How did I know about all of this? I read Nexy's diary under her bed in the place she was trapped in as a room. I think she left it there on purpose so that I could find it and see it.For the past four months, they haven't used me for prostitution, for some reasons, their big boss wants to see me first, because he heard I escaped. And he has never met Nexy before. I've only been stripping.Not gonna lie, in the beginning it was irritating, having to dance in a mask half naked for men to be entertained, but I began to adapt, I found out that pole dancing wasn't just for stripping, it was a sport. It was my therapy if we're being honest.Everytime I climbed that pole I immediately the only person in the room was Amber and I was doing it for him.Well, you can say my feminism level was - 10000%After another long night, my boss called me into his office and said the big boss wanted to see me and ask me why the fuck I tried to escape and they're chances that he might likely kill me tonigh
We tried sneaking through the back but it was guarded fully, and it'll be stupid to attack them,one of us is definitely going to get hurt We decided to use the front door and hide my face, after all they saw Asher come in, and they're not gonna ask who he's going out with. We have to do that fast before my boss( prison Warden) wakes up. We started heading towards the front door when someone grabbed my hand. Fuck! "Hey you, wanna give daddy a dance", it was one of those drunken bastards that use to have Private dances. Eww get the fuck off me. I shrugged him off and held Asher tightly. "You got another man now huh? whose the punk", he said hitting Asher. We were trying hard not to get anyone's attention, so we started moving. But this crazy bastard wouldn't go away. "So what now, you moving with other punks huh? you sucking dicks but I can't even touch you?", he started yelling as we got to the front door. I bent my head as we tried exiting. "Don't let that bitch out ",
I was home, and everything felt so different. First, it was Sam who came to see me, we had this very emotional breakdown and man it felt so good to let my guard down for once and be emotional.But I hadn't seen or Spoken to Amber since we saw in the club that day. He even went on another plane, like he was avoiding me and I don't know why. I miss him, like crazy crazy. And he's the only person I want to talk to but he's avoiding me."Hey".It was Asher."Hey", I replied."How's everything been since you got back?", he asked."Different", I said."Trust me, everything has been different since you left"."Where's Amber?""I think he's... in an emotional state that I can't explain, I don't know if it's the fact that he actually thought he lost you for good or everything that's been happening, but I don't think he wants to see you now, he's not been home since we got back", he said.I nodded."Oh and uhh, I've been dying to talk to someone", he said in a nervous chuckle."Please, distract
"I guess it's my turn to leave",Nexy said and then left smiling.There was this thick silence between the both of us,we spoke with our eyes.The night breeze, the bright moon and silence, especially the silence, it was alluring.God Amber was so handsome. I have never seen anyone in the world as breathe taking as he was."You've been avoiding me", I started.He nodded, "I have "."Is it because I've been a stripper and you're rethinking being with me or what?",I asked."Are you crazy? I was serial killer and you still loved me and you think I'd think of you any different? " ..His voice, it was so different, calmer and gentle and sweet."You know when you didn't show up at the alter I thought that -"."I was paying back for not showing up last time? let's be honest it's something I can do ", I said and chuckled slightly."Then I found out you were kidnapped, I sent a strong warning to the president that they better bring you out alive else this country will be in flames and I meant it
I miss the sunlight, the way it let it's little Ray's creep on my face in the morning, all cuddled up in soft blankets.I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling. I'm glad I'm not waking up to rusty walls and darkness.I rolled to the other side of the bed and my eyes caught this pair of ocean blue eyes.He had this very cure smile on his face. He had a very soft sweet look on."Good morning princess", he said softly."Good morning", I said sleepily.He didn't say anything again, he brushed the strands of hair off my face and stared at me like he could see my soul.He leaned down and placed and short kiss on my forehead."I've missed you", he said.I held his side jaw, "I missed you more".Someone then banged loudly on the door interrupting out beautiful morning time."Please go away", Amber yelled."Sorry to interrupt your morning time, but Sam is here and she's saying a lot of things that you guys just have to hear", Aaron said.I looked at Amber, he looked back at me.He rolled hi
