Ivy
I lay in bed allowing my mind to replay the thought of professor Caden saving me. With each thought my heart skips a beat and I hug my pillow.
“He saved me” I smile “He touched my hand too”
Just like the way he saved me in that forest.
Maybe he's my guardian angel or maybe my knight in shining armor.
I squeal into my pillow.
I should thank him.
I bite my lips once I realize he'll probably be really busy.
The only place to fully have his attention is his office.
My face heats up at the thought of being in an enclosed room with him.
I shake my head in an attempt to eradicate the nasty thoughts that start to creep into my head.
But I can't help myself.
My mind drifts off to his eyes, his lips, his firm strong hands that I'm suddenly beginning to crave for. To touch me again and wrap around my body.
My knees go weak as a shiver goes down my core as more thoughts come rushing in.
The wetness of my panties becomes palpable as I squeeze my legs together.
A soft sigh escapes my lips and slap my lips shut just as fast as it gets out.
What am I doing?!
I look at my room door grateful that it's closed shut.
A wave of embarrassment hits me as I realize what I just did.
My alarm suddenly goes off and I finally peel myself out of bed and head to the shower.
“Get a grip of yourself Ivy, you're just going to go to his office to say thank you and that's it” I mumble to myself as I dry off my hair
Yeah that's it, it shouldn't be so hard.
I get dressed and head downstairs for breakfast.
I find a heel at the bottom of the stairs and trace it to another pair that lies next to mom who's fast asleep on the couch.
She still has her dress and makeup on that's probably from one of her dates last night.
I sigh feeling a small pinch in my chest seeing her like this.
I should be happy that she's not going to embarrass me today or hit on Caden but I guess I feel otherwise.
Deep down I just want her to be happy.
Somehow I seem to have lost my appetite and I leave the house, closing the door as quietly as I can.
The walk to school seems more peaceful than usual, the soft wind blowing through my hair as I listen to the orchestra blaring through my headphones.
I let my hair down today and allowed it to cascade down my back as the wind directed a few strands to tickle my cheeks from time to time.
I reach the school building and find professor Caden getting out of his car.
My heart begins to beat faster and I exhale in an attempt to calm myself down.
I try to call out to him but I suddenly lose my voice and watch him walk into the building.
“Just breathe” I mutter and trail after him
He gets into his office and I quickly walk behind fast enough to prevent the door from closing with my leg.
I open the door and find a puzzled face professor staring at me with a tilted head.
“Yes?”
“Um h-hi, professor Caden, I'd like to speak with you”
He drops his suit blazer on his desk and makes some space enough for him to sit on the edge of the table.
“Go on, you can come in”
I walk in not knowing how I'm supposed to put the words I'm about to say in proper grammar.
“I just wanted to say thank you for yesterday. For saving me”
Wow, that came out better than I thought.
He flashes the most gorgeous smile I've ever seen at me.
“You don't have to thank me, I was only doing the right thing”
“Just like the way you did in the forest” I mutter still utterly mesmerized by him
“Sorry what?”
“You know” I say “The forest where we first met, where you first saved me”
He furrows his brows and chuckles a bit
“I'm sorry but you've got the wrong guy, I have no idea what you're talking about”
“B-but it was you, you saved me”
He gets up and pats my head lightly and I swear I can feel the faintest form of electricity from his touch.
“You probably hit your head a bit too hard yesterday, don't worry your mind about things that are only figments of your imagination”
Now it's my turn to look at him in puzzlement.
“But it was you, I know you recognize me, especially since you sav-”
“Miss Carter I think you're thinking too much into this” he says cutting me off “I only did what I did yesterday because you are my student and because it is my job to protect my students and not because of any other reason”
I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out.
What does one say in these types of situations anyway?
He checks his watch.
“Lectures will commence in a few minutes, I suggest you get settled. I'll see you in class” he says gesturing at the door.
I nod slowly and head towards the door. I hold the door knob and look back at him. He's already behind his desk immersing himself in paperwork.
