Third Person's POV:
To Maryam, the grand mansion was not a very surprising sight. Her foster parents were well-off too and she wasn't much interested in the splendor and luxuries of money. However, it did make her feel a little giddy.
The interior was even more beautiful than the exterior. Maryam looked around the house as Amna led her to Abdullah's room which was now hers. "I hope you like the decorations. I've been working on them for the past week." Her mother-in-law asked her sweetly when they entered the room.
Maryam smiled approvingly with a nod upon looking at the bed filled with roses and all the ceilings covered with LED lights. The furniture looked completely new and the king-sized bed was prepared as if it were waiting for just her.
"It's wonderful. Thank you," she replied. Amna took her hands in hers and came a little closer which told Maryam that she was probably going to say something important. "From today onward, this house is in your care. You know that I'll be leaving the day after tomorrow for Turkey and it makes me feel very guilty to leave you here all on your own but I can't help it." she squeezed her hands once.
"I hope you'll take care of Abdullah with patience and perseverance." She smiled a bit sadly as she continued; "He's a nice guy but he's not very used to sudden changes. I know he'll try his best but if he ever hurts you, please forgive him for my sake. I know it's even more selfish for me to ask you to ignore his mistakes but I'm helpless being his mother."
Maryam didn't let the light-haired woman continue. She put an assuring hand on her shoulder and gave her a bright smile.
"Don't worry, mom. I'll try my best to never let you down." it was as if those words were enough for Amna, who had a gut feeling that Abdullah wasn't one to step down so easily, especially since he was blackmailed into accepting the marriage proposal.
But Maryam didn't need to know that. She was pretty, young, sensible and most of all, a pious girl. Anyone could fall in love with her. Marriage was a bond that found a way to love no matter what and many people had arranged marriages that turned out to be best for them.
That was how Amna assured herself that everything would be alright. Besides, her long prayers and dua's had yet to bear fruit and she was sure Allah would never leave her empty-handed.
"Am I supposed to change... Or what?" Maryam's voice made Amna snap out of her thoughts and she gave the nervous girl a little laugh. "Oh no, not yet. Wait for Abdullah here. He still hasn't seen you properly yet." she gave her a wink which made Maryam feel nothing mainly because Abdullah wasn't nothing but a stranger for her, but for good manners' sake, she averted her gaze to the ground shyly.
After adjusting her on the bed, Amna left the room with a wave and high hopes.
Maryam looked around the room, trying to figure out what Abdullah's taste was but the decorations hid everything that had been personally designed by him. She didn't know how to feel about her husband because she didn't know what he was like. She had good expectations from him but the thought of being alone in a room with him scared her.
She recalled what happened when he sat next to her in the marriage hall. She had never felt so scared of being near to a man before. Her thoughts were disrupted by the sound of the door opening. As soon as the person set foot inside, it was like Maryam could smell out the familiar scent of cologne from afar.
She froze in her place and tried to look at nowhere but her henna-filled hands and painted nails. Cold sweat collected on her palms as the heavy footsteps neared her. She tried to inhale but forgot how to.
The movement of the bed caused by his weight when he sat on it, made her want to crawl under the bed and hide herself from him. Fine, he was handsome and overall looked like a person with an amazing personality but, he was still a man! One that she didn't have to cover herself from.
Expecting him to start asking her about how her day was, like any normal person, she was a bit surprised when the first words that he spoke to her were nothing like that.
"Sorry to say this, but you're not the one for me."
That hit Maryam like an arrow to the heart.
With widened eyes, she turned to look at him finally. That time, she was least concerned about his looks or his personality or the fact that she was alone in the room with him without her hijab.
"What?"
He looked away from her, clutching the small jewelry box he held in his right hand. "You're not the one for me," he repeated, sending another bomb to fall on her. "Before you think it's because you're not pretty enough or not good enough, that's not the reason. You're just not my type. It's also because I'm in love with someone else and I can't leave her for a stranger like you."
For a second, Maryam tried to digest his words but then she was confused whether to feel angry at the fact that he was so full himself to think she would not consider herself equal to him or at the fact that he had that annoying expressionless face as he casually said those words to her. She decided that both things were unacceptable and not to mention, annoying as hell.
