As soon as we arrive at Dr. Franklin’s office, the driver kindly pulls up to the front entrance and lets me out. Right before he opens the door, Alexander wraps his fingers around my wrist and points at the only available spot before stating flatly, “We will be parked right down there when you get out.”
Nodding, I fake a smile and then make my way to the doctor’s office just in time for my appointment. When I open the door and see several others sitting there waiting as well, I swallow hard and sigh before walking up to the desk and announcing my presence.
“Hello, how may I help you?” A woman asks with a kind smile on her face as she slides the glass window open and stares at me expectantly.
Clearing my throat, I answer softly so no one else can hear, “My name is Anastasia Smith and I have a 10 o’clock appointment for my annual.”
Cocking her head, she glances up at me and asks professionally, “Are there any changes we need to know about that the doctor should address?”
I stand there silently thinking for a moment and then quickly say, “Nope, not that I can think of.” before she hands me a set of papers to sign.
Afterwards, I wait my turn and when the doctor’s appointment is eventually over, I sigh because now I am forced to deal with a whole new problem. While scratching my neck, I walk back to the car slowly because I need to think about what might happen when I meet everyone. “What if they don’t like me and decide to kill me off?” I think to myself as I stop just short of the car.
With a furrowed brow, I begin to worry myself to death, especially when Alexander climbs out of the car and demands gruffly, “Get in. We need to go now!”
Shaking my head, I hurry to the car and get in before asking frantically, “What happened?”
As he glares down at me, his jaw begins to twitch when he says shortly, “A warring clan has just attacked, and we have at least three dead and two wounded.”
Furrowing his brow, he continues with anger in his voice, “I will rip the Alpha of the Red Moon Shadow Walkers from limb to limb as soon as I find him. How dare he attack when there is a peace treaty?”
Pausing, he glances at me with a glint in his eyes as if he has just thought of something and then adds, “Unless, he has found out about you.”
Grasping his forearm, I stop him from slamming his fist into the window before I ask shakily, “What about me?”
Looking down at me, he stares for a little too long, then finally states quietly so the driver cannot hear our conversation, “If word is already traveling about a human Luna, it would cause all sorts of problems. Remember, I told you that werewolves and humans are not supposed to mix. Well, I knew that this day would come, I was just hoping that it would take some time for the news to travel.”
Leaning closer to his body, I feel the heat of him as I suddenly feel scared and whisper, “Am I walking into a death trap?”
“Not if I can help it.” He says quickly before taking my head in both hands and leaning down to kiss my lips.
Staring into his eyes, I see a sadness there and yet I also see the ever-present hunger he has for me. This scares me because as I look at him, I notice that this is a man who is powerful enough to have any woman or anything he wants, but he wants me. That says something loud and clear. Yet, I am torn because one side wants him so bad it hurts, and my stubborn side tells me to run or fight him every step of the way.
What is so weird about all of this is the fact that I can’t get over the strange sense of déjà vu when we met and several times afterwards. As if we were lovers in another life or somehow are connected. That when we touch, it feels like we have done this so many times before.
Now, as I look out the window, I reflect on what has happened in the short time since we met. Not only has my whole world been turned upside down, but now I may find that I am smack dab in the middle of a werewolf war and I am the sole reason for it. How can I live with myself if others have been killed just because Alexander has picked me as his Luna?
“Sir, we are here.” The driver announces as the car slows down and it brings our attention to the task at hand.
When the car stops, I swallow hard and then glance up at Alexander who is staring straight ahead at a small village. It seems like any other, just planted squarely in the middle of the woods. As I scan the area, I notice what looks like a post office, a butcher shop of course, a small grocery store and a bigger building besides all the houses. On closer inspection, I realize that the big grey building is a school.
As I continue to look out the window, I feel Alexander’s hand on my upper thigh as he draws my attention to him while asking thoughtfully, “Are you ready for this?”
Looking up at him now, I nod, before the driver opens the door and Alexander steps out first to make sure it is safe. After scanning the area for a few minutes, he holds out his hand gently and then he leads the way through the crowd as all the onlookers stare in anticipation of their Luna. Hearing a round of applause, I turn as a young man with a smirk on his face claps loudly and stands in a challenging stance.