AMBER * * Sam was going to start thing fully from tomorrow and I'm going to be on a very hot seat. My father has done more than enough and I sincerely am tired of watching him ruin people's lives over and over again, I just want all of this to end. But the truth is I can't escape what's coming for me. In all honesty I've thought about this moment happening a lot. I'm genuinely ready to take any fall that comes my way. My only worry is Lexy and how she's going to take all this. She's been through so much, I just want her to finally be at peace. "Sir". "Mmmh?", I snapped out of my thoughts. "We were asking that you sign an approval for the company's budget for the next quarter". Oh my I totally forgot I was in a meeting in my living room. I sighed and rubbed my eyes. "What's the, what's the budget for?". The way they exchange glances, I'm sure they just spent the past 30 minutes explaining it for me. "Yeah sure sure whatever you say". James is still going to
ASHER **"Are okay babe?", James asked as we walked through the gardens together."Huh?"."You've been acting weird all day", he pointed out."It's just the uhm, crowd and uhm I've been you know trying to get used to being out of the closet In the open", I lied.He pulled me closer to him, "I understand, but you can loosen up, we're okay here, you can be yourself here".Why are you being so ridiculously nice to me these days? I don't even deserve you.I nodded."So, how are you two love birds enjoying your evening?", Stella asking coming from behind us I was startled."We're really enjoying ourselves, it's lovely here", James said.I started stuffing my mouth with the ice cream in my hands to avoid talking.I managed to swallow it down and boy did my brain freeze or what!"You got something on your lips, here", James said and held my neck and used his tongue to lick of the ice cream on my lips and sucked it for a second or two. Then he looked me dead in the eyes and winked."More i
I explained everything to him in details, James didn't say anything, he was just quiet.James is never quiet, he always has something to say, and he was just staring at me, his eyes held pain."Why didn't you tell me?", he asked calmly."I...I didn't know how to tell you, I was scared and confused and... and.. I talked to Lexy about it and she said I was probably bi sexual and and-""You spoke to Lexy first before telling me?", the pain in his voice when he said it, the pain in his voice."Mr. James I'm deeply sorry about all of this, it's my fault, I take full responsibility and -""You don't... you don't have to say anything Stella, really, you don't. I have nothing against you, this is a conversation between me and Asher. You can leave", he said.She gave me a worried look and then left.James couldn't even look me in the eyes again."Asher do you have any idea how much I love you? do you know the length I would go to do anything for you? to protect you? Being gay is a lot, I know
LEXY **I woke up and rolled to the other side of the bed but it was empty.Amber... But like we're supposed to have a wedding today, where is he?I grabbed my phone and called Sam."Hey"."Hey bitch"."Aren't you coming around? to get my. make up ready and stuff"."Oh uhm... I got an emergency from one of my clients and... damn it you know I wouldn't miss your wedding for the world, I'm just running a bit late, I'll still make it up right on time, I'll send someone down there to help you out ok?".That's disappointing.I sighed."I'm so sorry Lexy, I would have cancelled if I could but unfortunately I can't, I'm so sorry", she said again."It's okay", i said and cut the call.Great.Wonderful way to do a wedding.I called Amber and he wasn't picking up.I called James."Yo, where are you?",I asked."Lexy uhm... my school just called, I have this fucken emergency test That I have to take first thing tomorrow morning, I don't even know if I'll make it before then but I can meet up fo
LEXY *I love this Amber, I love him so much and I wish life would last forever.He's been treating me like I'm the baby. He doesn't let me do anything, like nothing at all.He gives me a warm bath every morning, helps me brush my teeth, gets me clothed in very comfortable clothes, he cooks now since Mrs Williams have been absent for a while now, I think she's staying with her niece that recently gave birth or something.And he ensures we do gentle exercises and we work out often.He turned the basement into a gym. And yes he's becoming pretty muscular now and good in the eyes.My Art Gallery is finally officially open. It was one of the best and happiest days of my life, and none of it would have happened without Nicole Anderson and of course Amber.But since I was pregnant, Mrs Anderson was the one managing everything till I'm fully ready to work. She's literally my art idol, imagine your role model working for you, perks of being Amber's Wife.."So ... I was thinking", he said.
