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013 THE GOING OUT
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2021-12-06 14:03:34"So first of all we need to ensure that we go someplace where there won't be any risk of me getting seen with you." Kenma looked at me with his doe-like eyes as he spoke and I nodded in agreement to his words.
"That's right! but I don't think there's any place nearby where we wouldn't get noticed and-"
I was interrupted by the sound of the door being opened, both of us turned around to see Taehyung walking in and towards where we were, he wasn't looking up as he walked.
"HEY, kenma do you have-"
his eyes landed on me as he walked into the room. There was always something about the way he looked at me, his eyes conveyed so much more than words can. They're a vast galaxy of emotions, with stars that shine brighter than Alpha Centauri, his eyes are illusory. I suppress a smile. He clearly didn't convey a happy vibe towards me in the moment.
"Hey Hikari, what are you doing in his room? aren't you supposed to be asleep?"
Taehyung asked me t
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Me Before You 76 THE PAST
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