They got my clothes later the next day but honestly it was of no use because I basically never wore any of them, just this butterfly shaped thongs and nothing more.Amber worshipped and adored my body day in day out in every possible way he could. The nasty things he would say to me, and the worse the nastier things he would do to me.Amber promised he wasn't going to fuck me mainly because I was still in mourning mode and my father's ghost might come and spank my ass and yell at me for having sex few days after my birthday, but in a way I was kinda relieved because I don't think I want to have sex with him.Don't get me wrong I want this more than anything in the world right now, but the experiences of the past? I'm scared that Amber is going to finally not give me any attention again.Because I mean he finally got what he wanted so he might not be interested anymore.Yes, I'm also very insecure, forget how I act so carefree.Especially if it's someone I might just slightly be into.
I alighted from the car and headed straight to Sam's door, I had to apologize to her for disappearing for 2 weeks and also give her the gossip of me and Amber now...Truth is, I think I'm comfortable around him now, like he's so free with me, he's sweet and kind and really calm.I love him this way and I want it to stay this way for a long time, it'll be a blessing.I pressed the door bell and waited, seconds later the door opened and I'm face to face with a tall man with brown hair,wearing nothing but a towel around his waist."Aaron??!!", I shrieked."Oh shit", he mumbled.I paused."What the fu-???"."Hey baby who's at the door?", I heard Sam behind him.She walked up to the door and saw me, she froze.My lips were opening and closing but nothing was coming out."Listen listen, I can explain"Aaron said."Yeah we can explain", she added.I held my hands up in the air, I turned to Aaron."How long has this been going on?", I choked out."Three months now", he said."Does Amber know a
I alighted from the car and headed straight to Sam's door, I had to apologize to her for disappearing for 2 weeks and also give her the gossip of me and Amber now...Truth is, I think I'm comfortable around him now, like he's so free with me, he's sweet and kind and really calm.I love him this way and I want it to stay this way for a long time, it'll be a blessing.I pressed the door bell and waited, seconds later the door opened and I'm face to face with a tall man with brown hair,wearing nothing but a towel around his waist."Aaron??!!", I shrieked."Oh shit", he mumbled.I paused."What the fu-???"."Hey baby who's at the door?", I heard Sam behind him.She walked up to the door and saw me, she froze.My lips were opening and closing but nothing was coming out."Listen listen, I can explain"Aaron said."Yeah we can explain", she added.I held my hands up in the air, I turned to Aaron."How long has this been going on?", I choked out."Three months now", he said."Does Amber know ab
GREY..If I was to come back to earth in my second life and become an animal, I will definitely be a dog.Because these have to be the most peaceful and obedient animals in the world.I named her Bella because she was really beautiful and I admired her a lot.She was obedient and playful she kept me busy most times and kept my mind off my worries, but it reminded me so much of my past and how my life was before everything tumbled."Sir, your father is here to see you"I looked up,"What?", I asked."He's at the entrance and demands to see you", he said again.I rolled my eyes, "Let him in", I said.I haven't seen or heard from that man ever since our last fight, I thought he had died or something, I even wish he did. It'll make my life way more easier than it is.My office door swung open and my dad marched in with his men.He opened his mouth to speak and then he paused and stared at my legs in horror."What is that?", he asked irritated."A puppy", I replied scratching her eyes and sh
GREY...Same familiar old house, I groaned and pushed the door opened.My men surrounded the house and he immediately fell to his feet with his hands up in surrender."David, for God sake it's been months now, seriously?? when are you going to pay up your debt??", I asked really angry because this is the idiot that got me out of my house this late at night."I'm..I..I..I.. I'm...I""Shut the fuck up, where's the remaining money?", I asked."I don't..I don't have it..I don't..."I groaned, "Where's you wife and pretty daughter?", I asked."They no longer live with me, they moved out ever since that day I swear", he said.It was true, I did get the address for where his wife and child was."Listen David, if you can't provide the money now, we'll drive over to your wife's place, and I will kill both her and your daughter right in front of you", I said."Please, killing them will not bring the money please ", he begged."I know, but guess what? your boss doesn't care and that's the instru
LEXY..."You know I'm surprised that Amber got married this early honestly, he use to act like the type to never want to fall in love and then focus on work, I'm just glad he found someone like you", Aunt Lucy said.I smiled,"Thank you"."He use to say his first and last love will always be his mother, now he's In love with you", she said.in love?, that's a very strong word to use."I just hope you love him too and not just for the money", she added."Oh certainly not, I do honestly, I really do", it's a surprise that it didn't sound like a lie.Am I really in love with Amber?Of course not, I like him..I do care about him.But I'm not in love with him."I wish his mother was alive to see what he ended up becoming, I'm so proud of him", she said."Indeed", I said smiling.Then my phone buzzed, it was a text from Amber."Open your room window".What? why?"Uhm, I think I'll go to bed, you enjoy yourself and the movie you're watching, I'll see you in the morning ma'am", I said and gave
