Natasha’s POV“You should have gone here with Draven to ensure your safety,” I frustratedly said to Sayna.Saya averted her gaze as if avoiding to look into my eyes.Seeing her reaction made me so much more nervous than I already was.“Sayna,” I called, which sounded out authoritative even if I didn’t want it to be, it just came out.The last thing I want is for Sayna to be upset with me after everything she did for me.“He doesn’t know I left town. No one knows I left and where I went,” she whispered, head down, looking at her feet.I deeply closed my eyes as I massaged my temple upon hearing what she just said.Why would she do that?!As much as I love my friend, Sayna, I think she will be the death of me.“Sayna, please. Please, you have to go home now,” I pleaded to Sayna as I held both of her hands tightly. Scared than I have ever been.“Natasha, but I—““Sayna, this is for your own safety. You have been gone for weeks and I know they are probably looking for you already and worr
Natasha's POV"So, is Elyse coming?" I asked Valerian.For the past hours, I tried so hard to avert my attention from worrying and thinking too much about Sayna. I could not do anything right now but find out what's the reason why Sayna can't track me because if Sayna could not track me, does it mean that anyone from my pack could not too? If so, why?I want to know. Badly.And for now, I can only think of one way to be close to the truth.Hanging out with Elyse in these times will not only clear my mind. I can maybe dig up some information too.Valerian just nodded at me.I smiled. Not a forced one this time.Valerian wasn't lying because not a long time had passed before Elyse arrived in his office."Natasha!" she exclaimed enthusiastically.As usual, this girl has a lot of energy. She just really never runs out of enthusiasm."Hi," I greeted back with a smile, feeling a little bit better now.Seeing Elyse calms my thoughts down. Probably because of her energy and maybe because she
Natasha's POV"It's late."Valerian's voice filled my ears as I entered the kitchen.The whole place is slightly dim that it was almost eerie if it weren't for the glow of the moon cursing through the kitchen windows.Knowing that the moon is illuminating the mansion; being in the dark with the devil doesn't scare me as much."It's late, Natasha," he repeated.I halted.I wanted to say that the sun had just set and it was not late but I stopped myself because he sounded so cold and authoritative.I wanted to turn my back on him and go out of the kitchen again but I gathered all my courage and stood up firmly."Sit," Valerian said curtly.I took a breath and walked towards the dining table.I sat on the chair opposite from where he was sitting.The moment I was sat in front of him, my heartbeat became slow and steady.I felt peaceful.As much as I hate to admit it, Valerian has the ability to calm my nerves down by just being in silence with him, solely because we are mates.Valerian's
Natasha's POVI deeply closed my eyes as I let Valerian's words register in my mind."Natasha," he called.He continued to softly caress my cheeks.It calmed me down and gave me comfort."Natasha."My name stumbled from his lips yet again.Valerian's touch traveled from my cheeks down to my chin and then my lips.He caressed my lower lip.I finally opened my eyes.He's deeply staring down at me."No," I muttered.Confusion came across Valerian's face but I felt him slowly removed his hand from my face.I was taken aback by how obedient he was.How he removed his hand quickly from my face the moment I uttered the word "no"And, this is exactly why I said no. Valerian actions confuses me and for some reason, it manages to disappoint me.Like how he was suddenly started to act sweet and being so careful with me and then the next hours, he's back to being arrogant, and heartless devil that he is.It's starting to become a cycle and I don't want it to be a cycle.I don't want to spend my t
Natasha's POVValerian kissed me on my lips.It started so slow and gently just like earlier when he first kissed me.It's like he's savoring the moment. . . It's like he's savoring me by the way he kisses me.And because of what he was doing, I felt so much desire.I want Valerian.I'm craving for him.I feel like I am going to die if I don't get what I want and I hate feeling this way.It was like the day after we first met; when I was craving for him-- for his blood.His blood. . .I want his blood."Natasha. . ." Valerian pulled himself away from me as he winced when I bit his lips.I bit his lips so hard that I tasted a metallic taste on my tongue.It's his blood.Valerian's blood. . ."What was that Natasha?" Valerian spit his blood out of his mouth.I subconsciously whined.Valerian looked at me, amused by my reaction. "What?""Don't be wasting your blood!" I protested."You want my blood?"I nodded.I didn't know what suddenly came into me but I craved for his blood."I'm righ
Natasha's POVMy hand was left hanging when the door of my room opened before I could even touch the doorknob."Good morning," Valerian greeted me."Good morning," I greeted him back as I subtly took a step back because I realized that we were a little bit too close to each other and I was starting to get flustered.I want to scold myself for feeling this way around him lately but I literally can't do anything about it because my feelings are so stubborn.I guess I will just let myself feel what I feel instead of trying to make sense of it because I can't— I will just lose my mind."I have things to do in the office, you want to come?" Valerian asked.I nod. "I guess, I have nothing to do here except rot in your house all day."It's true, whenever Valerian works and I'm left alone at his house, I literally have nothing to do but wait for him to come home.I like the peacefulness and silence in his house but it gets boring and well... lonely.Unlike when I'm in his office, even if he h
