When I wake up at the table with a killer headache the next morning, I begin to wonder if it wasn’t all a figment of my imagination. Except a few minutes later, I feel my phone buzzing in my pocket and pull it out to focus on a message from Alexander. “Don’t forget.” Are the only words on the screen as I stare in disbelief.
“It was real? I could have sworn that it was just a bad dream because of what I drank.” I murmur under my breath as I scratch the back of my neck and close my eyes just for a second.
Not wanting to confirm his words, I quickly put the little phone on the hardwood kitchen table and then slide the matching chair back as I stand. Stretching slowly, I reach towards the ceiling and yawn at the same time. When I finally look around, I scan the room before Emily perks her ears up and stares at me with her beautiful green feline eyes as she stands up and saunters towards me.
Meowing softly, she looks as if she is smiling and is trying her best to say good morning to me in her soft-spoken little voice. Ever since she was a little kitten, she has sounded like this. When she grew, her voice stayed the same even though she became an oversized grey tabby, who tends to eat far more than she should.
If this overbearing man has his way, what will I do with her? Surely, she wouldn’t be happy anywhere but here. Clearly, he must have been joking and still is because we have just met. After all, this is just not the way things are done in the twenty first century.
Shaking my head, I say softly to her as I lean down to pet her soft flowing coat, “Emily, what shall I do with you?”
Picking her up, I stand and then carry her over to the counter where I place both her and then a can of cat food from the cabinet just below her. As I pull the tab on the lid Emily stares patiently at me, until she hears the familiar pop and then she smells the especially pungent odor of the tuna and goes wild. Jumping up and down, she reminds me of the kitten she once was before I empty the contents into her food bowl and stand back to watch as she begins to feast on her meal hungrily.
Smiling, I let my thoughts wonder off to last night and the strange encounter with Mr. Defiant. Had I fought him, would I have ended up on the side of the road dead for someone to find in the morning? Is he really a monster, a werewolf, or a demon who is merely playing with me like a toy?
With all these things cluttering my thoughts, I don’t notice when Kelly walks up behind me. Hearing footsteps finally, I quickly turn around with my fists raised, ready for a fight.
“No!” Kelly exclaims as she dodges my punch just in time.
Almost falling to the floor, she recovers as I focus on her face and realize who she is. “Oh no. Are you alright?” I cry out in shock as I reach out to her.
As soon as she shakes herself, she smiles softly and then states in a matter-of-fact tone of voice, “Boy, those boxing classes sure did pay off, didn’t they?” before giggling.
Stepping closer, I take her in my arms and then beg softly, “Please forgive me. I don’t know what I was thinking. I guess I wasn’t and that was the problem.”
Frowning, I feel bad enough as it is and then now this. Why did she have to pop in just when I am rehashing last night’s events and feeling like I want to fight? Is there any worse timing?
Sure, she may think it is funny, but I almost decked my best friend. Turning to look at her, I ask regretfully, “How was last night with Jonathan?”
Freeing herself from my arms, she sits down and stares at me as I do the same, then she clears her throat before replying hesitantly, “It was interesting, especially when you left with that hot guy Alexander and never came back. To be honest, I thought that guy was going to kidnap you and I would never see you again.”
She lowers her eyes to Emily who has jumped up on my lap and is now purring loudly before she continues while scooting to the front of her seat. “So, what’s the deal with him? Did you two fuck or what? He seemed really into you and so intense. Did you get a look at his golden eyes? Wow, gorgeous.”
Knowing that if I tell her everything, she will think I am insane, I calmly answer her questions one at a time. “He is intense, yes and we did. It was really hot, and he does have the most beautiful eyes of any man I have ever met. However, now he is demanding to see me again and is so domineering that I don’t know if I can take much more of this. I mean, there is a part of me who just wants to tell him to fuck off, but the other part wants him to scoop me up and tell me that he loves me. Then there is the fact that he is demanding I move in with him in a few days. I don’t much care for that or know what it is all about. He didn’t go into much detail regarding it.”
“What?” She asks slowly as she draws out the word and I watch as her blue eyes become the size of saucers.
“What the hell?” She asks in shock as she cocks her head and looks as if she is dreaming while wildly blinking to clear her eyes.
Swallowing hard, she adds hesitantly, “Don’t tell me that my best friend is running off with a dream man? I don’t know if I can handle that.”
