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Mate to whom Chapter 20: Hurting
"Uh!!!" "Never mind, I know you can't, I have work to do, talk to you later." He opened the door and left, I heard my chest, fear had taken the better part of me and how the heck did he always guess right of every act of mine, I needed to get out of here, I and Leonid don't need to make him sleep, before leaving when he is busy with administrative matters, we could just leave. Yes, I should get dressed and leave, all I need do is tell the maid, I want to take a walk and the next thing, I am gone, I am not coming back, it's better to be a rogue than to be an omega, I wouldn't want that, although I wasn't living the perfect life in my father's house I know that this is worse, I am not only going to get physical breakdown but also emotional breakdown. I need to see Leonid, right now, I don't know what he gave to me but the truth is, I don't feel comfortable with it, so I made my way to his chamber, I know it's bad to be seen in a man's chamber that didn't claim you but I was stubborn y
Mate to whom Chapter 21: Disappointed and mad
My eyes didn't leave him, I was surprised when he said that I was his mate. When did he find out that, I am his mate? Is that the reason he kissed me some weeks back but why wasn't I excited when he said that, he is my mate, this is one thing, I was waiting for and I thought I would be excited about it, it turns out, that he is not the one, my heartbeat for. He moved closer to me when he found out that not a word came out of my mouth and my expression, wasn't one he could read. "Aren't you happy that I am your mate?" He asked, his face pale, I don't want to tell him that, my heart doesn't beat for him, and that would mean rejecting him. I know that feeling of being rejected by your mate but the truth is, I feel nothing of such for him, the only thing I want from him is friendship, I see him as a friend and a brother not, someone I want to spend the rest of my life with, not someone, I want to be mate to. "Fiona, what are you thinking?" He caresses my face, with his fingers. "You sho
Mate to whom Chapter 22: The heart wouldn't stop beating
"Stefan, what are you doing?" That voice had been the one to tame his beast, his grandmother's voice, he slowly moved from the top of the warrior, and as he heard his grandmother's voice, his wolf shifted back into his human form, and the warriors ran as fast as his legs could carry him, Stefan's grandmother looks at him. 'Are you alright?" He closes his eyes, trying to control his anger. "Is Fiona fine?" The mere mention of Fiona's name made him boil and his wolf was going to jump out again. "Stefan, control yourself.' His grandmother runs his hand on his shoulder, trying to calm him. He lay flat on the grass with his face buried in the floor, as his grandmother, ran her hand on his back. Stefan had flashbacks to the party, he had attended earlier, the man he was with was his best friend, Hilton, and he went there to discuss the fact that, he had picked him as his beta. And he picked that girl to keep him company all because of Fiona, his entire being long for Fiona, that morning h
Mate to whom Chapter 23: Missing him
"You don't want to talk? Do you know I could consume you, right here and now? I could kill you and burn you to ashes or probably rip your heart apart." His voice is full of rage. "If you were capable of doing all that to me, you would have done it, instead of saying it.' He freed my hand, and I gasped, although my heart was beating pretty fast, as a result of fear, fear that those words he kept saying to me would come to pass one day, but at least that melted his heart, and he distances himself from me, I don't know the reason, he doesn't want to come in contact with me but at least he is not killing me, just those naughty act of him. "Sky will take you home, you should go back.' "Who is Sky?" He pointed at the guard who brought me there. "Oh, but I don't want to go, I want to stay with you, let's spend time together."He stared at me for a while, flashing him one of those lovely smiles of mine, and he turned his gaze. "Let's go on a ride." "You can't, your wears aren't appropria
Mate to whom Chapter 24: Fiona's dilemma
I know you must be thinking I called him those names, but the truth is, I wasn't bold enough to say them, they were just in my stupid head, as I walked into my chamber, tears filled my eyes, knowing that Stefan is rejecting me, I wonder if Leonid is going to get hurt, the way I am getting hurt because the one I love isn't in love with me. Just maybe, I should learn to love Leonid, after all, he is not bad, while do I have to keep longing for Stefan when I have love right in front of me, Leonid, just maybe, I should run away, from Leonid and Stefan, I could only cause pain to Leonid, I can't watch him suffer for years, trying to make me fall in love with him or maybe, I should end my miserable life, just maybe, I should just kill myself. No, I can't, I can't watch anyone die, talk more of killing myself, Leonid's idea is the best, I will try to be patient with him, so I can carry out my mission, yes, that way, I could be free. That night, I had so much mental work done on how to carr
Mate to whom Chapter 25: Failed mission
It was darkened, being left in the wood in nowhere, I cried, as I realized how stupid my actions had ended me, I walked in circles through the wood, and I was scared when I began to hear wolves howling. "Fiona!!!' It was Stefan's voice, I closed my eyes tight, that should be his ghost, his ghost had come to take me with him. "Fiona!!!' My eyes flew open, it was a dream, I turned my eyes around, I wasn't in a block of wood but I was in my room, on the bed, I sat fast on the bed, and he was on the couch. "Are you alright?' He asked, I gasped. 'Who did you not mean to kill?" His voice pulled me out of my thoughts. Did I say that loud? Did he read my thoughts again? "Fine, I know you wouldn't tell, let's eat, I am starving." He pulled my hand and led me to the table. "I don't want to eat." "Why? Did you do something bad?" He asked pulling me to the table, my heartbeat increased. "Let's stay in the bed.' I voiced out, and he smiled and looked at me, that was the first time, I saw his
