I go slow as I really don't know if I can go through with it. I unbutton his pants and slide his zipper down. I just keep telling myself it's just to stall, to allow Adam to get the cops here. I just need more time. He uses the gun to caress my cheek. I have to close my eyes so he can't see the revulsion in my eyes. It must work as he hums thinking I'm doing it in pleasure. I push his pants down, taking more time. But he's impatient and shoves my hand inside his briefs. I finally take him in my hand. I can feel the vomit about to come up my throat. Finally, there's a pounding on the door. "You didn’t listen. I told you I would not let another man have you. I’ll kill him first. Get rid of whoever it is, or they die then you do. I'm not playing." He demands. "Ok." I agree. He’s right. I did this. I created this problem. I can’t let him hurt Adam. “I’ll talk to him and explain I need to talk with you. He’s probably just confused because of what happened at the mall. I’ll get him to
"We dated for a year. Three days before I came here, I walked in on him screwing his secretary in his office. I ended it. He followed me here and showed up at a club I went to with my coworkers. I had a couple drinks and I wasn't drunk at all, but I wanted answers." I reply. "Why he cheated, did I not please him. I was feeling so insecure about myself. He had admitted he liked it hard and rough but he thought I wasn't the type of woman who would like that part of him. So, he used others for that kind of sex." I explain. "He's obviously messed up." Adam replies. "Please, I need to finish. He'd been screwing her for six months! And been with three other women. l wanted revenge so badly did something stupid." I continue. "I brought him back and showed him what he was missing. Then I ended it again and threw him out. Security escorted him out of the building. I pushed him over the edge." I paused. "It was my stupid revenge that caused him to do this. He told me that now he knew how g
"Oh oh." I gasp. "Cute. Why don't you just stay here? You've got what 4 months left?" He asks. "Adam we just met. I don't think I should be moving in with you. I mean it's complicated to say the least. I'm afraid this won't end well." I explain. "Look I can provide you with the security you need. We are both into each other. And what if your Ex gets out on bail?" He asks. I bite my lip thinking. What will I do if he gets out on bail? I know he'll come for me. But I'm afraid of falling hard for Adam and having my heart broken.But my heart is better than my life. And this will probably be short lived. Maybe I should just enjoy it while it lasts right? "Ok. You're right I have to think about him getting out on bail." I agree. "This is the right thing to do. Trust me, I'll keep you safe." He promises. I call Mr. Jackson and let him know everything. Well not the sleeping with Adam. But I told him I was staying at Adam's house for the security. He didn't question it.It's been two w
Security shows us to the manager’s office. We go in and sit down. Adam explains what happened. "I want to apologize Miss Gilliam for what happened. "I'm glad you had videos to prove your case. But you're putting me in a hard place. You know whose daughter she is. I can't afford trouble with her father. I'm not throwing you out nor black listing you. And I can't throw her out either." He explains. "Are you kidding me?!" Adam demands. "Adam don't. Just take me home." I reply. "Don't worry we won't be back." He warns. We leave the club. So much for celebrating. We get to his house and go to his bedroom. "Is the universe trying to tell us something? First Jesee, then Rachel. I mean seriously?!" I reply. "Fuck the universe and to hell with Jesee and Rachel. I want you. And only you. Isabel, I want you to think about something. I want you to consider moving here permanently. To California and here with me." He replies. "I don't know what to say." I gasp. "Don't say anything. Just
Thanks to Adam running through every mud hole, he could find we got nasty! He even got us stuck and I waded to the edge to get the rope for my dad to tow us out! He's such a guy! We get back to my parents and he's pulling off his shoes and shirt. Even covered in mud he's sexy. We spray off with the water hose to get most the mud off. Then strip down to our underwear and go through the utility room.Mom left towels for us. We showered and got dressed. After dinner we went to my apartment. "I haven't had that much fun ever! Wow you guys got to grow up around here. You had all the fun!" He exclaims. "When I was in school, we had horses. We used to go riding every weekend. We'd leave out after breakfast and pack food. And not return till bedtime. We'd ride all over the mountains. After we sold the horses, dad bought the four wheelers. Then the county started making all the trails for atv's." I explain. "I am so jealous. I think you needed to ask me to move in with you!! I wish I'd be
I'll try.” He replies. “It's ok. I understand. Your group depends on you.” I reply. “Have I told you how proud I am of you? The work you've done in turning around that office is amazing.” He praises. “Thanks! I'm proud to say that so far, I've acquired back half of those who left. And we've been complaint free since I cleaned house.” I explain. “You are an amazing woman. My amazing woman!” He kisses me. Two weeks passed quickly and it was time for Adam to leave. I wanted our goodbyes private so we did them at his house. “It will pass quickly. You'll see.” Adam assures me. “I know. Safe travels!” I reply. “I love you!” He replies. “And I love you!” I reply. After he left, I took a long hot shower and cried. It hurt so bad to say goodbye. I don't know why. It's only temporary. I’m being so needy. What's wrong with me?! **ADAM’S TEXT** I miss you like crazy! (heart emoji’s) **ISABEL’S TEXT** Me too! (heart emoji’s) **ADAM’S TEXT** Boarding, love you! **ISABEL’S TEXT** Fly
