The drive back to The Blood Wolf Pack was odd, I knew I was heading “home”, but it truly didn’t feel that way anymore. I had been staying with Max and The Full Moon Pack for five years now, I was essentially, still a child when I was sent away but to return when I’m twenty-one, it feels as though I’m a different person now so I couldn’t help but worry that this place was no longer mine anymore.
But my wolf on the other hand, seemed to be giddy about the prospect of returning, she bounced around happily in my head and even said numerous times that I should ditch my belongings and this car and head back in wolf form which would be much faster. Her reaction did confuse me for a moment, I had never shifted in this pack before, I had turned eighteen at The Full Moon pack and know it’s all my wolf knows, but still she couldn’t wait for me to return home and refused to tell me why the many times that I would ask. When I finally, drove through the borders of The Blood Wolf Pack, it was growing darker which I thanked the long road I was driving down that I was able to return before it was too late. Driving down the dirt road towards my parent's house, it made the odd feelings I felt before only resurface. As I had said, I believe I had changed so much since leaving but this place, it all seemed to stay the same, even the alignment of the bushes and how thick they were allowed to grow looked identical to when I had left. It was as though I had grown and evolved but this place had been under a pause like spell since I left. When my parents house came into view, I couldn’t help the smile which graced my lips at the prospect of seeing them again. We had mind-linked many times since I had been away and much when I was discussing my return. I did explain how I may have to pull over and find a place to stay for the night due to the late hour, so I didn’t know if they were expecting me or not. But my questions were answered when my mother sprung from the front door once I pull up. “Iris!” She exclaimed rushing over to my door, whilst I laughed unclipping my seatbelt and climbing out, where I was soon pulled into a hug and trapped against the door. “Hello mum.” I reply laughing but do offer her a hug back as she pulled away and placed her hands on my face as though she was getting a better look. “Oh my, you’ve grown so much, where’s my baby gone?!” She exclaimed seeming to well up that I no longer looked sixteen, as my father, who looked a little older than when I last saw him left the house with such a big smile on his lips. “She’s right in front of us Martha but now standing here as woman! It’s so great to see you sweetheart.” He smiled walking over whilst also pulling me in for a hug, I smiled even bigger feeling such immense happiness that I’d been able to see them again. “It’s so great to be back, this place hasn’t changed at all.” I said looking around the area once I was finally, released from the many hugs I’d be pulled into in less than a minute. “Oh, you know this place never changes now how about we get all your boxes in, so you can settle in after that long drive.” My mother said pulling open the door and spotting my many more boxes sat in the back. “Yeah, I had a few years to accumulate more things, oh be careful dad.” I explain but try to step forward to stop him when my father picked up four boxes and started to walk into the house. “I can handle it hunny, I didn’t used to be the Beta because of my looks!” He called back to me walking into the house with ease, before another Beta I have wanted to see for so long came to my mind. “Talking about Beta’s, where’s Lincoln?” I asked a little sad that he wasn’t here to greet me when I arrived, only because I miss him so much. “The Alpha sent him off to do a job in another pack, but he should be back anytime now, he can’t wait to see you again, it’s all he’s spoken about for the last week.” My mother explained grabbing two boxes of her own and walking them into the house, leaving me and the shotgun box in the passenger seat outside. With a smile, I reach for the handle and retrieve my box, but as I lifted my head out back into the cold afternoon air, my wolf jumps around excitingly in my head whilst the most delicious, sweet, mouth-watering inducing smell began to fill my senses. In that moment, it was as though all of my desire to do anything else aside from find the source of this delicious smell was all my brain and body wanted to do. But as I looked around the area, it was as though the wind was blowing the smell all around me which prevented me from beginning my search. That was until I felt intense eyes on me, even the feeling of said eyes made shivers run through my body as though it was preparing itself. Turning my head to stare in front of me again and towards the pack house, I find them, bright ocean blue eyes looking back into mine. In that instant, the entire world seemed to dim as though the spotlights were only on me and this man in front of me. “Mate, we’ve found mate!” My wolf begins to cheer in my mind seeming to jump around excitedly, where this mysterious man began to take dangerous steps closer to me, the darkness only allowing me to make out his silhouette, which truly showcased the size of him. The way his towering height allowed my wolf to cower a little but not in a scared manner, but an almost timid way as though this man was making her squeal like she was a little excited child. But his height was not the only huge part of him which I could see, the sheer size of his rippling muscles on his arms and the rest of his his body took my breath away, whoever this man was, knew how to workout. I could have remained in my mesmerised state for hours until this man took another step forward and I was able to see his face, to say I was beyond shocked and a little perplexed once my brain caught up with me and I was able to realise who this man was would be a huge understatement. Alban, my brother's best friend and the one person who had made my life a living hell