For the past 7 days, I've tried to enjoy this short filled happiness but I can't because I'm scared of what will happen when we go back to Italy and everything will go back to the way it has always been.I had dreaded getting back on the plane ( oh did I mention that Amber has his private airplane? you have no idea, I even heard he has a helicopter) to Italy because all the fun will die down and Amber will go back to that same old person he had always been.But like.. it's been 2 days now and like... everything is still the same way.He's sweet, and he'd pick me up from the studio twice and he's being normal and nice like...I don't know why I didn't meet this part of his earlier.But like I'm just scared that we're gonna fall off again and something horrible is going to happen.And I feel like this time it's me that's going to fuck up.So this is Me walking bare feet to his office by 9pm , I knocked...I didn't wait for a response..I opened.He seemed busy whatsoever yeah but we had to
"Lexy you can't be possibly serious", James groaned for the 100th time tonight.So basically I tied him up with handcuffs I found in his drawer and there's a belt In my hands that I promise you I'm not gonna be nice with."What are you doing with a handcuff anyway?", I asked."Tried BDSM, never doing that shit again".My hand flew to my mouth."On Asher? that poor boy", I said wacking him in the head."Ouch, he suggested it, not me", he defended.I paused, nope, I'm not even gonna ask."James you said Amber's a sex addict and now you're trying to tell me that Amber hasn't had sex with anyone since we got married? oh please", I said."Look first of all, I don't know his sex routine okay? I don't know the people he fucks with, the only person I knew about was Stacey, and that was before you both got married....I don't know anything further please ", I wasn't still satisfied with this."And just to add to this, it's definitely going to be your fault if he cheats, I mean you're like fucke
"I will fucken kill them, I will burn the entire town , I will tear it into pieces, I was so fucken destroyed every living and none living thing there, that's final!!".I just got back from the studio pretty early today and came home to hear Amber raking in the house.And I saw three bodies wrapped up in front of the house too.I was scared as fuck because I don't think I've actually heard him that angry.The house was filled with lots of mem in suit... like everything looked so uneasy.I managed to spot Aaron coming downstairs...he looked frustrated as fuck."Hey hey hey, what's going on?", I said running to him.He raked his hair, "Things are going crazy, I don't know", he said trying to walk away.I pulled him back, "Crazy how? why is Amber shouting? who are all these people, Aaron talk to me", I said shaking him.James came into view looking more frustrated than Aaron."Has he changed his mind yet?", Aaron asked."He told me to get the fuck out of his office, God this is so frustr
Amber."Why In heavens name would you allow those people disrespect you like that? and you didn't do anything about it??! Amber what is going on with you?", my father yelled.I took a sip of my coffee and relaxed on the chair, "Is that why you called for me?", I asked calmly."Yes, I thought there was going to be a war, and I wanted to assist by giving you some of my men, but this coward attitude says everything wrong ", he said pissed."Hmm, since when did you start caring about me? why are you trying to help me?",I asked."Amber those bodies were devastating, they showed no mercy to them, and from the way I raised you, you're supposed to have revenge in full, destroy everyone there, that's how a real man will act ".I rolled my eyes,"Ok Well I chose to do things differently, too bad", I said."Amber what is going on with you?? I'm beginning to question some of your decisions lately, you're not thinking straight like you use to, what is wrong with you?".I shrugged, "Well I'm trying
LexyI like the way things are...Peaceful... and normal like.He's easy breezy, he's like...I don't know how to say this.Like everytime he comes home he'll come straight to my room and give me a hug and then a kiss on my forehead.I squeal like a three year old everytime he leaves and call Sam and tell her about it repeatedly.My life has been interesting... he's been sweet.Really really sweet.Today is got up early to head for my studio because I had this project I wanted to finish.But then I saw the boys all dressed up in the Living room..Amber wasn't there."Hey what's going on?" I asked."Oh hey Lexy, uhm, we might be away for a while", James said tugging guns in his waistband."Oh, how long?", I asked."Uhm, a week or so", he said.I frowned, "What of Amber".Please don't tell me he's going with you guys."Oh uhm...I think he's in his room, had a long night last night uhm... yeah you too can handle each other, we have something important to do", Aaron said."Awwn, I'm gonna
