ALEJANDRA.
Today we are taking Zaire to college.
All ten of us—Dad, Mom, Dahlia and her husband Alex, Clay, obviously Zaire, Katherine, me, Legend and Amara.
We are taking five separate vehicles. Dad and Legend are driving his pickup truck with a lot of Zaire’s stuff in the back. Mom and Amara are taking the SUV with all the seats folded down and the back full of stuff. Dahlia and Alex are driving their small car. They’re not carrying anything, but Alex is going to help move stuff. Not like we need help, but Dahlia wanted to come. Zaire and Clay are taking Zaire’s car. Katherine and I are in the back of the caravan, driving the Jeep that we share. There is really no point in driving, but I just didn’t want to ride with anybody else, and Katherine thinks guys will talk to her if she’s driving because they’ll think she’s a college student. I don’t mind, as long as she drives.
Katherine and I are quiet on the drive. I think we’re both sad that we have to say goodbye to Zaire. Sure, he’ll probably be coming home every other weekend so Mom can do his laundry, but it won’t ever be the same again. He’s breaking up our fearsome threesome.
Since Zaire, Katherine, and I are all so close in age, we always do everything together. So much so that when we were little, you would never see one without the other two. Even now as teenagers, we’re tight. I knew it wouldn’t always be this way. Children grow up. I think of how many times a year I get to see my Aunt Vanessa, my mom’s sister. I only get to see her at either Thanksgiving or Christmas because she lives in Hawaii. Someday, that will be us.
“This sucks,” Katherine says, sighing.
“Yep.” I look forward, not wanting to see the sad expression on Katherine’s face. If she starts crying, so will I.
“Who do you think will cry more? Mom or Dahlia?”
I tap my finger on my chin, pretending to think.
“Dahlia,” Katherine and I say at the exact same time and then we laugh.
We aren’t usually the kind of twins who say the same thing at the same time, but when we do, it’s always a big deal. I guess we’ve always wanted to be those twins—the kind who look and talk identical. And I especially would’ve loved if she could have taken my math finals last year. Instead, we’re the kind of twins who look completely opposite and we don’t always know what each other is thinking.
Well… I suppose I can know what she’s thinking if I touch her, but I like to give her privacy. I never touch her bare skin on purpose.
When we pull onto campus, Katherine is suddenly very excited. She points to a group of guys who are tossing around a bunch of footballs and goofing off. I look to appease her but roll my eyes. I just don’t understand how she is so boy crazy, as Mom says.
Okay, maybe I understand a little now that I’ve met Forrest and Desmond. When I think of them, my heart goes crazy, but I try to keep them out of my mind.
Was it only last night that I met Desmond?
I wonder if I will see either of them again. The thought of not seeing them physically makes me feel sick to my stomach. I have to see them. They’re mine.
I’m annoyed at myself for thinking that Forrest and Desmond are “mine,” but there is also a rightness that I feel about it. I believe it, deep in my soul. I know it’s right.
That’s a thought for another day, though, because that is insane. My brain refuses to accept it.
We pull in front of Zaire’s dorm and get out. All the guys get to unloading the truck and Katherine starts talking to Dahlia and Mom about the guys she saw playing football, then proceeds to talk about how excited she is to go to school here. But not because it’s a great school—it’s because of the guys.
Katherine has never had problems getting a boyfriend or even a date. I think the longest she’s ever been single since she was thirteen has been three months, which ironically is the length of her longest relationship. Mom always says there’s nothing wrong with dating a lot, just like there is nothing wrong with “waiting for Prince Charming,” which she thinks is what I’m doing. Let’s be real, though—Prince Charming has nothing on Forrest and Desmond.
Dang it. I thought about them again. Can I not go five minutes without them invading my brain?
I’m a little on edge today, being out of Jacksonville. I kind of just want to get in the car and go back home. I want to look for…
Them.
I won’t think their names. Not again.
Once everything is unpacked and Zaire’s dorm is set up, we meet his roommate and parents. They seem nice. He plays football too, so I think Zaire will get along with him nicely.
After, we all head to a late lunch. It’s our final lunch with Zaire before we leave, and I’m a little sad. He sits between Katherine and me, and I don’t even mind when he grabs my hand under the table. I try to tune out his thoughts, but I literally can’t.
Zaire is nervous about school, which doesn’t surprise me. He’s acting cool, but that’s just how he is. He never lets anybody see him sweat. He’s also sad because he’s going to miss all of us. Zaire’s excited about his new chapter in life. But what he’s most excited for is next year, when Katherine and I join him. The fact that he’s already thinking of that warms my heart. I’m not just his annoying little sister. I’m his best friend.
