed her hands from across the table. “Girl, that’s rape. That’s sexual assault. You have to report this.”Lolita shook her head and tried to take her hand back. “I consented to it. I Said ‘Yes’ to him. I can’t report it and even if I wanted to, he’s going to use that against me.”“You agreed under duress. You felt threatened by his actions and wanted to save yourself first. I mean, think about it. He cut both of your wrists!”“A blood covenant, he said.”“That’s bullshit. Nobody does things like that anymore. I’m not sure people even did. That’s consent under duress! Come, we have to report it.”Samantha was about standing up when Lolita pulled her down. “He drove me here, Samantha, and he’s waiting for me outside, I can’t follow you to a station.”Samantha’s eyes widened. “What?”“Yeah. I’m not sure I even want to do this. It’s not that serious.”“You feel pain in your ass and now he’s stalking you?!”Lolita’s face reddened. “We’re in a public space!