~Zara Todd's POV~
I just don't understand what does she mean by getting married. Is it with Xavier? Or is it with someone else? Does she have someone she like so much?
I don't just get it.
I get all of her wishes but to get through all of this, I need to know who she likes first.
So, I wrap the paper and keep it in my pocket quickly and rush out of the washroom when I suddenly fall hard on the floor.
Maybe falling hard on my own ass is my new favourite thing. So, I keep on falling on the floor again and again.
"Fine!" I try to stand up when I suddenly see a hand approaching near to me for help.
"Melanie! How did you end up coming so fast? " I tell as I lift up my eyes to her but I find that it isn't Melanie at all.
"Xa...Xa..." I try to say his name when he suddenly palms my mouth with his hands and pulls me inside the washroom and locks the door.
"Don't make noise. You see they will come running here if they
~Zara Todd's POV~"Xavier! Xavier!" I shout as I follow him from behind."Don't follow me Zara! Go back," he shouts.I don't know why am I following him and why is he being so much stubborn right now?His views, his opinions shouldn't matter to me right? But it does. His views, his opinions do matter to me. I feel quite bad that his things are affecting me but I don't have a choice.It's my heart and it is doing something that my mind doesn't want to.This is ridiculous right. I never had such a strong control of my heart over my mind and now this is all happening to me."Xavier! Would you please listen to me? Why are you always so much stubborn?" I shout at him as he reach the entrance of the house.He stops his feet as he hears me shouting and turns his head to me.He glares at me and then just walks away."Zara! What happen? What did he say?" she asks me while I make a crybaby face?"Wh
~ Zara Todd's POV~I am walking away when he suddenly comes in front of me and stands upright with his hands still tucked inside his pocket and him chewing the corner of his right lips."Explain me everything now. Why did you do that? You wanted these all to be secret, don't you?" I ask her.I still don't have guts to look up at him. I don't know how did I do that but I did tell her.I felt that comfort within her, I felt that vibes within her and I felt that when she told me the biggest secret of her life, I should tell her the biggest secret of my life as well.Did I do any mistake over there?"I... I just trusted her. She trusted me and so did I. She told me her secrets and so I did. It should be fair right and the process should be give and take and don't you know she is going through such a hard time right now," I say."Hard time? Melanie?" He furrows his brows like he knows nothing about she is going to die soon and I thin
~ Zara Todd's POV~I feel the warmth of his lips while his fingers interfaces with mine and he drags them behind my back as his lips increases it's intensity.We are in the middle of way and there is nothing but the darkness surrounding us except some road lights some far away. The cold and misty night isn't letting us see anything except for ourselves melting in each other.He leaves his hands and those hands graze on my neck and his lips continue to kiss me on mine. The kiss turning to something wild and something more desiring.I can feel his lips are quite aggressive now and they are hurting mine so much. I can feel the force on his lips and over his body.I try to resist with my hands but he holds my hands quickly as he glides his tongue into my mouth tasting the corner and nook of my mouth."Xavier! St. ...," I want to speak but he comes to me faster than I can imagine and start kissing me torridly.I know I am not hating
~Zara Todd's POV~I close my eyes being confused with what the hell is he doing over there.I can feel his hands on my legs as his cold hands rest on my legs and then he suddenly stands up and walks away from my room.I cat like I know nothing about it. How should I act actually?I wake up quickly when be walks out of there and see in my legs.There is nothing weird except the bandage is arranged. He came here to arrange my bandage?Does he care about me? Why did he even come here if he doesn't care about me at all?I feel quite confused by his behaviour right now. Why is he behaving like he doesn't care at all sometime and like he cares about me the another?I breathe out a long air when I hear someone turning the knob of the door. I quickly pretend as I am asleep when the door opens. I don't know who it is. So, I just squint my eyes and check who he is.It's him.He has brought some pillows together with h
