Michael pov Sam was brought back after a five hour surgery and I felt awful once again looking at her. New bruises lined her face , chest and arm and tears filled my eyes once again . Fuck I kept hurting her. "I'm sorry baby I really am I never meant to hurt you and I have twice now. Please forgive me Sam I really do love you",I said kissing her good hand. She squeezed my hand and my eyes shot to hers. She was still asleep. I sat with her till the doctor came in and he looked her over before sitting beside me and looking at my tears. "I know you've been through hell Michael and I know it's hard to let others in but if you need someone to talk to I'm a great listener and what you tell me doesn't leave this room. I know you're scared but let this pack help you and it may heal you. We got your back I just wanted you to know...I will go now sorry if I made you uncomfortable ",he stood up patted my shoulder and started to leave. "hey doc, I said turning to face him and as he turned I
Sam pov I laid beside my mate afraid to seek comfort from him and it sucked cause I hurt so bad even the pain meds didn't help. Tears fell after he fell asleep cause I was afraid to move and accidentally set him off. My arm throbbed so bad the whole time I laid there. "Sam, are you awake honey?",the doctor came in quietly. "yes,I sobbed softly not wanting to disturb Michael, I hurt so bad and my arm keeps throbbing ",I say tears falling like they have all night. "Oh honey , I could give you stronger stuff if you want. I'm sorry Sam",he tried to soothe me but I kept crying. "please I just want to sleep I just want it to stop hurting ",I cry as more pain snakes in. He rubs my head and all I can do is cry. Michael is unaware because he is in a heavy sleep. "honey want me to wake him?",he points at Michael and I nod no frantically. "no let him sleep, he needs it",I look at him but I feel fear. Fear that he will go off again and could hurt me worse, maybe break more bones. I know he
Sam povI slept for a while but as I woke I noticed Michael wasn't in bed with me. Maybe he heard me tell Doc I just wanted to sleep because the pain was too much. I didn't want Michael up cause a small part of me feared him.. When he shoved me and I fell I saw a look on his face that scared the hell out of me."Sam baby do you hear me?",I heard Michael through a sleep haze. I still couldn't move right and when I did I was in pain.I whimpered as I moved and pain shot into my shoulder."hmmm",was all I could get out as more pain hit and tears filled my eyes. Why was I hurting so bad? Still, I'm a werewolf. I should be completely healed but nope I move and pain shoots into my arm and shoulder."Sam, I called the doctor and he is coming with pain meds. It will be okay",he murmured, kissing my knuckles. The tears fell as I cried in pain just wanting to sleep. I didn't want to be awake."I'm here Sam, '' the doctor said, injecting me and I felt somewhat better and moving wasn't so painful.
Sam pov I sit there staring at my mate as he tells me everything about his old alpha and his sick shit. I really would love to kill the prick but Alpha Mason already did. I sit down easy but feel fear as the doctor comes in with alpha and the saw to cut off my cast. “Honey calm down, it needs to come off so you can shower and we can put bio-freezes on it and do therapy”, Alpha says, coming to hold me still. I whimper in fear as he pulls me to his lap and holds me as the doctor gets to work. I’m crying because the vibration hurts. “It hurts”, I whimper, burying my face in my alpha's chest and he purrs trying to relax me. “I know sweetie try to calm down for me sweetheart”, alpha says stroking my hair. “Michael touch her good arm and send calmness through the mate bond”, alpha orders and I try not to pull away or cry harder. “Yes dad, I’m here baby it will be okay”, Michael soothes rubbing my good arm and sending calmness and I drift to sleep crying clutching my alpa's shirt. I fee
Sam povI don't have the time to get ready as his mouth goes down on my pussy and I whimper. His tongue licks at me and I arch moaning his name."Michael, I gasp trying to move more into his mouth,please",I beg not really knowing what I'm begging for."I got you baby",his voice sounds so husky before he goes back to licking and sucking on my pussy. When I cum I cum so hard I have to cover my mouth with a pillow as I scream loud. This feels so good and so right."Michael, I pant after moving the pillow let me suck...",I don't get to finish as he kisses a path up my body to my mouth. "are you ready?",he looks into my eyes lining the beast up to my entrance and rubbing it in my juices basically lubing himself up. I know they say it hurts to lose your virginity but I am ready and I want him so I nod yes."yes,I say looking up at him and my brow furrowed with worry cause Michael is huge in the cock department, but won't it hurt bad",his face looks worried before easing to look at me as his
