Grant pov She walked off leaving her brother looking after her tears rolling down his face. His mate looked confused and worried I bet he never told her about what the whole pack did to Lily for the old alpha. "baby wait",I pulled her to a stop turning her and seeing her tears broke my heart she was crying so hard and trying to run away at the same time."I'm sorry Grant I just need a minute",she sobbed breaking my heart. It sucked how bad she was a mess thanks to her family."baby come here",I pulled her into my arms letting her cry in my chest. I picked her up and sat down with her in my lap sobbing. She burrows close her tears soaking my shirt as my hands rubbed her back. She kept apologizing and it sucked how hurt she sounded."I don't know what to do Grant I don't know how to feel and I thought seeing my brother I could....I don't know move past it but I can't I'm so hurt still I don't....I can't ",her sobs hurt to hear as I squeezed her tight kissing her neck and lips wiping te
Lily povMy brother sits sobbing as I sit beside him and for the first time not because I'm ordered to sit here. He looks thinner and has dark circles under his eyes. He looks awful and sad."How could you never tell Mel about our pack?",I break the silence to get this over with and he looks at me."I wanted to forget what awful shit I had to see you go through. I wanted to forget how awful the pack was so when I moved there I started over and let our past go. I didn't want to remember ",he sobbed."I couldn't forget I fucking tried, I cried, I came here and my mate was going through a abuse similar from his old pack and I put myself last to be there for him. I didn't tell anyone why I woke screaming or that my shoulder was dislocated and I was in so much pain I puked after eating it was awful I had a reminder every time I looked at myself Ethan that I was a bargaining tool for our family to have privileges ",I took a breath and wiped away tears."I wish I would of been stronger, he sn
Grant povMy beautiful mate is embarrassed about her body and I hated it. Fuck I wanted her now but she just had our pup and needs to heal. My cock is raging to enter her but I hold back cause I would never intentionally hurt her."Grant, her soft voice has me looking at her and her face is red in embarrassment, can I....would you mind if I sucked...you know",her face heated more but my cock started to leak."fuck baby, I was going crazy thinking of her mouth on my cock, if you want baby but I can rub one out and be fine",I look at her and she looks hungry for me. She grabs it and I groan loving her hand but when she goes to her knees I about lose it.Her hands hold my cock and her mouth takes me in and I growl as her soft wet tongue circles my tip lapping the precum off. Fuck me I'm ready to explode now. She sucks more in and my legs almost buckle and I moan it feels so good. What gets me to the edge is her arousal as she sucks it gets stronger. Sucking my cock turns her on and I love
Grant povMy sweet Lily is sobbing so I take her to bed and she curls into my body. Her eyes are so red rimmed I feel awful as I try to soothe her. "I feel awful Grant he needs me and I'm stuck back there hating them for letting me get hurt. How do I get through this",she cries."baby you got us all here to help and we will help. So just relax he is with his mate and will be fine he needs sleep and so do you",I kiss her mouth as I position us to lay there snuggling. She burrows close and I hold her tight.She kisses me and I wipe her tears."heard what you said and your my world too I love you so much",her voice wobbles and I kiss her. "yep it is true and I love you so much now sleep baby",I hold her and we fall asleep. After a few hours dad calls and I head to his office."how is Lily?",the fist question he asks and I grin as he looks at me waiting. Him and mom loved having our pup but he is back with us now."good but her brother is wrecked. He tried to leave his mate here so he co
Grant povLily is healed and ready to go but her brother is still an absolute mess. He cries when he visits his dad and worse yet he sobbed after a visit with his bitch mother and it took us all to get him through it."you okay Ethan?",I watch him hold my son and he looks smitten. He rocks him gently staring at his little face. "I'm okay",his voice says softly as he stares at my son. I watch him as he looks at me then Jacob. He kisses his forehead and rocks him."you know we are here for you man",I watch him tear up."I know I just feel like a burden to you both I'm trying and Mel she tries but I feel so much guilt. I feel guilty I never tried hard to stop Lily from our pack abuse that it eats at me. I just want to run but I can't. Mel loves it here and wants to stay I just don't know man",he looks down at my now sleeping son and smiles softly at him. I can see he loves babies. Maybe him and Mel needs to have a pup."have you and Mel discussed having a pup?",I asked him and his eyes w