LEXYI felt strong arms around me and a scent I have gotten familiar with, I smiled to myself.I tried rolling out of the bed but he was stronger, he held me back."Don't go", he grumbled."Amber, I have to go and finish up things in the studio, the grand opening is next week", I said."Just stay a little bit longer", he said again pulling me into bed and digging his head into my neck."Fuck how do you smell so good in the morning?"he asked.I smiled a little and then turned to him, regardless of whatever happened last night, he still looked drop dead hot this morning.I touched the wound above his left eye brow, "This is still very obvious", I stated."This too", I said touching his chin.But he was barely even listening, he cupped my cheeks, "You're really beautiful Lexy, sorry if I never to you this earlier", he said calmly.Ahhh, my heart melted into tiny pieces, he has a way to do with words and it makes me crazy everytime.Then he leaned down and kissed my lips shortly and then
GREY...The very moment that bullet left the gun, every atom of sanity I had left with it.For the first 3 seconds it looked like a dream, but it was real.Earlier today I called Sam to come help Lexy find what to wear because her excuse for not wanting to come was because she didn't have what to wear.Then she wore this really beautiful white silk dress that made her look like a white angel, I even teased her that I was going to rip it off her body later tonight.. That dress was now covered in blood."What the fuck dad!", I yelled and picked up a empty bottle of champagne and threw at him.For a second, it looked like he regretted his action..My aunt started screaming, everyone was yelling at him.He immediately began to back away, I charged at him and punched him multiple times in the face clearly loosing my shit.In all my life I have dreamed of the day I would do this, beat up my own father and kill him to revenge everything he ever did to me.But I never thought it would be bec
LEXY *I love this Amber, I love him so much and I wish life would last forever.He's been treating me like I'm the baby. He doesn't let me do anything, like nothing at all.He gives me a warm bath every morning, helps me brush my teeth, gets me clothed in very comfortable clothes, he cooks now since Mrs Williams have been absent for a while now, I think she's staying with her niece that recently gave birth or something.And he ensures we do gentle exercises and we work out often.He turned the basement into a gym. And yes he's becoming pretty muscular now and good in the eyes.My Art Gallery is finally officially open. It was one of the best and happiest days of my life, and none of it would have happened without Nicole Anderson and of course Amber.But since I was pregnant, Mrs Anderson was the one managing everything till I'm fully ready to work. She's literally my art idol, imagine your role model working for you, perks of being Amber's Wife.."So ... I was thinking", he said.
AMBER I've been so anxious to see Lexy. When she called that she had a surprise, my mind went to a million places .I wanted to pick her up at the airport but James already said he was going to.It was so good seeing everyone again, they looked so happy as cheerful, honestly the distance was just what we needed.When I saw Lexy, she looked so different. She had added a little weight and she had this long big gown on her, but regardless she looked so beautiful and happy, the fact that she was happy was everything for me.Seeing her smile so genuinely, it was so pleasant.But then ... she didn't hug me back the way I expected her to... two seconds later she already pulled away.It made me feel weird for the moment.Then she wanted us to talk about our personal growth. To be very honest, I've grown a lot. There's so much personal development that I never knew I could have reached to this point.And then she dropped the bomb shell."You're pregnant?"."Oh my God"."I'm going to be an Au
I called all the boys to suspend whatever shit they were doing and get back to Italy.I was 6 months pregnant now, and I was done with Therapy and every other thing.Besides my Gallery opening was in a week time but I wanted to inform the boys about it first.None of them know about it, even Sam, like I've been so good keeping this a secret from them.Apparently, Amber's seeds swim pretty fast, it was that time he came over to see me and we fucked, I definitely didn't see it coming. I've been so anxious, only Mrs Anderson knew about it. I've been so anxious about breaking the news to them.I was having a little baby bump now, but it wasn't even obviously because I naturally have a flat tummy.At least my vegetarian lifestyle and fitness paid off.But I still didn't want them to notice a thing, so I wore this very long bubba gown.James said he was going to come pick me up and I haven't been any happier to see him.When I arrived at the airport, he ran to hug me.But I had to be caref
