Chapter 30.

Ivy

I can barely concentrate on the food in front of me with Caden sitting so close to me. My face would heat up each time the memory of his naked body flashes through my mind.

The slightest touch of his arm grazing over mine sends the fastest shock wave through my body that goes straight to more core and I occasionally have to squeeze my legs tightly together to control myself.

I feel his leg on mine and I jolt up and all the attention falls on me.

“I'm done eating, I have to go to the bathroom” I blurt and race upstairs.

“What has gotten into her?” I hear mom ask.

I rush to my room and shut the door slamming my back against it.

I hate how he still makes me want him, every inch of me yearns for him even when I know it's wrong. But I still crave for him, even just a morsel of him would be more than enough.

I shake my head trying to take away the profane things.

Guilt creeps in on me once Elias flashes through my mind. He's been so patient with me already. He doesn't deserve this.

But