Debra pvHow fucking dare he reject me I'm his mate is all that ran through my head."Debra now you know Ethan is not Adam and you can't go after him or his mate",Alpha and the doctor said but I was angry."I deserve to be happy I never did anything wrong ",I mumble as both look at me sadly. "sweetheart your claiming someone else is your mate but he isn't he has a mate. Adam left Debra you have to move on",I hated them all they are keeping me from what is mine."leave me alone",I hiss just wanting to leave but both dragged me to a conference room at the hospital. The same fucking hospital Ethan is fucking that whore in."no we are not your going to get help no more running ",alpha stated and my eyes filled with tears. I just wanted someone to love me but every male I wanted always left. Ethan was suppose to be mine Mel should of never woke up I even hit her with a car but she woke up. I was so angry I couldn't control how I yelled at her."I just want to go home I'm tired",I was exhau
Ethan povWe spent another morning in bed and Mel is still edgy around me. At times I see her reaching to touch me but quickly withdraw like if she does I will flip out. Earlier in the shower which she took alone I heard her crying and it killed me. I wanted to go in but she locked the door and wouldn't answer right away."are you hungry?",I watch her as she nods her liquid diet ends today and she gets actual food. Her weight is barely one hundred pounds and I hate how much she lost. Alpha warned us Debra is unhinged and planning to take me or try to take me. She has been attempting to talk or come near us and I deny her access. She even texted me acting sweet and apologetic but I see past her shit."sort of",she looks tired and I cuddle her when a knock to the door makes me sigh. Alpha walks in and smiles at Mel."hi you two. Mel you feeling better honey?",he looks worried for her."I'm good Alpha thank you. How are you?",see she is fucking sweet. I kiss her head as he smiles fondly a
Ethan povMel was sleeping when doc came with another injection her last one thank goodness because holding her little body down hurt. She cried every time and I hated her being in pain. The bruising was yellowish now and she complained less about pain. Most times I think she just didn't tell us."this is her last one Alpha will be here shortly to help hold her down. Debra is suppose to be taking a week off but something feels off so be careful ",he looks worried. "ok thanks doc I appreciate you taking care of my mate",I really did I was extremely thankful. Alpha showed up and we got the injection done and he sat to talk with me. "I'm worried Debra is trying to get to you both she claims she wants a week off to get away but her behavior lately is worrying. I think she is going to try to take either one of you so I'm giving you both trackers keep them on you daily. Mindlink if she does manage to take one of you",he looks tired."I'm sorry Alpha that she is going crazy I seriously onl
Debra povThose fuckers moved them so now I'm stuck wondering where. Alpha has been an absolute dick to me and I can feel myself slipping more. He ordered me to leave them alone but Ethan should be mine not hers."Debra you have a therapy appointment in thirty minutes ",I'm told by the doctor as he charts and I roll my eyes. Like that will help."just useless shit",I mutter as I clean up the patient charts and put them on the shelves that hold patient charts. He glares at me."it isn't useless Debra you think a mated male is your mate but Ethan isn't Adam you need to stop this and get help to move forward ",he snapped at me anger filling his eyes. Here we go again but who cares this shit gets on my nerves I want him and he will be mine. I leave heading to the therapist and sit in for an hour session. Dr Kathleen Knight therapist for the pack and from what I heard a no nonsense woman."so Debra how are you today?",she begins and I sigh I hate talking feelings. "peachy",I grit out."fro
Ethan povI watched Mel reading and she looked so beautiful I couldn't stop staring at her. "yes what is it Ethan you keep staring",she looks up at me and I smile."nothing baby just staring at my mate. Why? Does it bother you?",I loved teasing her and she did back but was more reserved with it. She is still edgy and most days quiet but that seems to be who Mel is. "I'm hungry",she almost sounded guilty saying that and I look at her. Holy shit she feels guilty being hungry I want to go off but I just stare at her."baby, I start after staring at her for awhile, you know if your hungry you eat baby and you shouldn't feel guilty wanting food",I kiss her and gather her in my arms. I pull her completely into my lap and kiss her lips. She blushes as I move my hands down her body to her ass which I squeeze getting a gasp."Ethan",her breathy gasp makes me go hard fast and her eyes widen feeling me under her ass. I can't get enough of her body and I know us fucking constantly is our kind wa