Mate to whom Chapter 26: Stefan's rile
"I am sorry Alpha Stefan, we can't disturb him, he is going to get mad at us." Although they were scared of him, they still wanted to protect their prince and the one man they signed loyalty to."Fine then, don't blame me for whatever misfortune that may before you all." Before they could process his words he elbowed one in his stomach while he kneed the other at his chin, Seeing the commotion another ran to join them, he swung his leg, causing all of them to fall to the floor, and the one at the entrance swing to attack him but he dodges, causing him to go behind the guard, and grabbed hold of his neck, the guard struggles under his grip, but it's tight and he could feel his wolf is going to jump out any moment, so he pierces his fangs that are elongated on his lower lips to control himself, he has given his words to Fiona that he is not going to hurt anyone and not just Leonid, that she will be expecting not to get hurt but his guard as well, he let the guard fall to the floor, he pu
Mate to whom Chapter 27: Decisions
"He left." "What? How could he leave me because of a simple mistake I made, I told him, I am sorry and it will never happen again, I am not going to." 'Fiona, you should stop, Alpha Stefan isn't your mate, and right now, he is a fugitive, if Leonid didn't recover from the attack.""That is not true, Stefan didn't poison him, the poison belongs to Leonid, Leonid said that it was not going to hurt him but Stefan found out that, the substance was poison and...""And he forces his brother to take it, even after finding out that, the substance will lead to his brother's death." 'Father, you don't get me, I said that...""I fucking get you and all your excuses for this monster, I told the late alpha that having Stefan around is all a bad idea but he didn't listen, that son of his, is a monster and Bob was right, eliminating him would be better, he is here for barely weeks he had curse more pain than he had help, you should stay here and you are to give your evidence that, the poison was h
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Mate to whom Chapter 123: Epilogue
I sat in the bathtub, filled with water and red rose petals, this is how I love to have my bath, it felt good to have a great bath knowing that no one is after you or your loved ones. The sweet perfume that I have applied to my bath water invades my nostrils, I love the sweet sensation that the water brings to my skinEight years was like yesterday, I can't believe that I have lived with my precious Stefan for eight good years, and our son Jamie, we didn't have another, be it either a girl or a boy, I heard the demon race isn't opportune to have more than one or two offspring those extremely favored ones have two, but I and Stefan had just one, we both happen to be among those not opportune to have more than one heir, I couldn't say that, Stefan and I aren't favored, looking back at our life, we could tell that everything that had happened to us, by now, our existence but have been wiped off the surface of the Earth and we must have long been forgotten. And our son, he is a good boy a
Mate to whom Chapter 122: It is a boy
"I was just recalling good memories, memories of you and me.""Hm! So you love those memories.""Uh!" Stefan smiled, as he took my hand. "Maybe, we should recreate then, we should start a new one, with you being my Luna and I the alpha." "What?" "Yes, the council finally accepted me, to rule over them, and who could I possibly pick If not you, my mate, the woman after my heart, and the mother of my heir as my Luna, the woman that will rule beside me?" A Sweet smile blushed my lips as I tried to stand up, but Stefan pulled me into his arms, and he carried me like a princess. Are you blushing? He asked. "No, I am not.""Of course, you are." "Stop teasing." Every step he took with me in his hand, made me blush harder. "I feel like a princess." "No, you are the Luna, so you should feel like a Luna because that is what my beautiful mate is." It's been a week since Stefan gave me the news that, he and I are going to be the leader of this pack, I hope that will are going to meet the s
Mate to whom Chapter 121: Breaking the Prophecy
"Stefan, are you awake?" Stefan opened his eyes but everything was blank, and it took him a few seconds to be able to regain himself and he could see me looming over him with worry and concern. "Fiona!" He called with a dry throat. "How long have I passed out?" "One week!" I replied as I caressed his face. "You got me worried, why did you do that?" I know you are wondering, how I ended up the strong one while my Stefan was the weak one, he had taken all the pains from me, he had even given his life for me. He had practiced a spell on me for days, so he could save me, after the fight, I was like a lifeless wolf on the floor, my body was too weak to fight for life. Even though I don't want him to give his life for me, he insists, he can't live without me, and he wants to protect our unborn child. He did the unthinkable, he had wrestled with death because of me and had come out victorious. The moon goddess had granted him another chance to break the curse of him ending my life and wh
Mate to whom Chapter 120: Leonid's Transformation & Death