I twist the knob and find myself outside the office closing the door behind me feeling somewhat defeated and confused.
I inhale slowly and head to class, I'm about to step in when Aria blocks my path with Freya behind her.
Oh come on don't you ever take a break?!
“Well if it isn't the shameless slut herself” snickers Freya
“We saw you come out of my man's office you little whore, you were trying to seduce him weren't you just like you mom did and got kicked out” she laughs.
“That isn't what happened!” I defend myself.
“Of Course it is! You just can't miss the chance to sleep with him but he knows better than to touch a filthy whore”
“You're so quick to call me a whore when you're the one letting all these football players fuck you for popularity sake” I spit
Freya gasps in shock
“How dare you?!” Aria screeches and her hand levitates in the air ready to land on me.
I brace myself for a fight but someone catches her arm by the wrist and I immediately look up at the towering frame behind me.
Professor Caden!
“Aria this is the second time I'm catching you bully a student” he says “I might just have to report you to the school authorities
She opens her mouth but says nothing.
“Let me guess, it's not what it looks like,” he says before letting go of her hand.
He takes my hand and leads me into class and to a chair that's right opposite the board.
“Sit there where I can watch you” he says
I sit without question, my brain still trying to grasp the fact that he held my hand.
Aria stomps away from the door furiously and Freya runs after her with a distressed look on her face.
Soon enough there's an influx of students coming into the hall.
They all take their seats and he goes over to the board and writes something down.
“Alright class” is the last thing my mind hears until my mind drowns in his eyes.
He saved me. Again.
He can deny it as much as he wants but I know he's the man from my dreams and there's no doubt about that.
Ivy I haven't heard from Aria since yesterday, Freya seems to be on her best behavior too. She seems so lost without Aria leading her around.I really don't care though, I'm just glad that they've finally decided to leave me alone.I head into the nearest cafe that's just a few blocks around the campus to get some coffee since that's all I can afford at the moment.I'm sure by now the owner of the place would have known me just by my shadow since I come here quite often.But I'd have to admit, they make really good coffee.The bell above the door jingles and the melody fills my ears pleasantly as I step into the small building.I order my usual and take a seat at the edge of the back. I plug in my headphones and put my songs on shuffle.A nagging feeling that I'm being watched begins to creep up on me and I turn towards the direction where the energy is coming from.I catch a girl removing her gaze from my direction just in time to know she was staring.I furrow my brows feeling disc
CadenI sit on the rear end of my car stretching my arms upwards while taking in the musky breeze from the trees that surrounds me.I inhale slowly, letting the familiar scent fill my nostrils while I listen to every chirp and every branch rustling against each other.I exhale slowly, putting down my hands while I open my eyes.Today is a work free day for me.That means no students, and no irritational humans, just me by myself. And what better way to spend your time alone than in the woods?I stumbled upon this place a few years ago and ever since then I couldn't stop coming here.I've always felt a powerful pull here like something is waiting for me.I also come here to be alone and think, it's my own haven away from the background noise that comes along with being domesticated or as my father would say ‘a sophisticated breed'.I take off my shoes so I can feel nature more deeply. This is the fastest way for me to connect.As soon as my feet hit the ground my heart skips a beat and
CadenMy gaze shifts back to my father who in turn gives me a sheepish smile.“Father?”Mrs Carter clamps her hand together and smiles at me widely.“What's all the silence for, we should be happy”she giggles.I squint my eyes at her trying to see what she's getting at.She hugs him tightly.“Your father and I are in love and we're getting married”Von and I gasp at the same time and Ivy almost jumps out of her seat.Seems like she wasn't aware of this either.I take a step back not knowing what to say.What am I supposed to say?“Damn this is awkward,” Von says.“What?” She asks before kissing my father on the cheek and my heart beat stops for a second “Aren't you guys happy for us?”The room goes dead silent and none of us speak for what seems like an eternity.“Ivy doesn't look too good” Von finally says and I scan her demeanor. He's right, she looks like she might get a heart attack.She shouldn't be here, all this is too much for her.Why would they do this? They know damn well t