Ethan povI left after talking to Grant and spending time with my nephew Jacob he was so cute and I wanted that. It made me nervous because I didn't mate with Mel yet due to my abuse. I didn't want her to see my back but coming here I had to show it and admit to what happened to us. I begged for my sister but in a way I also hated her. I got beat for begging them to let her go but mother hated her and just wanted privileges back. Dad stood back and he also begged for Lily."you okay Ethan?",Mel asked touching my shoulder and I jerked back almost shoving her away. How the fuck was I gonna mate with her if I can't stand her touch."I'm good I was visiting my nephew and talking to Grant. I think I want to stay here",I look at her and fuck she is beautiful. She nods."I like it here it is beautiful ",she smiles softly at me."yes plus my sister and father are here. We all need to talk anyway",I look away I just want to fuck her but we didn't even mark each other yet. She moved closer and I
Ethan povThis is all my fucking fault my mate is laying here in a fucking coma because I couldn't get my shit together. My poor sister is stuck running between our dad, her pup and us making sure we are okay but I'm not. I can't stop crying when I'm alone and I definitely can't stop begging my Mel to come back to me."hey Mel it's me again I came back to read more of the book I found on your side of the bed",I stated as she laid there asleep. The doctor doesn't know when or if she will wake he even said I would know if I marked and mated her. I feel awful I put that off for so long and now look at us."she move at all",Lily came in carrying a blanket that Mel made. My mate can do lots of shit and I didn't know."no they don't know when or if",I sighed rubbing my temples."I was hoping today was the day",Lily looked exhausted and I felt awful. My baby sister was running herself ragged to look after us and I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself. "the doctor said she is healed comple
Ethan povI sit holding Mel and look for Debra as we wait for the doctor to come check my mate over. Mel looks confused as she takes in her hospital room."what happened?",she eases back and looks around. ",you got hit by a car. You saved Lily by pushing her out of the way and took the hit yourself ",she looked confused and then checked her body."how long was I sleeping for I'm not injured",she definitely was confused."you've been out for almost two months ",her shocked gasp made me feel bad. She sighed. "I heard you the whole time thanks for reading my book",she laid back as I held her hand. The doctor came in and smiled at her."good to have you back Mel. Are you hurting?",he checks her then orders test."a little. When can I go shower? I feel gross",I chuckle a little as she blushes. "later today you should be able to walk later right now lay back and chill",he grins as he leaves talking to a nurse about test and liquid nutrition for Mel.She yawns and tries to shift to get com
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Ethan povWe finished four houses by the time the time Mel was due. Debra and Lily was scheduled for c sections tomorrow and both were nervous wrecks Debra more than Lily. Lily had one pup before and did well. Mel is scared because she heard labor was horrible and all she has done when she thinks I don't hear is cry in fear."how you feeling baby?",I know she is worried but she will be fine I will be right there the whole time."I'm okay just nervous ",she hasn't been able to eat much the last few weeks and I worry for her. She has baked like crazy which is her stress relief. I came home to a basic bakery in our kitchen and some of the warriors were helping her package the treats. Mel had looked like she cried some and I sighed softly taking in her features. "hey baby,I kissed her head, hey guys thanks for helping her. Baby aren't you suppose to take it easy your almost due",I watched her lip quiver and tears fill her eyes before she started crying."I can't just sit here",she sobbed
Ethan povThe next few days we had clean up and it was extensive and draining. We had dead bodies everywhere and alpha decided burning them would be better then trying to bury them. We took an hour break after gathering hundreds of dead rogues , hunters and human body parts then putting them in huge pits to burn. Good thing we lived in the middle of nowhere. "fuck I'm wiped",Adam mumbled as Debra sat in a wheelchair handing out drinks. Mel was beside her and both had bellies now."yes me too but I'm also starving",I look at Mel smiling. She smiled back and handed treats to warriors who lined up fast to get them. My girl could cook and bake I felt more than lucky."so are you guys ready to become dads?",Grant asked kissing Lily who was by him holding their son as he rubbed her belly. She was tiny as hell and this baby was bigger so a c section was scheduled for her but our girls were going natural unless a complication happened which I pray doesn't. I watch her give out her baked goods
Ethan povAfter killing Ron our border alarms sounded and rogue wolves poured out everywhere. The other alpha came up hoping around obviously happy to be in a fight."let's get these bitches boys...Attack!!!!",he charged and his warriors went after him."stay in a tight formation take no prisoners",Alpha charged forward the rest of us following fighting, killing and throwing the bodies to the side as we went."haha bitches you fuck with the wrong mother fuckers!! ",the alpha yelled and I shook my head. I was beside alpha Mason as we fought and I noticed he was bleeding worse as he fought more. We shifted and we tore through the rogues like they were nothing. When the fighting kept going I was exhausted and I could tell alpha was as well."stay tight",Alpha hissed through the mind link. We tightened the line and kept going. Punching, kicking and claws is what sounded in the area. Growls, yelps and whimpers were loud as the fighting intensified. The rogues kept coming when another neigh