Debra povI head to therapy and flop down as the therapist looks at me a soft kind smile on her face."how are you Debra?",she looks at me pen posed over the notebook. "I'm good taking a week vacation to find myself ",I lie I'm tracking Adam down and seeing what him and whore are up to."that sounds nice. Don't you think you should wait though?",I know they don't trust me and I really don't care. I want Ethan and yes I attempted to kill Mel but no one here knows that."wait for what?",I will play stupid the whole time if I have to."to go anywhere Debra we just started your sessions ",she looks worried. I know she is paid to listen but I don't trust her at all."I'm entitled to paid time off I've worked for years not taking any me time I earned it. I want to get away from everyone and everything ",I look at her nod fuck I hate that shit. Then she starts the writing shit with the nod."I know but you think a mated male is your mate and you want his mate dead. Let's not forget how much
Ethan povAlpha set up the hypnosis thing and it was today the man he had come in was good at this and we hope it would recover those blocked memories. "okay Mel if you would lay on the couch for me",he jumped right in."okay can Ethan sit beside me?",she was so nervous all morning she either cried or threw up."of course sweetie whatever helps you. I'm going to put you under and we will go through that day you got hurt. So just relax for me and listen to my voice....your so relaxed and you feel your body relaxing",he began. I seen her body relax and go heavy."should I close my eyes?",she looked over at him as she laid on the couch. It was an extremely plush couch so she didn't shift around in pain. I held her hand and stayed quiet. Her had her relax more and she did and she shut her eyes taking a breath."yes you can if you want but you are relaxed. Listen to my voice and relax...now Mel you are going to go back to the day you went out with Lily. Can you see Lily?",I hope she wouldn
Ethan povMel was sleeping after her appointment which she still hasn't gained weight. The doctor checked her for pregnancy because I told him to it was negative and I was disappointed. Alpha called and asked about her and told me Debra left the pack for her week vacation so I had a week of not worrying about her. I hated that we couldn't be friends she was awesome to talk to at times. If she could stop being crazy that is.My cell rang so I left the room to answer she needed sleep. "hello",I didn't check the caller ID I just picked up."Ethan, Debra said sounding upset. I sighed, I need to talk to you. Can we meet up?" ,oh hell no I wasn't leaving Mel to meet this crazy bitch."sorry I'm under alpha order to stay home",I lie hoping she believes it. I hear her sigh and mumble a few curse words."yeah like I believe that shit come on Ethan you just don't want to see me so speak the truth. I swear you men are fucking awful you all treat women awful",she growled. "Debra I have a mate I
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Ethan povWe finished four houses by the time the time Mel was due. Debra and Lily was scheduled for c sections tomorrow and both were nervous wrecks Debra more than Lily. Lily had one pup before and did well. Mel is scared because she heard labor was horrible and all she has done when she thinks I don't hear is cry in fear."how you feeling baby?",I know she is worried but she will be fine I will be right there the whole time."I'm okay just nervous ",she hasn't been able to eat much the last few weeks and I worry for her. She has baked like crazy which is her stress relief. I came home to a basic bakery in our kitchen and some of the warriors were helping her package the treats. Mel had looked like she cried some and I sighed softly taking in her features. "hey baby,I kissed her head, hey guys thanks for helping her. Baby aren't you suppose to take it easy your almost due",I watched her lip quiver and tears fill her eyes before she started crying."I can't just sit here",she sobbed
Ethan povThe next few days we had clean up and it was extensive and draining. We had dead bodies everywhere and alpha decided burning them would be better then trying to bury them. We took an hour break after gathering hundreds of dead rogues , hunters and human body parts then putting them in huge pits to burn. Good thing we lived in the middle of nowhere. "fuck I'm wiped",Adam mumbled as Debra sat in a wheelchair handing out drinks. Mel was beside her and both had bellies now."yes me too but I'm also starving",I look at Mel smiling. She smiled back and handed treats to warriors who lined up fast to get them. My girl could cook and bake I felt more than lucky."so are you guys ready to become dads?",Grant asked kissing Lily who was by him holding their son as he rubbed her belly. She was tiny as hell and this baby was bigger so a c section was scheduled for her but our girls were going natural unless a complication happened which I pray doesn't. I watch her give out her baked goods
Ethan povAfter killing Ron our border alarms sounded and rogue wolves poured out everywhere. The other alpha came up hoping around obviously happy to be in a fight."let's get these bitches boys...Attack!!!!",he charged and his warriors went after him."stay in a tight formation take no prisoners",Alpha charged forward the rest of us following fighting, killing and throwing the bodies to the side as we went."haha bitches you fuck with the wrong mother fuckers!! ",the alpha yelled and I shook my head. I was beside alpha Mason as we fought and I noticed he was bleeding worse as he fought more. We shifted and we tore through the rogues like they were nothing. When the fighting kept going I was exhausted and I could tell alpha was as well."stay tight",Alpha hissed through the mind link. We tightened the line and kept going. Punching, kicking and claws is what sounded in the area. Growls, yelps and whimpers were loud as the fighting intensified. The rogues kept coming when another neigh