Ivy Mom's car pulls over at our house just as Caden gets into his own car.She greets him with a big smile and waves which I find both suspicious and almost embarrassing.“Honey I have a big surprise for you, get in the car” she says as soon as he drives off.“Mom can this wait? I just want to lay down for a bit”“Nonsense, we need to go now” she replies then pauses to look me up and down “Are you cold? You're shivering”I open my mouth to speak but before I can say a word she drags me into the car and before I know it I'm sluggishly buckling on my seatbelt dreading every moment.“Here, take a sweater” she says, throwing me a white cashmere sweater she brings out from the back seat.I examine it, feeling the texture.It's the real thing and it's new too.Mom didn't own anything like this, at least non that I know of.I look at the back and find multiple shopping bags and boxes and I'm immediately taken back by the sight.“How?” I mutter“You'll see” she smiles at the rearview mirror
IvyThe rain outside seems soothing enough to pacify the turbulence occuring in our house.It's a Saturday morning and all I want to do is sleep and get the rest I deserve but mom is too preoccupied with moving in with her boyfriend to care.I secretly hoped the rain would be enough to stop her from packing up but she made it clear that that won't be the case once she dragged me out of bed.Now I'm in the living room exhausted and sweaty from all the activities that came along with moving.I look around with tired eyes at the boxes that lay here and there.Packing my stuff from my room wasn't so hard since I had barely settled in anyway. My mom is the one taking her time with this.I just want everything to be over.It feels so funny how we just got here not too long ago and now we're moving out. Who are we even going to sell the house to?Mom comes out of her room with a few boxes with her phone in-between her ear and her shoulder.“I’m so happy with him, he's so sweet you've just go
CadenI can't say I was entirely sorry about what happened yesterday but if I didn't apologize father would probably have me disowned.I roll my eyes getting out of bed.I easily cook up some eggs and bacon for myself and Ivy and prepare some Omelets and toast and then green tea for my father and Mrs Carter. Father always loved his green tea in the morning and Elowyn seemed like she would like that too seeing how she looked fit.I'm not really sure what Ivy would like so I just make her what I'd eat in the morning.Father's scent followed by his distinct footsteps fills the room.“You've always been a good cook, it amuses me that you're a lecturer and not a chef” he jokes.A smile curls at the corner of my lips.He never exactly fancied my job, said it makes me too serious.“You really don't need to flatter me so early in the morning”Cooking has always been my thing, father on the other hand would probably burn down the kitchen if he goes near the stove. Either that or we'll all die
IvyI tap my fingers on my lap aimlessly as a means to distract myself from the fact that professor Caden is just inches away from me behind the wheel.Mom was able to squeeze me in especially through such short notice into the ballet classes that had already started commencing but I'm more than determined to catch up.Dad used to take me to ballet class all the time when I was just a little girl but then I stopped going after they separated. I had too much mental breakdown to focus.But this is my second chance.I've dreamed of doing this again for just a long time and now this is going to be my reality.“Turn left” I tell him and he takes a sharp turn as the car swerves softly.I see him glance at me and the butterflies in my belly do a summersault.“You seem excited”A small smile stretches across my face.“You have no idea”We stop in front of a ballet school in the center of town that I've been eyeing for a while. I look in awe at the building.It's run by the best instructor in
Caden War cries cascade my ears as claws clash against each other. Howls of pain follow.Blood spills on every inch of the once green pasture.Bones cracking.Women crying.Children crying.More blood.More howling.I find myself in the midst of the dark.I'm in a burning room.“Run Caden!” A woman screams before she's consumed by fire“Mother!”I jerk and my eyes move slowly around my room.This is the tenth time I've had this dream, each one being more horrific than the last.I close my eyes and slowly regulate my breathing.Beads of sweat roll down my forehead,down my neck.These dreams are a reminder of our massacre. A reminder of how I failed my pack.I let them down.I let my mother down.I open my eyes and step down from my bed and land on the cold floor.I balance myself above the ground with my palms rooted on the ground.With each push and pull motion I make I exhale slowly.“Hey maybe you should stop now” Von says“No”I'm not just exercising. I'm preparing myself for the
