Confused Wolf in the woods

Jayden stood in the middle of a meadow, after watching Blair for a long time from a high roof top.

How he even got to the roof was still a mystery to him.

It broke his heart into million pieces to see her looking so beautiful in her wedding dress, yet very sad.

How could he tell her the truth? worst of it all, he doesn't even understand anything.

It all started like a dream, but then, it generated to something that controls his reality.

In his dreams, he is usually chased by a wolf, but after running, he faces the wolf and defeats the wolf in his human form, but after the wolf is defeated, he ends up shape shifting to a heinous wolf, which usually scares him, and he always ends up waking up in a sweat.

He remembers the first time he felt his dream so real, He had been on the bed with Blair, they usually just lay side by side, enjoying each other's company, without getting too intimate, as she is from a strong christian background, and wanted to keep her virginity till she was married, but on that fateful day, as she lay beside him on his bed, her lush breast almost lay bare Infront of her, as he could see it clearly, from the Cotton brown blouse she had on, which shows her cleavages.

Just watching the two mounds of delight before him, he couldn't control himself.

Her breast had to be the most beautiful pair, he had seen in the whole district.

He allowed his imagination run wild, imagining seeing her bare breast before him.

Her eyes held so much need. She seem like she had plans to seduce him that day, and he was seduced already.

She probably could not wait for the night of their wedding, as she crawls up to him and envelopes his lips with hers, in a wet and very passionate kiss.

He shook his head to snap out of the thought, for the wolf inside of him started reacting, and his dreams could be viewed right Infront of him again.

He remembers telling her that it was not the right time to get intimate, and that they should both wait.

The disappointment on her face was enough to send him back to bed, but the animal inside of him was stronger, that he found himself running outside to ease himself, by the time he got back inside, she was gone.

He didn't get to see her again till today.

He had thought everything would be fine, but it isn't fine.

How can one just wake up and become something else?

"I need to travel back to River island, the orphanage home where I grew up, I need to know what is happening to me". He spoke to himself.

Believing he might find answers there, for mother Lauren, the oldest nun at the orphanage home, used to look directly into his eyes, telling him things that relates with this wolf trait.

He looked back at the Town he was leaving, and though he was very far from the church, where he would have tied the knot with the love of his life, he could still hear her voice inside of him, crying, and begging him to come back to her.

,His anger started welling up.

He had suffered too much to survive alone.

He worked all his life to ensure he went to school.

He got good grades and even got a scholarship, but non of those achievement, were important to him, as when he told Blair his true feelings, and she told him she had waited so long for him to say something, for she feels the same.

That alone, made him so happy, and they started dating.

Why did evil not find him all those years, when he was alone. why did it come now?

He kept asking himself.

Then he dropped a tear, and then, it started happening again.

The reason he had left Fredrick, saying he needed to take a walk in the woods, to clear his head was happening again, he was loosing sight of things.

He felt airy on his skin, and with just one look at his skin, he could not believe his eyes, he became more hairy, too hairy as a matter of fact.

He immediately hid his hands, but it was almost impossible for him to keep any part of his body in one place.

Suddenly, it came rushing at him like a wave, which pushed him to the ground, He immediately covered his eyes, scared that someone might see him, but then, his hands, that was on his face, also started changing.

He removed his hands from his eyes to look at his hands, the darkness of the hair on his arm, showed that his eye glows yellow, gradually, his arm could no longer be recognized by him.

It started changing to that of an animal.

"Leave me alone! He cried in pain, but that was the only statement he was able to make as a human, for his body, as he could feel, twisted, and kept twisting, in an unnatural manner.

His bones reshape, and no matter how much he tries to keep it all in, his bones, wouldn't stop shifting, to form a lycanthrope humanoid.

Before the complete transformation, he felt an immense pain, his fangs could cut through the thickest of skin, just with a feeling, but somehow, he never lost his heart, as he still sees Blair, in his transformation.

His heart was so heavy, but he could not control it.

He opened his mouth and screams in pain.

He got up in fear, trying to run away from himself, but all he could see running, is a heinous wolf, then again, something extraordinary happened, while he was running, he is suddenly brought to a stop, then he fell on one knee, with his hands backwards, his chest forward, he opened his mouth, and the cracks could be heard, he was still transforming.

It seem to be taking different turn.

Initially he could feel himself a bit, but then,

he touched himself, and couldn't believe that what he had seen in his dreams were actually real, and it was happening to him.

After turning fully into a wolf, he started running off to the nearest River.

He just wanted to see what he looks like.

If he hadn't asked his friend that he wanted to take a walk in the wood, he would have probably turned into a wolf in the church, and he wouldn't have been able to look at Blair.

She would be too worried, she would cry, and that would break his heart the more.

He kept running, and howling, until he got to the River, and looked at his reflection in the River, he started crying, even though there were no tears, his wolf personality seem to be too strong to feel anything.

His only happiness was that, Blair's image, isn't completely gone.

His heart also, isn't completely gone, he still loves her very much.

Admist his thought, his predicament, his fears, he was suddenly distracted by the barking dogs, and he knew they were searching for him.

"Uncle Badmus". He thought in his mind, but he couldn't say the name.

And though they were still far, just looking back, he could see them.

He could see even things that were Miles away from him.

He was coming with some of his men, with their search dogs, and there was Fredrick.

They shouldn't see him, but he knows that the dogs might find him before they do, with their heightened sense of smell, and truely, they started barking towards the river.

Jayden rushed to hide somewhere, but dogs being wolves, still found him, but just looking into their eye, with his eye glowing, and wanting to eat them up raw, they stopped barking, and went back, leading the men to a different direction.

Jayden was shocked, for once, he forgot all about his predicament, and started calming down, and soon, he gradually changed into his human form, but he was now naked.

He was in the middle of nowhere, to get to the next village, would not take him long, but he would really scare people.

It is not usual for them to find a naked man roaming the area, so he decided to improvised, by making use of the fig leaves around him, to cover at least his private area, but still, he couldn't enter the next village like that, so he decided to wait, till the day goes down, so he could get into the village, and maybe steal someone's clothes.

He kept walking with the leaves around his waist, he made sure to avoid eye sight, so he doesn't scare anyone away.

As he moves in his human form, he could only think of one person.

Blair Fire, who would have been Blair Jayden, if not that, he couldn't just look into her eyes, and lie to her, about being the same person she fell inlove with, and he doesn't know, what really happened to him.