The cold sweat that was making her shiver a while ago had disappeared and now, Maryam's body was fired up from the immense fury she was feeling. She looked at him–no glared at him as if that would make him understand what in the world he was actually saying to her.
"Then why are you here?" she asked in a low voice because she was afraid that she would not be able to control herself if she exploded. For a moment, he looked confused by her question but when he understood what she meant, his expression turned aloof again.
"I was forced into this marriage. I did all this just to maintain my position as the Saleh company's CEO." He looked at her. "Do you know how hard I've worked for this position? I couldn't let it go just like that." then he held out the jewelry box he had been clutching on to.
"Anway, this is your present. Mom told me to give it to you. Please wear it so she doesn't know that we're not planning to take this marriage seriously." he sounded like he didn't think of her as anything worthy of respect as he tossed the box at her. It fell right beside her knee on her spread-out lehnga.
She didn't bother picking it up, still unable to believe what was happening. Abdullah stood up and walked over to the mirror to look at himself, leaving her on her own. "You look pretty but you can change out of that now. It looks like a big problem to deal with and it's all fruitless when you have no one to show it to. The bathroom's right there."
Maryam just looked at him in shock and flabbergast. She was still trying to make herself believe that she was really hearing those words from him. Could anyone be that obnoxious?!
But she decided there and then. She wasn't taking it anymore. She got up from the uncomfortable position she was sitting in on the bed and grabbed her pajamas from her bag. Storming past Abdullah who was still checking himself out in the mirror, she hissed at him before walking away to the washroom.
"Well, thank you for the suggestion, you jerk. I don't want to wear this stupid dress for a person like you anyway."
With that, she slammed the washroom door behind her and quickly changed into her comfy clothes. She couldn't help but swear at him in her head.
If he didn't like her, why did he say yes? Why did he have to ruin her life? He was a sissy who couldn't say no to his parents and stand for himself. A coward!
But Maryam quickly took it all back.
She glanced at herself in the mirror, all her heavy jewelry and extravagant clothes replaced with her pajamas that had an irregular pattern of small yellow dots all over. Her wavy hair fell to her back and she tucked a few strands behind her ear.
In a way, it was a good thing he wasn't interested in her. She could just live there with a big status as the daughter-in-law of the house and go about her own business without having to fulfill her duties as a wife and taking care of him.
She would just separate herself from him and construct her little world in another room. After all, the main reason she had agreed to get married was to escape her foster family and their bad behavior towards her.
Yeah, she could do that.
With a satisfied smile, she walked out of the washroom, making up her mind to tolerate being in the same room with him for a night until her parents-in-law left for Turkey.
"You can sleep on the couch there," Abdullah said to her, pointing at a fancy couch that was on the other side of the room. Seeing the dissatisfied look on Maryam's face he added, "It's comfortable. Besides, you don't really have a choice." he sounded a bit annoyed by her probably because of the nasty words Maryam had said to him before going to the bathroom.
But, she didn't mind that. It was worth it.
"I'm keeping this up just for tonight," she replied, walking over to the couch after grabbing a pillow from the bed. "After your parents leave, I'm not staying here a moment longer." Abdullah looked more happy than angry at that.
"Fine by me."
"And if you think I'm doing this to hide your secret then you're completely wrong. I'm doing this just because your parents would be hurt to find out that their son is actually a coward." she sneered at him, taking him by surprise at how quick she could change personalities from being a shy bride to that.
But he narrowed his eyes at her. "How dare you call me a coward?"
Maryam did not want to continue it further. She could've been a bit accepting if he wasn't so arrogant and full of himself. But, because of his nasty attitude, she didn't want to have anything to do with him.
"I'm going to sleep. Please make this easier for yourself and me by being quiet for the rest of the night."