CadenThe night was thick with tension, the kind that crackled in the air like the calm before a storm. I stood in the dimly lit park, my heart pounding as I watched Ivy's face twist between anger and despair. It was then that I saw him. Elias. He emerged from the shadows, his presence heavy with an aura of menace that sent a shiver down my spine. I instinctively stepped in front of Ivy, a primal instinct taking over as I prepared to protect her from whatever twisted plans he had.“What do you want, Elias?” I called out, my voice steady despite the turmoil churning inside me. “This isn’t your fight.”“Oh, but it is,” Elias sneered, his lips curling into a malicious grin. “You see, Ivy is meant for me. You’ve had your chance, Caden, but you’ve blown it.” His eyes flicked to Ivy, searching for a glimmer of sympathy, but all he found was defiance.“Don’t you dare try to take me away from him!” Ivy shouted, her voice fierce and unwavering. It was the fire I loved, the spark that drew me t
CadenAs I sit on the edge of my bed, the silence of my room presses down on me like a weight I can’t shake off. The taste of Ivy’s lips still lingers on mine, but it’s a bitter reminder of everything I’ve messed up. I can almost hear her voice echoing in my head, the hurt and rage woven into every word she screamed at me. “You’re pathetic,” she said, and I can’t help but feel that’s exactly what I am. I take a deep breath, letting it out slowly as I run my hands through my hair, trying to collect my thoughts. How did I let things spiral so far out of control?The door swings open, and Dad steps in, his expression stern. “Caden, we need to talk,” he says, crossing his arms over his chest. The disappointment in his eyes feels like a punch to the gut. I know he’s heard the commotion, the arguments that turned into chaos. “You need to own up to what you’ve done. You can’t just go around kissing girls and expecting everything to be fine afterward.” His words hit hard, each syllable a remi
IvyI'm so engrossed in my conversation with Elias that I don't even realize when someone slips into my room. Not until they turn on the lights and I practically drop my phone on my face from shock.Ouch!“Well hello Ivy” Julissa says from the door.“Julissa…what are you doing here?” I groan, shielding my eyes.“Oh nothing really, just wanted to tell you to get your hands off my man” she smiles, cocking her head.“Your…what?”“You heard me,” she says, coming close, her feet not leaving any sound. “He belongs with each other” she says before squatting next to me. “And you my dear are ruining things for us”“How can I ruin something that's not even in existence-”“Oh please, don't be so foolish as to be in denial. Caden and I were handpicked by the moon goddess herself”“The moon goddess?....”What the hell is she talking about?Julissa doesn't seem to sense that bewilderment in my voice as she flips her hair with pride and twirls happily much to my amusement.“Yes you heard that right
IvyI don't know how long it's been since Caden and I last saw eye to eye. I don't think I care even to count.It's been so exhausting thinking about him. I hate how I almost slipped out of my senses just by his touch.Elias has been M.I.A too. I can't even reach him. My worry grows more and more each day.I wake up to pitch blackness with a dry throat. I can barely tell what time it is because it's still so dark out.I find my way to the hallway and make my way down stairs. Suddenly someone grabs my arm and yanks me towards them.Just before I can even scream their arm is pressed against my lips and my back is pressed against the wall sending an ache throughout my body.Just as I'm about to scream a pair of lips press themselves on mine and my eyes flutter open.The light dull light from the kitchen slips through the corridor and its leaking light casts the darkness away revealing Caden's eyes locked in mine.His tongue and lips take me hungrily not stopping for a sec as I drown and
