“So, what brings you to Jackson?” Mitch asked after a good ten minutes of silence. Driving to my place would be a three-hour drive, not that far in my opinion, but it was odd I happened to run into a handsome stranger who offered me a lift to my mother's place where she was drunk instead of where she said she would be, picking me up with all of my possessions.
I should be used to it by now, maybe that was the reason I accepted this stranger taking me home in his car, with all the risks that it involved, or maybe it was the weird feeling I had from the first moment I laid eyes on him.
“I'm from here, just moving back, enrolling in my old high school, and living with my mother for a while,” I said, “the usual stuff.” My face was a neutral mask, something I had perfected over the years, Just like my tone was neutral, even people who would know me wouldn't know what I truly felt.
“Nice, what school were you thinking about?” Mitch asked kindly, not even a second distracted from the traffic.
“Murrah high, I used to go there a few years back,” I said, knowing next week I'd have an interview to decide if I would enrol.
“No way, I go there,” Mitch said with his perfectly shaped eyebrows raised. I hated it when guys had these perfect eyebrows and long, thick eyelashes and even good skin without any effort for it.
“Yeah, well, we just might see each other,” I said jokingly, of course, he went to the one school I wanted to enrol in.
“I'm not even sure if we would have anything together, but who knows, I just might see you around indeed” of course, I didn't believe it, he would be way too cool to be seen with me. Me being back would only make me a target by Pierce's new girlfriend and her friends, and if that wasn't the case rumours about why I was gone would do the job too.
He seemed friendly enough, I had no idea why but I felt like I could relax around him. His car smelled nice, he drove smoothly, and he followed the navigation exactly except for when he could cut time since he knew his way around Jackson, unlike me.
He was the kind of person I would admire from a distance, avoiding allowing him close enough to make me fall for him, since I knew how that would end, just like how it ended with Pierce. No, I wouldn't allow that to happen again. No one would hurt me like that ever again. Besides, I wouldn't be surprised if he broke many hearts already, looking the way he did and being nice, at least so far to me.
“So, you do this often, picking up girls seemingly in need” I joked.
“Only very pretty ones,” he laughed and I could still hear the smile in his voice when he continued, “no, to answer your question, I don't I just happened to be there to drop off my parents actually,” he said. “They hate parking at stations so whenever they have to go for a few days I have to bring them.”
“Fair enough, kind of you to still do so” I replied to his explanation. Again I looked outside, three hours wasn't a long ride, car rides always relaxed me so to me it wasn't too bad, but it did feel a little awkward to sit in a car with a stranger. An inhumanly good-looking stranger.
“So we're here, would you be okay with it if I carried your baggage to your front door at least?” Mitch asked once we arrived and he had parked in front of my mother's house. “Ladies shouldn't have to carry heavy baggage” he added with a playful smile on his diamond-shaped face. It made him look dangerously attractive, even in the dark.
“If it makes you happy and makes you feel all masculine, sure, thank you” I added to not sound rude and maybe even a bit playful because of my teasing tone, I was honestly a little surprised. This stranger has been nothing but a perfect gentleman to me, for no apparent reason. I wasn't used to being treated this way honestly.
As he stepped out he ran around the car to open my door first, I waited for him to grab my baggage from the trunk and walked up to the front door of my mother's house.
The garden was kept neat while I was gone, the house was made of brown bricks and a grey roof, it was a nice house honestly, only because my father had left it to her with the money he left her. The brown door had windows in them, allowing me to see the vague glow through the hall from the light inside.
I rang the doorbell, again a silence between Mitch and me, yet no butterflies, no nervousness, just a calm feeling while we waited in silence for my mother to open the door.
“I have to warn you,” I said, “my mother is drunk so I feel like I need to...”
“No need, we can't choose our parents,” he said calmly, “just glad you arrived safely home, especially knowing this I couldn't in good conscience allow you to get in unwanted situations, the world is a scary place to live in for women” he added and right then my mother opened the door. Her bleached blonde hair fell to her elbows, her make-up was fine except for the lipstick which was mostly off because of the drinks she had.
“Ah, finally Jade,” she said, “and who is this?” she wanted to know while her words came out slurred, she looked at Mitch, interested in if he was my cab driver or if I had a friend she didn't know about. “How much for the drive?” She asked eventually.
