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"I can't", I muttered.

He sighed and raked his hair.

"Why not? you don't trust me enough? what exactly do you think I'm going to do? My father hurt you in a way that I know has affected you and so many others and I just want to know what happened, that's all Lexy!".

"I don't want to break down", I mumbled again.

He scoffed," Lexy, I have told you every damn thing about me, inside out, both the ones my brothers know and do not know, you've read me like a book, you've mastered my every damn line, you know everything. I don't know anything about you Lexy, how am I supposed to make this work when I don't even know what I'm working on??, damn it that's hurtful", he sounded hurt ..I was hurting him I know I was,

" I don't want to bring down a wall I spent years to build Amber, I don't know ", I whispered.

He was quiet, "Do you know how many walls I've broken since I met you?", he started calmly.

"Lexy, I've done things that when I think about it, it sounds
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