Third Person's POV:Abdullah was anything but guilty about his attitude towards his new wife. No matter how unbothered Maryam tried to be, she still couldn't help but feel that her fantasies about getting married were all thrown down the well.The morning was awkward as no one said a word and Maryam spent the whole day with Amna who looked very curious to know how things went the previous night."Did he give you a present?" Amna asked with twinkling eyes. Maryam nodded slowly remembering the jewelry box he had so rudely tossed at her. She didn't bother opening it or even asking about it from him as she wasn't interested in the jewel but the way he was supposed to hand it to her."Did you like it?" Amna asked, looking almost relieved that he did as he was told to. Maryam nodded again. "Yes, it was really beautiful. The erm... Colour... Was really attractive." she lied, wanting to make herself seem bel
Third Person's POV:Maryam closed the door behind her and dropped her bag to the floor. An empty room stood in front of her painted with a contrast of white and brown. Normally, she would look around and explore it but the event that had just occurred was too much for her.Her wrist still hurt and she felt water collect at the brim of her eyes.No, I'm not going to cry because of that idiot.She told herself that again and again but whenever she thought about how she felt when he grabbed her hand and demanded an answer from her, she fell into gloom again. She walked over to the mirror that was hanging a few meters across from the bed and looked at herself.Her eyes were watery but she didn't dare shed a tear. She had barely started her new life and he showed his dark colors without any hesitation. He could've at least thought about the fact that she was new there or that sh
Abdullah's POV:Another employer stood up to greet me. I didn't spare him a glance and swiped my hand in the air to acknowledge him. He sat back down while I kept on walking towards my office, my polished shoes clicking on the shiny marble floor making a noise that filled in the quiet workplace.I passed the long line of cabins aligned with each other on both sides. The walls of the great building strongly screamed 'success' which I knew was because of my efforts. Before my dad handed me the authority of the company, it was nothing more than just a normal textile company but at that time, it was one of the greatest companies in New York and it was due to my hard work.I opened the door and entered my room, passing Stella, my personal assistant. "Don't let anyone disturb me. Tell them I'm not feeling well if they persist." I ordered her before going inside and plopping down on my office chair tiredly.
Third Person's POV:Maryam rushed back inside her room, panting heavily. Once she was out of his sight, she calmed down and face palmed herself. It didn't even occur to her once that Abdullah could be there. If she had known that there was even a minor possibility of that happening, she would have worn proper clothes.It was such a bummer that her quiet time was interrupted by him but it was even worse that he saw her in that state. She only wore those clothes when she was alone in the room. Her face was still beetroot red and her heart was pounding out of her chest. Her dress was anything but appropriate and he was the first man to see her in that.She just couldn't forget the look on his face when he looked at her. It was almost as if... As if... He was checking her out. The way he looked at her in fascination made her heart skip a beat involuntarily. She tried to shake off the feeling but honestly, she felt a li
Third Person's POV:Maryam felt a little rumble in her stomach when she approached the classroom door quietly. She looked at the familiar wooden door with a glass box to peek inside through. A small metal tag was pasted beside it, labeled 12-A. Maryam gulped down the lump forming in her throat and she grabbed the hem of her baggy maroon t-shirt, twisting and twirling it between her fingers."Here it is. I hope you like it here." the voice shook Maryam out of her thoughts and she turned to look at the middle-aged lady standing beside her. "Have a nice day then, Ms. Maryam." the vice-principal, Ms. Caroline smiled at her and walked away.Maryam was now left on her own. She knew the way around the school and wasn't nervous because she was worried about her studies or her appearance but the weird looks the students gave her. They usually did that because of her hijab but then, it was different. And it was affecting her
Third Person's POV:Maryam didn't dare make a sound when she got into the car. Abdullah moved into the driver's seat and looked like he was about to murder someone. The spot of blood at the end of his mouth was still there and for some reason, Maryam felt that it was her fault.But it was okay. No one told him to save her if he didn't want to. Yes, she was grateful to him that he did what he did but if he was going to blame her for it, then she didn't need to be sorry. Surprisingly, he didn't.He started the car without a sound and began driving. Maryam clutched her seat belt as he drove fast, pressing on the accelerator to go even faster. The roaring of the engine was the only sound that filled the silence between them."Dammit!" Abdullah finally cursed, hitting the steering wheel with one hand. He swore a bit more before looking at her. "If that a****** does anything to you again,