“No need to pay me, ma'am” Mitch took the word, “just wanted to help out and brought her home safely, I need to go and do the same for myself now so if you'll excuse me I need to be on my way,” he said, before he turned to me he smiled at me to encourage me.
“Good luck with your moving here, welcome in Jackson, and good luck at your interview, don't be a stranger if you get in,” he said before he walked back to his car and drove away.
“Always lucky huh, I remember back when I was a pretty girl” my mother slurred while I got my bags and boxes to my room. I walked through the living room, climbed the stairs, and found my square room with a grey floor. The white walls in this house were awful, too sterile for my taste, but tomorrow I could take a bath in my own bathroom, in my bathtub, and forget about the last few years for a while.
As I came downstairs my mother poured me a glass of whiskey.
“Welcome home, my mom slurred, let's drink that today you're home, today you're a free woman.”
“Yes, mother,” I said and drank the glass empty, after that glass I took another one, disappointed today she couldn't be the parent I wanted her to be so bad. After two glasses I went to my room, to cry myself asleep.
The next morning I woke up, and the room was ice cold, I remembered Mitch giving me a ride home and my mother trying to hear me out as I drank with her while all I felt was sadness over how again she let me down. I remembered I was free for the first time in years, I had all the freedom I could want right now, all the freedom I never thought I'd ever had again since I was locked up in juvie. I came downstairs and my mother was watching a crime documentary, she loved to watch those and so did I. “Good morning honey, how was your first night as a free woman?” My mother wanted to know while her boyfriend read the paper next to her. “Good” I lied and continued watching. “Don't you need to eat something?” My mother continued talking. “Why? I'm not hungry.” She knew I was never hungry, I never cared much about my weight, I just didn't have the sensation of hunger very often. I was fine with eating something small twice a week, that's why my mother and I would have many discussions. “Ho
Finally, it was Monday, the day of the interview to enrol in my new school possibly. I inspected the way I looked in the mirror, I looked at my pin-straight dark brown hair, my grey eyes that changed colour depending on my mood, my full lips I had put chapstick on, my long eyelashes accentuated with mascara, my perfectly epilated eyebrows, my skin was pale, sickly pale as if I was sick, although I had been ill for years I did decide to hide my dark circles with some concealer so it wasn't visible. I wore a black pair of jeans, not one of my ripped ones, just simple skinny jeans, a black long sleeve shirt I received as a present from a girl back in juvie, Julia, it was from Gucci, it was tight on my skin, accentuated how skinny I was. Although I hated my underweight, I knew it was something others seemed to celebrate. I chose a perfume to put on before giving myself one last glance, I knew I would never be happy with the way I looked, from my grey cat eyes to my pin-straight hair, my
My heart was racing as I fled, Finding my way to the girl's bathroom. While I locked myself into one of the stalls I did what I came there to do and tried to calm myself down. What the hell did Pierce do here?The first time I saw Pierce was before I went to juvie, I was in a halfway house in Atlanta, a big city that never seemed to sleep. He was the attractive popular jock, in our first year in junior high already, I was the invisible nerd everyone avoided. I was fine with that, I'd have to leave anyway.I was secretly into him from the moment I looked into his eyes, and he was into me from that very same moment. No one understood how the popular guy could fall for the misfit, but he did, although I had rejected him the entire week, once we went home I never expected to arrive at school the next Monday with him waiting, a bouquet of red roses asking me to please give him one date, one chance.I said yes, the memories came back to me and I couldn't stop all the memories and feelings c
I knew I had to get out of the toilets, I waited till I felt it was safe and right when I walked back and my mother was waiting for me with the dean I took a deep breath and walked their way.''My apologies, the school is enormous'' I said as soon as I was close enough right when the dean wanted me to get into his office Pierce called my name from behind. Of course, he found me, I bet he ran through the school like an idiot, searching for me.''Ah, mister Williams, I see you know miss Mercier?'' The dean asked surprised.''I do sir, she and I used to be good friends in my old school, she was always a straight-A student, never made any trouble, may I ask if she is she in trouble now sir?'' Pierce asked.''She is not, mister Williams, but thank you for your addition, I think there is no need to stall this any further, welcome to Murrah high miss Mercier'' the dean said and shook my hand.I shook his hand and thanked him politely while my mother had some further questions, Pierce smirked
