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2021-06-12 20:45:33He continued drinking while laughing and crying at the same time.. in short, he looks like crazy... but I guess I'm crazier than him.
" Are you laughing because you are happy or you are laughing because you want to release the pain that you are experiencing right now" I suddenly asked him?
He stopped laughing and stared at me.
"I'm happy.. you know why? Because you are here.. because we are together, I'm happy because even though I lost my wealth and all you are still here on my side" he said and gulped the beer that he was holding
" Okay," I said and stood up, I'm ready to walk when he pulled my hands and hugged me from the back
" Hey..get off .. me.." I said as I move my body to avoid him.
" Please give me 5 minutes, let's stay like this for 5 minutes," He said and bowed his head on my nape.
I keep still, my heart beats very fast right now, I don't know
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