I stretched my arms as I climbed out of my bed, Nolan's father had given us hours off of work for us just to get to know each other and now this is how he spends it.
I change into some new fresh clothes and walk downstairs, ready to make my breakfast. Now I am an extraordinary person, a regular person would probably poison her food, but I've decided to learn more about her and who knows maybe even be her friend, you may say oh my goodness Natalie is delusional. but at the same time, I'm gonna make Nolan feel so uncomfortable, he won't even be able to move.I started making pancakes batter and frying on my bacon. I was kinda proud of my self that I didn't burn it, it was a job well done. Just as I was plating my masterpiece Nolan comes down in sweatpants and a bare chest. I can tell he's upset, and at me, since he's holding the clothes I washed with my lavender scent plastered all over them."What the fuck is this", he stormed down the stairs as I stare at his open chest, beautiful with horrid humor. He threw the clothes on the floor as he walked down."Easy Easy, I put hard work into washing these", I said as he huffed and puffed and I went into my little corner to refold them."What is the matter with you", he asked as he watered at the sight of my cooked food."I'm just a caring wife who married a man who has no heartbeat", I muttered as he gripped my arm."What did you just say", he gripped harder."I said I married a man with no heartbeat", I spat at him as he let me go. He wiped it away and left me alone for the rest of that quite a morning. He needed space and so did I."I'm going to work today", I told him as I ate my bacon leaving half on a plate."I'll see you later", I called out to him letting him know that he wasn't the boss of me.As I left the room with a peep coming from him I peeked behind the walls to see him chowing down on my pancakes and bacon. I smiled I was definitely surprised he ate them, I mean I guess he had been that hungry.I changed into a black tuck in the top and into a checkered white and black skirt and put on a pair of black heels and grabbed my bag.I went down the stairs as I saw him chowing on the pancakes."You liked them", I assumed as how fast he was eating them."Whatever", he said as he turned around and saw me dressed in my work attire. He walked closer and closer to me and then scaled my body with his mischievous eyes."Your beautiful" he whispered as I blushed and he took his finger and went against my curled wisps of hair in the front. As he leaned forwards more into me I knew what he was doing a stern no would do the trick."And you're an arrogant bastard", I said as I stomped my heel on his foot as he cursed as I walked off. Smiling and Blushing, the pain I had learned to handle, and not caring I had mastered, but feelings hurt and I couldn't live with it. I couldn't breathe he made me feel imitated, but I reminded myself of my values, but I knew there was going to be a point where he would touch me and I would meet at his little stroke.I went out of the penthouse doors as I breathed in the cold, breeze. The man tipped his hat to me as I smiled and caught a cab, drifting into the city."Lawerence Corporate Building please", I said as I searched for my wallet as he said in a husky voice"sir, he spoke with a strong southern accent.The car ride was small with little small talk but he sneaked glances at me every second he could. As If I didn't see them as he would bend down to see me in the mirror.Once I saw the building I slid out and gave him money as he thanked me and drove me away, there was something about him that made me extremely uncomfortable.I greeted the secretary as I made my way to the elevator reaching to my father's desk."Excuse me, ma'am, you can't go in there", he said as he locked the doors.I showed my ID as he unlocked the door and let me in, they never thought I was his daughter cause I had only been there at work. I owned 30% of the company as my mother and father had created it together and when she passed she gave me her part. I owned 30% of the company but I got paid an average worker.He said because it was a pain to raise me, yet I knew I needed the money and just tried keeping my head down.The company was always owned and operated by him. He wouldn't let me touch a single thing with the higher-ups. He hated me, it was obvious.He had called me in, to make sure that I was keeping my side of the contract. And if I didn't there would be punishments, none that would change my opinion of the scumbag he was.TRIGGER WARNINGit's over abuse, just skip the chapter up to here.I arrived at my father's floor and made my way to find the secretary waiting for me. She smiled shyly as she led me inside, she opened the door as he acted joyful to see me. She closed the door and his facial expression slipped I got ready for my shield."You're late", he angrily spoke as he turned around facing the skyline of the city."Sorry", I mumbled as I took a seat on