when I lived here, who was now also known as Alpha Alban looked back at me. “Mine.” I saw him growl not daring to look away from my eyes for even a moment, even though I wasn’t enjoying who I was looking at anymore, I couldn’t help but do so. “Iris, you must come and see what we’ve had done to the kitchen!” My mother’s voice calling from the house snaps me from whatever trance I was in, Alban seeming to realise this. “I’m coming!” I shout back as to not worry her, I didn’t need my parents walking out and seeing me and this magnificent monstrosity in front of me giving each other the mate look. Taking steps further away from him and over to my front door, I didn’t dare turn my back on him, I knew what this man was like before I left so I didn’t dare take any chances. When I reached the threshold of the door, I saw such a deep scowl appear on his face that I was indeed walking away from him and not into his arms. Using my foot to help, I close the door blocking his view of me but also, my view of him. “Are you fucking kidding me.” I mutter using the same phrase I had when I learnt of my departure from this pack, but now I was using it to describe an even scarier situation.The thought of Alban and the unfortunate situation I had found myself in clouded my mind, the way his eyes looked into mine caused me to want to shrink but at the same time, run into his arms. That man was awful to me the last few years I was staying at this pack, each time he would see me, the look on his face was as though I had betrayed him in such an outrageous way, and I was his worst enemy. But the awful mixed with confusing thing, I had never done a single thing which would grant being treated the way he treated me. It wasn’t only me that he’d do it to, but almost to every friend that I had. It was as though he thought I was such a repulsive person that I didn’t deserve to have friends, so he did everything in his power to force them to leave me. I even recall around a month before I left, my best friend Malcolm and I were walking home from a little get together deep in the woods when Alban appeared out of nowhere. I knew what he was like, so I grabbed Malcolm by the hand and
Waking up the next morning back at home in my own bed, I truly felt more lost than I ever did back at The Full Moon pack. Leading up to this point when I knew I would need to head home, I did worry that I’d get like this. I felt so at home there and knew everyone and knew I had a place in the world, but now being in this pack again, it was as though everyone had moved on with their lives and here I was, seeming to go back to where I was when I left, I didn’t have a place anymore. As I sat up in bed looking out of the window with such sadness in the pit of my stomach, I realised I hadn’t messaged Max after returning home and worried he’d either get worried himself or feel as though I had simply forgotten about him because I was back home. Throwing my blankets off and grabbing my phone which sat on charge beside me, I write: “Sorry I didn’t text last night, once I returned home, I hadn’t stopped. I’m back safe but I miss you so much.” Once I hit send, all I could do was sigh and l
My eyes began to flutter closed the longer I sat on the sofa, I had only been awake for some hours but due to the amount of crying I had done in that short amount of time, my eyes stung and begged me to rest them. Feeling as though I didn’t have much else to do, I was ready to oblige and take my first nap in my parent's house, but the front door beginning to knock three booming times jolted me forward. My heart pounded in my chest from the shock of this sudden visitor, my hands seeming to grip the armrests of the sofa as though that was going to aid me in anyway. The repeated knocks on the door once I hadn’t even rose from the sofa yet to get the door snaps me from my delirious state, I believe that is what led me to get up from the chair and quickly walk towards the door without taking much thought as to who could be waiting on the other side. But that seemed to all change when I reached for the handle and pulled open the door, only to reveal the very same Alpha I had locked ey
The longer Alban’s body lay pressed against mine, the more those burning desire feelings took over my senses but also, the less air I was able to take in due to my whole body getting pressed against the hardwood flooring. “Do not get me wrong little mate, I do enjoy a little fight, it simply excites me for the punishments I can bestow upon you with my own special weapon.” He whispered right by my ear which only allowed my wolf to howl in excitement and me to attempt to move myself but due to the position, I couldn’t get very far. “You’re…. such a… dick.” I manage to reply not able to get a full breath of air in my lungs due to his body weight and the floor sandwiching me in place, but even with this I wasn’t going to allow him to win. “That is exactly right little mate, one you will greatly enjoy when the time comes, I wonder if it will be now.” He whispered even closer to my ear but this time, a little piece of his saliva falls from his lips and lands on my cheek, this sending
I couldn’t shake the feeling of dread which washed over my body when Alban had my phone in his possession and I didn’t, I knew there wasn’t anything incriminating on those messages between Max and I, but I worried how this Alpha would take some of them. “Iris, I was beginning to grow worried the longer that I hadn’t heard from you, I miss you more than you could ever imagine and wish for you to be close to me again. Let me know how you’re settling in and just know, the offer still stands.” Alban said reading the message that Max had written, due to what I had led Alban to believe, some of the things in that message didn’t seem to sit well with him as he let out a growl. “What offer is this grotesque man referencing?” He asked looking away from my phone and down at me with that same look of anger, where I simply rolled my eyes in response. “That is no business of yours.” I say not faulting in my response at all, where a sick little laugh escapes Alban’s lips as though he was mock
