The sound of clinking dishes pull me from my worries. Alex and Darren clear the table and disappear into the kitchen.
“Amber, I want you to know how sorry I am for how Alex treated you. I didn’t raise him that way.”
“He told you about that?”
“He tells his father and me everything. He was the worst teenager. He couldn’t even sneak out without blabbing about it.”
“Wow. Alex said you were all close, but I didn’t realize you were that close.”
“Very much so. Family means a lot to the three of us. Our family would be bigger, but an accident left me unable to give Darren any more kids.”
Taken aback by her sudden confession, I say the only words I can muster. “Oh.”
“I hope you know that you’re fa
Waking up next to Amber is a delightful torture. I love seeing her face every single morning, but the constant hard-on I have for her is becoming painful. We haven’t gone any further than a few heated make out sessions despite my overwhelming need for her. Amber is holding back. She’s still scared to fully give in to me and our love, like she’s afraid that I’ll just cast her aside if she gives me all of her. I can’t blame the girl, but damn, it hurts so much.“ALEX!” Jake opens the front door. “ALEX!”I jump at the sound. Amber still snores quietly next to me, so I slip from the bed and barrel down the stairs. “Would you stop yelling? She’s sleeping.”“My bad. Some lady is here.”“Lady?”I hear a slap land on the back of Jake’s head, and I know exactly who it is.
“Okay?” Amber says.“I need to explain why I behaved the way I did when we first found each other.”“Alex... don’t. I don’t want to hear this.”“Please.”Her beautiful eyes tell me to continue, but I can feel her hesitance. I know that she’s thinking I’m going to hurt her again. I hope that after I tell her the truth, she will know how much I hate myself for that. I’d would rather die than repeat my mistake.“When I was a child, my mother would scream out at night. At first, it was just a few times a month, but soon, it escalated, and it seemed like I was holding her hand through it every night. I couldn’t understand why my father wasn’t there. When I would see him in the morning, I’d tell him about the screams. But he never cared. He could only grunt at my stori
Confused tears follow the shower water down the drain. I need Alex right now, but how am I supposed to trust him? He couldn’t have picked a worse time to come clean. I don’t even see why he bothered to tell me the truth after so much time has passed. I just don’t know how to feel right now. On one hand, I’m fucking furious that he treated me that way and on the other, I feel relieved that he never truly hated me. “A,” Jake is muffled behind the bathroom door. “Luna Paige is here to see you.” I’m guessing Alex has already made it back and sent her over for good measure. At least he’s considerate, or is he just trying to maneuver his way back in? Paige will be the only one at the house with the ability to mindlink him. Great, now I’m going to question everything. Just what I needed. I go downstairs to find Paige, Luna Monica, Claire, Holly, Nicole,
“Why?” Claire asks.“He’s different. He’s always sneaking off and taking random phone calls. I thought it was just his job, but I overheard him the other night. He promised someone that he’d be over as soon as I fell asleep.”“Have you felt any of the pains?”No, but that doesn’t mean that he hasn’t done other things…”I can feel her eyes on me and as much as I hate it, I understand it. This is my reputation, after all.“Is it you?”“No. It’s not. I understand why you’d think that, but you’re wrong. Alex is the only man I care to be anywhere near.”She keeps
The packhouse has lost its appeal. I used to love the loud dinners and being surrounded by pack members, but everything is different now. I’d rather be having a quiet night with Amber. The pain of hearing her say she needs space from me still pulses through my body. I mean, I knew she wouldn’t take it well. The way I treated her was despicable. I just wasn’t prepared to lose her again.“Gamma, the patrol schedules need to be made and these papers need to be signed,” Harrison says.“Anything to get out of this room. Let’s go to Colin’s office.”The noise dwindles and I breathe a sigh of relief once I feel the silence of the office.“You sure you need me to sign these? I don’t usually deal with financial requests.”“Nah. I just thought you needed an excuse to leave
“What the hell?” The words die on my lips as I take in the scene before me. It’s like we’ve been transported to another world. The beauty this quiet place holds is astonishing. Lush green surrounds a clear patch of water. Rocks surround the water, but they look more inviting than scary. This place is from a storybook.“Welcome to my favorite place in the world,” Amber says.“Wow,” I whisper. “I’ve never seen this on any of the territory maps.”“As far as I know, no one but my family has ever known about it. My dad used to tell me stories about his childhood here. He said he had an imaginary friend who lived in the water, and he would spend every day out here playing with her.”“It smells like strawberries.”“It smells like you.”
