Taking a minute to suck in a deep breath, I reminded myself that I wasn’t just meeting my mate, but also my professor. Talk about my exam, leave. That’s it. Once my breathing stabilized, I hit the bell and opened the door after the light turned green.
Professor Brian's gray eyes lifted from the book he was reading, without lifting his head. "You're here sooner than I thought." Just the sound of his voice sent instant chills down my spine. "Sit." He ordered and that made a frown form on my face.
Without another choice, I sauntered and sat across from him, my toes curling against my sandals. "Good evening."
"Yeah. Give me a minute. I need to punch these grades in, then I'll attend to you." He said and I nodded.
The silence in the room made me feel sweaty. My fingers were picking at my nails, my eyes wandering around in search of nothing specific. The few times I stole glances at him, I forgot how to breathe. His head of hair swung around as he moved, his gray eyes dancing like silent music; his arms made strange thoughts run through my head. Not to mention how his skin glowed in its natural-tanned tone. How could someone be this effortlessly handsome?
It felt like hours till he finally punched the grades in his computer and paid attention to me. "Here." He passed a wooden planner to me. "Let me know when you want to retake your exam. That's my schedule, and the blank ones are my free days."
Immediately scanning the planner, I noticed he was a pretty busy person. Most of the dates were already highlighted, and coded abbreviations represented what he had to do. He used 'BG' for what I assumed was Bertley Gills University. "Your schedule is choked up. Turns out there's more to you than just being a professor."
"Of course. I have a life and some people still belong to and have obligations to their packs." He replied coldly, earning a glare from me. So mean.
"Okay… you don't have to be sassy."
“Do what you have to; I don’t have all day.” As much as I wished to hit his face, I knew he was on the upper hand of authority here, so I swallowed the fury,
It took half of an eternity till I finally found a free time that matched mine, then I selected the day for my exam. "I'll have to study a lot in the next few days. The date is quite close." I passed the planner to him.
"Yes.” He scanned the date I chose. “Also, you're going to take the exam at my house."
"Your house?" I glared. “Why?”
"One, I can't open the exam for you online; it'll raise suspicions. Two, I'm of a high rank here, so I'm always being watched. If the dean notices you being here for too long, questions will be raised, and it'll be even worse if they find out I'm letting you retake the exam despite my policy."
"Maybe if you'd have just mended the policy," I muttered underneath my breath.
He paused like he heard me, then ignored, "another thing… I need your phone number." My eyebrows furrowed, causing a small frown on his face. "I can't keep on communicating via email. It's dangerous."
As much as his presence and manner of speech annoyed me, he wasn’t wrong. "What else? Are you going to bring—'' I was interrupted by the loud rumbling of my stomach.
"I was just about to get something to eat." He rose up, grabbing his keys. "Let's go."
"It's okay. I'll eat at my dorm."
"Let's go." He insisted, his tone less authoritative this time, more like a plea.
Plus, I was honestly too broke for food and the cafeteria food was horrible. “Okay, but you’re paying for the meal.”
***
The drive was beyond awkward. All I could do was stare at everything except him. The few times my eyes slipped to him, they were tracing every part of him, from his muscular thighs, his strong arms, perfect jawline, to his smooth skin. His hair was now disheveled, but it still looked perfect; everything about him was perfect.
The thoughts of him being my mate sent chills down my spine. I began to imagine how much more this mate bond could spice things up between us. His hold alone could melt me. How much more would being in his— okay, Lyric. Stop it.
I blinked multiple times, staring out the window again.
That was when I noticed he had driven into an estate. Not just any estate, but Springs Tail Estate! It was the most expensive estate in the entire state, and not just anyone could trespass the gates of the estate. It had been my dream to spend even just a day in one of the buildings of the estate.
Huge, tall, cream and gray buildings swept past us as he drove, each building revealing its glorious worth. "Dr. Brian?" I called, glancing at him with widened eyes. "Why are we here? As far as I know, there are no restaurants in this estate."
"There aren't." He simply said.
A line formed between my brows. “That explains nothing."
"We're going to my house."
"What the hell?" My forehead furrowed.