HEY EVERYONE, DO WELL TO CHECK OUT MY OTHER BOOK "MAFIAN HERO".Amber..My eyes shot open...I rolled a little and looked at the time.9:49am.Then there was someone snuggled up in my arms sleeping.Shit Lexy...Fuck you have no idea what this woman has been doing to me likkkeeee.It's like this heavy metal filled with molten lava is on my head, and then whenever she's around me she's like this ice that melts everything and numbs the pain.I bit my inner lips.This feeling I'm having.... towards herrrr, it's getting out of control because I can't like seem to get over her lately.I'm becoming clingy.... really really clingy!And I know it makes me feel less of the man I use to be, I find myself in this safe spot in her arms.Fuck I don't want to get out of bed today.I think I should be falling sick more often if this is gonna happen.I sat up and rubbed my eyes, I took my phone and saw series of missing calls.I called James back, "Bro", I said in a sleepy voice."So yeah uh... first m
DISCLAIMER:A LITTLE SEXUAL CONTENT AHEAD.Amber.I opened my room door and got in, Lexy wasn't in bed. I sighed a bit disappointed, but I shrugged it off.My father is trying so hard to get on my nerves, and I'm trying the best I can to ignore him and get my sister back so I can finally kill him and move on with my family.I'm going to destroy this man in one way or the other, especially if he tries to come near Lexy.I took off my shoes and went to my office.I haven't been here in a while...my table was loaded with tons of paper work for the club and our hotels across the country.I should actually get a manager to do all this and focus on ruining my dad.I sat down on the desk and raked my hair.I looked at the time, "2:13pm".I started working.Hours later, there was a knock on my door and then it opened without me answering...Soon as she walked in her strawberry perfume filled the air."Oh my God what are you doing in your office this late? aren't you supposed to be asleep? don'
Dreams do come true... trust me...Forget those shits they tell you...they are damn real.I picked the ice cream cup and stared at the slightly melted cream.This would go way better on her by the way.I didn't think twice...I poured it all over her.She gasped, pretty much not expecting it.I went to work.I licked every single part of her slowly, from her belly button all the way up to her boobs...I sucked each of them like my life depended on it.The feeling was beyond divine.She was struggling not to moan.. she'd let it out sometimes but slowly and softly and it only made me want her more.I started trailing soft kisses on her tummy and held her legs slowly.I kissed in between her thighs... and then up to her tummy again.Without warning...I slid one of my fingers inside her.Damnnnn She was wet...Like really really wet."Fuck.. Amber", she moaned almost getting off the table.My left hand held her in place and my right hand dug into her wet pussy.This doesn't even look real
LEXY **I woke up and rolled to the other side of the bed but it was empty.Amber... But like we're supposed to have a wedding today, where is he?I grabbed my phone and called Sam."Hey"."Hey bitch"."Aren't you coming around? to get my. make up ready and stuff"."Oh uhm... I got an emergency from one of my clients and... damn it you know I wouldn't miss your wedding for the world, I'm just running a bit late, I'll still make it up right on time, I'll send someone down there to help you out ok?".That's disappointing.I sighed."I'm so sorry Lexy, I would have cancelled if I could but unfortunately I can't, I'm so sorry", she said again."It's okay", i said and cut the call.Great.Wonderful way to do a wedding.I called Amber and he wasn't picking up.I called James."Yo, where are you?",I asked."Lexy uhm... my school just called, I have this fucken emergency test That I have to take first thing tomorrow morning, I don't even know if I'll make it before then but I can meet up fo
LEXY *I love this Amber, I love him so much and I wish life would last forever.He's been treating me like I'm the baby. He doesn't let me do anything, like nothing at all.He gives me a warm bath every morning, helps me brush my teeth, gets me clothed in very comfortable clothes, he cooks now since Mrs Williams have been absent for a while now, I think she's staying with her niece that recently gave birth or something.And he ensures we do gentle exercises and we work out often.He turned the basement into a gym. And yes he's becoming pretty muscular now and good in the eyes.My Art Gallery is finally officially open. It was one of the best and happiest days of my life, and none of it would have happened without Nicole Anderson and of course Amber.But since I was pregnant, Mrs Anderson was the one managing everything till I'm fully ready to work. She's literally my art idol, imagine your role model working for you, perks of being Amber's Wife.."So ... I was thinking", he said.
