Hindi mapakali si Belle sa upuan niya sa simbahan. Paano, halos isang oras nang late ang model/actress na si Audrey Enriquez, ang bride ni Zyrone. At ewan niya kung hanggang kailan siya makakatagal doon. Malapit na siyang ma-suffocate sa dami nang mayayaman na naroon. Even with her perfect dress and make-up, she can still feel the fact that she doesn’t belong to that crowd. At lalo lang siyang naiirita sa isiping iyon.
Hanggang ngayon talaga hindi niya pa rin naiintindihan ang mga social classes. Bakit kailangang may social classes e wala naman talagang pagkakaiba ang bawat tao? And when did damn wealth become the damn basis of human worth?
She rolled her eyes, took a deep breath and tried to fill her lungs with air. For now, that’s the only thing she can do to calm herself down. Iniisip na lang niya na ang lahat ng pagtitiis niyang iyon ay para kay Lee Ann, her bestfriend.
Maya-maya pa, tumindi ang bulung-bulungan sa loob ng simbahan, ka-lebel na niyon ang mga fans ni Audrey na parang nagra-rally sa labas sa kakahintay sa idolo nila.
Agad siyang nagpalinga-linga at nakiramdam. Something in her gut tells her that something is wrong. Hindi pa lang niya nga sure kung ano talaga.
Maya-maya pa, nakita niyang kinausap ni Zyrone ang mga magulang nito. She didn’t miss the loud gasp of Miranda, ang nanay ni Zyrone. Pati na rin ang pamumula ng mukha ni Richard, ang tatay ni Zyrone.
Sure na siya ngayon, sa tulong ng ilang taon na niyang pagiging tsismosa, may ganap nga talaga kaya wala pa si Audrey.
Few moments more, Zyrone went to the pulpit, his demeanor was defeated, weak. It took a while before he had the courage to speak. “I would like to apologize to everyone but the wedding has been cancelled. Audrey is nowhere to be found at the moment. But you would do us all a favor if you will proceed to Gold Hotel Manila and join us for dinner. Thank you.”
Oh my god, Zyrone became a jilted groom! She screamed internally.
Pinigil niya ang mapasinghap. Pinanood niya ang pag-alis ni Zyrone sa pulpit. Kasunod niyon ang malalakas na bulung-bulungan mula sa bisita na naroon. Next thing she knew, wala na ang pamilyang Craig sa simbahan.
Napakurap-kurap siya at naguguluhang ipinagala ang tingin sa mga nasa loob ng simbahan. Wala pa sa mga bisita ang umaalis sa kani-kanilang mga upuan. Marahil gaya niya hindi rin makapaniwala ang mga ito sa nangyari.
Maya-maya pa, nag-vibrate ang cellphone niya sa bag niya. She quickly fished it out of her bag and answered the call.
“What the hell happened? Mom, just called. Totoo ba? Hindi na tuloy ang kasal?” dire-diretsong tanong ni Lee Ann sa kanya. Invited ang mga magulang nito sa kasal dahil amiga ni Miranda Craig ang Mommy ni Lee Ann. Ang mga magulang din ng kaibigan ang mga kasama niyang pumasok sa simbahan. But they were seated away from her.
Tumayo siya mula sa upuan niya at nagpunta sa gilid ng simbahan para malaya niyang makausap ang kaibigan. “Kung anong ibinalita ng Mommy mo sa ‘yo, ‘yon na ‘yon. Zyrone is a jilted groom.”
Zyrone is a jilted groom, pag-uulit niya sa isip niya.
Napangiti siya, pasimpleng bumungisngis. Hindi niya alam kung bakit siya natatawa na hindi sinipot ni Audrey si Zyrone sa binansagang wedding of the year ng mga ito. Ayaw niya sanang mag-schadenfreude o ang magbunyi sa kamalasan ng iba, pero papunta na siya talaga roon. At patawarin sana siya ng langit dahil naiisip niyang nakarma na marahil iyon ng lalaki sa lahat ng kasupladuhan at kaantipatikuhan na ginawa nito sa kapwa nito.
Patas pa rin talaga ang mundo, she chuckled on the thought.
Bigla niya tuloy naisip na parang masarap mag-steak ngayon. Tama, magi-steak muna siya bago siya umuwi. She just felt the need to celebrate the fact that the world is still fair and just. Tama nga si Sharon Cuneta, bukas luluhod din ang mga tala.