When it’s time to say our goodbyes, as predicted, Dahlia cries first. Then Mom. I try to hold in my tears and be strong for Zaire because I know he’s upset about us leaving and seeing us cry would only hurt him more.
“I’m going to miss you,” I tell him, when he squeezes me tight against him.
“I’ll miss you more.”
He will. I know this because he’s thinking about how we all have each other. He’s the one being left alone here.
“I’ll come visit.” I pat his back and hug him tighter one last time. “You already know I’ll be coming to all the football games.”
“You better.”
Somehow, I manage to hold back my tears until I’m in the car.
I’m going to miss Zaire more than anything.
PUMA.
Who is this magnificent creature?
Phoenix and I watch from the shadows as a dark-haired girl walks through the front door of a home in Jacksonville. I wish I could get a better look at her before the door closes, but all I see is the back of black, wavy hair.
I immediately recognize her as my mate.
Mine, my wolf says, claiming her.
But that smell…
“What is she?” Phoenix asks, breaking the silence.
“I don’t know.”
“She’s my mate.”
My eyes widen as I look at him. “No, she’s my mate.”
I’m so focused on our conversation that I don’t hear the two shifters sneak up behind us.
“You guys too?”
I turn around and see Forrest and Desmond standing there.
“What do you mean too?” Phoenix asks, clenching his jaw.
Desmond motions toward Forrest and himself. “She’s our mate.”
“That’s… impossible,” I stutter.
“Apparently not.” Forrest tucks his hands into his pockets and stares at me, shoulders tight.
“What are we going to do?” I throw the question out there because this situation is unique. Shifters don’t share mates, especially not wolf shifters.
Everybody looks to Forrest for the answer. He is our alpha, at least he will be one day. But Forrest is at a complete loss for words. He just shakes his head and shrugs.
Phoenix curses as he pulls his phone out of his pocket. “Alpha Romano keeps calling me. I know he’s wondering where we are.”
“We’re late for school again,” Desmond points out.
“I think he will understand, considering the circumstances.” Forrest runs his hand along his jaw, and a determined expression settles on his face.
“Have you talked to her?” I ask.
Forrest and Desmond both nod.
“She doesn’t know about shifters. I’m pretty sure she thinks we’re crazy,” Desmond says.
That’s not good.
“She doesn’t know she’s a supernatural?” Phoenix’s brows furrow, and his hand snakes around the base of his neck.
Somebody not knowing what they are is rare. Not as rare as having four shifter mates. No, that’s just… unheard of.
“What’s her name?” I ask, because I need to know.
“Alejandra,” Forrest answers.
Alejandra.
My wolf likes the name. He has already decided that she is his and there is no changing his mind. I can tell by the looks on the other’s faces that they feel the same way.
“We have to get her to school.” Desmond darts a glance at Forrest. “You know that’s where your dad will want her.”
“I know,” he says. “We will give her until tomorrow night.”
“How are we going to meet her?” My wolf and I are anxious to be near her.
“She’ll walk to the beach.” Desmond’s voice is full of confidence as he replies.
Tomorrow.
I get to meet my mate tomorrow.
My heart races, and my mouth feels dry. I’ve never had problems talking to a girl before, but for some reason the thought of talking to my mate for the first time is making me nervous. What if she doesn’t like me? Or what if she likes the other guys better? Will she even want me as her mate? Wolves never shun their mates, but she’s not a wolf. We don’t know what she is. So, what if she doesn’t want anything to do with me?
No. My wolf won’t let that happen. I won’t let that happen.
Tomorrow I will meet my mate for the first time, and I will make sure she falls in love with me.