AMBER I've been so anxious to see Lexy. When she called that she had a surprise, my mind went to a million places .I wanted to pick her up at the airport but James already said he was going to.It was so good seeing everyone again, they looked so happy as cheerful, honestly the distance was just what we needed.When I saw Lexy, she looked so different. She had added a little weight and she had this long big gown on her, but regardless she looked so beautiful and happy, the fact that she was happy was everything for me.Seeing her smile so genuinely, it was so pleasant.But then ... she didn't hug me back the way I expected her to... two seconds later she already pulled away.It made me feel weird for the moment.Then she wanted us to talk about our personal growth. To be very honest, I've grown a lot. There's so much personal development that I never knew I could have reached to this point.And then she dropped the bomb shell."You're pregnant?"."Oh my God"."I'm going to be an Au
I called all the boys to suspend whatever shit they were doing and get back to Italy.I was 6 months pregnant now, and I was done with Therapy and every other thing.Besides my Gallery opening was in a week time but I wanted to inform the boys about it first.None of them know about it, even Sam, like I've been so good keeping this a secret from them.Apparently, Amber's seeds swim pretty fast, it was that time he came over to see me and we fucked, I definitely didn't see it coming. I've been so anxious, only Mrs Anderson knew about it. I've been so anxious about breaking the news to them.I was having a little baby bump now, but it wasn't even obviously because I naturally have a flat tummy.At least my vegetarian lifestyle and fitness paid off.But I still didn't want them to notice a thing, so I wore this very long bubba gown.James said he was going to come pick me up and I haven't been any happier to see him.When I arrived at the airport, he ran to hug me.But I had to be caref
I travelled back to Miami and I told my therapist all about it, and in all honesty, she was disappointed initially, but then she said she was also very proud of me for fighting it and the sudden realization that revenge won't solve anything. She said she was also proud of me for trying to help Laura. She said I was making progress.Rodrigo's body was found in his house and apparently, no one was even trying to investigate his demise because they saw it coming, he'd lived a shitty life.I spoke to Amber when I got home, he said he could have sworn that he saw someone who looked exactly like me in Italy.I teased him that he missed me so much he's now seeing me everywhere, but the possibility of that being me is Very very high.I'm ok now, I'm better now. But I'm honestly so worried about Laura. I don't want to get involved in her life because from the looks of it, it's really shitty. But I worry for her everyday.Mrs Anderson was getting a tattoo of a butterfly on her back and so she
I was packing to leave back to Miami, I'm guessing my therapist is really not going to like what I've done.She's going to talk about me not letting go the rage that has been holding me down all these years.My door flew open and Laura barged in with a cigarette."How the fuck did you get in?"."Why did you hesitate to kill that man?", she asked, same look she had the first time I saw her."What?"."He said things that hurt you, badly, and you were going to chicken away, just like that?"."Well now that I've killed him, what happens next?"."So you mean to tell me that you're not getting the least satisfaction from what you did? not even a little?".I shrugged, "I do, buy does it worth it?"."Does it matter? you got what you wanted? aren't you happy?"."No... honestly. Look it was a stupid thing to even think of. Revenge... The Sweetness of revenge lasts only for a second... for the minute, but then the reality kicks in. It was all a complete waste of time. Nothing has changed. ""But
It was 11pm when Laura and I pulled up in front of Rodrigo's house. She had already taken care of everything before now, the security was put to sleep because their drink was drugged. Laura suggested we just poison them to death but I didn't want to get them involved.The security cameras were all turned off and the house was empty, just Rodrigo was inside.We opened the door and went straight to his room.It was a horrible sight, he was having a threesome."Get out!", Laura yelled at the girls there pointing a gun at them.They immediately stopped and grabbed their clothes and ran out of the house.Laura pulled one of them back and pointed a gun to her throat, "If you say a word to anyone about what happened today, I will come for you and your entire family", she threatened.The girl nodded in fear and ran away.We turned back to Rodrigo who was shaking on the bad. He had the sheets covering his nude body.Laura went to him and sat right beside him and kept the gun on his head."Reme
I know I said that I was done with Drama and I just wanted to heal, but there was one more thing I had to do- Find my dad's killer and know exactly what happened.My sister and my mother are resting in peace knowing they've gotten justice, but not my father. And although he lived a shitty life, he made the biggest sacrifice for us to be safe by quiting Mafia.This time around I didn't want to get Amber or his family involved, and I didn't want to get Sam involved either, this was going to be some crazy ass shit but it was going to worth every minute of it.I flew back to Italy quietly, didn't even let anyone know I was in town. I went to my dad's house, I had refused to sell it or give it out ever since he died because too many memories where here, I grew up here, my entire life was this place. It was my safe haven when I was a kid... It ended up being a prison for me eventually because I was asked never to leave but... this was my home.I had a suspect in mind; Rodrigo, he was my fa
I linked up with Mrs Anderson a month later. She choked me with sympathy about what happened, and I really didn't need that. I'd almost say I've become her PA, she takes me to every art exhibition she goes to and she tells everyone about my art and invites as much people as she can for my Gallery opening. Gracefully, this time around, there's no abusive ex to ruin it.I asked her about Conrad and she said he's been sad, that which I was very happy about, she also told me that Amber took care of him, that I definitely didn't expect to hear.We went for one Women conference in Brazil recently and, I must say it's been refreshing traveling out and meeting new people with similar minds and stories as yours.I've met ex wives and mistresses of Don's and Mafia's and all I can say is, I'm truly lucky, because not even one of them mentioned anything about their man changing or becoming a better person, talk less of for them. Everytime I hear a woman who has been with a Mafia man tell their