“Belle!” malakas ang boses na tawag sa kanya ni Lee Ann sa kabilang linya. Agad siyang natauhan.
Natawa siya. “Sorry, and’yan ka pa pala.”
Lee Ann huffed on the other line. “Narinig mo ba ‘yong sinabi ko?”
Nalukot na ang mukha niya. Daldal pala nang daldal ang kaibigan niya habang abala sa paggala ang isip niya. “Ano nga ulit ‘yon?” tanong niya.
“I said, you stay there and get some insider scoop as to what really happened. The wedding is a big news in itself but Zyrone getting ditched is even bigger. Kaya d’yan ka lang at makibalita ka. Tell me deets later at ako mismo ang magsusulat ng istorya.”
Napanganga na siya. Aminado naman siyang chismosa siya, required iyon dahil writer siya. Pero sa apat na taon niya sa Pastel, never pa siyang naghabol ng istorya lalo pa kung tungkol sa mga artista at elitista! Gawain iyon ni Kirsten, ang showbiz and limelight writer nila.
“Naririnig mo ba ang sarili mo, Lee Ann? Hindi ko trabaho ‘to? I don’t chase my news, remember?”
“Well, as the editor-in-chief of Pastel, I’m telling you that it’s your job now. Besides, nag-eexpect si Kuya na maco-cover natin ang buong detalye ng wedding of the year. Remember, that raise I had proposed for everyone in our team? He said if we could get a big news within this month, then he’ll not just give us all a raise but a bonus too. Why did you think I was desperate in pushing you to go there in my place? This is the big news we’ve been waiting for, Belle. Ito na ‘yon! So please, do this not just for yourself, but also for the rest of us in Pastel. We are counting on you.”
Lalong nalukot ang mukha niya. Hindi niya kasi alam kung anong mararamdaman sa pa-speech ng kaibigan at boss niya. And while she doesn’t mean any disrespect to Lee Ann and her brother Victor, the CEO now of Chen Consolidated Corporation, parang gusto niyang pagpompyangin ang magkapatid dahil bakit siya ang naiipit sa mga gustong mangyari ng mga ito ngayon?
Nagmabilis niyang tinapos ang tawag, humakbang palabas ng simbahan at dumiretso sa parking lot kung saan naroon ang kotse niya. Kahit na ano pang gawin na pangungunsensiya ni Lee Aan sa kanya ngayon, hindi na siya mananatili roon. Alam nito kung gaano siya ka-allergic sa mga elitista tapos gusto pa nitong siya ang mag-cover ng balitang hindi natuloy ang kasal ni Zyrone? Nababaliw na ‘ata talaga ang kaibigan niya. Ganoon ba ang mga nago-ghost, nagkakasaltik?
Nasa driver’s seat na siya ng kotse niya nang muling tumunog ang cellphone niya. Si Lee Ann ulit ‘yon.
“Belle, hindi ka na sumagaot. Are you okay? Are you not on fire yet?” pang-aasar nito sa kanya.
“Gaga, malapit na!” singhal niya sa kaibigan. “Seryoso ka talaga? You want me get an insider news scoop about Zyrone Craig being a ditched groom? Sa isang exclusive interview ka lang makakahuwa no’n!”
“Exactly! Get me an exclusive interview with Zyrone.”
She scoffed. “Ikaw nga Lee Ann umamin ka, nababaliw ka na ba? E kung noon nga that Zyrone said he’s just having a bad day kaya niya nilunod sa insulto si Minnie, baka baliin na no’n ang leeg ko sa inis kapag nagpumilit akong ma-interview siya ngayon na tinakasan siya ni Audrey sa mismong araw ng kasal nila?”
Sandaling natahimik si Lee Ann bago, “One month vacation with pay.”
Natigilan siya. Agad na naglista ang isip niya ng mga maari niyang gawin sa isang buwan na hindi siya magta-trabaho pero may suweldo siya. Umiling siya ulit pagkatapos. Hindi siya dapat magpadala sa tukso. Ano siya mukhang pera?
“Hindi mo ko madadala sa suhol mo, Lee Ann Chen. May prinsipyo ako---“
“One month vacation with pay plus akin na rin ang isang buwang hulog ng mortgage ng kotse mo,” mabilis na putol ni Lee Ann sa kanya.
