Ivy
I haven't heard from Aria since yesterday, Freya seems to be on her best behavior too. She seems so lost without Aria leading her around.
I really don't care though, I'm just glad that they've finally decided to leave me alone.
I head into the nearest cafe that's just a few blocks around the campus to get some coffee since that's all I can afford at the moment.
I'm sure by now the owner of the place would have known me just by my shadow since I come here quite often.
But I'd have to admit, they make really good coffee.
The bell above the door jingles and the melody fills my ears pleasantly as I step into the small building.
I order my usual and take a seat at the edge of the back. I plug in my headphones and put my songs on shuffle.
A nagging feeling that I'm being watched begins to creep up on me and I turn towards the direction where the energy is coming from.
I catch a girl removing her gaze from my direction just in time to know she was staring.
I furrow my brows feeling discomfort but I shrug it off.
I'll just get the coffee and leave.
Something about the feeling intensifies and I catch a group of people giggling and recording me.
I take off my headphones and the first thing my ears catch is “whore” from a person sitting right behind me which is followed by a flash of light.
They were taking pictures.
All of them.
“She's the girl sleeping with Professor Caden” I hear someone say
“I heard her mom's sleeping with him too”
“Smile for the picture”
I get up as fast as I can and leave the cafe
“Ma'am your coffee!”
As I sprint away from there my phone dings multiple times.
I take it out of my bag and I check what might be going on and find that I've been added to a group chat.
With my face as the group icon.
The gossip club.
I tap the group chat and multiple messages flood into my phone.
Every message is a picture of me.
From this morning.
What is all this?!
“So this is the whore?” Someone responds
“I can't believe the professor actually fucks her, she's not even pretty”
“Anyone got her nudes yet?”
I'm utterly horrified by what I'm reading. I begin to hyperventilate.
A picture drops and it's a picture of me right now.
My eyes widen in shock.
I need to get out of here.
Everyone seems like a predator now, it could be anyone.
I hear every laughter and every whisper.
“It's her”
“It's the slut”
I walk faster till I'm totally out of the school premises completely.
I hail a cab and throw all my money at him as soon as he gets to my house.
My phone is blaring with messages and I run into my room slamming the door behind me.
My phone dings again, making me gasp.
I look at the screen and a message appears.
“I've got you where I want you slut!”
Who could be doing this, and why?
I clutch my necklace nervously trying to think but my mind goes to two people.
Aria and Freya.
They're the only ones interested in making my life hell. It must be them.
My ringtone blares through the phone and I pick up my phone slowly, answering the call.
“I hope this teaches you to never touch my man” comes Aria from the other end.
She hangs up before I can even speak.
“Hello?”
I tap the caller ID but I'm restricted from reaching her from the other end.
I bite my nail as my mind races on what to do.
What should I do? What should I do?
I can't let her have her way this time.
A thought comes to mind and I grab my phone immediately going to take screenshots of the group message and report her to the authorities.
But the group chat is gone.
Everything.
Like it never existed.
What?!
How?!
I search frantically through my chats to be sure I haven't skipped it somehow but I can't find anything.
I throw my phone on the floor in frustration and the screen goes flying out on impact.
I scream and kick the wall.
I'm so tired of everything.
I wipe the running tears off my cheeks with my sleeve trying to pull myself together but the tears won't stop gushing out and before I know it I'm on the floor wailing in frustration.
Why is this happening to me?
I don't deserve this!
At times like this I wish my dad was here.
He'd know what to do.
He always does.
My alarm clock blares furiously making me jump but the sharp pain on the left side of my neck makes me instantly regret it.
I slowly get up from the cold floor feeling dizzy with my head hurting.
I probably passed out without realizing.
“What time is it?”
My door swings open and I slowly turn towards it to find mom looking furious.
“What did you do?”
What?
I haven't felt this shitty and looked like it at the same time.
Mom and I sit right across the dean who clears his throat as he sits down behind his desk.
He takes off his concave glasses and runs his eyes before placing them on his table.