“My, my. What do we have here? Is this our new Luna? She sure does not look worthy of the title. Instead, she looks like a tasty meal. Might I have a taste of her? I am sure that you have brother, or you wouldn’t have brought her here so quickly.” The man asks as his eyes glow a distinct darker gold than Alexander’s does even though the rest of him looks like a younger twin.
Glancing up at Alexander’s handsome face, I watch it turn from serious to angry in less than a second before asking, “How dare you, Peter? You know better than this.”
Releasing my hand, he looks as if he is getting ready for a fight as his fangs emerge and become much longer. When I look down at his hands, I notice that he now has very sharp claws where his fingernails once were.
Not knowing what to do, I step back because I can’t defend myself against something like this, let alone even know where to begin if I was forced to.
“Brother, step down now!” Alexander demands as he growls each word and then takes a few steps closer to Peter quickly.
When Peter lowers his gaze and takes a step back, I begin to realize that this is a pissing contest and that they are merely acting like the animals they are. What was I thinking? I had forgotten that they are not human and that werewolves are at least part animal. “How can I live among them if I can’t understand them and protect myself?” I wonder as I look fearfully between the two of them and then back to Alexander.
Realizing that the fight for the moment has been halted, I start to calm down, especially when Alexander returns to his human form and looks down at me with sadness in his eyes. Taking me in his arms, he lowers his head and kisses me softly on the lips before he whispers, “I am sorry that this happened. It will take time for everyone to realize that you will be staying. Therefore, it is important that they all meet you as soon as possible.”
Looking back up at the crowd forming around us, he raises his voice and says in an authoritative tone, “This is your Luna, Anastasia.”
Taking my hand, he proudly displays me for everyone to see before the onlookers all nod, and then one by one they come forward. As they take my hand and kiss it, this strange feeling comes over me and that same image of a woman dressed in a long red velvet gown, pops in my head. Smiling, I accept everyone’s well wishes as they all cycle on by.
Finally, when the last of them have said hello, Alexander takes my hand again and leads me to a big building I previously hadn’t noticed before. The word Hospital is expertly etched in white stone up top of the front entrance. As we walk in the big glass doors, several doctors and a nurse surround us and then start speaking all at once excitedly, “Alpha Alexander, Lucy, Ken, Damian, and Charlie are dead, Anne is unconscious, but Toby is awake. Follow us this way.”
As I watch them all scurry along, Alexander and I keep up until we stop right outside one of the rooms. When they turn to Alexander, the oldest doctor with greying black hair, states quietly, “He has been through a lot, but he needs to speak with you.”
Nodding, we walk inside, and I see a small man in his twenties, lying on a hospital bed, covered in a crisp white cotton sheet with a matching blanket over top of him. His eyes pop open the moment he hears us enter as he tries to sit up to greet Alexander.
“Alpha, I’m so sorry I failed you.” He whispers as he still tries to sit up with a pained look on his face.
Holding out his hand to the man, Alexander says quickly, “No, no. You did just fine. I am just glad you are still alive. After you have rested, I will get all the details from you so I can come up with a plan.”
Smiling, the man lies back down as Alexander leads me out of the room quickly. As soon as we are a safe distance away from everyone else, he stops abruptly and turns to face me before saying flatly, “In a couple of hours, I will take you home because there is something I must do without you present. I don’t want to have to worry about you as well when I tear the Alpha to shreds.”
Swallowing hard, I imagine him ripping the man apart as he screams bloody murder. For some reason, this doesn’t seem to bother me at all, because I saw what they did to Toby and that is enough justification for anything he does to their Alpha. However, it frightens me to realize that I am right in the middle of this.
