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Chapter 55: Fear and guilt

Author: Sylvia Sly
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I tried to figure out where the blood was coming from, but it wasn't from me, then my eyes moved to Stefan, he was biting himself, how did his lips move from my neck to his arm?

"Stefan, stop, you are hurting..."

"Fiona runs, you should run before I hurt, go away."

His voice was frightened, full of pain, doing what he asked of me, which was to run through that door and never come back, was the only thing that I wanted to do. Still, the pain in his voice didn't make me want to go away, I wanted to be there for him, I wanted to help him, I stubbornly held his hand, and he pushed my hand off his.

'You are not listening, I said run, I am going to hurt you and I don't want to." That last part was low, I could see the pain he was feeling trying not to hurt me, my hand moved to circle his neck but he pulled from me, like he was burning and he was going to consume me if I came anywhere close to him.

The next thing I heard was the loud banging of the bathroom door, he had run through that d
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