“Miss Carter, it has come to my notice that you have been involved in delinquent acts of assault towards a lecturer of this institution”
“What are you talking about sir?”
“Yes, what are you talking about?” Chips in my mom
“I'm talking about this” he says, bringing out a piece of paper from his drawer before handing it over to me but my mom grabs it, giving me a side eye before she reads what's on the paper herself.
She gasps clutching her Van Cleef dupe with eyes looking like they were going to pop right out of her head.
My head spins with anxiety that comes solely from not knowing what's in the paper.
She looks at the dean totally speechless and then looks back at me who in turns looks at her totally wide eyed with expectancy.
I take the paper out of her hand and read what's inside but my heart stops beating for a second once I read the first line.
It read;
Oh Caden from the moment I first laid eyes on you I knew I wanted to suck that big dick of yours.
You're everything a woman needs. I want to scream your name in the classrooms. We can do it in your office too, I don't mind.
I'll do anything to get you inside me, even if it's just once.
Please respond to this letter or I'll shoot myself.
Your secret whore,Ivy.”
“I didn't write this! Why would I write this?!”
“Oh really then who did?” He asks
“Aria did!”
“Do you have anything to prove that?”
“Well no” I reply deflating until I remember what happened yesterday.
“Yesterday I was added to a group chat where I was harassed by fellow students, she even called me!”
“Right,” he says, “and can I see this group chat?” He asks.
I deflate again.
“I don't have a phone anymore” I mutter.
“What's that? Please speak up”
“I don't have a phone anymore, I kind of broke it yesterday so I can't show you anything but it doesn't even matter because she deleted the group chat” I ramble on.
He sighs deeply and I immediately know he doesn't believe me.
“So you have no evidence to either prove your innocence or who the culprit really is” he says putting on his glasses.
“No”
“And you don't feel any of these um feelings for him?” He asks with a straight face.
My mouth goes dry.
“Um”
“Well, do you?” Mom chips in, suddenly coming out of the shock.
“The thing is, well , yes”
He exhales.
“You'll definitely have to be punished for this, I'm sorry Ivy but this is a big offense” he says.
I slouch further as I ball my hands into fists.
“But because you've been a good student up until now, I'll let you go with two weeks worth of suspension”
“Suspension?” I ask “But it wasn't me!”
“Of course,” he says “ You may leave”
I stomp out of the office and into the hallway sniffling.
Eyes follow me till I'm out of the building. I hear Aria laugh behind me but I don't care.
I just want to go home.
The past two weeks flew by so fast. But it wasn't bad either.
I got a part time job as a waitress in a rodeo club. They made us wear short dresses as our uniforms but I didn't really care much.
Most of the men were gentlemen but the rest were utterly disgusting but one thing is for sure. They darn well knew how to tip.
So well that I got a new phone by the end of my first week of working there.
I haven't logged back into the school information group chat though, I'm not mentally ready to have to do anything with them.
I'm finally back in this dreaded building, I pay little to no attention to class.
I just want to go home.
I don't even know why I came back here.
By the time our lectures are over I'm the first one out the door.
I plug in my headphones and drown out the noise and stares I'm getting from everyone in the hallway.
Before I know it I'm out of the premises.
I check my watch and see that I have two hours before my shift.
“That's enough time to do homework”
I catch a movement at my side and I find some guy with a hoodie walking far behind me.
I shrug and continue walking down until I catch another figure and I turn to find four more guys wearing black hoodies as well.
Warning bells ring in my ear and I begin to walk faster but I can feel that they're catching up.
My walking turns into sprints as I run as fast as my legs can take me.
I run into the woods diverting them away from the path to my house as I jump over logs of wood and fallen branches.
I turn back for a brief second and see that they're close behind me.
I reach an old tunnel and run straight into it hoping to escape from them.
I hold my mouth scared they'd hear my breathing.
Suddenly something grabs my leg and pulls me with so much force I come flying out with nothing to hold on to.
