CHAPTER 139“Are you going through all this at all , you can't just show up expecting that it would be fine." She grimaced. "Are you kidding me!" A frustrated Laura spoke all at once, It was her reaction to what was just being said,she hated the fact that he's still right there after everything was acting like he owned everything , if there was anything that she could about the entire madness that was at the back of her mind at that moment,she would most definitely as she felt so confused.For the moment she let the words settle into her mind slowly reflecting on the true Indication of what it held, he didn't say anything after what he had just said about wanting to fix things. "I had no choice, we just have to do it … Today leaves us three months away from each other and I feel confused about all of this, I just don't know how I would react to this.”Most definitely it was the last thing she wanted to do, she didn't think it would make any sense about any of this, still she could
CHAPTER 140Love?At first when she heard the word it left something deep in her soul and she didn't know what she could do at that moment to let the situation out of her mind, she was still feeling unmotivated by what he had said, her mind felt blank at that moment as she was unaware of what more to say about the situation -Still it left her feeling confused about the entire situation.If there was anything she knew beyond doubts at that moment it was the fact that whatever she felt, this love she speaks off was far from what'she could give, Adrenaline filled her mind and raced through the track of her soul soul leaving her confused.“We both know this is not possible." She spoke with certainty.She hoped to herself that the situation would convince him that she was telling the truth, when she had talked about wanting it to be over she had spoken the truth.“What we shared was something deeper, why are you turning your back against everything now?" She didn't feel sorry for him lik
CHAPTER 141Of all things necessary at that moment to get herself worried about one thing seemed most paramount and that was fixing whatever this was with Christian.That morning she had woken up still feeling startled about the talk the night before, she was still trying all she could to get her mind together to the fact that perhaps this was a dream that she might never realize,still at that moment , she let all the thought sink in.It was another lovely fall day. As usual he was having his morning running as it seemed regular for him to do such nowadays.The trees had a hint of being filled with the prowess of nature but even as the sky was a bright clear blue. Heat from the rising sun was burning off the morning mist when she had pulled herself to look.“You can come in." She spoke calmly when she saw the maid lurking at the corner.Timidly she made her way in. She had called for the maid earlier and seen this as a perfect time to ask her questions.“You called for me ma'am." She
CHAPTER 142The moment was slow at first or maybe it was a well anticipated moment, their heartbeat were in sync playing out each other's tone.It felt like perfection in this one kiss, she could feel her eyes flutter, the moment his lips touched hers — For Antonia this felt strangely like a first kiss or perhaps she had forgotten the taste of his lips.It breezed past them making the moment more dramatic as it let left in it track a trail through her hair and a heart that was beating wildly in the moment, what else could see desire, as the thought filled the back of her mind, her heart is left with this shadowing flame the seemed to had rekindled. Nothing had ever felt so wrong yet so right at that same moment than having to kiss her, Christian that moment could taste the softest part of her lips and it didn't seem strange.“Has kissing always felt this way?" Christian breathed the words against his lips-As words leave her lips of their own accord, it should had left something col
CHAPTER 143Soon as the call went through she sighs in relief, it had been over Twenty hours since she had been trying to reach her boss so she could ask about the trip -Reports in the news stated a heavy storm at the gulf and all through that day she had been restless, it was a good thing that had fixed whatever drift she had with Rhys all she thought about was how dinner was going to be.“It is a good thing you are doing well." She spoke immediately she had picked up the phone.Laura mesmerized by everthing had a lot to say and so the call she had thought would last a little while spanned to Minutes.“Have you found anything yet?" Riley questioned.Once again it was the Woman being her kind useful self, though she was so self absorbed with everything happening she was glad that he was reaching out and that in a way, she was trying to figure things out for herself at that moment.All the situation were made difficult by the fact she knew all the details In her hands were scrap.Laur
CHAPTER 144.IT was all starting to look rather ridiculous at that moment, and that was all Laura was trying to do at that time was to fix this— it had only been days since she had been here and still there was nothing for her to deal with it, she still didn't know how best it was for to deal with the entire situation, at the back of her mind there was still that bit of fact that she had to do something about all of this and that was go one after the other to each of this places to find what's she wanted, it made it harder that she had to fix this. Anger and anxiety felt heavy in hwr chest when whe recalled what she had insinuated about the entire situation, in her mind she felt that she was still to be blamed, whiel Laura hated her , she made it seem as though there was more she had to do.In her mind she felt that all of this was far from the Truth,even at that she still felt hurt by her words the last time they had been there enough that she could feel it weighing him down
CHAPTER 145Antonia decided to take a walk and it was a every long one way from everything it had been the third time getting that call that was asking if she was saved, she had done all she could to keep the situation to herself now it is looking like she can't.Surrounded by the quiet stillness of the Vicinity, she sat at the bottom of the bench looking at everything listening to the sound of her own heavy heart beats as she was not sure if to go home or not. Every square inch of her body hurt. She’d completed what seemed to be a run to that place and at the moment she could do anything just to let her take in the eminent moment.It felt like a herculean task by working herself into a standing position, her heart still sank as she rested at the base of a small tree. Now, as she leaned against the trunk, she fought against the waves of thought in her soul looking to consume her , slowly she oddly could feel that blackness that threatened to overtake her. The move had been excruc
CHAPTER 146He feels like his mind would be torn apart that moment if he continued running, yet he didn't stop not because he didn't want to but there was a deeper force pushing him to just keep on going..He feels his heart threatening to fall apart but forces one more time to run through the flanks.It had only been two days since she accepted to give him a phone and it was funny it had contacts , was his life that miserable, so imagine the shock of her life when His phone beeps. He stops and picks up his phone to see he got a text. An unusual text. He reads it once and then again. The more he reads it, the more it sounds like a trap. It probably is, but then again, he thought he'd try it out.After the sex she still hasn’t apologized or tried to talk to him,He picks up the pace and goes for another lap before he’s done for the day. He wipes his face clean of sweat and heads for home.******He had been surprised to see that she was looking at him, but he' was feeling unsettled s