Lincoln had just concluded the last of his meetings for the day, all he had to do now was set up Albans office and see if he had any other orders for him that day. After seeing how little the Alpha had scheduled for that day himself, he knew it was likely they would both clock off early which would give Lincoln time to head over and speak with Iris. He believed they all knew what a harsh adjustment it would have been for Iris once she returned, but he didn’t think he truly considered the emotional adjustment aspect. He could see she had made some great friends while she was away which would make it hard to leave but added onto the fact that so much has changed in this pack since she left, he could see why she was feeling lost. So, as her older brother, he wasn’t going to stop until he saw she found her purpose once again. But his hope for an early clock off was soon thrown from the window when Alban walked in, a deep scowl on his face as he throws the office door open and slams it
I waited in my room for the remainder of the day and even dead into the night, my mother had asked if I wanted dinner, but I simply said I wasn’t hungry and turned around to the window. I still couldn’t believe I had found myself in this position, not even a week ago I was happily sitting in my bed back at The Full Moon Pack, knowing I had my freedom and people around me who actually cared and wanted the best for me. But now I’m stuck in a place which doesn’t feel like home, the sense of purpose taken from my mind as some stupid order to keep me in the pack hung over my head. There was nothing I could do about my life now, it was fully in the hands of Alban, my unfortunate mate. As I looked out the window at the beautiful full moon in the sky, all I could do was sigh, I truly didn’t know what else I could do. “Accept mate.” My wolf suggests in my head letting me know what she wanted, which only caused me to sigh even more placing my head against the wall behind me. “It’s not t
Alban was peacefully sleeping in bed when he suddenly, jolted awake in a panic looking around the room. He didn’t quite understand what had awoken him and forced him into this kind of state, but his wolf also seemed to be on edge. “Something has happened, I do not know what, but it is bad.” His wolf tells him in a panicked but protective stance, this alerting Alban as he reached up and wiped the sweat from his face. “I am not receiving any distress alerts from our border guards.” Alban began to try and rationalise why he may have awoken suddenly, but his comment only allowed his wolf to growl that much more loudly. “I am not talking about the pack, you fucking moron! I’m speaking about mate; I can feel something has happened to her, so you need to check her immediately!” His wolf growls ferociously due to Alban not understanding what he meant right away, but now he was aware, Alban wasted no time. He throws the covers from his legs and bounds out of bed, with the freezing temp
As soon as I showed Malcom that I had known all along what he wanted from me, I witnessed his differing emotions switch up right in front of me. At first, he was full of nothing but shock, to him, he and his group of friends had been keeping this secret under lock a key, not a single person they didn’t want to find out could. But now me, someone who had only returned to the pack a few weeks ago was able to catch wind, it didn’t make sense. The next emotion to display was his confusion, how could I have found it all out and if I knew about it, could other people such as Alban know? With that question it was deep fear which looked back at me. “How… how do you know?” He asked pointing towards me a little while I sighed, I didn’t know if I wanted to disclose the training I’d received, what if he asked me to help with what they wanted with a more hands-on roll?! “I hate when Alban says this to me, but I think it’s a useful saying here, I know most things that happen around this place
Once breakfast had concluded which was much less embarrassing than I was expecting, I thought they’d all have questions or would look at us with wiggling eyebrows knowing what we did. But it was the opposite, everyone was more interested in the arrangements for my Luna ceremony, Polly insisting that I allow her and my mother to sort the décor and finishes. I was quick to allow them as I had so much more going around my brain that the Luna ceremony was certainly not a priority. My father and Albans soon dismissed themselves to go golfing, Lincoln had to rush off to another pack for some important meeting whilst my mother and Polly began to arrange the plans for the ceremony. “Would you like to join us hunny?” My mother asked turning to look at me with a smile, whilst I simply pushed my chair under the table shaking my head. “I would love to but I’m meeting an old friend of mine to catch up.” I smiled having to mentally remember what route I had to take to arrive at the old drawin
The air grew tense in that moment, Alban looked as though he wanted to pounce at Malcom in that moment while Malcom, attempted to hide the fear in his eyes but it was clear by the way his body shook a little. Where I was left in the middle looking between each man hoping the event back in the woods wouldn’t continue in this moment. “Of course, not sir, Iris and I were simply catching up since it’s been some time.” Malcolm said with a look of nervousness on his face as he spoke but for Alban, he seemed deeply annoyed. “You will address my mate as Luna, she is no longer a regular pack member you can take deep into woods at night to engage in outlandish parties. I believe you are scheduled to begin your patrols are you not, I was under the impression that you had changed your ways when you began your training, was I wrong in my assumption?” Alban asked not too pleased that Malcolm had addressed me by my name without the title of Luna, only family and close friends of mine are to addr