Pinaglapat na niya ang mga labi niya. Napag-isip-isip niya na minsan talaga, sinusubok ng tadhana ang kaatagan niya at napagtanto niyang… sadya siyang marupok at mahina.
“Ibabato ko lang sa ‘yo ang mga detalye, hindi ako ang magsusulat ng article. Bukas na ang simula ng bakasyon ko at bawal kang tumanggi. Nasabi mo na, wala nang bawian ‘yon.”
“Okay, deal. Now get me that exclusive, Belle.”
Umingos siya. “Oo na, oo na. Sige na. Bye,” sabi niya bago tuluyang tinapos ang tawag.
Napabuga siya ng hininga. Hindi siya kumbinsido na kaya niya, pero naka-oo na siya. Kaya kailangang gawin niya.
Naagaw ang atensiyon niya ng pamilyar na mga bulto sa malayong parte ng parking lot. Sa likod ng simbahan ang parking lot-- tago at malayo sa sangkaterbang kumpulan ng mga fans ni Audrey sa harap ng simbahan.
Mabilis niyang sinuot ang eye glasses niya at tama nga siya ng hinala, ang pamilyang Craig ang pasakay sa sasakyan, paalis pa lang.
Hinintay niyang makaalis ang sasakyan bago niya sinundan.
Zyrone angrily took a swig of brandy on the glass he was holding. He was facing the glass wall of his house, looking at the sunset.His chest was burning in anger and disappointment. And his veins were pulsating with so much hate. Why wouldn’t he? Audrey just ditched him on their wedding day!Should he had known Audrey would do this to him, he would’ve chosen another woman for him to marry. It’s not that he forced her to marry him. She agreed… willingly!Kung nagsabi sana ito na hindi na nito gustong magpakasal, baka nagawan pa niya ng paraan. Hindi ‘yong ganito. Na bigla na lang itong naglahong parang bula.He took the glass of brandy to his mouth again. This time he finished its content in one gulp. He wanted to punch something or beat the shit out of someone! He’s sure should someone bother him right now that he’s on his penthouse in Gold Hotel-Manila, will be in so much trouble.
Mahigpit na ikinapit ni Belle ang isang kamay niya sa guard rail ng staircase. Bahagya siyang yumuko at itinukod naman ang isang kamay niya sa kanyang binti at doon naghabol ng hininga.“Sa ngalan ng pera at pahinga. Sa ngalan ng pera… at pahinga,” paulit-ulit niyang bulong, hinihingal pa rin. She needed to tell that to herself kasi kung siya ang tatanungin, ayaw na niyang magpatuloy.Suko na siyang talaga sa kahibangan ng araw na iyon! E kaso ambisyosa siya. Gusto niyang sumuweldo nang walang ginagawa kaya kahit na nanginginig na ang mga binti niya, sige pa rin siya sa pag-akyat makarating lang sa lintek na penthouse ni Zyrone.She would’ve taken the lift, kaso ang sabi ni Marie, isa sa mga hotel maid na nakausap niya kanina sa ibaba ng hotel, mula raw 10th floor, mahigpit na ang security ng hotel. Utos daw iyon ni Zyrone upang maiwasan ang unnecessary media presence sa hotel. At dahil wala siyang ch
Kanina pa hindi mapakali si Belle sa likod ng sedan. Bukod kasi sa gulat pa rin at naguguluhan ang kalahati ng huwisyo niya dahil sa mga pangyayari, pakiramdam niya ay puputok na ang pantog niya dahil ihing-ihi na siyang talaga!They have been driving for a solid two hours now, non-stop!Ngayon siya talaga nagsisisi kung bakit pa niya tinanggap-tanggap ang offer ni Lee Ann. She was forced to do attend and socialize with people not within her crowd. She was persuaded to talk to Zyrone, the most infuriating man she had ever met, just to get an exclusive scoop for their magazine. And now she was forced to go with Zyrone to wherever godforasaken place he plans to go! Idagdag pa na malapit na siyang magkaroon ng sakit sa bato dahil sa pagpipigil niya ng ihi.Lihim siyang nagngitngit. Gigil niyang kinalabit ang likod nito. Sandaling gumewang ang sasakyan.“Dammit!” singhal nito bago inayos ang manibela. Mukhang nagulat ito