“Oh, that's right you conveniently missed the first part of the conversation. The part where she said and I quote "l see you didn't heed my warnings” of course she saw you and retorted that other crap.” I retort. “Why would she do this? We have never been involved at all.” He replies. “Because she has decided she wants you and she’s insane. She’s also used to getting whatever she wants. And I'm standing in her way!” I reply. “You sound like you don’t believe me?” He doesn't answer just stands there. Are you kidding me?! I go to our bedroom and get my pajamas and go to the bathroom. This is unbelievable. He can’t believe me over some bitch he doesn’t even know. I lock the door. I’m pretty pissed at him right now. “Babe, why's the door locked?” Adam asks. “I don't feel like talking to you right now.” I retort. “I don't understand why.” He replies. Seriously? Please tell me he’s not serious! I unlock the door and walk out. “Let's see, I told you the whole story, and how she comp
“You were drinking, then all of a sudden you were drunk. You passed out at the bar right after that video, and I took you back to the hotel.” Security answers.“So, you saw everything that happened? And nothing happened after this video?” Adam demands.“Yes Sir.” The security replies.“Isabel, I think I was drugged. I only had two drinks. There's no way I would be so drunk I would do that plus not remember it and pass out. When I woke up this morning I felt like shit and I couldn’t remember anything from last night after getting to the bar.” He explains.“Well maybe you should get tested. Goodbye Adam.” I reply.“Where are you going? You’re leaving? Why? I didn’t do this?” He explains.“I want nothing to do with this. Someone who’ll go to that extent to break us up and its all-over social media that you two are a couple and getting married. It’s just too much. Who knows what else she will do. She’ll never stop.” I reply.I walk out the door and got in the jag and drove to the hotel I
Could I be? Or is it the stress? I wash my face and brush my teeth again. The police escort is here to take me to the hospital. I get to the hospital and Grant is signing his release papers to leave. “We need to stop at the pharmacy. I need to get some gauze to change the dressing on my hand." Grant replied.“Umm, yeah I need to stop and get something as well.” I said. “Oh? What?” Grant said. “Well.. I ah.. Gosh this is so not the time, and so hard to say.” I stuttered. “Darling what’s wrong?” Grant asked. “Well I thought it was nerves, but I’m not sure..” I replied.“Not sure about what?” Grant asked. “I’ve been getting nauseous. And I’ve thrown up a few times.” I explained. “Something you ate?” Grant asked. “No, I don't think so.” I denied. “Stomach bug?” Grant asked. “No.” I replied.. “I don’t understand?” Grant was confused. “I think I might be pregnant.” I blurted. “Say something please?” I begged. “I’m just caught by surprise. I mean I know due to the situation th
The ambulance and police finally get there after what seemed like forever. They take Grant to the hospital but I have to stay behind to talk to the police and the detective. “Yes, that's definitely brake fluid. I’m going to go look under his truck at his brake lines. I’ll also have a professional look it over. I’ll be in touch.” Detective said. “Okay, thanks! I need to get to the hospital.” I said. I go to the condo and get my stuff and call an uber for the hospital. I get there and have to wait in the waiting room until they get him in a room. “Are you family of Grant’s?” Dr.Greene asked. “Yes. We live together.” I replied. “I can’t discuss his condition without you being family or his consent. But he is in a room now and you can see him.” Dr.Greene said. “Thank you, that’s perfectly fine. I understand your policy.” I responded. I went into his room, sick to my stomach. He’s here because of me. Because of my deranged ex. His head is bandaged and his face is pa
KENZIE'S POINT OF VIEW He’s so angry and I’ve not heard him use the f word. Grant’s not the kind that curses, one of the things I love about him. He doesn’t smoke either and drinking is strictly a glass at special dinners. “Why didn’t you tell me earlier? I should have been here to make sure you had an escort home.” Grant said. “I didn’t want you to be worried while you were driving. And we can’t let his bullshit control our life. You have work and I have work. I took an uber and I will from now on, on the days you’re gone.” I said. “Okay, but I want you straight home and not to go anywhere. You’re safe here and at work.” Grant said. “I know and I will. I promise.” I agreed. Good, let’s eat before it gets cold.” Grant replied. After we ate, we watched a movie. And half way through it we couldn’t keep our hands off each other. The rest of the movie was forgotten. “You make me insane everytime I see you. I want to take you to bed and strip your clothes off you. And make lov