AMBER I've been so anxious to see Lexy. When she called that she had a surprise, my mind went to a million places .I wanted to pick her up at the airport but James already said he was going to.It was so good seeing everyone again, they looked so happy as cheerful, honestly the distance was just what we needed.When I saw Lexy, she looked so different. She had added a little weight and she had this long big gown on her, but regardless she looked so beautiful and happy, the fact that she was happy was everything for me.Seeing her smile so genuinely, it was so pleasant.But then ... she didn't hug me back the way I expected her to... two seconds later she already pulled away.It made me feel weird for the moment.Then she wanted us to talk about our personal growth. To be very honest, I've grown a lot. There's so much personal development that I never knew I could have reached to this point.And then she dropped the bomb shell."You're pregnant?"."Oh my God"."I'm going to be an Au
I called all the boys to suspend whatever shit they were doing and get back to Italy.I was 6 months pregnant now, and I was done with Therapy and every other thing.Besides my Gallery opening was in a week time but I wanted to inform the boys about it first.None of them know about it, even Sam, like I've been so good keeping this a secret from them.Apparently, Amber's seeds swim pretty fast, it was that time he came over to see me and we fucked, I definitely didn't see it coming. I've been so anxious, only Mrs Anderson knew about it. I've been so anxious about breaking the news to them.I was having a little baby bump now, but it wasn't even obviously because I naturally have a flat tummy.At least my vegetarian lifestyle and fitness paid off.But I still didn't want them to notice a thing, so I wore this very long bubba gown.James said he was going to come pick me up and I haven't been any happier to see him.When I arrived at the airport, he ran to hug me.But I had to be caref
I travelled back to Miami and I told my therapist all about it, and in all honesty, she was disappointed initially, but then she said she was also very proud of me for fighting it and the sudden realization that revenge won't solve anything. She said she was also proud of me for trying to help Laura. She said I was making progress.Rodrigo's body was found in his house and apparently, no one was even trying to investigate his demise because they saw it coming, he'd lived a shitty life.I spoke to Amber when I got home, he said he could have sworn that he saw someone who looked exactly like me in Italy.I teased him that he missed me so much he's now seeing me everywhere, but the possibility of that being me is Very very high.I'm ok now, I'm better now. But I'm honestly so worried about Laura. I don't want to get involved in her life because from the looks of it, it's really shitty. But I worry for her everyday.Mrs Anderson was getting a tattoo of a butterfly on her back and so she
I was packing to leave back to Miami, I'm guessing my therapist is really not going to like what I've done.She's going to talk about me not letting go the rage that has been holding me down all these years.My door flew open and Laura barged in with a cigarette."How the fuck did you get in?"."Why did you hesitate to kill that man?", she asked, same look she had the first time I saw her."What?"."He said things that hurt you, badly, and you were going to chicken away, just like that?"."Well now that I've killed him, what happens next?"."So you mean to tell me that you're not getting the least satisfaction from what you did? not even a little?".I shrugged, "I do, buy does it worth it?"."Does it matter? you got what you wanted? aren't you happy?"."No... honestly. Look it was a stupid thing to even think of. Revenge... The Sweetness of revenge lasts only for a second... for the minute, but then the reality kicks in. It was all a complete waste of time. Nothing has changed. ""But
It was 11pm when Laura and I pulled up in front of Rodrigo's house. She had already taken care of everything before now, the security was put to sleep because their drink was drugged. Laura suggested we just poison them to death but I didn't want to get them involved.The security cameras were all turned off and the house was empty, just Rodrigo was inside.We opened the door and went straight to his room.It was a horrible sight, he was having a threesome."Get out!", Laura yelled at the girls there pointing a gun at them.They immediately stopped and grabbed their clothes and ran out of the house.Laura pulled one of them back and pointed a gun to her throat, "If you say a word to anyone about what happened today, I will come for you and your entire family", she threatened.The girl nodded in fear and ran away.We turned back to Rodrigo who was shaking on the bad. He had the sheets covering his nude body.Laura went to him and sat right beside him and kept the gun on his head."Reme
I know I said that I was done with Drama and I just wanted to heal, but there was one more thing I had to do- Find my dad's killer and know exactly what happened.My sister and my mother are resting in peace knowing they've gotten justice, but not my father. And although he lived a shitty life, he made the biggest sacrifice for us to be safe by quiting Mafia.This time around I didn't want to get Amber or his family involved, and I didn't want to get Sam involved either, this was going to be some crazy ass shit but it was going to worth every minute of it.I flew back to Italy quietly, didn't even let anyone know I was in town. I went to my dad's house, I had refused to sell it or give it out ever since he died because too many memories where here, I grew up here, my entire life was this place. It was my safe haven when I was a kid... It ended up being a prison for me eventually because I was asked never to leave but... this was my home.I had a suspect in mind; Rodrigo, he was my fa
I linked up with Mrs Anderson a month later. She choked me with sympathy about what happened, and I really didn't need that. I'd almost say I've become her PA, she takes me to every art exhibition she goes to and she tells everyone about my art and invites as much people as she can for my Gallery opening. Gracefully, this time around, there's no abusive ex to ruin it.I asked her about Conrad and she said he's been sad, that which I was very happy about, she also told me that Amber took care of him, that I definitely didn't expect to hear.We went for one Women conference in Brazil recently and, I must say it's been refreshing traveling out and meeting new people with similar minds and stories as yours.I've met ex wives and mistresses of Don's and Mafia's and all I can say is, I'm truly lucky, because not even one of them mentioned anything about their man changing or becoming a better person, talk less of for them. Everytime I hear a woman who has been with a Mafia man tell their