"Relax. I’m not abducting you; My fridge was recently stocked up, and you’re staring at the best cook you’ll ever meet, so I'm cooking for you tonight, at my house. Is that fine?" He cast a glance at me.
I wanted to say it wasn't fine, but I couldn’t. If he lived here, then I'd get the chance to be in one of the houses in this estate. That was worth more than anything.
I said nothing and he took that as a ‘yes’, driving till he finally came to a halt in one of the houses and parked in front of the ginormous building.
Once we got in, he excused himself to get changed, giving me the chance to gawk around the shiny white and black-themed interior. The ceilings were higher than my future, silver chandeliers draping from it.
After a while, Professor Brian returned, and tell me why he chose to return in only his pair of gray sweatpants?
Staring at his bare chest made my breathing rate spike up. I ran a detailed scan of his well-defined 8-pack abs, taking in the live view of his whole torso. He looked like a Greek god.
“I was going to ask if you were okay with me being shirtless, but you look like you want to eat me up, so I'll assume you don't mind." He chuckled.
I blinked multiple times, struggling to find my words. "I…uh…no. I mean ..'
"It's okay." He stopped in front of me, shoving his hands into his sweatpants pocket like he was from a swimsuit advert. "Stare all you want. I'm technically all yours."
The words rang in my head, causing my wolf to burst into a dance of joy in my head, howling. 'He's ours!' She screamed.
A smile graced his lips, making his eyes glimmer. “Do you want to cook with me?”
I scoffed. “Now you can smile?”
“I’m very free-spirited and chill in the comfort of my home.” He shrugged, the smile not leaving his eyes. I swear my lungs were going to burst any minute from now.
I rolled my eyes. “I’ll help you cook. You’ll do most of the work. I’m too tired for exhausting tasks.”
“Okay, your highness.'' He gave a slight bow and that made me laugh on the inside, but I gave him a half glare, half smile.
"The kitchen is over there." He nodded to a black door at the end of the room.
Nodding, I headed to the kitchen with him behind me.
He started taking ingredients from the fridge and the cupboard, laying them on the large, black counter located at the center of the kitchen. “What would you like to eat?’
“Anything is fine, I promise. I’m beyond starved.”
“When was the last time you ate?”
“Breakfast? Or maybe lunch from yesterday.”
“Seriously? That’s not healthy.”
“You work overnight, catch up with 8am classes, stress out about an annoyingly strict professor that wouldn’t let you retake an exam unless you’re his mate, then I promise, being healthy wouldn’t be a goal.”
He fell silent then the corner of his lips curled to a smile. “I’m not that annoying.”
I scoffed. “You are. You speak with this tone that demands authority and makes it seem like the other person has no right of free will.”
He let out a deep, chesty laugh. “I can be less… authoritative if you’d like that?”
“Yes! Please.”
“Okay, your highness. Anything you say.’ Rolling a ball of packaged meat, he asked. “Can you please chop that into small chunks while I start making the sauce?” THis time, the authority in his tone has lessened and it was very satisfying.
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Chopping the meat was an arm workout. It wasn’t complying.
Brian walked up behind me. "I’m done with the sauce. You look like you're struggling. Shall I help?' I nodded quickly. "Here." He held my hand from behind, forcing my breath to pause. "It's all about the pressure…" I honestly zoned out on what he was saying. All I could think of was the heat emanating from his body and the chills running down my spine as he held me.
He grabbed my other hand to demonstrate how to properly dissect the meat. My entire body was pulsating and heated, sparks running through me. I had to bite down on my lips hard to attempt to control whatever was happening to me, but to no avail.
I quickly pivoted, gazing into his eyes, my chest rising and falling evidently faster.
"I…"
"You feel the tingles,don’t you?" He smirked, earning a slight frown from me. "Don’t worry. I feel them too." His voice was low and thunderous, causing my heart to race ten times faster. "We're mates, Lyric. You don’t seem to get it yet?" He closed the space between us, running his hands down my temple till he tucked my hair behind my ear. "The mate bond is stronger than you think. The strongest romantic force you can ever imagine. You can't just live separately with such a bond, because our lives will get so entangled that we can feel what the other person is feeling. It's an eternal bond, and that's why I need you." His eyes ran a quick scan of my body and they became darkness, fueling up with lust.