“Got her boys!” calls out the one who has a hold of me.
He pulls her hoodie back revealing his face and sandy blonde hair.
“This should be fun” he smirks
I freeze as my heart beat increases.
“Let's see if this pussy of yours can actually do wonders”
“My turn next” one says
My eyes immediately gets dewy and my whole body starts to shake.
I close my eyes waiting for it to happen.
I hear the engine of a car speed towards us and then cracking bones followed by a loud scream.
My eyes jolt open and I find my assaulter on the floor bleeding from his nose.
The rest are nowhere to be found.
A black familiar looking car halts inches away from me and the mystery driver kills the engine.
I'm too shaken to fully grasp anything and my limbs feel too heavy to run.
Please don't hurt me!
The door opens and a man with a baseball cap comes out and picks me up before I can even say a word.
“Are you alright, did they hurt you?” Comes the most beautiful honey voice to ever fill my senses.
Caden.
I stare at him, suddenly forgetting how to speak.
He exhales
“You're going to be okay, I'll take you to safety”
He places me gently into the passenger seat and closes the door, he then gets on the driver's seat and drives off, navigating his way into the road.
“Is your house close by?” He asks.
My voice still hasn't found its way back to me and I can only point in the direction where my house is.
I continue to give him directions by pointing till we reach my house.
By the time we get to our driveway I notice that my legs are still shaking.
The door opens and he scoops me easily and goes over to our front door before setting me down gently.
“Can you make it inside?” He asks and I nod in response.
“Thank you” I manage to say
His eyes glints like they usually do but I can barely read into what it is.
“You don't have to thank me for doing my job”
CadenI sit on the rear end of my car stretching my arms upwards while taking in the musky breeze from the trees that surrounds me.I inhale slowly, letting the familiar scent fill my nostrils while I listen to every chirp and every branch rustling against each other.I exhale slowly, putting down my hands while I open my eyes.Today is a work free day for me.That means no students, and no irritational humans, just me by myself. And what better way to spend your time alone than in the woods?I stumbled upon this place a few years ago and ever since then I couldn't stop coming here.I've always felt a powerful pull here like something is waiting for me.I also come here to be alone and think, it's my own haven away from the background noise that comes along with being domesticated or as my father would say ‘a sophisticated breed'.I take off my shoes so I can feel nature more deeply. This is the fastest way for me to connect.As soon as my feet hit the ground my heart skips a beat and
CadenMy gaze shifts back to my father who in turn gives me a sheepish smile.“Father?”Mrs Carter clamps her hand together and smiles at me widely.“What's all the silence for, we should be happy”she giggles.I squint my eyes at her trying to see what she's getting at.She hugs him tightly.“Your father and I are in love and we're getting married”Von and I gasp at the same time and Ivy almost jumps out of her seat.Seems like she wasn't aware of this either.I take a step back not knowing what to say.What am I supposed to say?“Damn this is awkward,” Von says.“What?” She asks before kissing my father on the cheek and my heart beat stops for a second “Aren't you guys happy for us?”The room goes dead silent and none of us speak for what seems like an eternity.“Ivy doesn't look too good” Von finally says and I scan her demeanor. He's right, she looks like she might get a heart attack.She shouldn't be here, all this is too much for her.Why would they do this? They know damn well t
Ivy Mom's car pulls over at our house just as Caden gets into his own car.She greets him with a big smile and waves which I find both suspicious and almost embarrassing.“Honey I have a big surprise for you, get in the car” she says as soon as he drives off.“Mom can this wait? I just want to lay down for a bit”“Nonsense, we need to go now” she replies then pauses to look me up and down “Are you cold? You're shivering”I open my mouth to speak but before I can say a word she drags me into the car and before I know it I'm sluggishly buckling on my seatbelt dreading every moment.“Here, take a sweater” she says, throwing me a white cashmere sweater she brings out from the back seat.I examine it, feeling the texture.It's the real thing and it's new too.Mom didn't own anything like this, at least non that I know of.I look at the back and find multiple shopping bags and boxes and I'm immediately taken back by the sight.“How?” I mutter“You'll see” she smiles at the rearview mirror