“Come on. Let me show you our home before I must take you back.” He adds as he leads me out the doors and down the street. At the end of the road, we walk up to a beautiful older home. It is painted white with royal blue trim round the windowpanes. The front door looks to be made from hardwood and has a finely crafted brass wolf head handle. The moment he opens the door, I gasp at the entry way with its gorgeous carved statues and the beautiful red roses in a big thick glass vase. “You don’t like it?” He asks with concern in his voice and a furrowed brow as he wraps his arms around my waist and gazes into my eyes.Smiling, I yell, “No silly, I love it.”As soon as he hears this, he lowers his head and crushes his lips against mine before he devours my mouth and scoops me up in his arms. However, as he does this, it begins to make me feel lightheaded, so I place my hands on his chest. Fighting to gasp for air, I push myself away from him and then stop to glare.“You must stop d
As he grabs his things and begins to get dressed a few minutes later, I follow suit while I watch him slip into his clothes. “This is definitely a man who knows no bounds.” I think to myself while admiring him. Not only is he the strongest man I have ever met, but he is also more intelligent than I originally gave him credit for. “Are you almost ready?” He asks quietly a few minutes later as he walks back over to the window and stares out at the rain.For some reason he sounds tired and preoccupied. Perhaps, it is because he is worried about his clan and those he has lost today. As I walk over to his side, I find myself wondering where werewolves go when they die. Do they just disappear? Or do their spirits go back to another body for the cycle to begin again? Remembering something from an old folk lore tale that my mother once read to me, I recite a poem in my head that she sang to me right before bed one night as a small child. “Lay me down in a field of flowersLay me down
Standing there, I swallow hard when I feel a pair of hands slither around my waist and hot breath on the back of my bare neck. Feeling a rock-hard cock press against my spine, I dare to turn around and stare a man down in his late 20’s with blonde hair and gorgeous blue eyes. However, when he leans down and kisses me softly on the lips, I feel a sudden rush. Especially when he releases me only to ask, “Would you mind if I ask you to dance? You are gorgeous and I can’t stop thinking that we would be so good together.”This is exactly the thing I need to get my mind off Alexander tonight. “Happy birthday to me.” I murmur under my breath before glancing at Kelly and smiling. She winks at me knowingly and then waves me off before saying reassuringly, “Go. I will hold down the fort. Go have the time of your life.”Taking my hand, he leads me out to the dance floor, just like Alexander did. “What the fuck?” I ask myself because I realize that everything reminds me of him.As we reac
When we arrive, I watch the houses as we slowly drive by them and all the people as they stare at the passing vehicle. As the car stops, I feel a wave of nausea overcome me because I sense that something is not right here. Too late, do I turn to Alexander as he steps out of the car and then sighs before asking, “Are you coming or not?” with an angry look in his eyes.I can already tell that whatever is about to happen, is not a good thing by the way he grabs my hand roughly and then pulls me out of the car when I edge towards the door. Swallowing hard, I furrow my brow the moment he practically lifts me off the ground. A second later, I find myself rushing as I follow behind him, barely keeping up even though I am walking as fast as I can. When we arrive at the doors to the hospital, I am gasping for air as he stares at me in disapproval. “I must do this first.” He announces while opening the doors and waving me in to go before him.The moment I walk inside, I notice that the ai
Seeing a woman walk towards me, I try to clear the sleep from my eyes because I feel like I am in a dream. As I stand there, I could swear that she is my twin, but she is wearing that same long red velvet dress with a corset and her hair is much longer than mine is. For some reason, she doesn’t notice me standing there, staring at her, as she walks by and then asks a tall man who is standing in the shadows something quietly. This whole thing unnerves me because I feel the same sense of déjà vu that I did the moment that Alexander’s eyes and mine met that night in the club. “Are you alright, my dearest?” She asks the tall stranger before he turns around and I see a man who could be the spitting image of Alexander, but perhaps ten years older.He has crow’s feet forming in the corners of his eyes and a hint of white hair peeking out from his crown as he leans down to kiss her softly and then says sweetly, “Yes, my love. Hearing the door open quickly, I turn to see a small child of
“So, are you taking me home?” I ask hesitantly because I am preparing myself for the let down when he says that he is.“Yes, I am. Right now, you should be safe enough. Frankly, I am surprised that they found you. Not only have I masked my scent on you, but I made sure that when we dropped you off, they couldn’t track you. Matter of fact, that is precisely why we did what we did.” He says in a matter-of-fact tone of voice before looking out the window.Cocking my head, I think about this for a minute before I ask slowly, “What exactly do you mean by that?”When he returns his attention to me, he has a funny look on his face as if he knows a secret and he isn’t telling. After clearing his throat, he confesses everything quickly, “Well, it means that I planned all this to protect you. I knew that I couldn’t be watching over you while I went after the Alpha of the other pack. The safest place for you at that moment was your house because they were not supposed to know about it or