Sam pov I lost my virginity to my mate last night and in the hospital room it was explosive and mind blowing. It was so good till I tried to move and ouch holy shit they never said it would hurt this damn bad. I wanna cry. My shoulder and arm feel better, just a little stiffness but I can move it better now. I try to get up but my vagina is not happy it hurts so damn bad. Tears fill my eyes. His cock destroyed my pussy. I scoot to the side of my bed and hiss the whole time. "baby, Michael startles me and I whimper, you need my help?". "yes please",I try not to cry as he gets up still naked and sporting morning wood. Fuck that monster felt so good but hurt me at the same time. He scoops me up and I bury my face in his neck whimpering. "fuck baby I'm sorry your hurting but it will feel better in a day or so",he kisses my lips when I face him shocked. "a day or two. Are you serious?",I look at him so shocked as to why it gotta hurt for that long. His chuckle makes me blush as he wal
Michael pov So much for giving my beautiful mate a few days once we smelt her arousal I needed her again. She is riding my cock moaning the whole time while I grip her hips. "Sam,I moan, fuck baby ride my cock",I hiss before kissing her neck licking my mark. Her gasp as I lick it more makes my cock twitch. "M-Michael t-there, she stutters, enjoying herself, right there",my mate looks beautiful riding me taking what she wants and I'm not panicking I'm enjoying this. Her hands on my shoulders and her nails digging in has me growling. Juices increase at every growl so I do it more so she is soaking us and the moaning fuck is that hot. "fuck baby your puszy feels so good",I grip her hips slamming her down harder on me and we both moan. I'm hitting her g spot and each thrust I'm brushing that spot causing her to scream for me. "oh god",she pants and my cock twitches more. She is driving us crazy. My wolf hisses enjoying this with me. He moans with me as we continue to move seeing what
Sam povWe were eating and I tried to eat as much as I could but I got full quickly and pushed my food away. Michael sighed and I risked a glance to see him looking concerned. "I'm sorry I'm full",I said watching him look at my tray with worry. I can't eat much and I always been like that."baby you did good don't worry I'm just happy you ate some",he kissed my lips and smiled at me. I seriously love him and I'm starting to be thankful we fixed some of our issues but we weren't done we had more to get through. We had to talk about his abuse and how he feels about it cause he closes off a lot and shuts down. If we bring a pup into this relationship we need to to open and honest about it. I don't want him to ever think I don't want him cause I do every damn day."want to watch a movie",I look over at him as he chows down on the burger and fries. He finished my food after snapping a Pic to show the doctor before eating it."sure baby. What you feeling action, suspense or horror ",he look
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Ethan povWe finished four houses by the time the time Mel was due. Debra and Lily was scheduled for c sections tomorrow and both were nervous wrecks Debra more than Lily. Lily had one pup before and did well. Mel is scared because she heard labor was horrible and all she has done when she thinks I don't hear is cry in fear."how you feeling baby?",I know she is worried but she will be fine I will be right there the whole time."I'm okay just nervous ",she hasn't been able to eat much the last few weeks and I worry for her. She has baked like crazy which is her stress relief. I came home to a basic bakery in our kitchen and some of the warriors were helping her package the treats. Mel had looked like she cried some and I sighed softly taking in her features. "hey baby,I kissed her head, hey guys thanks for helping her. Baby aren't you suppose to take it easy your almost due",I watched her lip quiver and tears fill her eyes before she started crying."I can't just sit here",she sobbed
Ethan povThe next few days we had clean up and it was extensive and draining. We had dead bodies everywhere and alpha decided burning them would be better then trying to bury them. We took an hour break after gathering hundreds of dead rogues , hunters and human body parts then putting them in huge pits to burn. Good thing we lived in the middle of nowhere. "fuck I'm wiped",Adam mumbled as Debra sat in a wheelchair handing out drinks. Mel was beside her and both had bellies now."yes me too but I'm also starving",I look at Mel smiling. She smiled back and handed treats to warriors who lined up fast to get them. My girl could cook and bake I felt more than lucky."so are you guys ready to become dads?",Grant asked kissing Lily who was by him holding their son as he rubbed her belly. She was tiny as hell and this baby was bigger so a c section was scheduled for her but our girls were going natural unless a complication happened which I pray doesn't. I watch her give out her baked goods
Ethan povAfter killing Ron our border alarms sounded and rogue wolves poured out everywhere. The other alpha came up hoping around obviously happy to be in a fight."let's get these bitches boys...Attack!!!!",he charged and his warriors went after him."stay in a tight formation take no prisoners",Alpha charged forward the rest of us following fighting, killing and throwing the bodies to the side as we went."haha bitches you fuck with the wrong mother fuckers!! ",the alpha yelled and I shook my head. I was beside alpha Mason as we fought and I noticed he was bleeding worse as he fought more. We shifted and we tore through the rogues like they were nothing. When the fighting kept going I was exhausted and I could tell alpha was as well."stay tight",Alpha hissed through the mind link. We tightened the line and kept going. Punching, kicking and claws is what sounded in the area. Growls, yelps and whimpers were loud as the fighting intensified. The rogues kept coming when another neigh