IvyThe rain outside seems soothing enough to pacify the turbulence occuring in our house.It's a Saturday morning and all I want to do is sleep and get the rest I deserve but mom is too preoccupied with moving in with her boyfriend to care.I secretly hoped the rain would be enough to stop her from packing up but she made it clear that that won't be the case once she dragged me out of bed.Now I'm in the living room exhausted and sweaty from all the activities that came along with moving.I look around with tired eyes at the boxes that lay here and there.Packing my stuff from my room wasn't so hard since I had barely settled in anyway. My mom is the one taking her time with this.I just want everything to be over.It feels so funny how we just got here not too long ago and now we're moving out. Who are we even going to sell the house to?Mom comes out of her room with a few boxes with her phone in-between her ear and her shoulder.“I’m so happy with him, he's so sweet you've just go
CadenI can't say I was entirely sorry about what happened yesterday but if I didn't apologize father would probably have me disowned.I roll my eyes getting out of bed.I easily cook up some eggs and bacon for myself and Ivy and prepare some Omelets and toast and then green tea for my father and Mrs Carter. Father always loved his green tea in the morning and Elowyn seemed like she would like that too seeing how she looked fit.I'm not really sure what Ivy would like so I just make her what I'd eat in the morning.Father's scent followed by his distinct footsteps fills the room.“You've always been a good cook, it amuses me that you're a lecturer and not a chef” he jokes.A smile curls at the corner of my lips.He never exactly fancied my job, said it makes me too serious.“You really don't need to flatter me so early in the morning”Cooking has always been my thing, father on the other hand would probably burn down the kitchen if he goes near the stove. Either that or we'll all die
IvyI tap my fingers on my lap aimlessly as a means to distract myself from the fact that professor Caden is just inches away from me behind the wheel.Mom was able to squeeze me in especially through such short notice into the ballet classes that had already started commencing but I'm more than determined to catch up.Dad used to take me to ballet class all the time when I was just a little girl but then I stopped going after they separated. I had too much mental breakdown to focus.But this is my second chance.I've dreamed of doing this again for just a long time and now this is going to be my reality.“Turn left” I tell him and he takes a sharp turn as the car swerves softly.I see him glance at me and the butterflies in my belly do a summersault.“You seem excited”A small smile stretches across my face.“You have no idea”We stop in front of a ballet school in the center of town that I've been eyeing for a while. I look in awe at the building.It's run by the best instructor in
Caden War cries cascade my ears as claws clash against each other. Howls of pain follow.Blood spills on every inch of the once green pasture.Bones cracking.Women crying.Children crying.More blood.More howling.I find myself in the midst of the dark.I'm in a burning room.“Run Caden!” A woman screams before she's consumed by fire“Mother!”I jerk and my eyes move slowly around my room.This is the tenth time I've had this dream, each one being more horrific than the last.I close my eyes and slowly regulate my breathing.Beads of sweat roll down my forehead,down my neck.These dreams are a reminder of our massacre. A reminder of how I failed my pack.I let them down.I let my mother down.I open my eyes and step down from my bed and land on the cold floor.I balance myself above the ground with my palms rooted on the ground.With each push and pull motion I make I exhale slowly.“Hey maybe you should stop now” Von says“No”I'm not just exercising. I'm preparing myself for the
IvyThe satisfying feeling of the burning aftermath of working out finally sets in over my third squad.I fan myself with my hand.I've achieved my goal for the day after a series of procrastinating and I'm more than happy to be done.I had found this gym just a few blocks away from the building where I take ballet lessons and I've come here ever since. The gym instructors are great too.Dare I say that this is one of the few things that I actually like about this place.I catch Aria alongside Freya with my peripheral vision. I honestly don't know how we all keep bumping into each other but at this rate it's becoming so draining.I'm just glad that none of them has the guts to actually try and bully me in the gym.The rules are pretty strict here.Any form of bullying or harassment will lead to you into getting kicked out.I see her talking to a group of people and she's flashing them that fake smile I know too well.I have a strong feeling she's planning something, I just don't know