Third Person's POV:If Maryam had the chance to murder someone and not be punished for it, then she would definitely choose Adam. It was a big thing to say since she had Shehroz and Abdullah as a good option too. But, over the past few days, she felt like Abdullah wasn't so bad after all.He wasn't the perfect husband but it seemed like he was trying a little to. Though it wasn't enough, it was better than nothing. He would drop her off and pick her up from school whenever he got the time and the other day, he actually treated her to ice-cream.Despite that, both of them rarely talked. Their conversations mostly consisted of; "How was your day?" or, "Did you like dinner?" or Abdullah would usually ask, "Did that Adam guy do anything else?"Of course, Maryam didn't tell him that she had yelled at him and humiliated him in front of his friends and a few other students that were at the scene. And she di
Third Person's POV"Dinner is served, Mistress." With her gaze on the ground and her head bend down with respect, the young lady in a maid's uniform stood at the door of Cornelia's room. She didn't dare move her gaze from the floor and waited for Cornelia's response."I'm coming!" Cornelia's tone was cheerful the way it had been for the last few hours. Even though Maryam was still furious at her for sending her very private 0.b: Abdullah, she was still excited to have dinner with her and her family."My mom's going to love you!" Cornelia remarked as both of them walked downstairs to the dining hall. Maryam nodded, a bit unsure. "Does she know I'm here?"Cornelia nodded. "Duh! I told her the moment you agreed to stay over. She was at her boutique so she couldn't greet you but told me especially to bring you to dinner." she explained to me while pushing the big door of the hall open. The door ope
——Third Person's POV——The allegations against Abdullah had been proven in court. Noor, who was as pale as a flower in winter at the news, did not expect her recording to be played in front of all the people there. She was even more horrified when the judge announced her a fine of 500 dollars and two months in jail with hard labor as punishment for drugging someone without consent and lying in court, along with causing problems in other people's personal lives.She had cursed at Maryam aloud in the court but got quiet when the judge warned her about increasing the penalty. To say that Maryam was happy would be a lie because, in the end, she didn't get anyone. Not Abdullah, not Damian, and not a precious best friend while Maryam got everything by the grace of Allah.Abdullah and Maryam walked out of the court with bright faces and hands entwined. Abdullah, with his hair, pulled back and the blue tux looked more handsome without the firm and cold shine in his eyes. He
——Third Person's POV——The air between Maryam and Abdullah was much lighter after the call was cut. However, Maryam was dumbstruck in her place but more relieved. It felt as if her tightened muscles had relaxed and the mounting headache had just been cured. She trailed her eyes from the phone to Abdullah."I... Don't believe it." she croaked. But, Abdullah shook his head and replied, "I do.""Who knew she would go this far just to get back at me? It's scary." there was silence for a while when Abdullah spoke up, putting his hand over hers again. "Does that mean you're convinced? That you'll come back to me?" his voice sounded desperate which pierced Maryam's heart with guilt.She was starting to feel regret. Even though he wasn't very trustworthy, she didn't let him say a word in his defense. Then, what was the difference between what he did to her and her actions?She slowly looked up. "I...Abdullah... I don't know what to say. I feel ashamed." she put her
——Maryam's POV——One day was left until the final decision of the court. I was having breakfast when the thought occurred to me and suddenly started to feel anxious. My pace slowed down and a million thoughts were rushing through my head. Not to mention Abdullah's handsome face popping up again and again. I remembered his last words clearly like crystal and couldn't shake them off. He had looked so sincere and honest. Maybe even more than the time he asked me to start over and it was the main reason I was starting to waver. "Why aren't you eating, Maryam dear?" Mrs. Wilson asked, nearly making me jump. My head snapped towards her and I quickly replied, "Oh! Nothing. I was just thinking about something." David Wilson was right in front of me, on his high and mighty chair. I felt him looking at me seriously as he pushed another morsel into his mouth. I couldn't ignore his dark eyes and finally glanced at him once. As soon as I did that, he smiled and switc