Caden My arms ache from today's whole activity, who knew this tiny girl would cause me so much headaches.I watch her run into the house even with me calling after her and I sigh knowing I'd never hear the end of this.“Way to go buddy, you completely ruined the day for everybody including yourself”“Can you not be so unhelpful for just five seconds?”I park the car and step into the house not knowing exactly what to say. The look on father's face is enough to send me to hell but that's not what I'm thinking about at the moment.Dad goes on to yell for a few minutes but I can't pay attention because my mind is so fixated on Ivy. I need to make things right but I just don't know how to.“I'm sorry father” Is the best thing that I can say right before I start to climb up the stairs.He stops talking abruptly like the words get taken from his tongue “well you should be”Reaching my room I can't resist the urge to talk to Ivy, to reach out one last time.Even if I know I might not end we
IvyIt's only after I can feel his lips detaching from mine that I realize that he crossed my boundaries.How dare he?!I push him away from me with everything I have and when he's far apart from me I slap my hand against his face which sends his face turning the other way.“How dare you touch me?!!”His eyes widen clearly taken aback by my outburst but I don't care. I feel used.“Ivy I-”I don't wait for him to finish his sentence and I slap him across the face.The nerve he has to treat me like shit for so long and then kiss me like non of that ever happened is wild.The more I think about it the angrier I get. The thought of Elias's injured face comes to mind and I feel a pang of guilt for not being able to do anything about it.“Who the fuck do you think you are?” I scream at the top of my lungsHe looks at me with hollow eyes with his lips glitching from a thin line to a downward turn.“I'm sorry, I…” pauses “I just couldn't help myself-”“You couldn't help yourself?!”“I know yo
IvyI scream and yell at Caden to let me go but everything seems to fall on deaf ears. I hear the shopping bags hot the back seat with rippling sounds as I try to adjust myself to make a run for it.But as soon as I get a hold of the door I'm immediately met with utter disappointment as they're sealed shut.“Ivy!” I hear Elias call after me and my head shoots up to find him limping through the mall entrance with a small patch of blood running down his head.“Elias” I called out in panic.But that's when the car starts and immediately swerves away.“No!!” I scream hitting the glass “Turn back, he's hurt”I turn over to Caden who's driving nonchalantly and I try to take the wheel from him.“I said…turn…around” I struggle in between grunts. But his grip is too strong and he easily subdues my hands with one of his.That's when I resort to kicking and then and only then does he pull over but now the only problem is that I can't run.I struggle and yank away but nothing works and my anger b
Caden “What's getting you all worked up?” Von asks as soon as I walk into my bedroom.“I'm not worked up”“Then what was all that show you put back there?”I click my tongue without having an answer for that. The truth is I don't know either. I can't stand the sight of her happy with him. Even if what I feel for her is purely from the spell she casted on me.“That's right, ignore me like you usually would”I'm just about to respond when my phone vibrates and lights up. My brows knit together as I wasn't expecting any calls today especially at this hour.My suspicions rise higher as the caller ID isn't saved.Who could this be?I answer the call nonetheless and a familiar voice from the other end springs to life.“Alpha Caden, we found some information on the bracelet”My eyes widen as the gravity of this sentence begins to dangle over my head.I had sent out a private investigator from the pack to dig up some information on this bracelet since my own suspicions were getting me nowhe
IvyIt starts to rain the minute we get out of the car and so we run to the mall quickly so as to not get wet.Elias opens the door for me, removing an imaginary hat like the men from the 70’s.I giggle and walk in pretending to be in a musical. He holds my hand and smiles like he used to when we were dating.“You know you look really beautiful when you laugh” he says looking down from his towering height.I smile back “thank you”.“Hello beautiful couple, would you like to buy some beautiful dresses?” A lady appears before us with a wide commercial smile on her face.“Uh we're not-”“Yes we would, let's get your best dresses” Elias interjects and I glare at him.“Right this way sir” she leads us to a store right at the corner.I'm instantly breath taken at the sight of the beautiful range of dresses. Dresses of all shapes, colors and sizes hang on each side of the store.“Right this way miss” she reappears taking my hand to a room inside that has even more clothes.She hands me a loa