Before I ever get to say another word, I feel her fingers wrap around my wrist as she asks worriedly, “But what about your birthday? I know you told me you didn’t want me doing anything for your birthday, but you only turn 29 once. Next year you will be 30 and we just won’t ever talk about that.”
Looking as if she has just said the unforgivable, she puckers and then sighs before frowning while she stares at me disapprovingly. “We must do something tonight for your birthday. Please.” She says before begging and giving me her best pouting face.
Cocking her head, she stares at me as I try to figure out what I should do. I am damned if I do and damned if I don’t. So, what the hell.
Opening my mouth, I am just about to say, “Sure.” when I hear my phone ring and the screen lights up.
“Ugh, of course.” I murmur under my breath as I look over and see Alexander’s contact info on the screen.
What I read next though irritates me beyond belief and raises my blood pressure through the roof. “Ana, I am coming over. Are you home?”
When Kelly glances at the message she looks up into my eyes and then asks hesitantly, “He acts as if he owns you already? What is his problem?”
“He is about to find out that I am going to be the biggest pain in his ass if he doesn’t leave me alone for a few fucking hours!” I exclaim as I pick up my phone and get ready to chuck it across the room.
Grabbing ahold of it quickly, Kelly stops me before I do and changes the subject so I don’t do something I will regret later. In the meantime, Emily jumps off my lap and runs to her bed in the corner. One eye on me constantly as she begins to lick her paw slowly.
“So, did you call Mr. Connelly yet?” She asks quickly with a worried look in her eyes.
Glancing up at the clock, I yell, “Shit!” because I am supposed to call in two hours before work and it is now about an hour.
I haven’t even showered or gotten ready for my doctor’s appointment, let alone called in work so they can find a temp to fill my position. While rubbing my leg where Emily’s nails dug in, I remember when I started the secretarial job at Jefferson and Jefferson Law Offices 8 years ago. I felt so lucky to be fortunate enough that I got an interview, let alone the position. However, when I found out that Mr. Jefferson wanted me to do far more than what was stated on the job application, I quickly made sure that we were never alone.
When Mr. Connelly came to work for the company, I became his secretary and suddenly I felt much more comfortable because he had a wife and three little children. He wouldn’t want to carry on with me in the background, or at least I hoped he wouldn’t, but I soon found out that I was wrong.
Taking the phone and dialing the office number, I hold my breath for a second before I hit the send button and hear the familiar ringing. When Mr. Connelly picks up and I hear his voice stating, “It is too late to call in.” I know that I will be in trouble as soon as I tell him, even though I have been with the company for years on end.
Dreading the conversation, I finally speak up and clearly state, “Mr. Connelly, I won’t be in today. I had forgot to tell you on Friday that I have a doctor’s appointment today that I can’t get out of. I am sorry for the inconvenience, but I need to go. I will be back in tomorrow. Thank you.”
Not even giving him a moment to think about it, I end the call and then turn to Kelly who by now is staring at me within 5 inches of my face. She has a peculiar little smile on her face as she begins to speak, “So, you never did tell me how good the hot sex was. Spill.”
Shaking my head, I state hesitantly, “If you really want to know. Let me catch a shower and then as soon as I get back from the doctor’s, I will tell you everything you want to know, right down to how big his gigantic dick is. Alright?”
While standing up, I look around the room and then see that Emily’s water bowl is still full. Feeling a bit better about this whole situation, I glance back to Kelly and then ask again, “Alright?” as if I was talking to a child.
Nodding, she stands up and then follows me to the front door before she finally says quickly, “By the way, while you are at the doctor’s office, think about where you want to go tonight.”
“Fine.” I answer absentmindedly as I begin to think about everything I must do today.
