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Trauma

Penulis: Kuno
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-03-14 19:08:29

LEON

Hearing Nyla say those three words that scared me more than anything wasn't on my bucket list. It caught me off guard that I didn't know what to say or how to say anything. My silence made hurt flash across her eyes and that wounded me deeply. I felt like I had failed her by not being able to say it back but those words caused me deep-rooted trauma that I haven't been able to grow out of. Love isn't the same word to me as it is to everyone else.

I saw my mom suffer in agony alone all in the name of love. I was a product of love and I always said repeatedly to myself that my mom’s life would have been so much better if they didn't have me.

I like Naya without a doubt, I was attracted to her both physically and sexually. She made me feel things I have never felt in my life and do things that I have never done before. But Love? That was a stretch.

Love was just a cruel word and the last thing I wanted to do was anything that would hurt her.

It was hard to fall asleep knowing I hurt
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    NAYAI just couldn’t be beside him anymore, so I got up and left his room. The air felt too heavy, suffocating me. Lying next to him felt unbearable as if the weight of my own words was crushing me. I could still hear the silence that followed after I confessed my feelings, the way it stretched between us kept replaying in my mind. He didn’t say anything. He just stared.I shook my head, trying to push the memory away, but it didn’t move an inch. I needed space. I needed to be alone.I got out of bed and my feet carried me upstairs to the room I had stayed in before moving into his. The moment I stepped inside, a strange feeling settled in my chest. The room was just as I had left it clean, neat, and untouched. The bed was made, the curtains drawn, and everything was in place as if someone still lived in it. But despite how put together it looked and arranged it still felt empty.I let out a deep breath before slumping onto the bed.What had I been thinking?Why did I say those words

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  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Haunted

    After lying down on one spot throughout the day I felt trapped and needed to get out of the room so I did. I carefully went down to the kitchen being very sure of my surroundings that there was no one around me or close by. The last thing I wanted was to run into him, I took a glass of water and just stared around not like I had anything to do I just needed to get away from those walls. I had spent the whole day there without stepping out and it was already night. I just had to before I lost my mind.“Hey” I heard a soft voice say behind me and I choked on the water in my mouth but I didn’t look back I just stood there frozen“Are you okay?” He asked “I’m fine!” I shouted when I felt him coming closer to me“Why did you lock yourself in there?” He asked making me close my eyes tightly in annoyance and embarrassment “Naya” he called when I said nothing“Sorry could you excuse me” I gathered the courage to turn to him and he just stared not moving from the door so I slipped through th

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-15
  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Sorry

    LEONNaya’s hands gripped onto me tightly, her fingers digging into my skin as if letting go would send her spiraling. She was shaken, that much was obvious, but she still insisted on following me to the front gate. I knew she was scared, but she wouldn’t admit it. The way she clung to me, her body slightly trembling, told me everything.I wasn’t sure who the hell could be standing outside my gate late at night. No one should even know where I live, at least no one outside my circle. I was careful about that. I had to be. Yet, someone had managed to get this close. That alone was enough to put me on edge.As we stepped closer, the streetlights illuminated the figure sitting by the gate. Dressed in all black, just like Naya had described. He was still, not making any sudden movements, but his presence alone was enough to set me off. Naya’s grip on me tightened, her nails pressing into my arm, but I didn’t mind. I rubbed slow circles on her arm, trying to calm her down, though I wasn’t

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  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Nonexistent

    Naya I slumped onto the couch the moment we got back inside, my body feeling heavier than ever. My mind was racing, struggling to make sense of everything. Why was the man who kidnapped me suddenly showing up to warn us about danger? It didn’t make any sense.Out of all the people in the world, why him? What did he have to gain from this? My chest tightened as I replayed the moment over and over again. His voice, his expression, and the way he looked at me sent chills down my spine.I hugged my arms around myself, trying to shake off the uneasy feeling crawling under my skin. It didn't make any sense“What is he trying to do?” I suddenly asked“I have no clue, but I think he trying to switch sides all of a sudden,” Leon saidAnd that made more sense, he saw Leon online and saw how powerful he was and decided to become a thoughtful person all of a sudden “Then he is fucking stupid what does he take you for?” I asked my face scrunched up in disgust“It is expected a lot more like him

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  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Mine