the plush leather seats. He shut the curtains as he turned around. Anger flared in his eyes, making me fear him even more."You know sometimes I get so mad", he kicked the chair next to me as I flinched. never fight back was my one rule. The chair flew across the room ending at a bookcase as he got closer to me I remembered my mother's last words"Bravery, my sweet angel", she said her words pierced as his hard hand grabbed my neck and picked me off the chair. I couldn't breathe, I didn't breathe I was ready to die. I was ready."You stupid bitch he could never love you, you are horrendous", he said as he flung me across the room. I was as skinny as a twig of how many times they had starved me and how when I moved out I had to make my own living.I could take the beatings, I could take the punches, but what scared me the most was the talk, how could someone I had loved, someone who had taken me to the park and father-daughter dances, then treat me like I'm not a human being.As I opened my eyes he came closer to me as he kicked me in the gut. He moved to the bookcase as he knocked over the books all falling on the floor as I tried to get up he knocked me back down."Get up you bitch, now go seduce him and get his money just like you do every day you whore", he spits at me as I gathered myself feeling the sharp pain in my stomach as I tried to pull myself up as he found amusement in watching me struggle to stand up. I unevenly walked to the door as I heard a chuckle from his foul mouth.I limped out as the secretary handed me a jacket that I covered myself with. It had become a routine we didn't talk she handed me a jacket and helped me to the elevator."Take this, it'll get you a ride home", Massey, the secretary handed me the money as I remembered my bag in my fathers' room still. The elevator door closed and I ducked my head as I got off the first floor and headed for the bustling streets of the city.I stopped for a moment as I took a deep breath of air I stared at my battered wrists and let out a single tear I wanted this to stop, but I didn't have the power to say no."Ma'am do you need a ride", a cab driver asked as I nodded and climbed in I told him my address as he kept to himself.I wrapped my head around the fact that people would be there when I got home. When I was at my apartment I would go home and come out 3 days later.But now I had to escape the light."Ma'am you've arrived", he said as I passed him the money Massey gave me and as I was closing the door he said"It gets better".Would it get better, I live with a man who thinks I'm insane and has no feelings for me, and my father who beats me until I can barely breathe.I rung the doorbell as my key was now in my father's office hopefully Massey would grab it. I knocked again as I heard a heavy groan coming down the stairs.He swung open the door as I hid my battered wrists from his sight. I rushed in as I needed my own space. He rushed after me waiting to insult me every step of the way."What's with the coat it's 91°outside?", he chuckled as my pace grew faster trying to race
Natalie"I meant I can handle myself thank you", I said as I waited for him to leave me to be alone with my thoughts. I heard the door open as I waited to get up, he entered back in with a bowl of noodles in his hand. Comfort food."I can feed you", he said looking confused. I chuckled as if I couldn't care for myself. A sharp pain came to my side as I made eye contact with him as he saw me hold my side."We need a doctor", he said as I screamed at him. If my father found out I would be dead and so would she. He came running back as I knew I needed to tell him."Please don't tell my father", I said as he looked confused."It'll just worry him", I said as he understood it. He nodded as I bit into the noodle tasting each flavor of such a simple, but comforting meal. He took a seat on the chair as he stared at me with his piercing hazel eyes."What, Do I have something on my face", I laughed as I wiped my chin."No it's not that, you are just so beautiful", He said as my cheeks we
Natalie's POV"Who did this to you?", a slight whisper came from Nolan. My body stretched against the cold sofa and I suddenly felt his presence leave the room. I wanted to say a name, but I knew the rules, and I knew that 'my father', Daniel wasn't afraid of showing me that I needed to follow them. He loved his power over me and everyone who walked this damned earth.I cuddled up against the pillow next to mine, and I knew he was right, it wasn't just the mattress. That intoxicating smell was comforting and as much as I despised the man wearing it, the scent brought me safety and security. Something about this total stranger told me that he wouldn't hurt me, like Daniel did."You love my pillow", Nolan gawked as I quickly opened my eyes to the bright sun and the shadow of the man. I quickly released the pillow into his hands and he climbed into bed under the million of weighted layers."No wonder the Ice Princess's room is like an icebox", he commented and I began to push him out
