Ava's POVI felt his hand move to the back of my clothes, and my eyes fell on his strong arms which lingered on my waist, as his eyes bored into mine.His smell, his scent, his sets of white teeth, his touch...it was like fire, and right now, even without him stripping off my clothes yet, I could feel naked. My wolf, Neva was already wagging her tail, and my face was all red hot."I..." I let out a small moaning sound, as the last drop of tears which had settled on my left eye, came dropping down."I...I don't wanna..." I paused a bit when he pulled me closer, my lips in thin lines, as I watched his lips, I felt a bit dumb, but in a flash, I pulled away, " I'm sorry, but I need to go back home. My Aunt must not know that I'm here," I stuttered in fear, as I felt his hand leave my waist."It's okay. Where is your home?" Alpha Grindley withdrew himself from me, looking at me so intensely, before getting a lighter shirt to cover his hot body--woah, he's fucking hot. I don't know how I man
Ava's POVI know Aunt Janet was watching out for me, trying her best to make sure I was fine, to make sure I was okay, but this was just too intense. This was too much for me! And right now, I do not think I can take it any longer.I clenched my fist, with tears rolling down my cheeks, I looked at Aunt Janet, who was still standing at the entrance of the door."You can never know the way I feel. I was the one who lost her parents, Aunt Janet!" I lashed at her in anger for the first time, sniffing violently; as I moved back slowly, with my cheeks still burning hot, I entered back into the rain, which had already started to drizzle, causing my clothes to get soaked instantly.“You think I do not know how you–”“No, you don’t! My parents died without any traces. I was the one who watched them got rid to pieces. You were not the one. And what? You want me to sit by, and do nothing, even when there are chances for me to find out who was behind this murderer?” I yelled in the rain, my tears
Ava’s POVI felt more tears form in my eyes as I shook my head, refusing to take my Aunt’s hand. I knew she was going to lock me up again and make me feel sober.I knew she was going to make me give up on fighting for my parents and living the life I wanted to live–being able to live as a werewolf and not trying so hard to live like a human.“Ava, aren’t you going to regret this?” Aunt Janet questioned, her hands still stretched from afar. “You know, you can take my hand right now, I’m ready to walk you down the tough road. All you have to do is believe me,” she tried to convince me, but I was bent on my decision.“No Aunt, I wanna do this,” Just as I was done talking, I signaled Alpha Grindley to enter back into the car. “Sure princess,” Just as he spoke the word which was making me feel better, I looked at him open the door to the front seat, and take a look at my Aunt again, as she burst into tears, one that made her crash to the ground, as she called my name repeated, I looked awa
Ava's POVI shook in fear, as I felt my ears tingle. My legs cringed, and I didn't realize when I buried my hand into his broad back which was now free from the prison of clothes, as I felt his finger dig right inside of me, making its way deeper, and causing me to hyperventilate, as I opened my mouth in an "O" form, I held him tighter for support."Mmm...aww..." I felt what seemed like a hot fluid flow down my bowels, one that I never felt the day I lost my virginity. Today was much smoother, sweeter, and wetter, and to top it all, I felt much more horny than I had felt with the stranger that ripped me apart that day.I closed my eyes and fed the heat of the moment, the passion..the...the--"Aww...Grindley..." I felt a drop of water leave my eyes, his hand off my beneath as I heard some strange sounds, causing me to pass out some fluid again. I felt my head was in the clouds, and I couldn't believe I wanted him so badly.So badly...but...why is my heart pounding so hard against the wa
Ava's POVThe rays from the sun were reflected through the windows, casting its glow on my face, as I used my left hand to cover my face in what seemed like a reflex.I was still trying to open my eyes when the memories of what had happened last night flashed through my head. From the moment I walked away from Aunt Janet, into Grindley's car, and down to the Mooners pack, and how he had banged me so hard last night. Right now, I think I'm regretting this. "Uh," I winced in pain as I touched my neck, which seemed to be a bit open. I closed my eyes and heaved a sigh, getting up to see myself still naked in the Lycan king's bed. So much for the distraction, I feel a bit sore beneath, even though it was not my first time. I guess I'm still tight. "Owww," I felt some sharp pain below my abdomen. I guess I was banged so hard that even my legs were still shaking, causing me to crash to the floor on my first attempt to leave the bed."Aww... Grindley," I whispered under my breath and smil