Once I had pulled Alban away from my body long enough to get changed and leave the house, we both went to see the hounds who were more than excited to see me. I hated going even an afternoon without seeing them, while I was looking after them at The Full Moon Pack, they did become like my children in a sense, so I do find myself getting protective and worried about them when I have to be away. They also were able to sense that Alban and I were now fully mated, not only because they would have felt the shift in the air the same moment all the pack members did but they can now smell my full scent change. Alban and I now smell even more like each other than before, our scents have fully mixed with one another allowing anyone to smell that we were both mated to someone. After sorting the hounds and ensuring they had enough food and water for the day, Alban and I walk hand in hand through the woods back towards the pack house. A smile sat on both of our faces as we spoke about my Luna
The brightest light of the sun streaming through the curtains and hitting my eyes stirs me from my sleep, opening up my eyes having to squint a little in hopes of adjusting to the light I sat there for a moment attempting to come to with world again. After a moment, I take a look down and find an arm wrapped around my body, confused a little I follow the arm and couldn’t help the smile forming on my face once I spotted our interlocked fingers, memories of yesterday soon played out in my mind where I couldn’t help but blush and smile at the memory. There were many times before that point I wondered if I’d ever be ready, but now as I lay safely in my mates arms the morning after, I felt as though I was safe and belonged. Turning around a little to see if he was awake, I discover his eyes were still closed and his breath slow allowing me to realise he was still asleep, leaning up and placing a kiss on his nose before beginning to attempt to free myself from his grasp and climb out of b
The room slipped into a tense silence once that sentence left my lips, Alban and my eyes locked onto each other with his searching mine to see if there was any hint of hesitation in my eyes. But as I lay on the floor, I knew I wanted it to happen not to only take the pain I was experiencing in this moment away, but I was ready to reclaim my life again. After learning of what Max had done to me, it was as though my entire life had been brought to some kind of standstill, all I thought I knew about myself and the confidence that I believed I held was taken from me. But if I did this one thing that Max couldn’t fully do, have my mate fully claim me in this moment, I would put an end to what he did, Alban and his presence would rid any scrap of Max from me, he’d hold not a single ounce of power over me. “You must be sure Iris, if we begin and you have second thoughts, in this state with my wolf, I do not believe I’d be able do stop myself until it is complete.” Alban warned me with
Intense ringing from my ears snaps me out of whatever trance I was in, my eyes were a still closed and my body seeming to heat up swiftly now I was regaining consciousness. As the ringing subsided slightly, the sounds from around me began to morph in and out of focus, now it wasn’t only Polly’s voice I could hear, but another male, one I soon realised was Alban. “What the fuck happened?!” His angry but also, tense voice shouts from somewhere around me, due to which state I was currently laying in because of somebody’s lack of brains, his voice sent my body haywire and longed for me to rush into his arms and take the pain away. “I don’t know! She was walking one minute than all of a sudden, she passes out and before I could catch her, she tumbles down the stairs!” Polly exclaimed seeming to shake me a little as though that was going to wake me up, even though I was slowly coming around with my body starting to drip with unbelievable sweat, I was yet to fully grasp the world at the
Alban at first didn’t reply to my mind-link, leaving me to lay on my back in an old changing room, my sweat dripping into the old and dirty purple carpet, I wouldn’t be surprised if a permanent indentation of my body would be printed deep into the fabric once I finally, peeled myself from it. “Alban I’m scared, please talk to me.” I sent yet another mind-link to him when I had yet to get reply, the pain in my voice mixed with fear soon translated into my voice, where had Polly gone?! “I apologise for not responding, I was coordinating with my mother and some of the fighters with the best solution to ensure you arrive home safety without any male attempting to take advantage. I am sorry I am not there with you sweetheart, but I am getting you home as swiftly as I can.” He soon responded seeming to sense the fear in my voice as his mother, holding three bottles of water in her hands reenters the changing room. “Iris hunny, I have spoken with Alban, and we have a car with a mated m
When I had played with the idea of going shopping with Polly, the one thing which caused me to ask myself if I should sacrifice my mental sanity was how many shops she’d want to visit and the number of items she wanted to buy. Now having experienced the shopping experience with Polly, I have come to realise that my reservations surrounding the whole idea were beyond reasonable. We’d been in the packs town area for six hours, I had been dragged to more shops than I like to believe existed, now because the shopping experience was in order for me to update my wardrobe, the amount of clothing I had been forced to try on was more than I’d believed I’ve ever worn in my entire life and that is not an exaggeration, my feet ached from the amount of standing and walking I had done and my arms didn’t feel that much better either. Thankfully, the driver who had brought us here took the bags full of my new clothing back to the car and was dropping it off to Albans for us, my only fear was now Po