Humigpit ang hawak ni Zyrone sa manibela ng sasakyan. He took in a sharp breath and focused on what he was doing—driving the hell out of the place as far away as he could. He was trying to rein in his anger for the writer who posed as his employee.What’s her real name again?Belle.Right. Belle Nolasco.How dare she invade his privacy? Going through such length as disguising as his employee just to get a story about him being ditched by Audrey.He scoffed.That’s why he doesn’t trust any of these people from the media. They’d pose as your friends and tell the world your secrets. They are all natural liars!And he can’t believe he’d almost allow one to pry into his life with ease!He raked his fingers through his hair. Belle Nolasco is the least of her concerns now. Ang dapat na iniisip niya, kung saan siya pupunta at pansamantalang magtatago—malayo sa mga magulang n
“Bakit mo ko binalikan? Akala ko ba galit ka sa mga gaya ko na ang trabaho ay pagkakitaan ang kamalasan ng iba?” nakaingos na tanong ni Belle kay Zyrone.He scoffed and slowly shook his head. “So, that’s what I get by saving your ass back there, huh? Right, you’re welcome, Ms. Nolasco,” sarkastikong sagot nito, ang mga mata nasa daan pa rin.Rumolyo na ang mga mata niya. She doesn’t mean to be an ingrate but she’s hungry, too shocked and too confused to even give a hell of a care to what he has done.Kung tutuusin, dapat nga talaga siyang magalit dito dahil kung hindi siya nito isinama sa pagkatakas, maayos pa sana ang buhay niya ngayon. She might be three thousand bucks poorer dahil sa ginawa niyang panunuhol kay Marie, but at least she would be in the comfort of her own home by now.But here she is again with Zyrone, driving to the dark of the night to some place only he knows.“
“Tell me something about yourself,” ani Zyrone sa kanya, ang mga mata nasa daan pa rin.They were still driving into the night to wherever but the only difference was, she’s now holding onto a siopao and a bottle of water. Dumaan sila sa isang bus stop na nadaanan nila at doon sila bumili ng pagkain. She’s thankful that the bus stop have a 24/7 souvenir shop and selling some shirts and shorts. Doon niya nalaman na nasa Pangasinan na pala sila. She bought themselves a pair of shirt and shorts. Doon na rin sila nagpalit ng damit. Mabuti na lang at hindi sila masyadong namukhaan ng mga tao na naroon sa bus stop kaya nagawa niya nang maayos ang pakay niya roon. And now she’s happily munching on her siopao and doesn’t care less to where they are going.“Well you already know my name and my profession. I’m 26 years old. Single but not ready to mingle. What about you?” kaswal na sagot niya bago muling kumagat
Nakahalukipkip na pinagmamasdan ni Belle ang guwapong mukha ng supladong si Zyrone. At habang tumatagal na nasa gano’n siyang posisyon, hindi na niya sigurado kung gusto pa niya itong gisingin o hindi.Hindi naman talaga kasi maipagkakaila na napakaguwapong nilalang ng suplado. Lutang na lutang ang American features nito—makakapal na kilay, matangos na ilong, at delectable lips. And his eyes… his cerulean eyes that can send to magic land in just once glance. Masarap pa rin talaga itong pagmasdan kahit na allergic siya rito. ‘Di ba, gano’n naman talaga ang allergens, enticing but deadly.Umirap na siya. Kung anu-ano naman ang naiisip niya. In as much that she wants to stare at Zyrone’s handsome face and keep him sleeping for her peace of mind, hindi niya puwedeng hindi gisingin si Zyrone. He has been sleeping for hours now! He even skipped lunch. At kahit na alas tres na ng hapon, hindi pa rin ito nagigising. And what&r
“Sige na, mag-igib ka na ng tubig,” ani Belle kay Zyrone nang nasa harap na sila ng poso. Latag na ang dilim subalit ngayon pa lang sila maliligo.Salubong ang mga kilay nitong bumaling sa kanya. “Where’s the faucet?”Agad na nalukot ang mukha niya. “Kuryente nga wala dito, faucet pa kaya,” nagsusungit na sabi niya bago ininaba sa harap niya ang gasera.May bitbit siyang gasera dahil bukod sa walang kuryente si Lila Mati, may ilang metro din ang layo ng banyo mula sa main house. Tipikal iyon sa mga lumang bahay sa probinsiya na napuntahan na niya.“So where will we get water?”“E d’yan nga sa poso,” sabi niya, tinuro pa ang poso na halatang luma na subalit gumagana pa naman.He looked at the manual water pump in front of him like it was a monster he needs to be afraid of.“Hindi mo ba alam gumamit n’yan?” tanong na niya.