ALEJANDRA.Today feels like a monumental day. Like something big is going to happen. Something that will change my life. I don’t know why I feel this way, but I can’t shake the feeling. It’s not necessarily bad, but it’s strange.Katherine is going out tonight with a guy from our school. He texted her earlier and asked if she wanted to go eat dinner and get a movie. She doesn’t like the guy, but she said she never turns down free dinner and a free movie. I don’t understand why she would go out with a guy she doesn’t really like, but I don’t question her. I’m actually kind of glad she’s going out because I want to spend some time alone tonight.Getting up from my desk, I head downstairs. I tell myself I’m just going on a walk, but I know it’s more than that. I know exactly where my walk is going to lead.When I let my mom know I’m going for a walk, she’s so upset about Zaire leaving yesterday that she doesn’t even complain about it.Once I get outside, I see the almost full moon in the
ALEJANDRA. I hear the ocean in my dream. There are soft waves crashing and… A rocking motion? Why am I rocking? And why do I feel like I got the best sleep of my life? I stretch my arms and legs out. I can literally smell the salt water in the air, like I’m sleeping on the beach or something. Wait a minute. My eyes open abruptly, and I find myself in an unfamiliar room. The rocking sensation wasn’t just in my dreams. Something is rocking gently. I am in a small bed in the corner of a room. I sit up and look around, seeing nothing familiar. There is a small window with a curtain covering it, so I get up and walk over to look outside. When I look out, I see nothing but water. Oh, my gosh. I’ve been kidnapped. My heart is racing, and my entire body feels heavy. Think, Alejandra. What’s the last think you remember? Forrest. Phoenix. Desmond. Puma. I hate how just thinking their names makes my heart race for an entirely different reason than fear. Why are they the last thin
ALEJANDRA.Desmond thinks he’s my “mate.” Mate as in soulmate.He thinks we’re meant to be together.I don’t want to hurt his feelings, but how can we be meant to be when I literally just met him? I don’t know him well enough to be together with him.Plus, the fact that whatever I feel for him, whatever connection we have, I also have that same connection with the other three guys. I try to keep that out of my mind, but it’s impossible. I cringe, thinking about him listening in on my private thoughts. He’s talking with Forrest at the moment. He’s on the other side of the deck, but I know he can hear me.I groan.Great.Now my “mate” knows that I also have feelings for his three best friends. This thing is turning out great so far.I’m also worried about my family. Forrest told me I can call them once I arrive at the school, as long as I promise not to talk about the fact that I’m at a school for werewolves.They don’t like being called werewolves. They say they’re wolf shifters and th
ALEJANDRA.People are staring at me.Do I call them people? Well, I guess they’re technically people, but they’re more than human. They’re shifters. Shifters that could probably rip me to shreds in two seconds flat if I pissed them off.Still, they’re staring at me. They’re probably wondering what I’m doing here. That is a question I wish I knew the answer to myself. Yet, here I am, in a castle where I’m about to attend school.“Do the stairs change positions?” I whisper to Forrest, since he is the closest to me.He raises an eyebrow. “Why would they do that?” “Never mind,” I mumble.Right.I forgot.They don’t even know what Harry Potter is.“Explain yourself,” he demands, not leaving me room to argue.I roll my eyes.Forrest truly is the “alpha.”“It’s from this movie,” I say, waving my hand. Though, it’s much more than just a movie. It’s easier to explain it this way though.“We will watch this movie with you.” It’s not a question.Great. Glad we settled that.When you first walk i
ALEJANDRA.Forrest comes back into the oval office to get the rest of us after he’s done talking to his dad.Oval office.I giggle.We’re halfway down the stairs when I bump into the back of Forrest. He and Desmond have both stopped and they’re looking at me. I look behind me and see that Puma and Phoenix are also staring at me.“What?” I ask.“We’ve never heard you laugh before,” Puma says, voice filled with something I can’t describe.“Oh.” I drop my gaze, uncomfortable with them all looking at me right now. Forrest and Desmond start walking again, so I follow behind them.I’m honestly kind of worried about falling down these stairs. They’re so tall, I’d probably fall forever.“Don’t worry, I’d catch you,” Forrest is quick to assure me.Ah, right.Forrest is in my head now.Or has he always been?“You guys have a lot of things you need to tell me.”“We will. Soon,” he promises. “We just need to get through the next few hours first.” The next few hours.I can do that.“Why did you te
ALEJANDRA.The guys are acting weird—tense. I wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that Forrest’s dad is coming. He’s the alpha, which I think means he’s like the president of the wolf shifters. I don’t exactly understand the leadership system just yet. All I know is that he’s alpha and that someday, Forrest will be alpha too.Forrest acts like an alpha. The guys always do what he says, and he expects me to do the same.Ha.Me? Listen to his commands? That’s not going to happen.One thing I know for sure is that I’m not a wolf shifter. So, technically, he’s not my boss, even if he is my mate.I’m a little confused by the term mate. I thought it meant soulmate. But if I’m both Desmond and Forrest’s mate then I must have heard something wrong. Or maybe wolves have more than one mate. That would be weird, especially when I introduce them to my parents.How could I explain to my human parents that I have four werewolf boyfriends?Wolf shifters, I correct myself. They’re not werew