Ethan povRon and his bitches were surrounded and looked terrified as they drew their weapons. Fear hit as even though we could stand getting shot it did hurt and we do bleed. If the bullets are silver or laced with a wolf poisons we could die."I want my daughter now",Ron barked out but got met with growls. The guards on the ground were doing hand signals to alpha. I watched as they did a countdown and all hell broke loose. Loud screams as the wolfs leaped and attacked. Shots were fired and I heard yelps but the fighting continued. "alpha I can help",I begged it was brutal. Ron fired but missed then he turned and fired at our door the locks gave and with a evil smirk he entered. I know he wouldn't be able to find the panic room those were hidden in plan sight."come out you little bitch and let daddy fuck you!",he bellowed and Mel who woke at the gunshots flinched and whimpered. Tears filled her eyes as fear filled the room this mother fucker would pay for scaring my mate."Alpha, I
Ethan povWe made more brownies because I ate most of them and I wanted more. Mel giggled as I licked the pan and my plate these things were incredible she needed to open a bakery."damn baby you should be a baker",I paced waiting for the timer to go off."Ethan you ate twelve if you keep going your going to get fat", she wiped her fingers and I turned looking at her."seriously Mel?",her face dropped as tears filled her eyes and she backed away shocking me I was messing with her."I'm sorry",the tears fell and I rushed to hold her but she flinched back thinking I was going to hit her."baby, I was horrified at her reaction, I'm sorry I was playing baby I would never hit you",I pull a crying Mel in my arms letting her cry in my chest. She whimpered sadly as I rubbed her back. I swear these pregnancy hormones were driving me crazy. One minute she okay and the next she burst into tears. I kissed her lips as I wiped her tears away. She was a mess but a fucking cute one."I'm sorry Ethan m
Ethan povAfter a day filled with me fucking my beautiful mate we fell asleep only to wake to alpha needing us in his office so we headed there after breakfast. Knocking we get a come in so we enter and alpha smiles as he looks up at us."I got news Mel please take a seat" , he points to chairs so we sit and Mel fidgets nervously as alpha watches her. She was worried since we got the call. "is it about my dad?",she was hopeful but still thought he was dead."yes sweetie we found the facility and your dad was there so we took him. Ron showed up but just missed us he threw a fit but couldn't do anything. Your dad is in our hospital and doc is going to slowly bring him off the drugs. We still have to worry about Ron because after the hospital he disappeared and we can't find him. The guards you both have will stay and I got council coming for your mother she broke many pack laws. Do you care if she is executed?",Mel sighed and shook her head sadly. "I know she is my mother but I don't
Ethan povI found my mate eating with Debra which surprised me and I watched Debra pack the food away. Mel looked relaxed and happy as they ate so me interrupting made Debra jump. She looked guilty eating so much and wanted to pay we both refused Mel to her and me to Adam. He was injured but fought like a man poessesd. Alpha took her away and she waved as she left I couldn't get over how frail she looked but fuck can she eat.After finishing our food we headed home and once inside I flick on the lights to a surprise. A balloon floated there saying I'm pregnant and I picked up my mate thrilled. "baby are you serious?",I was so fucking happy I kissed her and reached back locking our door while we both cried and kissed."yes I found out today doc did a pregnancy test before an injection because the regular one is dangerous to pregnant she wolves. When he told me I was hoping you would be happy plus I got a pregnancy safe injection ",she was fucking cute. I pushed my hard cock into her th
Debra povI've been in here for goddess knows how long waiting for Adam. He hasn't come back yet and I'm terrified he might of died."come on Adam please come back I'm scared",I whimpered. Adam povI ran to help with the hunter invasion and I wanted to kill Mark for the years I had to stay away from my mate. The first hunter I come in contact with is a pain in my ass as he tries to dodge my hits."what's up doggy?",he is trying to distract me so I fuck up. As we square off more warriors show up and so do other fighters. Alpha is there within seconds and we fight brutally. Mark walks up and stands there watching as his men are taken out. "little bitch",is all I say as I punch him hard knocking him down. He jumps back up and tries to stab me but misses and I end it. I snap his neck and throw him at Mark and they both fall to the ground hard. I see him struggling under the dead hunter and I laugh."fuck you bitch!!",he yelled finally shoving the dead body off him and getting up. "give