After taking a nice steaming hot shower, I reach for the towel on the rack next to me, only to be completely surprised when I hear Alexander’s booming voice declare, “I got this.”It scares me so much that I jump and then lose my footing as I slide across the white tub floor. Grasping for the plastic sunflower shower curtain quickly, I cry out, “No!” before I rip it right off its hooks.This was the only thing between the two of us. At least now I am covered by the curtain and not naked in front of him, even though I must have hit my head on the edge of the tub, because now I am becoming dizzier by the second. As I lay there stunned for the moment, I don’t even question why he is standing in my bathroom. Or how he got in. Instead, I fight to keep my eyes open as he unwraps me gently and then picks me up effortlessly in his strong arms. Carrying me out of the bathroom, he glances down at me as he hesitates at the door and then asks thoughtfully, “Where is your bedroom, I need to
As soon as we arrive at Dr. Franklin’s office, the driver kindly pulls up to the front entrance and lets me out. Right before he opens the door, Alexander wraps his fingers around my wrist and points at the only available spot before stating flatly, “We will be parked right down there when you get out.”Nodding, I fake a smile and then make my way to the doctor’s office just in time for my appointment. When I open the door and see several others sitting there waiting as well, I swallow hard and sigh before walking up to the desk and announcing my presence. “Hello, how may I help you?” A woman asks with a kind smile on her face as she slides the glass window open and stares at me expectantly. Clearing my throat, I answer softly so no one else can hear, “My name is Anastasia Smith and I have a 10 o’clock appointment for my annual.” Cocking her head, she glances up at me and asks professionally, “Are there any changes we need to know about that the doctor should address?”I stand th
“Come on. Let me show you our home before I must take you back.” He adds as he leads me out the doors and down the street. At the end of the road, we walk up to a beautiful older home. It is painted white with royal blue trim round the windowpanes. The front door looks to be made from hardwood and has a finely crafted brass wolf head handle. The moment he opens the door, I gasp at the entry way with its gorgeous carved statues and the beautiful red roses in a big thick glass vase. “You don’t like it?” He asks with concern in his voice and a furrowed brow as he wraps his arms around my waist and gazes into my eyes.Smiling, I yell, “No silly, I love it.”As soon as he hears this, he lowers his head and crushes his lips against mine before he devours my mouth and scoops me up in his arms. However, as he does this, it begins to make me feel lightheaded, so I place my hands on his chest. Fighting to gasp for air, I push myself away from him and then stop to glare.“You must stop d
As he grabs his things and begins to get dressed a few minutes later, I follow suit while I watch him slip into his clothes. “This is definitely a man who knows no bounds.” I think to myself while admiring him. Not only is he the strongest man I have ever met, but he is also more intelligent than I originally gave him credit for. “Are you almost ready?” He asks quietly a few minutes later as he walks back over to the window and stares out at the rain.For some reason he sounds tired and preoccupied. Perhaps, it is because he is worried about his clan and those he has lost today. As I walk over to his side, I find myself wondering where werewolves go when they die. Do they just disappear? Or do their spirits go back to another body for the cycle to begin again? Remembering something from an old folk lore tale that my mother once read to me, I recite a poem in my head that she sang to me right before bed one night as a small child. “Lay me down in a field of flowersLay me down
Standing there, I swallow hard when I feel a pair of hands slither around my waist and hot breath on the back of my bare neck. Feeling a rock-hard cock press against my spine, I dare to turn around and stare a man down in his late 20’s with blonde hair and gorgeous blue eyes. However, when he leans down and kisses me softly on the lips, I feel a sudden rush. Especially when he releases me only to ask, “Would you mind if I ask you to dance? You are gorgeous and I can’t stop thinking that we would be so good together.”This is exactly the thing I need to get my mind off Alexander tonight. “Happy birthday to me.” I murmur under my breath before glancing at Kelly and smiling. She winks at me knowingly and then waves me off before saying reassuringly, “Go. I will hold down the fort. Go have the time of your life.”Taking my hand, he leads me out to the dance floor, just like Alexander did. “What the fuck?” I ask myself because I realize that everything reminds me of him.As we reac
When we arrive, I watch the houses as we slowly drive by them and all the people as they stare at the passing vehicle. As the car stops, I feel a wave of nausea overcome me because I sense that something is not right here. Too late, do I turn to Alexander as he steps out of the car and then sighs before asking, “Are you coming or not?” with an angry look in his eyes.I can already tell that whatever is about to happen, is not a good thing by the way he grabs my hand roughly and then pulls me out of the car when I edge towards the door. Swallowing hard, I furrow my brow the moment he practically lifts me off the ground. A second later, I find myself rushing as I follow behind him, barely keeping up even though I am walking as fast as I can. When we arrive at the doors to the hospital, I am gasping for air as he stares at me in disapproval. “I must do this first.” He announces while opening the doors and waving me in to go before him.The moment I walk inside, I notice that the ai