ALEJANDRA.My head is swimming by the time we leave the meeting with Alpha Romano. I have so many questions, yet the second I get alone with the guys I can’t think of one. I think my brain is just exhausted from the long day.It has been such a long day.Was it just this morning that I woke up on a boat in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean?Yeah, I guess it was.Now, it’s the afternoon as we’re leaving the castle. The guys say we’re going to our off-campus dorm, which I find incredibly confusing because weren’t there boys and girls dorms in the castle? Or maybe the seniors stay somewhere else.Tomorrow I guess we will go to class. I don’t even have a schedule, and I have no idea where I’ll be going or what classes I’ll be taking. I don’t even know if Margot Westwood got my transcript from my last school.“Don’t worry. Everything is settled.” Desmond speaks up, answering my unasked question.But how is it settled?I’m just so confused.I’ll also never get used to having somebody else in
ALEJANDRA.“Was that room meant for me?”I can’t believe that is the first question I’m asking, but I’ll go with it.If I’m being honest, I’m a little scared to ask what I really want to know.“It was technically meant for Forrest and his mate,” Puma answers.“And the clothes that happen to be my size?”Forrest clears his throat, obviously uncomfortable with my question. “I had them ordered when I met you and knew that you were my mate. I knew we’d eventually end up here, and I wanted you to have plenty of clothes.” Ah, I guess that makes sense.“I have plenty of clothes,” I say, giving him a pointed look before continuing. “At home.”“I just figured it would be easier for you to have stuff here and there so you don’t always have to pack.” Right.Because packing it hard?Or maybe that’s just because he’s the alpha’s son, which means something. What, I’m not sure.“What does alpha mean?” I ask.“It means leader,” Forrest answers.“Leader?”“He’s being modest,” Phoenix interjects. “Forr
ALEJANDRA. Over Christmas break, I told my family the truth—that I am a fairy. I told them them that they were glamoured to think I’m their daughter. And that I have four mates. My family didn’t believe me, which I expected. I mean, I had the exact same reaction when Forrest told me he was a wolf shifter. So… I did the only thing I knew I could do to prove it. I had Phoenix shift into a wolf. Don’t worry… I made him go to the bathroom before shifting back. After that, my parents had a lot of questions, as did the rest of my siblings. And so, I literally spent the whole day telling them everything. And even though it’s technically against the law, I am the queen. I’m allowed to break the law. Plus, Alpha Romano gave me permission. I wasn’t sure what to expect after that, but my family seemed to accept everything. I mean, they had a lot of questions about the whole ‘having four mates’ thing, but they didn’t freak out and they listened when I explained it to them. It’s more than I co
ALEJANDRA. Everything is too bright and too loud. I’m about to yell at Katherine and tell her to shut off her alarm when I realize… it’s not an alarm. I’m not in Jacksonville. I open my eyes and shut them immediately. The fluorescent lights are bright. My head hurts, my back hurts, my chest hurts… What happened to me? “Alejandra.” I hear somebody say my voice softly. I open my eyes again, slower this time. Four pairs of eyes are looking down at me. I try to sit up, but a hand reaches out to hold me down. “Just lie down.” I lie back against my pillow, but only because my chest hurts so bad. “What happened to me?” I ask, rubbing the spot on my chest. “Thomas Freeman stabbed you in the back with a silver knife. He actually stabbed your heart.” Forrest clears his throat. “He didn’t know that you’re immune to silver.” “If he stabbed me in the heart, how am I not dead?” Because whether I’m immune to silver or not, getting stabbed in the heart seems like a sure way to die. “I don
ALEJANDRA. I am so nervous on Monday morning. My heart is racing and my hands are shaking. All of the guys wanted to stay with me last night, so we ended up making this huge pallet on the floor and sleeping there. It was kind of cool waking up surrounded by my mates. I realize I want this every morning. We’re going to have to find a bigger bed to make this happen because a king size bed isn’t cutting it. I think the reason I’m so scared is I don’t know how things are going to go today. What if Tiffany and the others change their mind? What if they decide to go ahead and side with Robert Westwood—that’s a scary thought. But what if they don’t and Robert follows through on his promise? What if Robert is able to have Tiffany’s children murdered. The thought hurts my chest. He has to be stopped. I don’t care if he’s my biological grandfather or not. His terrorizing days are over after this. He is going to answer for his crimes. Today when I get dressed, I don’t care so much about loo