Ava's POVI shook in fear, as my eyes darted from one place to another. I felt my head go off a bit, as I blinked countless times before finally summoning the courage to speak. "You never said that when I was--""That was before you became mine!" He seethed, carefully packing my hair sideways, and gently I could feel his lips on the marked area on my neck. I swallowed hard, as I felt some cold running down my spine; I couldn't look at the maids standing in front of me, as each of them had some hint of jealousy on their faces."You smell so good that I wanna dig in again," Alpha Grindley whispered into my ears, and fear gripped me, causing me to wriggle away from him almost immediately. I realized I might have made the worst decision last night. Maybe I was not thinking straight. Why the hell would I allow him to mark me as his own last night? How could he restrict me from going to see my aunt? "Well...you could always run," Neva, my wolf, wasn't done with her suggestions when Alpha
Ava's POVJust as I stood there startled, my eyes fixed on the diamond ring that was on the strange lady coming out from Alpha Grindley's chamber, which I feel I can now refer to as my chamber, I ran into a confused state. Swallowing hard, I found it hard to introduce myself.Right now, that wasn't even the issue, the issue was who is this girl, and what right she had to enter--"Hey," her words interrupted my thoughts, and I cringed when she dragged me closer and pulled me into her embrace, patting me slowly and giggling playfully."I'm so sorry if I startled you for a moment. That's just the way I play around. And oh..." she pointed behind her, as she refused to let go of my hand."I was sent by my brother to get his glasses," She replied, while I stood there thinking everything happening right now was a dream. At first, I thought she was Alpha Grindley's fiance, and now she is--what? His sister? Are they trying to mess with my brain or what?I was still watching in awe when she exte
Ava's POVI had woken up to a very hectic headache. And as I managed to get up, but a powerful muscular hand had stopped me from doing so. "I wouldn't do that if I were you.""Alpha Grindley?" I called, looking at Sandra, his sister, who seemed to be dozing off already, before opening her eyes to see me awake."Ava? You are awake. I was so scared. I thought--wait, are you feeling okay now?" Sanda walked towards me, checking out my hands, and the rest of my body, before hugging me tight. With her doing all this, I felt like I've met her for years. But no matter how nice she was, she cannot replace Penny, and my aunt--Janet."You can get some sleep now, I'll look after her." I watched her disengage from me, yawning with her mouth wide open, one can easily imagine that she was really tired.I held my head with my left hand and closed my eyes deeply, trying to recollect what had happened and why I got to this stage.Opening my eyes, I met Alpha Grindley sitting right in front of me, his e
Grindley’s POVMaking Nora my Luna was the best decision I’ve ever made. Since she has a striking resemblance to Ava, it made it much easier to forget all about Ava. But trust me, not completely.Just as we both were about to have fun, a knock came on the door, sending me into an angry mode.“Who the fuck is that?!” I shrieked. “Ignore that,” Nora giggled.Holding me closer, I took her lips in mine and kissed her hard. “I miss you so much. I want you–”Knock!!“Alpha, your brother is here to see you,” The soldier announced.I paused a minute, looking back at Nora, who was already taking off her clothes and was now naked. As for her man, Peter–he died. I made sure I sent him to his death just to have Nora to myself. After all, he was a threat. And I felt he was going to rebel if I didn’t do any of that.“My brother?” I repeated.“Yes, Alpha. And he has refused to leave.”The soldier replied.Since the last time Ava drowned in the river with Lucian, I had lost hope of ever seeing he
Ava’s POVEverything became so confusing that I started to ask myself if this was the life I wanted.One time, I chose to leave the revenge behind and stick with Lark.And right now, Pamela here is telling me that my parents, for whom I’ve tried so hard to bring justice so I could have some peace in the werewolf world, are not even my parents?Does that even make any sense? Is my life now what?...a joke to the moon goddess?Am I some sort of toy to be tossed about?“What are you saying?” I asked repeatedly.Muttering the words with tears rolling down my cheeks. As much as I tried to control them, I couldn’t.“My life is a mess right now. And now this?” I stared at Pamela with my eyes all red. My cheeks burned red hot from the tears that stained them. And my hands shook in anxiety. “You need to learn more about your background, Ava. You need to do that before it’s too late,” Pamela broke the silence.“And how am I supposed to do that? Am I expected to just–”I was still talking when
Ava’s POVA gasp left my lips as I tried to make sense of this whole situation.I could hear mumurings from behind. But that was even the least of my problems. I’m yet to be convinced about what Pamela is saying, but I could feel she was telling the truth.“Are you saying my parents are not my real parents?” I scoffed.“Pfft,” I smiled sheepishly while Penny looked at me, shocked.“You can’t possibly believe her, did you?” Penny asked, confused.This cannot be happening to me. All these years, I’ve taken the blame for my parents dying on my accord. The stigma of their death stuck with me like a leeche.I’ve carried the pain in my heart. A nightmare that reoccurs every time I lay myself to sleep. I couldn’t forgive myself for years and even ended up losing my first child because of it. Only for me to learn that they are not my parents.Could this be a prank by Pamela? Or has the moon goddess decided to give me this rough fate? Why?Why should it be me? Am I truly cursed?“You were adopt