"Wh-what do you need me for?" My voice cracked.
"Something to do with my pack. Plus, I’ve waited long and hard enough; I need a mate. I'm a man with desires, and you're perfect for my desires." Something about the way he said that made me feel cold, like a deep, blood-freezing cold.
We were indeed mates. Lyric, you have a second chance mate. My wolf kept reminding me, trying to force this reality in my head. However, having a mate was the last thing I wanted. I had to focus on my dreams. I didn’t want my success to be dependent on a man.
The strange sparks from his hold radiated through me, almost feeling like pleasure., I had to remind myself that this relationship was an act. It's just this semester. After this semester, he would no longer be my professor and I wouldn’t have to be his mate anymore. I had to withstand every temptation until then.
"I know you might plan on leaving me after the semester is over,” My eyes almost grew out of their sockets. Did he just read my thoughts? “ but I have a goal. I'll make you fall madly in love with me before the end of the semester. I'm that desperate for you."
I placed my hands on his chest, gently pushing him away. Once the spark hit me, I immediately withdrew my hands. "What is all of this about?" "I need you." He said in a low growl. Need me…. The way he said it made me feel like the last piece of diamond on earth. That made blood rush to my cheeks. He heaved a sigh. "Lyric, the last thing I want to do is scare you away, so we'll take things slowly. I understand this is a drastic change for you, especially since you don’t want a mate, but everything we do will be in your will. Nothing rushed, nothing forced." For the first time since the Halloween party, he sounded the way he had sounded that night, enchanting, not the authoritative tone he spoke with. "Please don't view this as completely negative. Can you attempt to give this a try? If it doesn't work for you, then you can just keep it as an act till the deal can be cut off." I let myself dwell on it, and honestly, what did I want? Since Roger broke up with me, I had lost all hop
'Good morning. How are you today?' A text from Brian popped up on my phone. Rolling in bed, I pursed my lips to hold back my smile. 'Good morning. I'm pretty well. Uow are you?' I texted back. 'Great too. What are you up to? Any plans for the weekend?' 'Not really. Just homework, class projects, and studying for your exam and homework. Come on dude, why is your homework so hard? This isn't Harvard! (Pouting emoji).'He responded with a laughing emoji, and that was it. I waited for the next couple of minutes till the colors that once flushed my cheeks faded. "Seriously?" I scoffed, tossing the phone on the bed and sat up. Raina's eyes were glued to me. We both maintained a silent eye contact till a smirk formed on her face. "You've been on the phone with someone lately." "Yeah, an old friend." I climbed off the bed. '"Just a friend, uh? It doesn't seem so. You've been grinning from ear to ear, blushing, squealing into your pillow, kicking your feet in the air, and laughing to yo
“What the heck, Celine, what are you doing?" Brian groaned, jerking to his feet. He reached for my napkin and started wiping the stain of his shirt and face, frowning. She scoffed. "Are you playing with me right now? Who the hell is she?" She glared at me and I froze. Her face was crumpled together like a tigress ready to devour her prey– me, in this situation.. "That's none of your business. You shouldn't be doing this either." He glared. "Why not? My fiance is whoring around with some slut and I shouldn't do anything about it?" She raised her voice. Slut? I jerked to my feet. "What is going on?" I demanded, frowning. "It's nothing.” He tried to dismiss me. "What is going on?" I demanded, raising my voice a little. "I'll tell you. Brian and I have been engaged for five years." She extended her hand, exposing a huge diamond ring on her ring finger. Something struck my heart and made my body weak. It felt like I was reliving my most bitter memory. My lips quivering, I turned