When the doorbell rang I opened the door while my mother was pouring herself another glass of whiskey. I opened the door to see not only Pierce, looking even better than he did this afternoon at school, and to my surprise, he had Mitch with him."I heard you host a party and didn't even invite me?" Mitch said as he gave me a dangerous smile, intimate, too intimate for how long and well I knew him leaving me to wonder if it was a dream. ''Well, I'm also sure Pierce was kind enough to inform you he is actually the one throwing the party,'' I said. ''That explains it all, also I got you a small present, I wasn't sure what kind of drink you liked so if you prefer something else, please be honest.'' Mitchell handed me a bottle of Woodford reserve, my favourite whiskey. ''This is actually my favourite,'' I told him honestly and accepted his gift. ''You really shouldn't have.'' I continued while admiring the bottle. ''I got some cheaper stuff for the party, don't worry this bottle is all
“Well, I honestly did screw it up, you're not wrong,” Pierce said, he didn't sound like he was glad to admit it, he sounded like he regretted the way things went. “She had warned me, told me her concerns knowing she moved around a lot. The few months she was at school with me, I treated her the way she deserved, I had forgotten about it, waved it away until she left, one day she was just moved away and I couldn't handle it. I broke things down because I didn't know when or even if I'd still see her.”I myself remembered it while he told about it to Mitch, how I had called him crying the morning I was moved away. I myself had even grown to hope for what was between us to be more. I remembered how I cried when he broke up, how broken I had felt. The silence after Pierce's words spoke volumes, he still regretted breaking up with me. It still hurt him as much as it hurt me. The difference was, that I would never admit it out loud. “So she was your ''one that got away?'' Mitch wanted to
The sky outside was grey, as if it was the color of my current mood while the train I sat in drove fast as I just looked outside, ignoring the dirty looks I got from people around me since the train was full and I took two places because I had two boxes and three bags to take with me. Pretty sad, how all of my possessions could fit into two boxes and three bags, but that's my life, moving around and travelling light, never getting attached to anyone, never settling and making friends. What would be the use anyways? At this point in my life, I don't even try anymore since I know better. I know how much love can hurt now. I knew how to occupy myself and figured it was better this way. Well, allow me to explain, my father died when I was six, he was some maffia legend and my mother was left behind with me. two years later she got cancer, and although she survived, I was taken away from her to grow up in the system. Ever since my life has been hell, my last place was a three-and-a-half-h
“Well, I honestly did screw it up, you're not wrong,” Pierce said, he didn't sound like he was glad to admit it, he sounded like he regretted the way things went. “She had warned me, told me her concerns knowing she moved around a lot. The few months she was at school with me, I treated her the way she deserved, I had forgotten about it, waved it away until she left, one day she was just moved away and I couldn't handle it. I broke things down because I didn't know when or even if I'd still see her.”I myself remembered it while he told about it to Mitch, how I had called him crying the morning I was moved away. I myself had even grown to hope for what was between us to be more. I remembered how I cried when he broke up, how broken I had felt. The silence after Pierce's words spoke volumes, he still regretted breaking up with me. It still hurt him as much as it hurt me. The difference was, that I would never admit it out loud. “So she was your ''one that got away?'' Mitch wanted to
When the doorbell rang I opened the door while my mother was pouring herself another glass of whiskey. I opened the door to see not only Pierce, looking even better than he did this afternoon at school, and to my surprise, he had Mitch with him."I heard you host a party and didn't even invite me?" Mitch said as he gave me a dangerous smile, intimate, too intimate for how long and well I knew him leaving me to wonder if it was a dream. ''Well, I'm also sure Pierce was kind enough to inform you he is actually the one throwing the party,'' I said. ''That explains it all, also I got you a small present, I wasn't sure what kind of drink you liked so if you prefer something else, please be honest.'' Mitchell handed me a bottle of Woodford reserve, my favourite whiskey. ''This is actually my favourite,'' I told him honestly and accepted his gift. ''You really shouldn't have.'' I continued while admiring the bottle. ''I got some cheaper stuff for the party, don't worry this bottle is all
I knew I had to get out of the toilets, I waited till I felt it was safe and right when I walked back and my mother was waiting for me with the dean I took a deep breath and walked their way.''My apologies, the school is enormous'' I said as soon as I was close enough right when the dean wanted me to get into his office Pierce called my name from behind. Of course, he found me, I bet he ran through the school like an idiot, searching for me.''Ah, mister Williams, I see you know miss Mercier?'' The dean asked surprised.''I do sir, she and I used to be good friends in my old school, she was always a straight-A student, never made any trouble, may I ask if she is she in trouble now sir?'' Pierce asked.''She is not, mister Williams, but thank you for your addition, I think there is no need to stall this any further, welcome to Murrah high miss Mercier'' the dean said and shook my hand.I shook his hand and thanked him politely while my mother had some further questions, Pierce smirked