~Zara Todd’s POV~“Stupid girl! I mean I love you,” he says as he hits gently on my forehead with his index finger.I couldn’t believe my ears at all. Is it the exact word like I have heard right now or did he say something else and I am hearing something just out of my way right now?It can’t be right? How can it be? He is the same guy who told me that loving him would be the greatest crime of all thing that surely meant that he clearly doesn’t have any interest in me. Then how can he say I love you’ to me?Maybe, I was so much immersed in his thoughts that I start to mishear the things about him.“I don’t believe you,” I say as I deny to turn my head to him but then he suddenly jumps over me and lays right in front of my eyes.“Look, at my eyes. Look at my eyes and tell me if I am lying. Don’t you see the sincere and honest love in my eyes for you?” he asks which
~Zara Todd’s POV~Why should I be the one who should be locked in the house like this? I just don’t want to stay over here at all. It would be better if I just go to the school. At least I won’t have to be bored alone at the house.Maybe Melanie is doing so much fun with her Kate and I am dying here with the boredom. God! Why should I have hurt my legs right now? I just want to study and be at the school with my friends right now.I walk to the study desk slowly and feel that my leg doesn’t even hurt as much as it did a day before but yeah it hurts. I have gone through bigger pains in the past so I don’t have to stay at home for this but what can I do?I decide to take my textbook and go through the lessons so that I don’t miss anything. I think of starting everything from the biology. I start to turn my book and see the classification of invertebrates. I take out my notebook and start studying.That is whe
~Zara Todd’s POV~“God damn Asher! Will you please stop doing that? I am getting nauseatic,” I shout holding my head while he speeds faster on the lane. I don’t want any of the cops to see us speeding like this. We are just the high school students and speeding and at this age might be nothing but threat to all of us and I don’t want it to become like that.I don’t want to have the demerit points before I attended the college. I really don’t want that.“Please, stop this Asher,” I shout at him and see Xavier is speeding more than he is doing right now. I am afraid he might kill himself with that speed.“Xavier! God why are you both going crazy? You might get yourself killed,” I shout with my head clutched together with my hands while my crippled legs shiver so much.And the car suddenly stops all of a sudden. I feel that the car isn’t moving anymore. So, I slowly get my head up
~Zara Todd's POV~He likes Miss Lily? He likes Miss Lily?This sentence circulates in my mind like more than ten times there.I have heard of students having a crush on their teachers. I have seen lots of girls in my previous school having crush on our male teacher. Even Jane had crush on our science teacher but I have never thought I would hear something kike this from Xavier."You like her?" I feel like I am already breathless and lifeless over there. My whole body circulatory system feels like it stopped its flow. I suddenly feel the coldness rushing through my body."Yeah! How can I not like her? She is the most special person in my heart," he says.Most special person?"Have you ever told her? About her being the special person for you?" I ask.He then laughs suddenly."I don't tell people whether to hate them or love them. Miss Lily has been my teacher since childhood and I like her because she has taken care
Epilogue~Zara Todd's POV~I walk down the graveyard. The day, I have been fearing all this time has finally come up. I never wanted Melanie to leave my side.But what was supposed to happen will always happen. Sometimes we can't just take control of our lives. It just goes on the way we never want it to be.We all stand in front of her grave, all of the friends of our class. She has been such an amazing friend to everyone.The whole class mourns in front of her coffin and you won't believe who is mourning the most right now.Yes, it's Nathan. I can see how much hard it is for him. He has been in love with her in last one month. I never thought that the last wish of Melanie could ever be fulfilled. I thought it was im
~Zara Todd's POV~"What?" Xavier freezes at that same point."You liar! You must be lying," he shouts."Why would I lie at the edge of my death? I'm not a fool to joke with my own life," uncle mumbles and Xavier leaves his hands away from him.He becomes hopeless all of a sudden. He surely hated his mother. She never loved him. She never even cared for him.But how much we hate our parents, how much they don't care about us, it's certain that we won't love to hear any bad things to our parents.I don't know what is it called but it's a special bond that connects us with our parents. Even we don't love them we can't hate them hundred percent and that's because they are our parents.Uncle runs away as he leaves his hands from his body and aunt follows.One more time, it's just two of us standing in the midst of the room, speechless and lost.Before, I thought it was me and at that time, it hurt him.
