"YSABELLE.""I wanna be alone, Mama," tanging nasabi ko nang nakauwi na kami at dumiretso na ako sa kuwarto.I sighed and didn't even care to turn the lights on. The comfort of my dark room calmed me. Tinapon ko ang bag ko sa side table at naupo muna saglit, tulala at gusto lang mapag-isa.Agad natapos ang dinner. Ayaw ko nang humaba pa iyon. Ang marinig na umalis si Damon bukas, sapat na sa akin. I want to file the divorce but I am outnumbered. A part of me also knew that they may be right. If he leaves tomorrow, the media will speculate. Some might even check for any divorce records.I'm not even dramatic about his departure. Ang tumatak lang sa akin sa araw na ito ay ang sinabi ni Fiona Suarez.Pababagsakin si Papa? It was like a slip of the tongue. I shivered when I thought about Damon being part of it. No., Dati pa naman, alam kong hindi siya santo. He could even be the mastermind and his side kick slash lover, Fiona Suarez, slipped.I gritted my teeth. I should talk to my father
HUMIGA AKO SA KAMA. Inatake agad ako ng amoy niya. I cleared my throat and put the duvet on me. The picture is almost all sheets, my face and a bit of my strap was only a fourth of the whole picture. My eye is seen, sleepy, and with defined eyelashes. My brown hair is slightly exploding on the pillow. Nagtipa agad ako ng caption. "First night without my husband. I miss you already." While tagging him. I smirked and posted it. Pagkatapos ay umirap ako at tumayo na. I need to order my dinner or I'll starve to death Tapos na akong magdinner at marami nang nakakita at naka-heart sa p-in-ost ko. Damon hasn't hearted it. Hindi niya pa siguro nakikita? O baka hindi niya talaga gagawin? Besides, hindi naman ako nag-heart sa kanya. Pakialam ko rin naman. I rolled my eyes at it. Eventually, I dozed off to sleep. Kinabukasan, pababa ako nang natantong wala nga pala si Damon at walang magluluto. I sighed. Buti at maaga naman talaga akong bumababa kaya may oras pa akong mag breakfast. May sa
I ROLLED my eyes when I received a message from Damon later that night. Tapos na akong maghapunan at umuwi naman agad.Damon:I'm glad you went home.Mariin akong nagtipa ng sagot.Ako:Stalking is not okay.Damon:I am not stalking. I'm just checking if you're safe.Umirap ako at imbes na makipagtalo ay binalewala ko na lang iyonThe next days I continued with my research about my father's detractors. These could be foreign syndicates who are eager to bring the company down, right?There was nothing weird about the CEO or the other board members of IHG. Businessman lang, tulad ni Papa na malamang ay gusto nga'ng pabagsakin ang kompanya.Nakatingin si Papa sa akin. He tried to give me time despite his hectic schedule."That's ridiculous, Ysa," he said when I brought up the topic.Sinabi ko na baka marami sa mga kalaban niya sa negosyo ang gustong pabagsakin ang kompanya. Inalala ko ang sinabi ni Fiona Suarez. Maaring hindi siya o si Damon ang gustong magpabagsak, maybe they are just t
"WHY ARE YOU HERE?" he asked curiously.Natatawa siya pero mukhang marami ring gustong sabihin. Hindi naman ako makasagot ng diretso dahil pakiramdam ko marami kaming dapat na pag-usapan tungkol sa nangyari noon."Anyway, I'm sorry about what happened last time."I'm so glad he brought it up."I'm sorry, too.""You're sorry?" medyo nagulat siya."I mean. I'm not sorry about my decision. I just think it was a bad parting for us."Tumango siya at ilang sandali kaming natahimik. May kung ano sa relasyon namin ngayon. Maybe because I've changed or something but I don't think I could still treat him the same way."Kumusta ka na? I only... uh.. have news about you through the media.""Ah. Ayos lang ako.""Are you alone? Where's your husband?" nagtaas siya ng kilay.Alam kong alam niya na hindi totoo ang relasyon namin ni Damon. Hindi ko man sinabi sa kanya noon, masyado kaming malapit sa isa't-isa para hindi niya malaman na hindi ko naman talaga kilala si Damon bago kami nagpakasal."He's i