Waking up at lunch time, I struggle to open my eyes before I reach for the black cotton curtain next to the bed. I pull it up just an inch and then wince as the sun temporarily blinds me. “Shit!” I yell as I accidentally knock the stale glass of water over on the night table next to me.Hurrying to climb out of bed, I rush into the bathroom to grab a small light brown chenille towel to wipe up the water that I spilled just a moment ago. When I glance at the door, I notice that it is open, even though I could have sworn that I closed it before I went to bed. Scanning the room, my eyes stop in the corner as I watch Alexander stretch silently and then stand to walk over to my side.I nearly jump out of my skin as soon as I see him, and a little scream erupts from my throat as I struggle to keep it down. How did I not see him there as I rushed past him? Was he sitting in the rocking chair when I woke up? Or did he just come in while I was in the bathroom?Raising my hand to scratc
While staring out the window of his SUV, I wonder what will come of me? Am I doomed to become his servant? Or will I become the Luna that he keeps telling me I am? Right now, I am so unsure of everything and anything that I sit here wishing that I had never met him, even though I realize that we always end up together in every incarnation.“Is there not a way to change my destiny? Or is everything as set in stone as he says it is?” I find myself asking over and over in my head while the car brings us closer to the village and “our” home.Even though it has only been a couple of days since we met, I feel that it has been an eternity because the way this has all played out. “Are you alright? You have not said a single thing since we left.” He asks softly as he runs his forefinger up my lower arm and then down over the top of my hand slowly.Wondering if he is in a better mood now, I cock my head to look up at him and furrow my brow before asking, “By the way, what was bothering you
“Did he mention what it could possibly be?” Alexander asks me curiously before waiting patiently for my answer.Silence falls across the room as I mull over what to say to him. Shall I tell him what Jeffery thinks it may be? Or should I wait because if I am not pregnant, it might do more harm than good. I could just see him getting excited at the prospect of having babies, only to have him become sullen when he finds out that we won’t be expecting any. Even worse, if his brother has poisoned me, will he kill him?Not wishing to think about either choice right now, I finally shrug my shoulders, and then say slowly in a whisper, “He has a few theories, but we shouldn’t discuss this until the test results come back. I wouldn’t want you to get upset until we know for sure.”Realizing I had already said too much, I watch him stand up and start to pace. It has been about an hour since the doctor left and took his samples with him. Just before he shut the door behind him, Jeffery shou
Glancing out the window at the sun as it begins to set, I watch the golden tinged treetops glow against the blue of the clear sky, before the sun all but disappears behind the tree line. It was a long, but beautiful day, as I walked around the village alone and ate in the diner without Alexander at my side. As I did, everyone stared at me, but didn’t dare approach me. Instead, they looked on with smiles on their faces. By the time I heard Alexander open the door behind me, I had already made up my mind to be mad at him no matter what he said his excuse was. So, when he mutters softly, “Oh jeez. I completely forgot.” and runs his hand through his thick hair, I roll my eyes and return my attention to the woods around the house.As I hear him walk up behind me, he puts a hand gently on my shoulder. Pausing, he sighs and then leans down to butter me up by kissing my neck and then whispering in my ear, “I’m sorry. I had to take care of business.”Shrugging his hand off my shoulder
Two hours later, I sit in Kelly’s living room, staring at the television, as I wonder where in the hell Alexander is. “Where could he be?” I murmur under my breath as I nurse one killer of a headache and try my best to not throw up. While holding my stomach, I hear a knock at the door. “Finally.” I state out loud as my voice echoes throughout the empty room.Standing up quickly, I push the off button on the remote and then place it on the glass coffee table before I hurry to the door with my purse. On the way, I pass the hall mirror and catch a glimpse of my haggard appearance. “Boy, I need to get some sleep.” I whisper under my breath before reaching the door.Wrapping my slender fingers around the cold, brass knob, I turn it only to find Alexander standing in front of the door with a somber look on those handsome lips of his and his head hung down low. As he glances up at me, I notice that his eyes are hooded as if he isn’t proud of something he has done. So, I venture to ask