Natasha's POVDays went by so fast that the next thing I knew, I was already packing for my and Valerian's trip to Greece.Actually, I don't know what to expect since it's Valerian's business trip, if you think about it, it's not really a vacation but I'm keeping my hopes up that I will still get to explore because Valerian told me that we are going to Santorini. I saw how beautiful Santorini is in the magazines and I can't deny that I've dreamed of going there-- and now, I can't believe it's going to happen. All because of the devil, Valerian Fenrir."Ooh, you should pack this pretty dress. It will be perfect for brunch in Santorini." Elyse handed me a white beautiful sundress. She's right, I feel like I'll be so beautiful walking around a pretty restaurant in the city.Elyse volunteered to help me pack the moment she learned that I was going with Valerian for a business trip.She was more than excited for me and Valerian.She's so so so excited that I asked her to come with us becau
Natasha's POVTime goes by so slowly when you're so excited about something but it didn't take long for Valerian to get ready and prepare everything.The next thing I know, we're already driving to the airport where his private jet is.I've never ridden or even seen an airplane personally in my whole life and I don't know what to expect except it will be luxurious since Valerian owns it and he just naturally screams luxury and old money.The moment we arrived at the airport, there were people who welcomed us. They attended to our luggage especially mine because I have two suitcases and travel bags with me.When Valerian saw my luggage, he didn't say anything. He knows that Elyse helped me pack and I'm assuming he already knew what to expect.We were escorted to a secluded area with a number of private jets around.I was in total awe when we entered the airport and I didn't think I could be more surprised."Valerian," I called. "Do you own all this?"I have no business asking Valerian'
Natasha's POV5 years later. . ."Don't be scared. There's nothing to be scared of riding an airplane. You wouldn't even know we're up in the sky.""But, that's scary, Daddy!"I frowned as I glared at Valerian.I remember him telling me those exact words 5 years ago and me getting even more scared of the plane ride."Come here, baby. Mommy will hold you so you will not be scared anymore," I said as I grabbed my daughter from her father.My daughter pursed her lips. "But, I'm really scared, Mommy.""I know, I know, baby. But I'm here, Daddy is here too, we will protect you," I reassured her as I hugged her small body, fragile body."Darling, I think we should not force her, I can drive us to the place," Valerian chimed in.I shook my head. "The car drive will take over 10 hours, she will have a hard time."But, we should not force her, love," Valerian reasoned out."We are not forcing her, we're teaching her to be brave." I turned to my daughter. "Right, baby? You want to be brave, rig
Third-Person Point of ViewAs the sun started to rise, more damage from the fight became visible.The fight may have already stopped but the damage it has left from the hearts of the ones that survived can never be forgotten."Valerian!" Victorio yelled at Valerian upon seeing him with Natasha on his arm.Victorio's heart hammered inside his chest as he quickly ran in their direction."Is she okay? What happened to her?" Victorio quickly asked as he kneeled down in front of Valerian who was sitting on the floor."She's fine, she just passed out," Valerian answered. "How about you? Are you alright?" he asked when he saw the blood scattered all around Victorio's clothes and face.Victorio nodded. "Ezra is fine too, I kept him safe.""Thank you," Valerian thanked Victorio.Valerian feels so bad for Ezra. He knows he's been hurting so much from losing Elyse as he is too. They share the same pain so he understands Ezra with all his heart."It's done," Victorio whispered upon seeing Acanthu
Third-Person Point of ViewAcanthus and his pack prepared everything— from weapons to their skills and strength— before they fled their town to go to war.Acanthus had prepared his whole pack for years and years, getting them ready to get his revenge on his mortal enemy, vampires— the Fenrir's specifically. And now he is ready.Acanthus firmly believes that he has the upper hand upon seeing how devastated Valerian Fenrir looked earlier staring at his daughter, Natasha.He believed that he could surely use that to win and kill Valerian Fenrir.When Acanthus sent his daughter to the city to kill Valerian Fenrir, he was overly confident that Natasha could kill Valerian because he trained her starting from the day that Natasha learned how to walk and he's also aware of Natasha's skills and strength but Acanthus was more than disappointed when instead of killing Valerian, Natasha fell in love with him. He thought that he had already done everything for them to stop being mates.And so he h