Seeing a woman walk towards me, I try to clear the sleep from my eyes because I feel like I am in a dream. As I stand there, I could swear that she is my twin, but she is wearing that same long red velvet dress with a corset and her hair is much longer than mine is. For some reason, she doesn’t notice me standing there, staring at her, as she walks by and then asks a tall man who is standing in the shadows something quietly. This whole thing unnerves me because I feel the same sense of déjà vu that I did the moment that Alexander’s eyes and mine met that night in the club. “Are you alright, my dearest?” She asks the tall stranger before he turns around and I see a man who could be the spitting image of Alexander, but perhaps ten years older.He has crow’s feet forming in the corners of his eyes and a hint of white hair peeking out from his crown as he leans down to kiss her softly and then says sweetly, “Yes, my love. Hearing the door open quickly, I turn to see a small child of
“So, are you taking me home?” I ask hesitantly because I am preparing myself for the let down when he says that he is.“Yes, I am. Right now, you should be safe enough. Frankly, I am surprised that they found you. Not only have I masked my scent on you, but I made sure that when we dropped you off, they couldn’t track you. Matter of fact, that is precisely why we did what we did.” He says in a matter-of-fact tone of voice before looking out the window.Cocking my head, I think about this for a minute before I ask slowly, “What exactly do you mean by that?”When he returns his attention to me, he has a funny look on his face as if he knows a secret and he isn’t telling. After clearing his throat, he confesses everything quickly, “Well, it means that I planned all this to protect you. I knew that I couldn’t be watching over you while I went after the Alpha of the other pack. The safest place for you at that moment was your house because they were not supposed to know about it or
“Did he mention what it could possibly be?” Alexander asks me curiously before waiting patiently for my answer.Silence falls across the room as I mull over what to say to him. Shall I tell him what Jeffery thinks it may be? Or should I wait because if I am not pregnant, it might do more harm than good. I could just see him getting excited at the prospect of having babies, only to have him become sullen when he finds out that we won’t be expecting any. Even worse, if his brother has poisoned me, will he kill him?Not wishing to think about either choice right now, I finally shrug my shoulders, and then say slowly in a whisper, “He has a few theories, but we shouldn’t discuss this until the test results come back. I wouldn’t want you to get upset until we know for sure.”Realizing I had already said too much, I watch him stand up and start to pace. It has been about an hour since the doctor left and took his samples with him. Just before he shut the door behind him, Jeffery shou
Glancing out the window at the sun as it begins to set, I watch the golden tinged treetops glow against the blue of the clear sky, before the sun all but disappears behind the tree line. It was a long, but beautiful day, as I walked around the village alone and ate in the diner without Alexander at my side. As I did, everyone stared at me, but didn’t dare approach me. Instead, they looked on with smiles on their faces. By the time I heard Alexander open the door behind me, I had already made up my mind to be mad at him no matter what he said his excuse was. So, when he mutters softly, “Oh jeez. I completely forgot.” and runs his hand through his thick hair, I roll my eyes and return my attention to the woods around the house.As I hear him walk up behind me, he puts a hand gently on my shoulder. Pausing, he sighs and then leans down to butter me up by kissing my neck and then whispering in my ear, “I’m sorry. I had to take care of business.”Shrugging his hand off my shoulder
Two hours later, I sit in Kelly’s living room, staring at the television, as I wonder where in the hell Alexander is. “Where could he be?” I murmur under my breath as I nurse one killer of a headache and try my best to not throw up. While holding my stomach, I hear a knock at the door. “Finally.” I state out loud as my voice echoes throughout the empty room.Standing up quickly, I push the off button on the remote and then place it on the glass coffee table before I hurry to the door with my purse. On the way, I pass the hall mirror and catch a glimpse of my haggard appearance. “Boy, I need to get some sleep.” I whisper under my breath before reaching the door.Wrapping my slender fingers around the cold, brass knob, I turn it only to find Alexander standing in front of the door with a somber look on those handsome lips of his and his head hung down low. As he glances up at me, I notice that his eyes are hooded as if he isn’t proud of something he has done. So, I venture to ask