My heart was racing as I fled, Finding my way to the girl's bathroom. While I locked myself into one of the stalls I did what I came there to do and tried to calm myself down. What the hell did Pierce do here?The first time I saw Pierce was before I went to juvie, I was in a halfway house in Atlanta, a big city that never seemed to sleep. He was the attractive popular jock, in our first year in junior high already, I was the invisible nerd everyone avoided. I was fine with that, I'd have to leave anyway.I was secretly into him from the moment I looked into his eyes, and he was into me from that very same moment. No one understood how the popular guy could fall for the misfit, but he did, although I had rejected him the entire week, once we went home I never expected to arrive at school the next Monday with him waiting, a bouquet of red roses asking me to please give him one date, one chance.I said yes, the memories came back to me and I couldn't stop all the memories and feelings c
Finally, it was Monday, the day of the interview to enrol in my new school possibly. I inspected the way I looked in the mirror, I looked at my pin-straight dark brown hair, my grey eyes that changed colour depending on my mood, my full lips I had put chapstick on, my long eyelashes accentuated with mascara, my perfectly epilated eyebrows, my skin was pale, sickly pale as if I was sick, although I had been ill for years I did decide to hide my dark circles with some concealer so it wasn't visible. I wore a black pair of jeans, not one of my ripped ones, just simple skinny jeans, a black long sleeve shirt I received as a present from a girl back in juvie, Julia, it was from Gucci, it was tight on my skin, accentuated how skinny I was. Although I hated my underweight, I knew it was something others seemed to celebrate. I chose a perfume to put on before giving myself one last glance, I knew I would never be happy with the way I looked, from my grey cat eyes to my pin-straight hair, my
The next morning I woke up, and the room was ice cold, I remembered Mitch giving me a ride home and my mother trying to hear me out as I drank with her while all I felt was sadness over how again she let me down. I remembered I was free for the first time in years, I had all the freedom I could want right now, all the freedom I never thought I'd ever had again since I was locked up in juvie. I came downstairs and my mother was watching a crime documentary, she loved to watch those and so did I. “Good morning honey, how was your first night as a free woman?” My mother wanted to know while her boyfriend read the paper next to her. “Good” I lied and continued watching. “Don't you need to eat something?” My mother continued talking. “Why? I'm not hungry.” She knew I was never hungry, I never cared much about my weight, I just didn't have the sensation of hunger very often. I was fine with eating something small twice a week, that's why my mother and I would have many discussions. “Ho
“So, what brings you to Jackson?” Mitch asked after a good ten minutes of silence. Driving to my place would be a three-hour drive, not that far in my opinion, but it was odd I happened to run into a handsome stranger who offered me a lift to my mother's place where she was drunk instead of where she said she would be, picking me up with all of my possessions. I should be used to it by now, maybe that was the reason I accepted this stranger taking me home in his car, with all the risks that it involved, or maybe it was the weird feeling I had from the first moment I laid eyes on him. “I'm from here, just moving back, enrolling in my old high school, and living with my mother for a while,” I said, “the usual stuff.” My face was a neutral mask, something I had perfected over the years, Just like my tone was neutral, even people who would know me wouldn't know what I truly felt. “Nice, what school were you thinking about?” Mitch asked kindly, not even a second distracted from the traf
The sky outside was grey, as if it was the color of my current mood while the train I sat in drove fast as I just looked outside, ignoring the dirty looks I got from people around me since the train was full and I took two places because I had two boxes and three bags to take with me. Pretty sad, how all of my possessions could fit into two boxes and three bags, but that's my life, moving around and travelling light, never getting attached to anyone, never settling and making friends. What would be the use anyways? At this point in my life, I don't even try anymore since I know better. I know how much love can hurt now. I knew how to occupy myself and figured it was better this way. Well, allow me to explain, my father died when I was six, he was some maffia legend and my mother was left behind with me. two years later she got cancer, and although she survived, I was taken away from her to grow up in the system. Ever since my life has been hell, my last place was a three-and-a-half-h