KENZIE’S POINT OF VIEW We lay there for several minutes waiting for our breathing to calm down. And I realize this is real love. I’ve never felt this much, it’s more than sex. it’s mind, body, and heart. Wow 36 years old before I find real true love! He leans down and his lips meet mine. No hurry, taking his time enjoying the pure bliss and aftermath of our love making. He lays down beside me and when his body leaves mine I feel so empty. He pulls me into his arms and kisses me again. We’re laying on our sides facing each other. His legs tangled in mine, his arms wrapped around me. END OF KENZIE’s Point of view “Wow, that was amazing. It was the best I’ve ever experienced.” Grant said. “Me too.” Kenzie agreed. “Give me a few minutes and I want a repeat.” Grant smiled. “Ah Grant?” Kenzie said. “Hmm?” Grant said. “We didn’t use protection.” Kenzie said. “You’re not on the pill?” Grant asked. “No. I can’t take the pill. I have a condition that makes me highly suscep
“Yes?” Grant said. “Umm he can’t get up here right?” Kenzie asked. “No he can’t. Even after he gets out of jail don’t worry about him coming back here.” Grant replied. “Okay, would you..” Kenzie started to say. “Would I do what??” Grant asked. “Uh, nothing, never mind. See you in the morning.” Kenzie said. “What is it Kenzie?” Grant asked. “I just, um, I don’t want to be alone.” Kenzie responded. “Would you like for me to sleep with you tonight?” Grant asked. “Would you mind? I mean just sleep, that’s all.” Kenzie blushed. “Go to bed, I’ll be there in a few minutes.” Grant said. Grant made sure the door was locked. Then he went to his room to change clothes. He put on gray joggers and no shirt. “Oh my, I didn’t think this through. I don’t think I’m getting any sleep tonight.” Kenzie thought. “Ah, where’s your shirt?” Kenzie asked. “You’re lucky I have joggers on. I normally sleep in my boxers.” Grant responded. He climbed in bed behind her. Her heart was b
It must be Bob or Grant. Bob has been bragging so much about how well the office is running now. She went to the front desk. There’s a beautiful flower bouquet. “I’m McKenzie Berkley.” Kenzie said. Front desk said. “ This is for you. They are so beautiful.” “Yes, they are. Thank you!” Kenzie said. “Miss me?” Leo said. He’s right behind her and the fear is stuck in her throat. Slowly she turned to him holding her breath.“What are you doing here?” Kenzie asked. “I came to collect my wife.” Leo said. "I don’t know if my face is pale from fear or red from embarrassment as the front desk clerk knows I’m living with Grant." Kenzie thought.“Ex-wife, and I’m not going anywhere with you. I left you and filed for divorce.” Kenzie said. “And I refused the divorce and you are coming home where you belong.” Leo grabbed her wrist. “No I am not! I am home. I live here now!” Kenzie said. “How can you afford this?” Leo asked. “That’s none of your business.” Her face turned red. He squeez
“We don’t need privacy. I broke up with you almost a year ago. Why do you keep showing up where you’re not wanted?!” Grant shouted. “But baby you know our parents want us to marry, have kids, be with our own kind.” Amber responded. “Holden, you were supposed to keep my alien status a secret!” Kenzie crossed her arms. He bursts out laughing and she gives me the death glare. “You think you’re funny don’t you?” Amber asked. “Ah, Holden, you should read this text from Mary.” Kenzie said. “Yeah, I know I am. I’d rather be funny than a desperate woman.” Kenzie said. “Look Amber, for the last time I don’t love you. I am not marrying you. As a matter of fact I’m in love and seeing someone else. So don’t come back here.” Grant replied. “You don’t mean this old hag do you?! Please tell me you’re joking?!!” Amber said. “Shut your mouth! Leave now before I call security! And don’t come back!” Grant yelled. I open the door and held it open. She storms out. “I see, I’m not the only one w
“I want to say yes, but I feel it’s a bad idea.” Kenzie saId. “You saw how big my condo is, It’s paid for. All I pay are utilities. Stuff I pay whether you’re there or not.” Grant explained. “Let me pay half?” Kenzie said. “If it will get you to say yes, okay.” Grant said. “Are you going to tell Leo?” Grant asked. “No, I’ll leave a note when I leave.” Kenzie responded. Kenzie didn't tell him about the one time she packed to leave and Leo threatened to kill her. Telling her he’d rather her be dead than with someone else. Or the many times he said if he caught her with another man he’d kill them both. It’s all talk, she thinks. She's moving 6 hours away and not telling him where. She goes on lunch break to the courthouse and picked up the paperwork she needs to fill out for the divorce. She'll file it the Friday she leaves. Mary and Pat are going to help her pack at the last minute. All she really has are her clothes. Grant is bringing his truck after Leo leaves for work. Her
“I can draft a letter for you and list my info, and say It’s a training trip. And maybe you could stay a couple days?” Grant said. “I don’t think I can afford that.” She responded. “You could ride down with me on Sunday and then I can drive you back when you’re ready. I’ve got vacation days I can take. And I have a 3 bedroom condo. So you don't need a hotel.” Grant explained. “I don't know if that’s a good idea.” She said. “I promise to be a complete gentleman. No funny business.” Grant said. “Okay.” Kenzie said. So I tell Pat and she’s more excited than me. She’s going to help my cover story in case Leo calls my work. When the letter came in the mail Leo threw one hell of a fit. Said he forbade me to go. We fought every day, I almost backed out. But Sunday came and I had my luggage and met Grant at my office so I could leave my car. “How bad was it today?” Grant asked. “Just more ranting and cursing.” She said. “I found several very affordable apartments in goo