——Maryam's POV——It felt almost forever since I had last breathed a sigh of relief. The constant pressure of being in someone else's house and being a burden on them was massive and it didn't help when you had your own problems to deal with. Cornelia had always assured me that I wasn't a burden but I wasn't dumb not to read expressions.The next court hearing was only two days away and I was feeling the nervousness already. My lawyer had contacted me with all the necessary files regarding the assets and things seemed to be well in place. I was as good as divorced and it was NOT a good feeling."Come on! I'm starving!" Cornelia exclaimed, shaking me out of my thoughts. I was brought back to reality when my eyes fell on the empty plate in front of me. My eyes then traveled to Cornelia and then to Damian who was busy with his phone, sitting right next to his sister."Why won't our order come?" Cornelia groaned again for the hundredth time, with her hand under her c
——Third Person's POV——The silence in the courtroom was heavy, almost as if a murder had taken place. The few number of people sitting in the background looked at each other with confused and curious expressions. The big stage set up for the family court judge was standing in all its glory and fame. A small desk was placed right beside it for the assistant.A small bench stood in front of the stage with its back facing the crowd where Maryam's lawyer, Mr. Javed sat in his traditional black and white tux under a black cloak. When Abdullah entered the courtroom, people started whispering and hissing amongst each other except Maryam.She stared intensely at him, almost giving him a death threat. She fully thought of him as her criminal. As her oppressor and no power besides the power of Allah could make her rethink her decision. Her brown eyes traveled to the people in the back and she spotted Cornelia and Damian.Cornelia's assuring smile made her gain confidence
——Maryam's POV——That was it. It was the last Fibre of patience I had left in me. I couldn't let him stomp over me anymore. I couldn't let him throw haze into my eyes and get away with it. I wasn't that weak. I stormed out, but my footsteps were light and I wasn't as furious as I had been while entering. The man at the reception stood up to greet me again, Rashid still standing beside the desk. He came into motion when I passed but with just a wave of my hand, Rashid stopped and understood that I was good on my own. My eyes were blurry and I had a throbbing headache that made my body tremble. But, I ignored it. The rush of adrenaline made my veins pop out but I kept on going. I knew I couldn't return to Saleh manor and step right into Abdullah's territory. He could easily indulge me in his sorry pleas and excuses and once again, I'd give myself to him.I texted Cornelia, telling her to meet me at a coffee shop and that it was an emergency. I knew she woul
--Maryam's POV--The next few days were peaceful. I forgot about my parents ever coming in the first place and I had to admit, it was only because Abdullah made everything seem so normal that I couldn't make it a big deal even if I tried to.It turned out I was right. Of course, mother and father only came to visit me to exploit Abdullah's power and wealth for their own benefit. They had been evicted from their house and property because some social workers found out they were trying to adopt another kidnapped child from human traffickers to get paid by the government.The news made my body shiver.Abdullah told Rashid to crack the egg when father pleaded for him to help them financially. It was one shell of a scene but I was in my room, snoring my dreams away by the grace of Allah.It made me think; if it weren't for my foster family's wrong ways, I would've never been adopted by them from those kidnappers. And if that never happened, Al
——Third Person's POV——"Okay, I'll wait for you," Maryam said into the phone, checking out her fingernails, with a poker face. She spoke like it was the most boring thing to do. "Do bring Husna along. She'd like it." she continued, as Abdullah looked at her.He had settled on the bed after taking a shower and was getting dressed for work, all the while observing his wife as she talked to her mother and invited her to their house. He pulled on his sock when Maryam ended the call with a quick "Allah Hafiz" and put the mobile phone on the dressing table. She let out a long sigh and leaned on the dressing table for support, putting her hand on her head to show her mental frustration. Slipping on his shoes, Abdullah decided to ask Maryam what happened. "So, when are they coming?" he questioned. She adjusted her posture and brought life to her tone. "This evening. 5 o'clock. She was saying they would pray Maghrib here." she told him. Abdullah walked o
—Third Person's POV—The heavy main door of the Saleh manor opened with a thud and in entered Maryam with a bright smile on her face. Her light footsteps were hardly audible on the entrance carpet and she held the strap of her purple backpack placed over her shoulder. She didn't realize that her smile was still plastered on her face as she walked towards her room. Revising the events that occurred at school that day, she couldn't help but talk to herself and keep on grinning. "Ma'am!" A small voice interrupted her thoughts and she whirled her head around to see Mila looking at her with wide eyes. "I'm so sorry! I didn't hear you come in or else I would have rushed to welcome you myself!" she looked worried as if she had made a big mistake. "Don't worry about it, Mila. You know I don't know how to act like a proper, rich mistress. I'm fine even if you don't treat me like this." she assured her through her smile. Mila lowered her gaze and nodded. "But, I can't