"Roger? What the hell are you doing here?" "Wow. You look great." He smiled, scanning me from head to toe. If I didn’t know better, I'd have thought he was admiring me."You’re not fooling anyone. What do you want?" I snapped, my hands balling into fists. I knew Emily was in town, but I had totally forgotten that it meant this idiot was in town as well. “I’m here for a while and realized you go to school here.” He smiled, scratching the back of his neck like old days. “I was wondering if you want to grab a drink or something.” “Did you hit your head in an accident? You’ve got some nerves to return after six years and ask for a drink. Are you mad?”“No, Ly baby.” he said and my face scrunched up. The rage that rose in me was beyond words could comprehend. All I could think of was: another minute with him could mean I’d be sentenced to life imprisonment if I took the volume of my fury out on him. “Leave.” Turning to take my leave, he grabbed my hand and scurried to stand in front of
Ten Minutes until ten pm, and I had already fled downstairs. A burst of energy exploded from the depth of my insides, almost like butterflies in my belly. One would think I had just won a million dollar lottery, but no, I was just meeting my professor/mate. I watched the clock (aka, my phone) tick at every second till it was finally 10pm. "Yay! Anytime from now." Grinning, I lifted my head, eager to see that annoyingly pretty face. Brian's eyes, jawline, his damn gorgeous abs… these images playing in my head and my eyes wanted to behold them again. This past week had been filled with texting Brian back to back, and unlike Roger, he was a quick texter. He also texted me first most times, not making me seem like a desperate loser.The clock kept ticking and ticking till the giddiness in me died and was soon replaced with fury. "What the hell? It's 11pm!" I spat, causing a girl walking to the dorm to flinch. One hour, yet he hadn't showed up. No call, no text, nothing! I wanted to st
"You want me to sleepover?" A familiar burst of energy overtook me. "Yes, but it's your choice. I mean, you don't—" "What if that strange attraction happens again?" "We'll deal with it, but i promise it doesn't happen all the time.” He assured me, then a smirk grew on his lips, “except you overfantasize about me." "In your dreams." I rolled my eyes. "I'm starving." "So you'll stay?""Since you insist, yes, I'll stay over." I started walking towards the kitchen and he followed behind him. "Great! I have a spare bedroom perfect for you, then we can watch a movie after?” “Sure, sounds good.” A text popped up on my phone. “Hi, beautiful. This is Blade. I’m so sorry for not texting in such a long time. I lost my contacts, but just retrieved them. Do you wanna grab lunch with me sometime next week?’ The idea of grabbing lunch with another man felt so illegal and nasty. It shouldn't, right? Lifting my head to glance at Brian, he flashed a millisecond smile that made my heart feel
His kiss was gentle, yet stung with passion. It erased every embarrassment from me. As I tasted the flavor of his mouth, sparks corroded my internals and he did a great job in making the moment moderate enough for public view. I wanted to hold him, to explore every inch of his mouth, but he pulled away, clearly to avoid things getting heated. "Let's get going." He smiled and rose up. It re-dawned on me that I was in public and a few people had cast glances at us, and I swear, I wanted to be swallowed into the ground.When we took our leave, my lips still pulsated from his kiss, the sparks not leaving me. Dang, he was a good kisser. We got into his car and I prayed he'd keep the journey silent; he did everything but remain silent. "Your cheeks are red," he teased me over and over again. My mind didn’t stop racing through the effect of his kiss, so my cheeks remained heated. When he didn’t stop teasing me about it, I hid my face. "Where are we going now?" "You'll find out." *** M
Roger's eyes bugged out. "This has to be a lie. Lyric, come on. He can't be your boyfriend."He really thought I was an absolute loser. That made my brows furrow and I stepped forward, maintaining a fierce stance in front of him. "I swear you're pissing me off so bad.""I don’t care.” He had never cared. Turning to Blade, “You. Why are you pretending to be her boyfriend? I know she's too broke to have paid you, so why are you ...." He trailed off, a smirk crawling on his lips. "Oh, her body. I mean, she's gotten hotter so she must be better in bed." "Roger!" Blade walked past me and punched him in the face. It made Roger fall backwards, his hand falling on his nose. "Darn it!" He hissed and lifted his head with blood oozing out of his nose. He held his fingers up to scan the blood and hissed again. "Have you lost it?" "I should be asking you that." I spat, my nose scrunched up. "Six years is enough time for people to change. I'm not the same loser you know, but clearly you're sti