ALEJANDRA. The urgency in Forrest’s voice makes my heart race fast and hard. And even though we’re in the middle of helping everybody get settled, we leave the castle to talk to Alpha Romano. I push out Forrest’s thoughts, not wanting to force myself to know what’s going on. If Forrest wanted to tell me what’s happening, he would. I get the feeling this is something I need to hear for myself anyway. We walk out the front of Shifter Academy and get into the car we drove over. The parking lot is still just as empty as when we arrived this morning. I don’t know why it surprises me. I guess I expected the parking lot to be full, but how would they even get the cars here? Also, the fae can’t drive. So that was just a silly thing to think. We drive to where Alpha Romano is staying and I’m surprised when we walk inside and see one of the wolves from the council there. She’s actually one of the wolves on the side that is firmly against the fae. I’m hoping she is here to tell me she’s chang
ALEJANDRA. On Sunday morning, the fae start arriving. When they arrive, we have to make room where we can—some of them stay in the castles. We try to make sure families have homes that are empty on the island. It’ll be a little pack when everything is said and done, but we do what we can. I’m glad nobody seems too upset about having to share their space. Everybody is super welcoming to the fae. A lot more welcome than they were to me when I first came, but now that I’m here, I can’t even blame them for being wary of me. I probably would have too. I’m so glad I know that I’m a fae. And I’m glad that everybody else knows too. There is no hate… well, aside from the council members and the panthers. But the council is nowhere to be seen at the moment and the panthers are hiding in their dorm rooms, which is preferred. I love seeing the castle full of fae. It’s actually incredible. Roshan gathers everybody for a meeting once they get settled—we definitely have a lot of things to catch
ALEJANDRA.After we leave Roshan’s place, the guys and I go back home, but they tell me to put on a bathing suit when we go inside. I start to argue, but I can tell by the looks on their faces that they mean business. So I go to my room and put on my bikini and throw on a coverup before heading downstairs. My guys are waiting for me. Today has been a rough day. Scratch that, it’s been a rough week. Maybe going out and getting a little sun is exactly what I need. Zaire, Katherine, and I used to go to the beach nearly every single day. Even in January and February, when it was too cold to be in the water. Though, I have seen a few tourists around that time of year swimming because it is very warm in Florida compared to whatever mid-western town they’re from. Something about the sound of the waves, the feel of the sun, and the smell of salt water is comforting. Maybe because it reminds me of home. And I miss home. I miss my family more than anything. But I can’t go see them right now
ALEJANDRA. On Saturday morning, I plan to meet with Roshan and the other fae to let them know how everything went with the council. I’m a little bit nervous to tell them. I just hope they don’t get discouraged from the news, but how could they not? Still, I promise myself not to let it show how bothered I am by the news. I want to help keep their spirits up about it. And the truth is, we don’t know what is going to happen. The council could come back and say that they’ve decided to side with the fae. That is my hope. If not… well, I don’t even want to think about that unless it happens. Roshan is staying in his own place. He has two wolf shifters that live close by—other teachers. So I know he’s safe over here. For now. We all meet at his house to discuss things and I’m a little bit anxious. “Everything will be fine.” Desmond squeezes my hand as we approach the front door. I know I always give my mates a hard time about listening to my thoughts, but most of the time I like it. T
ALEJANDRA. It’s weird seeing Alpha Romano in the house, but I suppose this is the only place we really have privacy. Now that I’m fully seeing him, he looks tired. Exhausted, really. I can tell all of this is weighing heavily on him. And what he’s willing to sacrifice—it’s a lot. I can’t believe he’s willing to give up his entire life for me. Well… it’s not just for me. It’s also for Forrest, his son, and all the fae. I keep saying it’s bigger than me because that’s the truth. I’m just the queen who can’t stand the injustice my people have suffered. They need somebody who is willing to fight for them, and that is me. I know the cost and I am willing to pay. Alpha Romano paces in the living room. Forrest is sitting on the side of the coffee table, hunched forward. Phoenix, Puma, and I are sitting on the couch, with me between them, and Desmond is sitting on the arm of the couch, by Phoenix. “Every single shifter, aside from the panthers, has decided to side with the fae.” Alpha Ro
ALEJANDRA. Today, my hair and makeup are on point. I even tried on twenty different outfits before I settled on a simple black dress. I put on a blazer, thinking it helps me look more ‘mature.’ I hope it does. When I walk into the council today, I don’t want them to see a seventeen-year-old girl. I want them to see a fairy queen. I want them to take me seriously and I want to fight for my people. The door to my room opens and Puma sticks his head inside. “Do I look fierce?” I ask, doing a spin for him. Since I basically just gave Puma permission to check me out, he does. He slowly scans my body and there is fire in his eyes when he finally makes eye contact. “You look really hot.” “I don’t want to look hot. I want to look professional.” I look at my four-inch heels. I thought the added height would help me look more intimidating. “Maybe I should wear flats.” “It doesn’t make a different if you wear heels or flats. You’re still short.” I stick my tongue out at him, taking off m