    NAYAI stared at him, my chest rising and falling as the weight of his words crashed over me. My mind refused to process it.Did he really just say that? Leon Valois loved me?The way he looked at me, his green eyes dark and filled with emotions I couldn’t even begin to describe, told me that he meant every word. My lips parted, but nothing came out of it, my heart was slamming pacing quickly. He reached for me, his fingers brushing against my cheek, wiping away the tears I didn’t even realize had fallen.“Say something,” he whispered, his eyes searching mine for answers I swallowed, trying to breathe, trying to think, but everything in me was a mess. A hot, chaotic mess. I couldn’t form a single thought. I grabbed his face, crashing my lips against his violently. His sharp intake of breath was all I heard before his hands were all over me, gripping me tightly. The kiss was deep, rough, filled with everything I had ever felt for him but never got to say. My hands slid into his hair,

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  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Humiliated

    KAYLAThe moment I stepped out of Ryan’s house, the cold air hit me instantly. I was wrapped in nothing but a stupid thin blanket wrapped around my shoulders, I felt like the entire world was laughing at me.I adjusted the blanket over my shoulders as it kept falling and the cold air made me shiver, although it wasn’t just the weather that made me shiver it was shame and humiliation. The guards at the gate didn’t say a word, but I saw the way they looked at me. Their eyes held pity, amusement, and judgment. I didn’t know which one was worse.I forced my chin up, pretending like I didn’t care, like I still had control. But I didn’t. Not anymore. I began to question if what I was after was worth it, the way Ryan treated me no one living dared to do me like that but he did whenever he liked. I had never felt this small and I hated the feeling so much.Getting into my car was a struggle, the blanket kept slipping, and I was too angry to sit still long enough to adjust it properly. I angri

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  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Together

    NAYAWe lay in bed, tangled together, his fingers gently running through my hair. He didn’t say a word, but I didn’t mind the silence. It was a comforting kind of silence, the kind that made me feel at peace. In his arms, I felt like I had no worries in the world like nothing outside of this moment mattered. I loved the feeling, and I wanted it to last forever.I let out a small sigh and pressed my cheek against his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart, inhaling his scent and his warmth surrounded me, making me feel safe in a way I had never felt before.“Naya,” he called softly, but he didn’t say anything after that.I smiled, knowing he just wanted to say my name “You just felt like saying my name, didn’t you?” I asked, a small laugh escaping my lips.He didn’t deny it. Instead, he repeated it, but this time, he called me by my full name. “Anaya”I laughed again, feeling something warm spread through me. There was something about the way he said my name, always letting i

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-19
  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Forever

    LEONI was smiling way too much like a little girl l, I was in love and I had someone that was in love with me too, not just anyone but Naya. I'm not someone that believes in fate and all of those things but I am positive that Naya was my soulmate. Even the way our bodies moved in sync and how my body responded to her touch was different, it almost felt like I was made for her and I loved it. I'm really glad I didn't keep burying my feelings and embraced it“Hello” I heard fingers snapping in my face and when I looked up it was Nick“What is it?” I asked“Have I been talking to myself for the past ten minutes?” he asked with raised brows“No, no I heard you” I lied“What did I say then?” he asked“Well, you-”“Go on,” he said“Dont question me I’m your boss” I rolled my eyes at him“Thanks for the reminder it seemed to have skipped my mind” he laughed“Well just a little recap we were talking about Ryan” he reminded me“Yes Ryan,” I said and he just laughed“Well I think what could be

    Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-19

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    NAYAI slowly opened my eyes, my vision blurry at first. Everything around me felt hazy like I was trapped in a dream I couldn’t wake up from. I tried to make sense of where I was, but the steady beeping sound filling my ears told me all I needed to know. I was in a hospital.I felt something strapped to my face and instinctively reached up, pulling down the oxygen mask. My body ached, but I ignored the pain and tried to sit up. The moment I moved, a sharp sting shot through me, making me wince.Before I could push myself any further, I heard hurried footsteps. Nick rushed to my side, his face filled with worry.“You are up,” he said happily “Stay still I will go get the doctor” he whispered“Where is Leon?” I asked but he rushed out to get the doctor I winced at every movement I made every part of me hurt and there was a throbbing in my head that didn't want to go away. Every time I close my eyes I see flashbacks of the car ramming into us, I thought that was it, I genuinely thoug