I can breathe again. Admitting my feelings to Alex was easier than I thought. I felt lighter with each word I spoke. But having him reciprocate those feelings? That is the best feeling. It feels like I’ve woken up for the first time. I was living in a dark hole, but with him, everything is bright and alive. Alex nuzzles into my neck, breathing in my scent.“Why do I smell like apples to you?”“What?”“You said earlier that a mate's scent is only appealing to their soulmate. You know why I smell strawberries. I want to know why you smell apples.”“You smell like apple strudel and it’s because that’s my favorite dessert. My mom makes it for me anytime I feel sad. She made it a lot over the past year. It was brutal. Every time I went to her house, I hoped it was you I was smelling but it never was.”
His reaction has me second guessing my thoughts. Maybe the orgasmic haze has me thinking things I shouldn’t be, but I can’t deny how right this feels. “You want that?” Alex murmurs. “Yes. I want you. All of you, forever. We’ve played enough games. Don’t you think?” Alex’s eyes brighten, and all my doubts fade away. Keeping his gaze on me, he moves against me once more. Staring into his eyes, we’re the only two people that exist right now. Just him and me. How it should be and how it always will be after this moment. Pleasure stacks up against me with a vengeance. His thrusts become reckless. My name is a whisper on his lips. He’s getting close, and so am I. His canines tickle my collarbone as mine find his. The bite of pain sends us over the edge with screams. Alex wraps an arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him. “Mine.” “Yours,” I reply. “Forever.” By the time he and I pop out of our secret place, the sun is rising. He laces his fingers with mine. Everything is the same,
Luckily for us, our specialist agreed to move onto packlands for the last few weeks of my pregnancy. By the time we reach the hospital, I’m in tears from the pain. Our doctor meets us by the front door. “How long are the contractions?” “It’s just a constant pain,” Alex answers as he lays me on the hospital bed. “She’s had no relief.” “Okay. Amber, honey, it’s Dr. Roberts. Are you feeling any pressure to push?” My response is stolen by a sharp bite of pain to my pelvis. I grip Alex’s hand. Every single coping technique I learned during my pregnancy goes out the window. I barely register the rustling of bodies around me or the fact that Dr. Roberts is checking how close to delivery I am. “The babies are
The sound of laughter carries through my childhood home. Alex offered to build a new one right next to the swimming hole, but I didn’t want to ruin that sacred ground. Instead, we turned my father’s old home into our new one. We gutted everything in it and started anew. Now, it’s a place of a happiness. “Princess! Come on, everyone wants to see you,” Alex says, grabbing my hand and dragging me to the living room. “Okay. Okay. Geez, I just wanted some snacks.” “You know, I’m going to have to come up with another name for you once the twins get here.” I lay a hand on my swollen belly. “Yeah, if one of them is a girl.” “Trust me. We’re having a boy and a girl. Just like Paige and Peyton only cuter cause they’ll be ours.”