I travelled back to Miami and I told my therapist all about it, and in all honesty, she was disappointed initially, but then she said she was also very proud of me for fighting it and the sudden realization that revenge won't solve anything. She said she was also proud of me for trying to help Laura. She said I was making progress.Rodrigo's body was found in his house and apparently, no one was even trying to investigate his demise because they saw it coming, he'd lived a shitty life.I spoke to Amber when I got home, he said he could have sworn that he saw someone who looked exactly like me in Italy.I teased him that he missed me so much he's now seeing me everywhere, but the possibility of that being me is Very very high.I'm ok now, I'm better now. But I'm honestly so worried about Laura. I don't want to get involved in her life because from the looks of it, it's really shitty. But I worry for her everyday.Mrs Anderson was getting a tattoo of a butterfly on her back and so she
I was packing to leave back to Miami, I'm guessing my therapist is really not going to like what I've done.She's going to talk about me not letting go the rage that has been holding me down all these years.My door flew open and Laura barged in with a cigarette."How the fuck did you get in?"."Why did you hesitate to kill that man?", she asked, same look she had the first time I saw her."What?"."He said things that hurt you, badly, and you were going to chicken away, just like that?"."Well now that I've killed him, what happens next?"."So you mean to tell me that you're not getting the least satisfaction from what you did? not even a little?".I shrugged, "I do, buy does it worth it?"."Does it matter? you got what you wanted? aren't you happy?"."No... honestly. Look it was a stupid thing to even think of. Revenge... The Sweetness of revenge lasts only for a second... for the minute, but then the reality kicks in. It was all a complete waste of time. Nothing has changed. ""But
It was 11pm when Laura and I pulled up in front of Rodrigo's house. She had already taken care of everything before now, the security was put to sleep because their drink was drugged. Laura suggested we just poison them to death but I didn't want to get them involved.The security cameras were all turned off and the house was empty, just Rodrigo was inside.We opened the door and went straight to his room.It was a horrible sight, he was having a threesome."Get out!", Laura yelled at the girls there pointing a gun at them.They immediately stopped and grabbed their clothes and ran out of the house.Laura pulled one of them back and pointed a gun to her throat, "If you say a word to anyone about what happened today, I will come for you and your entire family", she threatened.The girl nodded in fear and ran away.We turned back to Rodrigo who was shaking on the bad. He had the sheets covering his nude body.Laura went to him and sat right beside him and kept the gun on his head."Reme
I know I said that I was done with Drama and I just wanted to heal, but there was one more thing I had to do- Find my dad's killer and know exactly what happened.My sister and my mother are resting in peace knowing they've gotten justice, but not my father. And although he lived a shitty life, he made the biggest sacrifice for us to be safe by quiting Mafia.This time around I didn't want to get Amber or his family involved, and I didn't want to get Sam involved either, this was going to be some crazy ass shit but it was going to worth every minute of it.I flew back to Italy quietly, didn't even let anyone know I was in town. I went to my dad's house, I had refused to sell it or give it out ever since he died because too many memories where here, I grew up here, my entire life was this place. It was my safe haven when I was a kid... It ended up being a prison for me eventually because I was asked never to leave but... this was my home.I had a suspect in mind; Rodrigo, he was my fa
I linked up with Mrs Anderson a month later. She choked me with sympathy about what happened, and I really didn't need that. I'd almost say I've become her PA, she takes me to every art exhibition she goes to and she tells everyone about my art and invites as much people as she can for my Gallery opening. Gracefully, this time around, there's no abusive ex to ruin it.I asked her about Conrad and she said he's been sad, that which I was very happy about, she also told me that Amber took care of him, that I definitely didn't expect to hear.We went for one Women conference in Brazil recently and, I must say it's been refreshing traveling out and meeting new people with similar minds and stories as yours.I've met ex wives and mistresses of Don's and Mafia's and all I can say is, I'm truly lucky, because not even one of them mentioned anything about their man changing or becoming a better person, talk less of for them. Everytime I hear a woman who has been with a Mafia man tell their
When I woke up, I expected to have this after adrenaline rush regret but I didn't. I found myself smiling sheepishly. God I've missed Amber, and this whole heated sex that happened is going to make it very hard for me to distance myself from him like how I said I would.He opened the door gently as if not trying to wake me up but I was already wide awake."Hi", he said softly."Hey", I said.He was fully dressed."Leaving so soon?", I asked.He fiddled with his watch."I thought you might not want to see me when you wake up", he said."Why not? you've fucked me countlessly, it's not like I'm your one night stand or anything".He laughed.He came over to the bed and hugged me."I'm really going to miss you", he says softly."I'm going to miss you more".We were quiet, not saying anything at all."Do we really have to do this?", I asked.He nodded and pulled away still holding my hands, "Yeahh, I want you to, I don't want to be a toxic husband or dad or whatever, I want to be perfect f