Valerian's POVI am known to be ruthless.I am known to be a devil.Both by humans and vampires.I am often labeled as cold.As stern.As hard.I've lived hundreds of years in this lifetime and I already came to terms with that, that even I, myself believed that I am. I had to.But, upon hearing my sister's voicemails to me, I felt weak. Upon hearing that Natasha was crying and that my sister is also in danger in the middle of nowhere, I once again hated being immortal because the pain and worry that I feel felt like it could kill me but I could not be killed and it's the fucking worst. It's hell."Drive faster, Ezra," I ordered Ezra and he did so.I could see him gripping the steering wheel tightly as he drove my car, almost wanting to make it fly."Tell me what happened to Elyse, Valerian." He gritted his teeth.I fell silent.I had outlived my parents years ago. I saw my friends die. But there's nothing like the pain of losing my sister.I breathed sharply as memories of me and Ely
Third-Person Point of ViewAll Elyse could do was stare at Natasha's back as she ran away.Elyse tried to call out for her but Natasha was dedicated to not turning her back to look at her. She just continued to run until she was out of the mansion's gate.Elyse's eyes followed her as she watched her get in the car and drive off.Realizing that Natasha was gone, Elyse suddenly came back to reality.She quickly got her keys and went inside her car, deciding to follow the old red Chevy without thinking about anything.Elyse was more than willing to help Natasha because she strongly felt like her friend was in trouble even though Natasha would not tell her anything.She wanted to give as much help as she could and she thought if Natasha would not tell her what was wrong, she will going to find out about it herself. She can't just sit around and stand by knowing that her friend, Natasha might be in great danger. She knew that she would be in danger because of what she saw in her vision whe
Natasha's POVWe have arrived at our town after hours of driving.It's been months since I've been here, it has been months since I last saw my parents, it has been months since the last time I was here, and in those times, Sayna was still alive.I thought it would be nostalgic being in here again but it does not feel like it. It feels different, it feels strange. And I know because my comfort is not here anymore.I thought of the city, of the people in there, of Elyse, of Valerian. . .Valerian. . .Hurt is an understatement to describe the pain that I'm feeling in my heart right now.I lost the most important person in my life and it feels like I'm going to lose someone that had become important to me, too.It hurts.It hurts so much I don't have any words to describe what I'm feeling.The heaviness that I felt in my heart was so hard to contain that my eyes would not stop tearing up.I lost Sayna.I lost Sayna and the reason for that loss is the man that I love.Is the man that I l
Natasha's POVThe sun was already rising when we got home.It was a long flight but Valerian and I were fully rested because of how comfortable the insides of his private jet were.I got scared again when we got on the plane but Valerian never let go of my hand and never stopped reassuring me that everything would be okay and that I had nothing to be scared of.I was scared for the first couple of minutes when the plane took off but I eventually got comfortable beside Valerian and the next thing I knew, I was not scared anymore. It was like, I was not even scared of the plane ever.I was able to face my fear of the plane and I'm hoping that the fear of being home again and going back to reality of my life with Valerian will go away.As soon as we were set at home, Valerian immediately told me that he had to go to his office. He asked me if I wanted to go with him but I refused because I knew he had a lot of work to do and I didn't want to get on his way."Drive safe," I told him as I
Natasha's POVI took a deep breath as I stared at the ceiling.Valerian is lying down beside me and he is quiet.We have both been quiet since we got back to our villa from the restaurant.He managed to calm me down and stopped me from crying earlier at the restaurant by promising me a lot of things like he would fix everything for me and I believe him. I genuinely believed that he would do that.I started to trust Valerian unknowingly and I'm glad that I do.We had a quiet and peaceful dinner and when we got to our villa, no one said anything.I was quiet so was Valerian.A lot of thoughts running through my head and Valerian seemed like he was thinking deeply about something too."How are you feeling?" he suddenly asked beside me."Good," I answered. My voice came out hoarse because of all the crying that I had done earlier.Embarrassment started to form in me upon realizing what I had done earlier.I refused to believe that I broke down in front of him and it was even in public but
Natasha's POVThe sail from Athens to Santorini was approximately 4 hours but it became 6 because of all the miracles that Valerian and I did in the middle of the ocean.I can't believe that we even did it outside on the deck!When Valerian finally told me that we were going to Santorini, I got so excited that I just gave in to him and did whatever he wanted us to do and now I'm rethinking my decision because I feel kind of uncomfortable right in the middle of my thighs."Are you okay, darling?" Valerian asked. "Does your feet hurt?""Yeah, I'm okay," I just answered as I did my best to walk properly without limping towards the bed.I sighed loudly when I finally reached the bed and finally laid down."What happened?" Valerian asked as he sat down beside me on the bed."You happened," I replied.We're at the Villa house that Valerian got for us here at a resort in Santorini. I wanted to explore the place even the whole villa but I really felt uncomfortable in between my thighs that I