DETERMINED to be a pain in the ass, I know what I should do when he called. I know what pisses him off. Nagdidilim ang paningin ko sa lahat ng naiisip kanina at ngayong nagkaroon ako ng pagkakataon na gawin iyon."Yes," I answered cooly."What are you talking about? Are you home?"I narrowed my eyes and slowly a smirk crept on my lips."Yeah."He paused. "What are you doing?"I chuckled sensually. "Nagpapahinga na ako, Damon. Ikaw ba? Are you also home?" I asked even when I'm not even a bit curious.Umirap ako."Yes."I thought he's still wherever he was, drinking with a random colleague or something. lyon ang nasa comment section ng post niya.I smirked more when my plans are realized. Tumayo ako at hinawakan ang leeg habang umaakyat."What were you doing in that club? You didn't tell me you'll drink tonight.""Oh.. Do I need to tell you where I've been now?" I chuckled.Nakahawak na ako sa door handle ng kuwarto ko nang nagpasya na sa kuwarto niya na lang ulit matulog. It was more c
HINDI PA NGA ako nakakapagtipa ng sagot, tumunog na ang cellphone ko sa tawag."What are you doing?"I sighed and turned off the lights. "Checking my messages. Why?""Messages from who?"My heart slightly jumped. Iniisip ko pa kung kasali ba ito sa plano nila ni Fiona? He already has the position. The only thing he should do now is to rat my father's plans out and stop talking to me but there isn't a sign he would."From... people.""From your ex?""Puwede ba, Damon. He's blocked here and I am not stupid. I don't want to be associated with him again. If I'll do that, marrying you was for nothing.""Then messages from who, Ysa?""From people. Hello? I'm pretty and I have a social life despite the last months that I was isolated. Siyempre may mag me-message sa akin.""So you're not sleeping yet, huh? You're still entertaining the messages?""Nope, since someone is hogging my phone activity right now.""Bakit mo pa re-reply-an ang mga mag me-message sa'yo. You're exhausted and you're pro
HINDI AKO MAPAKALI sa mga sumunod na araw. Kahit sa iilang meeting at iilang projects na h-in-andle ko, bumagabag sa isipan ko ang nalaman.I don't want to see Papa, too. Tuwing nagkakasalubong kami sa lobby, pilit akong umiiwas.There is something about what I've learned that made me a bit distant to him. Alam kong hindi ko pa naman nakukumpirma iyon. I don't know if Fiona is even my halfsister and a part of me doesn't believe it but it's hard to take it off my head now, after all of that.I've been looking forward for this day because I will meet the investigator. Sa isang malapit na hotel restaurant sa office kami magmi-meet at dahil sa kaba ko, medyo maaga akong dumating.I was about to enter the area when from afar, I saw Lavender Soledad. Nakatayo siya at palapit sa isang lamesa. Wearing her all black suit and slacks, her her up in a high ponytail, she then stopped on a table. I gritted my teeth. Didiretso na sana ako papasok nang natanaw ko kung sino ang kikitain niya. In fron
PAGKATAPOS naming pag-usapan ang iba pang detalye at ang constant meetings namin, agad na rin naman kaming natapos. Hindi naman ganoon ka hectic iyong meeting kaya hindi ko alam kung bakit matindi ang pagod ko.Maybe it was emotional stress but I was really so tired. Nasa kama na agad ako pagkatapos kong maligo at magbihis ng pambahay. It's still seven in the evening. I hung around my mother's phone number for a while. Siguro sa pag-aalala. Siguro gusto ko ring malaman niya ang alam ko. Pero alam kong hindi dapat ako nagpapadalos dalos, kahit ano pa man ang nararamdaman ko.A tear fell as I remember what I saw a while ago. Sa itsura ni Papa at base na rin sa pagkikita nila ni Fiona noon, mukha namang hindi niya ito kilala. Kung totoo nga iyon, siguro hindi niya nga alarm. Bakit kaya sila nagkita kanina? Ano ang sinabi ni Fiona? At unang pagkikita ba nila 'to na sila lang dalawa? Mukhang seryoso pa ang pinag-usapan nila.Pumikit ako nang na-dial ang numero ni Mama. Wala akong sasabihin