“Tonight, we welcome Amber Tremaine as Gamma Alex’s mate. She is already a part of our family, now she’ll be a part of our pack. She will receive the title of Gamma female and should be treated with such respect,” Colin states with a clipped tone. “Alex cut into your mate’s palm please.”Paige hands him a small dagger. The handle of it is worn like it’s been used in many ceremonies before ours. His love filled eyes are glued to mine as he slices the knife across my hand. The ache from my splitting skin is overshadowed by the joy I feel. Blood warms the wound as it begins to seep out.“Now, Amber do the same to him, please.”The blade runs through his hand, setting his blood free. I place my bloody palm in his, the mixture of our blood creates a stream of wind around us. Right now, Alex and I are the only two beings in existence. I’m tran
Colin clears his throat. “Good evening, everyone. We have a lot to cover tonight so if you’ll all find your seats, we can get started.” He goes silent waiting for the rustling of moving bodies to stop. “First, I’d like to say thank you all for coming tonight. I know tonight comes at a bitter time for some of you. Paige and I are grateful that you could attend. Second, I’d also like to take a moment to thank each of the fallen. We lost a lot of good people during this fight. I know this was something we’d rather not have to endure but their death was not in vain. We defeated the evil and ended its wrathful reign. I hope that brings solace to their souls and that of their families. Please know that Paige and I are prepared to support you in any way you may need. Just reach out.“Now, I’d like for every person who helped us defeat the Midnight Sin clan to stand,” Colin announces.
Choosing to stay in Onyx Flame was an easy choice after Paige’s words. I realize that not every pack member is going to be happy about this. In fact, I’m guessing that more will be angry than happy, but this is my home. I’m tired of running from it. “Are you nervous?” Paige asks. “Not really.” “Ah, so I’m on my own with that then.” “Yeah, but you have a good reason.” Paige slides her fingers through my hair, twisting my dark strands into an intricate up-do. I look at her in the mirror. Her hair flows down her back, her body covered in a black dress. She meets my gaze and smiles at me. “You know, I never thought I’d say this but I’m really glad to call yo
My smile widens, and Amber’s jaw drops.“Are you sure?”“Absolutely. We couldn’t think of anyone better,” Paige embraces Amber. “And before you ask, yes, we are sure that we want you to be the godmother. We’re not just asking because you’re Alex’s mate either. We’re asking because I want my child to know what true resilience and strength is. You’ve been through hell more times than any of us but you’re still a good person. You’re an amazing person. Please say yes.”“Yes.”An excited laugh leaves Paige. Her body jumps up as if she just won an award.“Paige and I aren’t announcing to everyone else until the banquet. So, you can’t tell anyone! No one else knows,” Colin says.“We’re the first to know? I feel special,” I laugh.
I meet her eyes as she stands in front of me. Her leg comes out and places a tiny kick to my shin.“There. I hurt you. Happy?”“No. NO. We are not happy. Kick his ass, Amber!” My mother yells.“Really? I’m your son!”She shrugs. “I came for a show.”My mother looks to Amber with a glint in her eye. Amber chuckles before facing me. “I guess I’ll be giving everyone a show then.”A devilish smile covers her face. A shiver of fear spreads over me. Oh, this might be the worst decision I’ve ever made.No, rejecting her was. You deserve this for hurting her and for hurting us, Zeke snarls.Amber’s fist connects with my right eye. Fuck, she can punch
I blow the steam from my coffee and look at my sleeping mate. It took me hours to get her calmed down last night. When I found her at the swimming hole, she was in tears. She couldn’t even get the words out to tell me what happened. But when she finally did, I was heartbroken for her. Knowing that Linda killed her mother and watching Linda kill her mother are two different types of pain. My tongue recoils to the touch of the still too hot coffee. I jerk the cup from my mouth, spilling a little down my shirt.“Fuck,” I hiss.Amber’s eyes open, finding mine immediately. She sits up, her face still stained from yesterday’s burdens.“Sorry, didn’t mean to wake you.”“It’s time to get up anyways. I have training.”“Oh, okay. Get dressed and I’ll walk you down.”
I’ve sent most of my kingdom to live safely on the surface, hidden from those who want our lives. It’s just me and my mother left. I’ve been putting off running for so long because I want Troy to choose me. I hate how I’ve pined for him, hoping that on one of my visits, he’ll realize that I’m who he is supposed to be with. All the men that I’ve had in the years since have never come close to what I felt when I was with him. They never will but I have to let this idea of being his go. He’s happy with Linda, and I have to accept that. At least living on the surface, I might get to see Amber more. Amber jumps on my glittering, purple tail. “Always with the tail, my pearl. You have no idea how much I wish I could give you one of your own.” “Mama, look!” Amber hands me a drawing that she made. Me with my purp