Ten minutes later, she walks out of the bathroom with a frown on her face, but she isn’t crying so I am completely confused. “Is it positive or not?” I hesitate to ask her, but in the end, I just spit it out quickly.Frowning at me, she replies softly, “It is negative, but while I was sitting in the bathroom, I began to get excited at the idea of having a baby growing in me. Something to love and to take care of that would be my very own. Now, I am beginning to wish that it was positive and almost cried when I saw that it was not. Is there something wrong with me?”As she asks me this, I watch as tears form in the corners of her eyes and then they begin to cascade down her cheeks like mini waterfalls. Coming to her rescue, I wrap my arms around her and let her cry on my shoulder for what seems like forever. When I hear her gentle snoring on my shoulder about 15 minutes later, I begin to giggle before cutting it short because it appears that she has fallen asleep on me. “Wow. N
After knocking loudly on Kelly’s door for a minute straight, she finally opens hesitantly while looking like she has been crying for quite some time. “I didn’t think you would come.” She murmurs under her breath as she looks up at me with tears in her eyes.“Is she alright?” Alexander asks thoughtfully from behind me and then as soon as he sees the tears he adds, “Let me know when you want to be picked up.”Looking up at him, I state flatly, “I will stay the night here and text you in the morning when I am ready.”Nodding, he seems to completely understand and heads back to the car. When I walk inside, I watch him leave before I shut the door and return my attention to Kelly who is standing there with tears cascading down her cheeks. As I wrap my arms around her, she lays her head on my shoulder and then says softly between crying spurts, “I don’t know what to do.”“Well, first of all, you need to take a test and find out for sure if you are or not.” I state calmly while trying to
Once I pull on a steel grey, chenille over-sized sweater and a pair of faded blue jeans, I walk down the stairs and find the study. As I raise my hand to knock, I hear a young woman’s voice coming from inside, saying softly, “Oh Alpha, it was nothing. I just figured since the two of you were settling in, I would provide you with some snacks for the evening. I do hope that she satisfies you in every way possible.”Putting my ear to the door, I listen more carefully because now this conversation has my full attention. Not only am I a little upset that this woman is alone with my man, but she seems to be trying to warm up to him so she can get in his bed as well.“Jessica, thank you very much for all that you have done, but I assure you we are fine, and it is none of your business in any event. I think you should leave now.” Alexander says as his deep, booming voice echoes through the heavy hard wood.Hearing footsteps walk towards the door, I quickly back up and scan the room frant
As soon as I step foot in the door, I turn around and glance up at Alexander’s face to see an incredible sorrow in his eyes. It almost stops me from saying what I am about to, but not quite. There is one thing that I cannot do for the moment, and I intend on telling him right now before it is too late. “Alexander.” I say abruptly before he wraps his arms tightly around me and devours my mouth hungrily.The warmth of his embrace and the soft kiss of his lips, makes me forget that I need to tell him I can’t get pregnant right now. Instead, I melt in his arms as I return his hot kisses. When he leaves my lips to kiss the crook in my neck, I shiver in anticipation because I long to feel his touch again, even though it has only been a short time since we have made love.It is truly amazing that even though we have known each other for such a short time, I am already longing for him in every way possible. In a way, I am not surprised one bit though, because he demands everything, but
As we walk out the door, I find myself wondering if he is still holding a grudge or if he can merely flip a switch to become an asshole willingly. “Are you coming or not?” He asks gruffly before continuing to the big building with lots of cars parked out front.Assuming that this is where we are about to eat, I nod, and then sigh as he opens the door forcefully and I see about 25 people at various tables around the room. Apparently, this is a restaurant and everyone else is already eating. When they glance up from their plates, they smile and nod at Alexander before he waves them off and continues to an empty table at the front of the room.While looking around at each one of them, I think that it is strange that they are all dressed to the t’s in their beautiful, colorful dresses and dress suits. “Surely, they don’t always dress this way for dinner, do they?” I whisper right next to Alexander as he holds the chair out for me to sit down.Smiling, he shakes his head subtly before
After hours of love making, I collapse on the bed from pure exhaustion. Turning over, I stare at him sleepily with half closed lids and smile because I feel completely fulfilled. This man-beast seems to know exactly what my body wants and when as he scratches my itch at just the right time, every time.With his back turned to me, I run my forefinger down the curve in his back as the spine dips and then ends. When my stomach begins to growl, he turns over and laughs before asking sweetly, “Would you care for some dinner? I do believe it is time.”As a smile spreads across my lips, I sit up quickly and state, “Of course. That would be wonderful.”Feeling the bed dip, I watch as he stands up and then I follow him. After grabbing my clothes, I turn to head towards the bathroom before he states unexpectedly, “By the way, I had bought you some clothes. They are in the closet. Go check if there is something you might want to wear to dinner tonight.”Pleasantly surprised, I smile befo