Chapter 101

Lucy's pov;

When I came to the house, I closed the door behind and went straight to the bedroom and dropped down on the bed. I stared at the ceiling while I tried to process my feelings.I was so angry at myself. Why didn't I push him away? That was the question that kept running through my head as I felt my heart thump against my chest painfully and my hands ball into fists by my sides. Why did I let him get so close to me? I could still feel his lips against my cheek, or rather, I could still hear them in my mind. i wanted to slap him across his face right then and there for doing what he did but i couldn't.

I touched my heart which had calmed down a little now asking, "Whenever he comes near me, it's like my body is trying to escape, my heart beats harder, and my palms are sweaty. Do I like him? No!! it's impossible !!" my body shook with every word that i said, "It can never happen! We're just friends. Just friends!"

When I thought about that one kiss my heart stopped beating. H