Thank you for sticking with me up to the very end of this book. This story is a witness to the many silent battles I had to face while writing it. And I'm still glad that despite the struggles, I can say that I have given Belle and Zyrone a beautiful ending they deserve. And just like Belle, we may enocunter a rough patch on our journey, but that doesn't mean we will have to remain in there. May we all find the courage to stand up after a fall, give forgiveness after getting hurt, and restore our faith in love after the pain. Thank you once again my beautiful readers. On to the next story! Keep dazzling!
“Jax Dominic!” nag-aalalang tawag ni Belle sa magtatatlong taong gulang na anak nang bigla itong kumawala sa kamay bago nagtatakbo sa direksyon ni Zyrone.She tried to hasten her walk kahit na alam niyang kahit na anong gawin niya hindi niya mahahabol ang anak dahil kabuwanan na niya sa ikatlong anak nila ni Zyrone. And according to her last prenatal check up with Doc Angel, she’s due to give birth any moment. And running is not just prohibited, it’s nearly impossible!She sighed and turned to Willa na siyang yaya na ngayon ni Jax. Nanikwas ang nguso nito bago nagmamadaling hinabol ang alaga nito. Natawa na lang sila ni Marco na siyang kasama nila ni Lillie na naglalakad patungo sa loob ng Prime Mall.Jax, just like Lillie, is really a handful. More active than Lillie was, actually. Her little boy loves to explore and discover new things like any kids his age. And he particularly has interest in cars and buildings. He has endless questions too with just about anything under the sun. E
Marahang naglakad sa aisle si Belle kasama sina Eliseo at Lillie. She still cannot wrap her head around what’s happening because she still thinks it’s impossible to happen at that very day when she received an answered prayer and a gift, but then again … it’s really happening!She’s really getting married to Zyrone… again!She looked up at the night sky peppered with stars, blessing them with their dazzle and beauty—a perfect background for their wedding ceremony. The air smelled soft and delicate, coming from the flowers surrounding them. And the music, sweet—full of promises.She quickly surveyed their guests. They were the same people who came and visited Zyrone today, people who had shared with their joy that finally the storm had passed and her little family is complete again. Their guests were just a handful compared to the number of people included in their original guests list. But she’s fine with it. They are the most important people in her and Zyrone’s life anyway. And she
Panay ang kabog ng dibdib ni Belle habang binabaybay niya ang hagdan patungo sa rooftop ng hospital. She took the stairs because the elevator on the floor were Zyrone’s hospital suite was in, suddenly was not working. And so she took the stairs instead. She’s actually quite thankful that the lift was not working because she had more time to think things through. She wanted to buy some time to think. She wanted to take careful steps on how she would handle the situation all by herself.Yes, by herself. Dahil apparently, wala siyang makontak sa mga kaanak niya—not Miranda nor Richard. Not even Eliseo! She had tried countless times to call their phones but her calls just won’t go through. Mukhang sabay-sabay na nag-off ng cellphones ang mga ito. Which is just so freakin' weird! Maging sina Marco at Leon, hindi rin niya matawagan. Not even Willa and Marie!At first she was having second thoughts about the note. Why wouldn’t she? She had just survived a kidnapping incident two-weeks ago. A
Lalong naiyak si Belle sa sinabi ni Zyrone. Walang sabi-sabi niyang kinalong si Lillie bago umupo sa gilid ng hospital bed. She looked at Zyrone and more tears fell from her eyes.Her emotions were overwherlming her, leaving her speechless but grateful.That day, she woke up and prayed to God to end her waiting. She thought that today, like all the other days that has passed, would be just another day of hoping and waiting. Never did she know that today, God will grant her pleas and bless her with a gift-- her very own miracles.Masuyo niyang hinaplos ang pisngi ni Zyrone. He leaned on her palm and another wave of warmth rose from her chest. “Y-you are really here. I-I missed you,” she tearfully confessed.Zyrone just smiled and said, “I missed you too and Lillie.”She smiled as she sobbed and gently pressed his free hand on her cheek. They are much warmer now—alive.Oh how she missed his warmth.Maya-maya pa, bumungad na sa pinto sina Eliseo, Leon at Marco. His grandfather quickly s