~Zara Todd’s POV~ She walks away from the room and we are left in the room together. Both of us being unanswered of the secrets that she wasn’t even willing to tell both of us.“Xavier! She said I killed my parents,” I want to stand up and walk to him but I don’t get to stand up from there. My knees feel so much weak right now. I don’t have any energy to cope up with anything right now.I feel like the whole world around me has become dull and even the air isn’t moving around me. I feel both the hot sensation of burning on my skin while the inner part of my body shivers with the pain.“That’s not truth. I am sure she is telling a lie. She is such a liar. She has been lying to me all her life and she is lying to you as well,” he says as he walks to me and kneels in front of me.He pulls me into his arms and caresses my shoulders a little faster than he u
~Zara Todd’s POV~‘You don’t deserve to hold that picture.’That sentence triggers Xavier all of a sudden. He looks at her with a mad eyes and then looks back at me and I know what he is going to do the next.“No! No! Don’t do that,” I run to him and quickly grab the picture from his hands and take it away from him.“Zara!” he calls my name with a soft voice as he sees me holding that picture against my chest and tearing out loud.“What the hell are you doing Zara? What’s going on? Who is this man?” he asks.I know he has the same curiosity that I had some moments ago. We young people are so much out of patience. We want everything to be quick and just to be at the time in which we feel okay with.We don’t like when people try to keep us in dark. We have lots of secrets with us. We can hold a lot of secrets tha
~Zara Todd’s POV~“How do you know them?” I shout at Jennifer. This thing is just knocking the air off me. I don’t understand what the hell is my dad and mom’s picture doing with her. And they are together as well.I only had a single picture of my parents and for the that single picture of them is the world. I don’t remember lots of things that I did together with my parents. I just have some vague memories of them creeping on my mind. I wish I have more of their memories.But still after that, just with a single picture of them, their image is deeply engraved in my heart. Just with that picture I have imagined my mom and dad in so many of my dreams and have cried for them. So, I know the image of my dad and mom clearly.How can a daughter do a mistake in knowing her own parents? I know these person along with her in those eighties picture is non-other than my own parents.“Yo
~Zara Todd’s POV~ “You lied to me. Why did you lie to me?” I ask this question in front of Jennifer without even being afraid. Why would I be afraid?She tried to trick me with her such an unbelievable game which is so much nasty and unfair. Why the hell did she do that for god’s sake.“I didn’t lie. That’s the truth,” she says.“Oh! Please! Would you please stop being fake? I have asked Xavier about all of this and he knows nothing about Jack and the relationship was never fake for him,” I say.“And you believed?” she raise her brows.“Yes. Why wouldn’t I? He is my husband and he wouldn’t lie to me. I have heard every bits of truth from his own lips. Why would I believe in you instead of believing in my husband who loves me so much,” I say.“You’ve gained the courage.
~Zara Todd’s POV~“What the hell are you speaking right now? What kind of hospital? Who is in the hospital?” he asks me with the shock plastered on his face.“Xavier, please don’t lie to me now. I know everything and I ... I saw him in the hospital. Hurt, with so many injuries and so much bandages in all his body. How can you do that? How can you just do that Xavier?” I grab his clothes on his chest as I lean my head on his chest and cry so much on his chest.“I don’t get that. I just don’t get the things that you are telling right now. Just fucking tell me what the hell are you talking about?” he shouts as he grabs me away from his body and fixes his eyes on my face but I just cannot face his eyes. I look down on the floor as the tear rolls down my eyes.“What is it Zara? Just fucking tell me,” he shouts.“I met Jack! I met Jack in the hospi
~Zara Todd's POV~As soon as we enter the venue, the colorful lights welcome us. This all seem to be extravagant to be just a normal high school ending party. This party feels more than just a high school farewell.I can see all the students who has been so much studious and quiet in last few months are all different today.Beautiful dress, amazing bodies, that huge smile on their face for coming out of that locked prison like study compartments, is making them so much happy.They look different. And when I look around I don't see any teacher over there. Seems like this party is just for us. Just for students."Let's get inside," Xavier says as he holds my hands but I just don't feel that warmth from his hands. Is it because now, I know about all his truths which he has been hiding from me? Or is it because I see him differently now?I just nod my head and we walked in. Asher follows us from behind.
~Zara Todd’s POV~I rush to the hospital where Jack has been right now as soon as possible. Everything inside me is breaking into pieces. Everything within me is making me weaker from deep within. I don’t want to believe the single thing that she has told me. Who would want to believe all those things?No girl in the world would love to hear and believe the things that she told me some time ago. I hurriedly walk towards Jack’s room and open the door. And …He indeed is lying on the bed. He has the bandage on his head and there are bruises in his face. His right leg is bandaged and hung on the air as well.“Jack,” I close my mouth with my palms. I can’t believe I am seeing Jack like this right now. And the foremost thing is I can’t believe Xavier did it.It can’t be. It just can’t be. How can Xavier do all of this? He was changed. He is changed. At least I thought t