Ten minutes later, she walks out of the bathroom with a frown on her face, but she isn’t crying so I am completely confused. “Is it positive or not?” I hesitate to ask her, but in the end, I just spit it out quickly.Frowning at me, she replies softly, “It is negative, but while I was sitting in the bathroom, I began to get excited at the idea of having a baby growing in me. Something to love and to take care of that would be my very own. Now, I am beginning to wish that it was positive and almost cried when I saw that it was not. Is there something wrong with me?”As she asks me this, I watch as tears form in the corners of her eyes and then they begin to cascade down her cheeks like mini waterfalls. Coming to her rescue, I wrap my arms around her and let her cry on my shoulder for what seems like forever. When I hear her gentle snoring on my shoulder about 15 minutes later, I begin to giggle before cutting it short because it appears that she has fallen asleep on me. “Wow. N
After knocking loudly on Kelly’s door for a minute straight, she finally opens hesitantly while looking like she has been crying for quite some time. “I didn’t think you would come.” She murmurs under her breath as she looks up at me with tears in her eyes.“Is she alright?” Alexander asks thoughtfully from behind me and then as soon as he sees the tears he adds, “Let me know when you want to be picked up.”Looking up at him, I state flatly, “I will stay the night here and text you in the morning when I am ready.”Nodding, he seems to completely understand and heads back to the car. When I walk inside, I watch him leave before I shut the door and return my attention to Kelly who is standing there with tears cascading down her cheeks. As I wrap my arms around her, she lays her head on my shoulder and then says softly between crying spurts, “I don’t know what to do.”“Well, first of all, you need to take a test and find out for sure if you are or not.” I state calmly while trying to
Once I pull on a steel grey, chenille over-sized sweater and a pair of faded blue jeans, I walk down the stairs and find the study. As I raise my hand to knock, I hear a young woman’s voice coming from inside, saying softly, “Oh Alpha, it was nothing. I just figured since the two of you were settling in, I would provide you with some snacks for the evening. I do hope that she satisfies you in every way possible.”Putting my ear to the door, I listen more carefully because now this conversation has my full attention. Not only am I a little upset that this woman is alone with my man, but she seems to be trying to warm up to him so she can get in his bed as well.“Jessica, thank you very much for all that you have done, but I assure you we are fine, and it is none of your business in any event. I think you should leave now.” Alexander says as his deep, booming voice echoes through the heavy hard wood.Hearing footsteps walk towards the door, I quickly back up and scan the room frant
As soon as I step foot in the door, I turn around and glance up at Alexander’s face to see an incredible sorrow in his eyes. It almost stops me from saying what I am about to, but not quite. There is one thing that I cannot do for the moment, and I intend on telling him right now before it is too late. “Alexander.” I say abruptly before he wraps his arms tightly around me and devours my mouth hungrily.The warmth of his embrace and the soft kiss of his lips, makes me forget that I need to tell him I can’t get pregnant right now. Instead, I melt in his arms as I return his hot kisses. When he leaves my lips to kiss the crook in my neck, I shiver in anticipation because I long to feel his touch again, even though it has only been a short time since we have made love.It is truly amazing that even though we have known each other for such a short time, I am already longing for him in every way possible. In a way, I am not surprised one bit though, because he demands everything, but
As we walk out the door, I find myself wondering if he is still holding a grudge or if he can merely flip a switch to become an asshole willingly. “Are you coming or not?” He asks gruffly before continuing to the big building with lots of cars parked out front.Assuming that this is where we are about to eat, I nod, and then sigh as he opens the door forcefully and I see about 25 people at various tables around the room. Apparently, this is a restaurant and everyone else is already eating. When they glance up from their plates, they smile and nod at Alexander before he waves them off and continues to an empty table at the front of the room.While looking around at each one of them, I think that it is strange that they are all dressed to the t’s in their beautiful, colorful dresses and dress suits. “Surely, they don’t always dress this way for dinner, do they?” I whisper right next to Alexander as he holds the chair out for me to sit down.Smiling, he shakes his head subtly before
After hours of love making, I collapse on the bed from pure exhaustion. Turning over, I stare at him sleepily with half closed lids and smile because I feel completely fulfilled. This man-beast seems to know exactly what my body wants and when as he scratches my itch at just the right time, every time.With his back turned to me, I run my forefinger down the curve in his back as the spine dips and then ends. When my stomach begins to growl, he turns over and laughs before asking sweetly, “Would you care for some dinner? I do believe it is time.”As a smile spreads across my lips, I sit up quickly and state, “Of course. That would be wonderful.”Feeling the bed dip, I watch as he stands up and then I follow him. After grabbing my clothes, I turn to head towards the bathroom before he states unexpectedly, “By the way, I had bought you some clothes. They are in the closet. Go check if there is something you might want to wear to dinner tonight.”Pleasantly surprised, I smile befo