Ava’s POVI stared at Lark, making sure he was doing the right thing. It’s one thing to be hated by some of the pack members. And it’s another to put them at risk when I should protect them.“What’s your price?” Lark stared at Pamela, his grip firm on my shoulder.“Why not allow me to sort your Luna first? Then we can talk about what my prices are.” She smirked.Silence fell on every corner of the room for a moment as we all looked a bit uncertain. The witches were known for their domineering powers, especially when they knew a pack was at their mercy.And right now, we might just be playing right into her hand. Thereby creating much problem for ourselves.“I’ll figure it out.” I face Lark with sweat dripping off my face. Just then, my gaze hit a transparent surface, and honestly, I looked half dead. “You don’t look so good. The pack members cannot see you this way,” Lark shook his head in disapproval.“Help her,” Lark insisted.I can see he was doing all these things just because of
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Ava’s POVI shut my eyes to be sure my imagination was not playing tricks on me.“Ava,” I could hear my name being called faintly.I was lost in the shadows of my thoughts. The fear of uncertainty. I was still wallowing in them.There’s just this phobia in my heart. The fear of certain things happening. Like Valerie coming back to ruin my mating day.Like the pack finding out that I’m the Luna healer and they wanting to use me. Fear of losing my child or my best friend.“Ava, are you okay?” Penny tapped me on the shoulder.Jolting me out of my thoughts, I managed to fake a smile. “Whatever it is you are thinking can wait, Ava. Don’t let the pack think their Alpha made a mistake in choosing you,” Penny warned.These days, one would think Penny is now a part of us with the way she gives me instructions.“Ava, just hold my hand and stare at me whenever you feel uncertain of things, okay?” Lark asked, holding my left hand firmly.“Okay.”Just as I nodded in affirmation to his words, he be
Ava’s POVI had opened my eyes to see Lark staring at me. Looking at him closely, I couldn’t help but feel shy.I know this isn’t my first time being in bed with a man. But with Lark, it feels so different.“Good morning, sunshine,” Lark smiled.“Good morning,” I answered shyly.Covering the rest of my body with the sheets, I tried making my way out of bed. But he was quick to bring me closer.“I’m sorry. But I can’t have you run off again.” Lark said against my neck.Giving me a little peck on my neck, I felt my toes curl.“I will do anything for you, Ava,” he replied against my shoulder.“Anything for us,” he concluded with his hand on my stomach.Just then, I felt the urge to talk. Since we are here now, maybe having a conversation is better.“I don’t want to do this anymore,” I started.Gently placing my head on his chest, I felt a drop of tear flow down my cheek.“Hey, hey, hey,” Lark whispered.Gently tilting my cheeks, making me stare at him in the eyes. He carefully wiped away
Ava’s POV He was so close to me that I could smell every scent of his. My wolf was getting intoxicated. And me–I was getting so wet beneath me. My heart raced faster than I had to push him off me. Every bit of me…wants him. So badly. My body tensed as I felt so hot. My face burned hot and my ears turned red.I could observe them from where I stood since the mirror wasn't so far from me. Right now, I'm sure he could also smell my desire for him. I could see him trying to control his wolf. I'm sure he needs to know I was on the same page with him. He wants to be sure I need him just like he wants me. “I've never been so real with anyone in my life. Like I've been to you Ava,” he broke the silence. The breeze from the evening blew the veil allowing the moon to cast its glow into my chamber. “I've waited so hard for this day. I don't care if you carry another man's child or not,” Alpha Lark said. Approaching me slowly, with my back turned on him. He pulled me closer to his embr
Ava’s POV Life has been different since I stepped my foot into this pack. Everyone started to accept me for who I really was. Especially now that Valerie is away. It's been a month now. And I'm starting to shake off the whole revenge thing. One thing life has taught me is to let go of the pain and embrace sweetness whenever I come across one. As for my baby bump–I'm here to have one. I'm just one month gone. “For someone pregnant, you look so strong,” Penny teased. “When will you start learning how to knock before entering, Penny?” I rolled my eyes. “And how many hours have you been standing there?” I added, stretching lazily. “Long enough to see you admiring yourself and the babies?” Penny smiled sheepishly.Can I say life has been fair to us for the past month? Yes. There has been no war recorded. Not even any deaths were added to the ones before. Many people said I was a blessing. And many agreed that, indeed, I was the peace they'd all been waiting for. “Babies?” “Yes