Nagising si Belle na nakahiga sa isang hospital bed. At first she was confused. Why wouldn’t she? The last thing she remembered was she just arrived at the hospital together with Marco after her secret visit with Laura and then…She gasped when the events came back to her all in one go. Nahilo siya sa parking lot. It was not long before that when everything around her went black. And now this… she’s waking up in a hospital bed, which she can surmise, based on the noise and curtains surrounding her, is located at the emergency room. Unti-unti siyang bumangon. Sakto namang nahawi ang kurtina na nasa may bandang paanan niya. Nagulat pa siya nang biglang lumitaw doon ang bulto ni Eliseo. His face was contoured with worry. She saw a glimpse of Leon and Marco outside the cubicle she was in nut they didn't come in with her grandfather. “I came as soon as I can. Itinawag ni Marco sa akin ang nangyari,” anang lolo niya nang tuluyan itong makalapit sa kanya. Marahan nitong hinaplos ang buhok
“Why are you here?” bungad agad ni Laura kay Belle, hindi pa man ito nakakalapit sa mesa na malapit sa kanila ni Marco. Bumaling si Laura sa kasama nitong pulis. “Ayoko silang kausapin. Ibalik mo na ‘ko sa loob,” utos nito.Subalit imbes na tumalima, tinulak lang ng pulis si Laura. The crazy bitch was forced to step forward until she was just a few steps away from her. The policewoman never left. She just stood behind Laura, alert.Laura looked at her with all the hate she could muster from the world. Like all she did for the past decades of her life was to live and breathe to hate. Well, that’s what Laura really did with her life—wasted life.Laura was wearing plain clothes. Her hair was in a messy bun and dark circles were visible under her eyes. Kumakalansing din ang mga posas na nakakabit sa mga kamay at binti nito. Malayong-malayo ang hitsura nito ngayon sa glamurosang Laura na nakilala niya.“Oh please, save your pity line to yourself.” The old lady rolled her eyes in annoyanc
Ten days. Ten lonely days.It has been that long since Zyrone was shot and yet… he is still unconscious. Doctors kept reassuring her though that he is stable and that they are confident that he will make a hundred percent recovery. But still, her worry will only stop when her husband will finally open his eyes and envelope her in his familiar warmth.Husband.She smiled bitterly. Tatlong araw na mula nang malaman niya kay Richard na hindi pinirmahan ni Zyrone ang divorce papers nila. And honestly, she doesn’t know what to feel about it. She’s happy that she’s still married to him and yet… the guilt that’s overtaking her was too much.She had spent three years hating Zyrone for the many things she thought he did but actually didn’t. She had deliberately hurt him several times but he stayed quiet and patient—telling her how much he loved her still despite of everything. She used to wonder where was his confidence was coming from. Ngayon alam na niya kung bakit.He really stayed true t
Umingit ang pinto ng private suite sa Angelicum Hospital kung nasaan si Zyrone. Agad namang napabaling si Belle sa direksyon niyon. Awtomatikong dumiretso ang upo niya sa sofa nang mapagsino ang nasa pinto. It was Richard.“Hi,” matipid nitong bati sa kanya bago tuluyang pumasok sa silid. Tahimik niyang tinanguan ang matandang lalaki at sinubukang umakto ng normal.But with Richard around, she knew she could never act normal. Heck! She didn’t have any pleasant memories with him, paano siya aakto nang normal?It has been almost a week now since the incident happened. Nakasampa na rin ang mga kaso laban sa mga Del Valle. At nai-transfer na rin nila si Zyrone sa Maynila—sa Angelicum Hospital and Medical Center. But still the same, her Zyrone is not yet awake. And though the doctors said that he is stable, no good news would count for her until he opens his eyes.Kaya naman, sa bawat araw na dumaraan, patuloy siya sa pakiusap sa Diyos na sana, bigyan pa siya ng pagkakataon kay Zyrone—pagk