Ethan povRon and his bitches were surrounded and looked terrified as they drew their weapons. Fear hit as even though we could stand getting shot it did hurt and we do bleed. If the bullets are silver or laced with a wolf poisons we could die."I want my daughter now",Ron barked out but got met with growls. The guards on the ground were doing hand signals to alpha. I watched as they did a countdown and all hell broke loose. Loud screams as the wolfs leaped and attacked. Shots were fired and I heard yelps but the fighting continued. "alpha I can help",I begged it was brutal. Ron fired but missed then he turned and fired at our door the locks gave and with a evil smirk he entered. I know he wouldn't be able to find the panic room those were hidden in plan sight."come out you little bitch and let daddy fuck you!",he bellowed and Mel who woke at the gunshots flinched and whimpered. Tears filled her eyes as fear filled the room this mother fucker would pay for scaring my mate."Alpha, I
Ethan povWe made more brownies because I ate most of them and I wanted more. Mel giggled as I licked the pan and my plate these things were incredible she needed to open a bakery."damn baby you should be a baker",I paced waiting for the timer to go off."Ethan you ate twelve if you keep going your going to get fat", she wiped her fingers and I turned looking at her."seriously Mel?",her face dropped as tears filled her eyes and she backed away shocking me I was messing with her."I'm sorry",the tears fell and I rushed to hold her but she flinched back thinking I was going to hit her."baby, I was horrified at her reaction, I'm sorry I was playing baby I would never hit you",I pull a crying Mel in my arms letting her cry in my chest. She whimpered sadly as I rubbed her back. I swear these pregnancy hormones were driving me crazy. One minute she okay and the next she burst into tears. I kissed her lips as I wiped her tears away. She was a mess but a fucking cute one."I'm sorry Ethan m
Ethan povAfter a day filled with me fucking my beautiful mate we fell asleep only to wake to alpha needing us in his office so we headed there after breakfast. Knocking we get a come in so we enter and alpha smiles as he looks up at us."I got news Mel please take a seat" , he points to chairs so we sit and Mel fidgets nervously as alpha watches her. She was worried since we got the call. "is it about my dad?",she was hopeful but still thought he was dead."yes sweetie we found the facility and your dad was there so we took him. Ron showed up but just missed us he threw a fit but couldn't do anything. Your dad is in our hospital and doc is going to slowly bring him off the drugs. We still have to worry about Ron because after the hospital he disappeared and we can't find him. The guards you both have will stay and I got council coming for your mother she broke many pack laws. Do you care if she is executed?",Mel sighed and shook her head sadly. "I know she is my mother but I don't
Ethan povI found my mate eating with Debra which surprised me and I watched Debra pack the food away. Mel looked relaxed and happy as they ate so me interrupting made Debra jump. She looked guilty eating so much and wanted to pay we both refused Mel to her and me to Adam. He was injured but fought like a man poessesd. Alpha took her away and she waved as she left I couldn't get over how frail she looked but fuck can she eat.After finishing our food we headed home and once inside I flick on the lights to a surprise. A balloon floated there saying I'm pregnant and I picked up my mate thrilled. "baby are you serious?",I was so fucking happy I kissed her and reached back locking our door while we both cried and kissed."yes I found out today doc did a pregnancy test before an injection because the regular one is dangerous to pregnant she wolves. When he told me I was hoping you would be happy plus I got a pregnancy safe injection ",she was fucking cute. I pushed my hard cock into her th
Debra povI've been in here for goddess knows how long waiting for Adam. He hasn't come back yet and I'm terrified he might of died."come on Adam please come back I'm scared",I whimpered. Adam povI ran to help with the hunter invasion and I wanted to kill Mark for the years I had to stay away from my mate. The first hunter I come in contact with is a pain in my ass as he tries to dodge my hits."what's up doggy?",he is trying to distract me so I fuck up. As we square off more warriors show up and so do other fighters. Alpha is there within seconds and we fight brutally. Mark walks up and stands there watching as his men are taken out. "little bitch",is all I say as I punch him hard knocking him down. He jumps back up and tries to stab me but misses and I end it. I snap his neck and throw him at Mark and they both fall to the ground hard. I see him struggling under the dead hunter and I laugh."fuck you bitch!!",he yelled finally shoving the dead body off him and getting up. "give