Natalie's POV"What makes you think you can get away so fast?", Nolan held me against the shower door and I slipped from under him checking the time from the marble clock."We can finish this later, I promise", I held onto his pinkie and he kissed me tightly holding my back so I wouldn't slip. Nolan had been missing my comfort around the house because no one seemed to be here anymore. Avery had announced she wanted to have her wedding in three months a winter wonderland theme, and everyone was running around. Even Melody was barely here, with school and soccer practice, she was quite the busy bee along with her new group of friends. Especially Alison, she was stressed as it is and Miss Celine had been hired to throw the wedding of the year. (Miss Celine if you forgot, she was the wedding planner for Natalie's and Nolan's 2nd wedding).The first day with Miss Celine, Avery had whined to me for an hour straight, Miss Celine is a lot of work, but in the end it's all worth it. Just wal
"Now Ladies, my soulmates, my go to girls, and my sisters would you please be my everything my maids of honor/ my bridesmaids/ my getaway crew/ my freak out with me before I walk down the aisle?", she begged us practically. We jumped up quickly screaming yes at the top of our lungs. I was happy to be there for her, she had done it for me so many times, I couldn't even count."Miss Celine thought I should have 1 maid of honor and 2 bridesmaids and guess who she was suggesting, Tiffany", Caroline let out an exasperated laugh and I followed her with the laugh. Caroline wanted Tiffany to like her, but Caroline had gotten nowhere with Tiffany. Caroline couldn't stand Tiffany, but all she wanted was their crude unaccepting family to accept her and respect the choice their son had made.On the other hand Tiffany had become the perfect angel in front of Nolan and I and when he left she would stoop on the couch ordering me to order her food."Tiffany started flirting with Nolan and she jus
WARNING they're having their weekend sex weekend The night had been stressful, one of the most stressful weeks of my life. Nolan and I had decided to just spend our getaway weekend on ourselves and not worry about anything in particular. On Monday we were going to ask Mel if she wanted too, and it was up to her.I mean how do you ask a 13 year old if she wants to testify against her abuser, the reason why her life was hell.The girls had come back raving about their fun night, and I had sent protective Nolan upstairs and Lola and Mel told me all about their young budding romance."Have fun", Melody, Alison and Leah said from the room and we said our goodbyes. Nolan's hand was in mine and I didn't realize how much we needed this time, alone. We went down to the front of the complex and the driver was waiting for us, he loaded our suitcases inside the trunk and Nolan escorted me inside the car."This is a surprise, meaning you can't look outside", he whispered seductively into my
I woke up feeling the Saturday set in to our beautiful weekend, the rays from the sun ran against my skin and the body hugging me from underneath made me snuggle back into him.He made me feel everything, when I was with him fireworks, fireflies, passion, light, everything. Nolan was my soulmate, someone I knew I could never leave.All the time I just wanted to be with him, he's my kryptonite, my person, my partner in life and my best friend, I couldn't ask for anything more prefect.He was someone I needed to be around, someone I enjoyed and someone I loved, and I was ready, I was ready for the rest of our lives together."I love you", I kissed his lips, knowing every single day I would be grateful for an entirety to him, he changed my life and brought me happiness. My doctor was on the way to go to her clinic, which meant that I would get the go-ahead that everything was okay in just a mere 20 minutes."I'm ready to be a mother of our child, I'm ready to have a little us runnin
The room was white, not a single stain on the bedsheets or the room entirely. The room made me feel trapped and my heart pounded as I looked around the room feeling the loneliness. My stomach ached and I felt numb, an uncertain numbness."How are you feeling, Mrs. Clemente", the doctor asked as Nolan followed and held my hand squashed into his."Mrs. Clemente", the doctor asked as I felt the shuttering coldness feeling rush through my body."Nat, baby, just say something", Nolan said and I could hear the sadness behind his voice. I was done feeling like I had it all together, I was done feeling like if I broke down the whole world would crumble."I just wanted to tell you that the fetus was 3 weeks, I'll give you some time to talk, I'll be back later", she said and closed her chart. As soon as the door shut I felt the world push onto me, pain from everywhere shot up and aimed at my heart. My wales of pain made Nolan freeze.3 weeks, 3 weeks was all it took to form something so ma
"Natalie", a soft voice said in the middle of the night. I turned around and found Nolan sitting up, and staring at me. His eyes told me the one thing I feared, he wanted to talk."You can't sleep?", I asked him and he nodded his head. I leaned against his shoulder, and interlocked his hand and mine."I've tried sleeping, I've tried talking to myself, but I just need you", he said and kissed my hand that was wrapped in his."Well in that case here I am", I climbed over him and smiled at his worried face. I leaned in kissing him passionately and his lips became limp and he pulled away from me."What?", I asked him as he looked to the side."You keep pushing this off, you act like nothing happened, like yesterday didn't happen, like we didn't los-lose our baby", he said grappling onto the fact that I didn't want to talk about it. He was to tears by now and I rushed over to help him and he pushed me away."I'm tired of you not talking, when you came back from whatever Daniel did yo
What was I doing? Ruining my marriage just when it had started. Happiness was something I didn't allow myself to have, but this time my walls were coming down and I would finally let him know why sometimes it's hard to sleep at night. Or why I can't talk to him about the things that bother me? Or why I have to act like everything is okay? I clicked the elevator button heading up to our floor, and finally I would tell him.He stood at the elevator door, surprised to see me again."I want to talk, I want to let you in", I began saying as he sat on the couch and motioned for me to sit next to him."Then what's stopping you?", he asked and I looked up at those earnest eyes."It's just that, I've never had someone that wants to know about me, wants to know about how I'm doing, and I know we've been together for what feels like a while, but it's still so hard for me", I told him and he seemed to not understand."I want to know why, I want me to be that person who you can talk to about
"You, little one get me a coffee", she barked as I raced to grab her a coffee, it was my first day and I was being treated like an assistant, I didn't mind it. Paris Grant was an icon in the column and journalist world, yes she was in charge of the girly columns, but she wrote a beautiful piece overlooking the world that inspired me to even start on this career path and after school, I was done with waiting.I handed her the steaming cup and she drank a sip and spit it out over the meeting's manuscripts."Penelo-", she began saying and looked at my earnest face and a feeling of shock came over her."You're not Penelope, my assistant", she asked and I shook my head, not knowing how to form sentences let alone words."No, I'm not, but you looked like you needed a coffee and I didn't know which one to get you", I tried explaining and she picked up the file that wasn't drenched in coffee."You're that writer, who made that piece on the differences of waves, it was in-depth, yet it re