CadenThe night was thick with tension, the kind that crackled in the air like the calm before a storm. I stood in the dimly lit park, my heart pounding as I watched Ivy's face twist between anger and despair. It was then that I saw him. Elias. He emerged from the shadows, his presence heavy with an aura of menace that sent a shiver down my spine. I instinctively stepped in front of Ivy, a primal instinct taking over as I prepared to protect her from whatever twisted plans he had.“What do you want, Elias?” I called out, my voice steady despite the turmoil churning inside me. “This isn’t your fight.”“Oh, but it is,” Elias sneered, his lips curling into a malicious grin. “You see, Ivy is meant for me. You’ve had your chance, Caden, but you’ve blown it.” His eyes flicked to Ivy, searching for a glimmer of sympathy, but all he found was defiance.“Don’t you dare try to take me away from him!” Ivy shouted, her voice fierce and unwavering. It was the fire I loved, the spark that drew me t
CadenAs I sit on the edge of my bed, the silence of my room presses down on me like a weight I can’t shake off. The taste of Ivy’s lips still lingers on mine, but it’s a bitter reminder of everything I’ve messed up. I can almost hear her voice echoing in my head, the hurt and rage woven into every word she screamed at me. “You’re pathetic,” she said, and I can’t help but feel that’s exactly what I am. I take a deep breath, letting it out slowly as I run my hands through my hair, trying to collect my thoughts. How did I let things spiral so far out of control?The door swings open, and Dad steps in, his expression stern. “Caden, we need to talk,” he says, crossing his arms over his chest. The disappointment in his eyes feels like a punch to the gut. I know he’s heard the commotion, the arguments that turned into chaos. “You need to own up to what you’ve done. You can’t just go around kissing girls and expecting everything to be fine afterward.” His words hit hard, each syllable a remi
IvyI'm so engrossed in my conversation with Elias that I don't even realize when someone slips into my room. Not until they turn on the lights and I practically drop my phone on my face from shock.Ouch!“Well hello Ivy” Julissa says from the door.“Julissa…what are you doing here?” I groan, shielding my eyes.“Oh nothing really, just wanted to tell you to get your hands off my man” she smiles, cocking her head.“Your…what?”“You heard me,” she says, coming close, her feet not leaving any sound. “He belongs with each other” she says before squatting next to me. “And you my dear are ruining things for us”“How can I ruin something that's not even in existence-”“Oh please, don't be so foolish as to be in denial. Caden and I were handpicked by the moon goddess herself”“The moon goddess?....”What the hell is she talking about?Julissa doesn't seem to sense that bewilderment in my voice as she flips her hair with pride and twirls happily much to my amusement.“Yes you heard that right
IvyI don't know how long it's been since Caden and I last saw eye to eye. I don't think I care even to count.It's been so exhausting thinking about him. I hate how I almost slipped out of my senses just by his touch.Elias has been M.I.A too. I can't even reach him. My worry grows more and more each day.I wake up to pitch blackness with a dry throat. I can barely tell what time it is because it's still so dark out.I find my way to the hallway and make my way down stairs. Suddenly someone grabs my arm and yanks me towards them.Just before I can even scream their arm is pressed against my lips and my back is pressed against the wall sending an ache throughout my body.Just as I'm about to scream a pair of lips press themselves on mine and my eyes flutter open.The light dull light from the kitchen slips through the corridor and its leaking light casts the darkness away revealing Caden's eyes locked in mine.His tongue and lips take me hungrily not stopping for a sec as I drown and
