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Me and Selfishness
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I thought that when he wakes up he will be happy as he was for the past years, but for Pete's sake, he doesn't even recognize me. Is this a good time to fix all mistakes that I did? or is this a bad time?
Since the day he wakes up I did my very best to accommodate him even though I can feel that he is scared and avoiding me.
" hon we have a photoshoot later for our marriage," Jeed said, since Gun hasn't remembered anything yet I need to fix my problems first.
" I told you I won't be marrying you!" I shouted, " We already discussed this, right!" I added
"I know but, are you going to disobey your parents ?" she asked
Arrghhh.. my mind is already twisted, why do I need to be stucked in this shit.
We are walking along Siam Square when I saw Gun and that Oab.
I suddenly remembered, why does Gun remember That Oab which he just meets a few days ago, not lik
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