(Chats with Avery)Avery Hey, just wondering how everything's going?NatalieIt's goingAveryNolan warmed up to you, yet?NatalieI thought we were getting somewhere, but he just left.AveryI'm coming over.She texted as I started freaking out my body was scarred and bandaged. When I was in my apartment I never had to worry if people were coming over it was just me. I couldn't stop her, maybe I could cover it up. I didn't want to lie or tell her a phony truth.I got up out of the warm bed and hoped that if I took a shower it would cause the scars to fade. I was wishing for a miracle. I stripped my clothes off and turned the faucet on as I checked the temperature making sure it wouldn't scorch my body. I found myself in the mirror above the sink, I saw my trashed body, my extremely red stomach, my arms had gashes in them with old blood surrounding them. I was disgusted by my body it made me feel gross. I was gross, the water ran as a tear escaped my eye. Leaving me vuln
Natalie's POV"I really must be going", Avery spoke as she started lacing her shoes back on and Nolan leaned against the stairway of the beige stairs."Don't go we're having fun", I said and I leaned against her and gave her a side hug. After what happened the last few hours, Nolan and I couldn't stop exchanging awkward glances, on my end they were awkward, but on his he saw his stares as a way to make me feel so undermined and controlled. I found him controlling and intimidating a side he used to keep me in check. I didn't want to be alone with him, knowing next time maybe I wouldn't be able to put my hormones to the side and have my brain act. I looked at Avery with pleading eyes."I have to, I have work in the morning, speaking of work you have to come you'd be a perfect model, you definitely have the looks", she grinned at her brother, and she looked back at me. She definitely wanted to ignite a flame between Nolan and I and then she'd want to hear all about it tomorrow."I'll
Natalie "Your such a badass, my brother doesn't deserve you", Avery ranted on and on as I zoned her out looking out at the clouds wanting an explanation, of why he was like this. I didn't feel like a badass, I felt like I want to know more about this new surfaced behavior from him."I love this song", she said as she started singing and I sang with her to the lyrics. My goal was to forget about everything that happened tonight and just lose my head. After thirty minutes of restless singing and dancing, we arrived at the glowing bar."You ready", she said as we hopped the line as she showed her I.D and pulled me along with her. The line outside of the bar was filled with people and paparazzi, snapping pictures on cameras or telephones.The atmosphere was so lively, I smudged my lipstick as Avery pulled me along passing drinks and drinks lining the bar. She pulled me down to a couple of empty barstools as a bartender came close to us waiting for our drink order."Two shots of tequ
The pounding of my head continued over and over again. I opened my eyes to the scolding sun, feeling it against my cold skin as I looked around a room I had never been to before, but as a familiar face turned over, I guessed this was Avery's house."Someone got wasted last night", she echoed as I groaned from the head ache that crept up on me as I faced her. She cuddled into the bed next to me as I rested on her shoulder."Please I don't want to remember it", I looked away from the light as she ran her fingers through my hair."You really hate him that much huh", she looked at me with sad eyes, it was her brother I hated so much but she wanted us to work out."The sober me says that I only liked him a little bit, all other celebrity crushes higher than him, my heart still belongs to Harry Styles", she agreed to the last part."He's just so mean, and he doesn't understand what he's saying half the time and I can't see myself with him, I'm a penguin and he's a
He assisted me in the black SUV as I felt his hand still on my back keeping me in place. I wanted to hop out of this car ad run as far as I could, that kiss was something of fire and lust. The kiss was stemmed from the hate that lingered throughout the time I've known him. Our banter was the one thing that caused this moment of confusion, it created these moments where I felt my pride being set aside and my confidence shined through, which necessarily wasn't the best. Our hatred was still there, but maybe Avery was right the tension was too much to handle.He climbed on the other side and all I felt was awkward, there was no talking, and just me giving him the weirdest looks.I wondered what he thought of our kiss, was I a good kisser? Should I have used more lip, should I have opened my mouth? They should make a book about this.I put our kiss on a pause as I decided to be confident, and show him that he doesn't defy me."Can you get me up to speed about our mee