Devils pawn

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Adrian's POV

'Fuck it' I cursed in my head

This dark figure had caught on to my plans; I wanted to just end my life with the silver sword I had seen on the floor; since it was silver, I would die faster if I used it to pierce my heart directly.

Do not even dare to call me a coward because what would you expect me to do? Stay until I am taken over by dark magic, when I no longer have a will of my own and when I become a danger to Lena and my child.

Thinking about it was more painful alone than actually doing it. Though this ominous figure had said that I wouldn't know what I was doing, it will forever be in Lèna's memory that the man who had killed her was the father of her child.

If there was to be a time that the black magic would wear off and then I might remember the things that I had done I wouldn't be able to forgive myself forever.

"What are you trying to do little wolf," he said

"Do not call me little wolf?", I said while still struggling