  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Defeat

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  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Their End

    LEON“Let me fucking go” I hissed at the doctor trying to clean up my wounds“But sir you are bleeding,” he said“I don’t fucking care!” I roared “I want every doctor in this hospital to attend to her, she must wake up or I would burn this place to the fucking ground!!” I shouted, there was a banging in my head as I spoke but I ignored it. I had to make sure Naya was fine“We have been able to stabilize her, we can only hope that she wakes up,” he said slowly like he was scared of the words as they came out of his mouth“Don’t tell me that! I would pay any damn amount just make sure she is fine and she wakes up please” my voice cracked as tears filled my eyes, it was unbearable to keep watching her lay still like that“What is going on? What happened?” Nick rushed in looking between me and Naya“We will try our best you have my word,” the doctor said I crashed on the couch holding my head tightly trying to stop the banging that refused to stop“Why hasn’t this been covered up?” Nick

  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Ghost

    LEONPain shot through my body the moment I opened my eyes. It was sharp and burning, but it didn’t matter. None of it mattered. The only thing that did was her.“Naya.”I managed to say her name and it came out in a whisper, barely audible but it was the only thing I could say. My vision was blurry, the hospital ceiling above me spinning, but I forced myself to move.I had to see her.With every bit of strength I had, I pushed myself up. A sharp stabbing pain shot through my ribs, and my arm screamed in pain, but I didn’t care. I ripped out the drip attached to my arm, ignoring the sting, I dragged my legs off the bed. The floor was cold against my bare feet, but I barely felt it.I needed to find her.My knees failed me the moment I tried to stand, but I gritted my teeth and held onto the wall tightly using it to balance myself. Step by step, I forced my body to move, ignoring the shouts of the nurses behind me. I staggered through the hallway, my mind drowning in the only thought t

  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Darkness

    NAYALeon didn’t let me lift a finger. If I allowed him, he would even bathe me every morning. He didn’t let me out of his sight for a second, always hovering around me like I was going to disappear into thin air if he looked away. It was sweet, really, but sometimes, it was too much.I loved how much he cared, but I also needed my space. Every little thing, he wanted to do for me, pulling out chairs, opening doors, carrying things I could easily handle myself. If I so much as reached for a glass of water, he was already there, handing it to me before I could even touch it. I knew he was just being protective, but at times, it felt like I couldn’t even breathe without him watching over me.“Good morning darling, I brought breakfast” he smiled walking in with a tray“I’m not hungry” I whined putting the blanket over my head “Come on love you have to eat” he turned over the side of the bed tugging the blanket“I feel nauseous, and I think you are feeding me way too much” I whined“You

  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Fair

    JENNIFER I decided to invite all the board members for a meeting so I could convince them to vote for Ryan in the upcoming election. The last time I tried to reach out to them, they were stubborn and refused to meet with me. They claimed Ryan had to terminate the contract because the only other option left was Leon, and the idea of giving him the title was unacceptable.But after Leon revealed himself as the CEO of TechNova, things changed. I heard that some people were already rallying votes for him, and I had to shut it down before it got out of hand.Leon was smart and calculating, I would give him that. He had always been that way. Unlike others who underestimated him and mistook his quietness for weakness, I knew better. That was why I bought the idea of getting him married, to at least put a leash on him. But that plan failed miserably, and now we were stuck dealing with the consequences.Ryan, on the other hand, couldn’t get anything done. He had been like that his entire life

  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Parents

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  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Unraveling

    RYAN Everywhere I turned, Leon’s face was either plastered on a billboard or the main topic of conversation. It was impossible to escape him. His product launch was all anyone could talk about, and there were massive campaigns and promotions happening everywhere. I couldn’t stand it. The mere sight of his name or company logo made my blood boil. I made sure every single TechNova product was thrown out of my office and my house. I didn’t want to see anything that reminded me of that bastard. But no matter how much I tried to erase him from my space, he was still everywhere. What pissed me off the most was that I still didn’t understand how he managed to build something so big from the ground up without anyone noticing. How had he done it in complete silence? How had he kept it hidden for so long? It didn’t make sense. I refused to believe he built it on his own. I was convinced he must have acquired the company and was just pretending to own it. So, I had people look

  • Married to the Disable Billionaire    Solution

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