Caden My arms ache from today's whole activity, who knew this tiny girl would cause me so much headaches.I watch her run into the house even with me calling after her and I sigh knowing I'd never hear the end of this.“Way to go buddy, you completely ruined the day for everybody including yourself”“Can you not be so unhelpful for just five seconds?”I park the car and step into the house not knowing exactly what to say. The look on father's face is enough to send me to hell but that's not what I'm thinking about at the moment.Dad goes on to yell for a few minutes but I can't pay attention because my mind is so fixated on Ivy. I need to make things right but I just don't know how to.“I'm sorry father” Is the best thing that I can say right before I start to climb up the stairs.He stops talking abruptly like the words get taken from his tongue “well you should be”Reaching my room I can't resist the urge to talk to Ivy, to reach out one last time.Even if I know I might not end we
IvyIt's only after I can feel his lips detaching from mine that I realize that he crossed my boundaries.How dare he?!I push him away from me with everything I have and when he's far apart from me I slap my hand against his face which sends his face turning the other way.“How dare you touch me?!!”His eyes widen clearly taken aback by my outburst but I don't care. I feel used.“Ivy I-”I don't wait for him to finish his sentence and I slap him across the face.The nerve he has to treat me like shit for so long and then kiss me like non of that ever happened is wild.The more I think about it the angrier I get. The thought of Elias's injured face comes to mind and I feel a pang of guilt for not being able to do anything about it.“Who the fuck do you think you are?” I scream at the top of my lungsHe looks at me with hollow eyes with his lips glitching from a thin line to a downward turn.“I'm sorry, I…” pauses “I just couldn't help myself-”“You couldn't help yourself?!”“I know yo
IvyI scream and yell at Caden to let me go but everything seems to fall on deaf ears. I hear the shopping bags hot the back seat with rippling sounds as I try to adjust myself to make a run for it.But as soon as I get a hold of the door I'm immediately met with utter disappointment as they're sealed shut.“Ivy!” I hear Elias call after me and my head shoots up to find him limping through the mall entrance with a small patch of blood running down his head.“Elias” I called out in panic.But that's when the car starts and immediately swerves away.“No!!” I scream hitting the glass “Turn back, he's hurt”I turn over to Caden who's driving nonchalantly and I try to take the wheel from him.“I said…turn…around” I struggle in between grunts. But his grip is too strong and he easily subdues my hands with one of his.That's when I resort to kicking and then and only then does he pull over but now the only problem is that I can't run.I struggle and yank away but nothing works and my anger b
Caden “What's getting you all worked up?” Von asks as soon as I walk into my bedroom.“I'm not worked up”“Then what was all that show you put back there?”I click my tongue without having an answer for that. The truth is I don't know either. I can't stand the sight of her happy with him. Even if what I feel for her is purely from the spell she casted on me.“That's right, ignore me like you usually would”I'm just about to respond when my phone vibrates and lights up. My brows knit together as I wasn't expecting any calls today especially at this hour.My suspicions rise higher as the caller ID isn't saved.Who could this be?I answer the call nonetheless and a familiar voice from the other end springs to life.“Alpha Caden, we found some information on the bracelet”My eyes widen as the gravity of this sentence begins to dangle over my head.I had sent out a private investigator from the pack to dig up some information on this bracelet since my own suspicions were getting me nowhe
IvyIt starts to rain the minute we get out of the car and so we run to the mall quickly so as to not get wet.Elias opens the door for me, removing an imaginary hat like the men from the 70’s.I giggle and walk in pretending to be in a musical. He holds my hand and smiles like he used to when we were dating.“You know you look really beautiful when you laugh” he says looking down from his towering height.I smile back “thank you”.“Hello beautiful couple, would you like to buy some beautiful dresses?” A lady appears before us with a wide commercial smile on her face.“Uh we're not-”“Yes we would, let's get your best dresses” Elias interjects and I glare at him.“Right this way sir” she leads us to a store right at the corner.I'm instantly breath taken at the sight of the beautiful range of dresses. Dresses of all shapes, colors and sizes hang on each side of the store.“Right this way miss” she reappears taking my hand to a room inside that has even more clothes.She hands me a loa