"It's fine, Stefan, you can have my blood, drink my blood, so your pain will finally disappear." He stared at me blankly as I repeated my words. I brushed my hair off my neck and pulled his head down for him to drink my blood. "It's perfect, I will be fine as long as you don't experience this torture anymore," I whispered Stefan intended to kill me but the moment his fangs brushed my neck, Stefan stiffened, contemplating if he should do it. "No, I said, kill her not claim her," Leonid shouted as he rushed towards us, but Stefan's fangs had already gone through my skin. A sharp pain escaped my lips as Stefan's fangs suddenly pierced into my skin, that pain was replaced with pleasure very fast because Stefan wiped it with his tongue, it felt like Stefan had returned, and the next minute, he became very hot, it's like his body is burning and that heat is about to consume me, it's burned badly that he pushed me away from him. A dark smoke formed a cloud around me. "Good job!!!" Leonid
Mate to whom Chapter 119: The Effect of Black Magic
Leonid glared at Stefan, to him, he was unstoppable like Stefan, and one thing he had forgotten he was not an immortal but a mere mortal. The sound of the cry of the sky thundered and the forest since to echoed and Leonid's howls made the wolves spur from their hiding place, how cunning did Leonid become, is he going to make these wolves kill Stefan again, provocating Stefan would make his demon comes out, the man had been keeping his demon in check, it will be dangerous and they might not trust him again. "Show them the demon you are and show them that you are hungry for blood, show them you need to feet your demon, your demon needs to be fed, go on and feed them with these wolves' blood." Leonid yelled as the wolves stood in defense of Leonid, circling Stefan and me. "Stefan, I beg you don't listen to him," I said, as I tried to calm him, he lowered his eyes to look at me, but his eyes were black, no oh, not again, those are the words I want to shout out, Stefan pushed me from hi
Mate to whom Chapter 118: using black magic
"Oh my love, you should be patient, we soon get home.""Which home?" I asked in anger."You know, Stefan should die, and it's a good thing, the man bought my idea and refused to use his demon to fight me, I trick him and those Wolves are human, I used my black magic to give them a wolf scent." "Oh, Leonid, you are despicable.""Stop acting like you are not happy, happy that you are saved from the hand of that monster. You should be grateful for once and try to understand that I am doing this all for you.""Oh please stop, you and I know that you are not doing anything for me but for your selfish self.""Call it anything, I wouldn't mind, call me selfish, but it doesn't bother me, right now, all I want is to claim you because you are my mate.""Never you are not my mate, it's a good thing that my weak human body back then could detect that we are not compatible, that is the reason I don't love you.""You don't have to love me before you let me claim you, after all, Stefan wasn't your m
Mate to whom Chapter 117: Dark eyes
The door flew open and Stefan was the one that came, I was supposed to be relieved that Stefan had come but I was scared when he looked at his brother and then turned his eyes towards me, his eyes were all black which meant he couldn't recognize me. "How painful it is for your love to look at you as the enemy, oh Leonid, what have you done and what will he gain if Stefan kills me?""Stefan!" I tried to call him but his eyes were all dark, he couldn't even recognize me, he dived me, causing my body to be pummeled to the wall with one swipe, his hand went to my shoulder, leaving a tear on my shoulder, I howl in pain. His hand went to my neck. "Stefan no!""Don't kill her," Jason screamed as he rushed inside the cage. But then the black magic made him and Sky freeze as well, they tried to break through the spell, but they were not able to, Stefan's canines elongated, and he tried to add force on my neck, he wanted to kill me, he wanted to strangle me but I don't know what is wrong with
Mate to whom Chapter 116: Fiona is pregnant
Stefan had no business wasting time, he towers over the man who has shifted to his wolf form."Did you just say, my unborn child? Is Fiona pregnant, tell me, is she carrying my child?" "What if I say yes, what are you going to do?" He asked as he burst into laughter."I will kill you and feed your body to the bird of the sky.""Come on, you might be a demon but I know you can't kill your blood, you are a coward like your mother, she loves stupidly, it's her love for your father that kills her, and it's also your love for Fiona that will kill you."Stefan hit his face. "Tell me where the heck did your son take my Fiona?""I am not telling, the same way your mother had looked me in the eyes and said, I am not telling.""Now it dawned on Stefan this idiot was the one who killed his mother.""Wait, did you kill my mother?" Stefan glared at him"Yes, I killed your mother, I was the one who told our father, your grandfather that your mother is a witch and a demon and that we should eliminat
Mate to whom Chapter 115: Leonid isn't Stefan's brother
Stefan ended the meeting fast when he got a message from Sky that Fiona was nowhere to be found, she was not in her room and the last place he had seen Fiona was in the Garden talking to Hazel. The mere mention of Hazel got his wolf whine, he felt something wasn't right, he needed to find her before it was too late and ended up getting hurt, he couldn't afford to put her in more pain, he was not going to let her go through another torture. "Have you checked the entire pack?" Stefan asked Rex, the young man shook his head, and Jason looked at him suspiciously. "Stop glaring at me, I did nothing, I couldn't approach her because I knew she was scared of me, when I saw her talking to Hazel, I decided to take a break." Rex tries to explain himself. "Why leave her in the hands of Hazel of all people?" Jason asked, Rex pushed his hair back in frustration, it was difficult for them to trust him because of his previous actions but it was also bad for them to blame him outright. "Are you by