Ethan povRon and his bitches were surrounded and looked terrified as they drew their weapons. Fear hit as even though we could stand getting shot it did hurt and we do bleed. If the bullets are silver or laced with a wolf poisons we could die."I want my daughter now",Ron barked out but got met with growls. The guards on the ground were doing hand signals to alpha. I watched as they did a countdown and all hell broke loose. Loud screams as the wolfs leaped and attacked. Shots were fired and I heard yelps but the fighting continued. "alpha I can help",I begged it was brutal. Ron fired but missed then he turned and fired at our door the locks gave and with a evil smirk he entered. I know he wouldn't be able to find the panic room those were hidden in plan sight."come out you little bitch and let daddy fuck you!",he bellowed and Mel who woke at the gunshots flinched and whimpered. Tears filled her eyes as fear filled the room this mother fucker would pay for scaring my mate."Alpha, I
Ethan povWe made more brownies because I ate most of them and I wanted more. Mel giggled as I licked the pan and my plate these things were incredible she needed to open a bakery."damn baby you should be a baker",I paced waiting for the timer to go off."Ethan you ate twelve if you keep going your going to get fat", she wiped her fingers and I turned looking at her."seriously Mel?",her face dropped as tears filled her eyes and she backed away shocking me I was messing with her."I'm sorry",the tears fell and I rushed to hold her but she flinched back thinking I was going to hit her."baby, I was horrified at her reaction, I'm sorry I was playing baby I would never hit you",I pull a crying Mel in my arms letting her cry in my chest. She whimpered sadly as I rubbed her back. I swear these pregnancy hormones were driving me crazy. One minute she okay and the next she burst into tears. I kissed her lips as I wiped her tears away. She was a mess but a fucking cute one."I'm sorry Ethan m
Ethan povAfter a day filled with me fucking my beautiful mate we fell asleep only to wake to alpha needing us in his office so we headed there after breakfast. Knocking we get a come in so we enter and alpha smiles as he looks up at us."I got news Mel please take a seat" , he points to chairs so we sit and Mel fidgets nervously as alpha watches her. She was worried since we got the call. "is it about my dad?",she was hopeful but still thought he was dead."yes sweetie we found the facility and your dad was there so we took him. Ron showed up but just missed us he threw a fit but couldn't do anything. Your dad is in our hospital and doc is going to slowly bring him off the drugs. We still have to worry about Ron because after the hospital he disappeared and we can't find him. The guards you both have will stay and I got council coming for your mother she broke many pack laws. Do you care if she is executed?",Mel sighed and shook her head sadly. "I know she is my mother but I don't
Ethan povI found my mate eating with Debra which surprised me and I watched Debra pack the food away. Mel looked relaxed and happy as they ate so me interrupting made Debra jump. She looked guilty eating so much and wanted to pay we both refused Mel to her and me to Adam. He was injured but fought like a man poessesd. Alpha took her away and she waved as she left I couldn't get over how frail she looked but fuck can she eat.After finishing our food we headed home and once inside I flick on the lights to a surprise. A balloon floated there saying I'm pregnant and I picked up my mate thrilled. "baby are you serious?",I was so fucking happy I kissed her and reached back locking our door while we both cried and kissed."yes I found out today doc did a pregnancy test before an injection because the regular one is dangerous to pregnant she wolves. When he told me I was hoping you would be happy plus I got a pregnancy safe injection ",she was fucking cute. I pushed my hard cock into her th
Debra povI've been in here for goddess knows how long waiting for Adam. He hasn't come back yet and I'm terrified he might of died."come on Adam please come back I'm scared",I whimpered. Adam povI ran to help with the hunter invasion and I wanted to kill Mark for the years I had to stay away from my mate. The first hunter I come in contact with is a pain in my ass as he tries to dodge my hits."what's up doggy?",he is trying to distract me so I fuck up. As we square off more warriors show up and so do other fighters. Alpha is there within seconds and we fight brutally. Mark walks up and stands there watching as his men are taken out. "little bitch",is all I say as I punch him hard knocking him down. He jumps back up and tries to stab me but misses and I end it. I snap his neck and throw him at Mark and they both fall to the ground hard. I see him struggling under the dead hunter and I laugh."fuck you bitch!!",he yelled finally shoving the dead body off him and getting up. "give