Ophelia
After changing into my navy blue satin pajamas, I stared back at my reflection in the mirror. The bathroom was more luxurious than my entire apartment in London and it was freaking me out.
Knowing I would be sharing a room with Ryder that night was messing with my sanity. After the kiss we shared, we have not said a word to each other. We were just avoiding each other's gaze, more like I was avoiding his gaze but he was no different.
Letting out a deep breath, I made my way out of the bathroom. He was sitting on the bed, scrolling through his mobile. Realizing I was in the room, he lifted his head and spared me a glance.
I ignored him and went to the dressing table. I combed my hair to remove all the tangles I got from the shower. Letting my hair loose, I contemplated whether to join him or the bed or not.
I was relieved when he stood from the bed and walked out of the room. Using that chance, I hopped on the bed, covering my body with the duvet and keeping my mobile by the bed stand.
He entered the room back with his laptop and some files. He went to the dressing table and began to work.
Silently, I observed his hair, which was ruffled in a sexy way, and the veins in his arms that were protruding out of the bulging muscles as he moved his fingers on the laptop.
The thought of how those fingers made me feel when he ran them on my cheeks and how he used them to keep me steady while we kissed.
I blinked back the thought and tried to put my attention back on him but there was a constant guilt in my heart.
The guilt of cheating on my blood. The guilt of liking how my sister's husband's lips felt against mine. I couldn't deny that I liked what happened that evening between I and Ryder but I was scared of admitting it to Olivia.
The image of her shaking her head at me in disappointment struck me. Her contrasting eyes to my hazel ones, looking at me with hurt and pain.
Even when I want to forget what happened, I just can't. It was embedded in my head causing the guilt to heighten.
I was just a simple and normal girl, different from Olivia, who wanted a peaceful, calm, and average life. Then how did my destiny end up marrying Olivia's husband?
I was busy thinking of that when my eyelids started feeling heavy. Soon I succeeded to sleep, forgetting about this workaholic man who was supposed to be my husband.
*****
When I woke up, I found myself in an unfamiliar room, and it took me a few minutes to remember where I was. The space beside me was cold.
Laying on the couch was Ryder. His frame couldn't occupy the couch, so one of his legs was lying out of the chair, and one hand was literally on the floor.
I took the duvet from the bed and covered him before heading to the bathroom. Coming out of the bathroom, I changed to a sundress and packed my hair in a ponytail as I was going to the kitchen.
The maids were already making breakfast when I reached the kitchen. “Good morning, Mrs. Smith.” They all chorused, and I smiled, the name still not unsettling with me.
“What is it for breakfast?” I went closer to the head cook and peeped through his shoulder to look at what he was cooking.
“Everyone's favorite, including yours ma'am. Do you want anything?” I realized they still didn't know I wasn't Olivia.
“Please call me Ophelia; Mrs Smith makes me feel Old,” I smiled at him.
“But ma'am–” I shot him a threatening gaze, and he corrected himself. “Okay, Ophelia,” He said without asking any questions. I smiled and went to check what the others were doing.
“Please give me everyone's breakfast for today. I am making breakfast.” Everyone in the kitchen paused and glared at me like there was something wrong.
“Is there something stuck to my face?” I asked
“No ma–Ophelia. Mr Smith warned us not to allow you enter the kitchen since you hurt yourself” the head cook said, skeptical.
“Well, I am the one telling you now that I will make everyone's breakfast, so don't worry, I won't put you in trouble. If I can start now, I would be done before anyone will wake up.” The head cook gave it a thought and agreed.
“But we will all stay behind and help you in anything”
“I won't need help, but that will do.” I accepted and took over from him.
They helped in the chopping of vegetables, onions, and other things. We exchanged a few words, and I was able to know their names.
Finally, after about two hours, I was done with everyone's food. “It is about time everyone wakes up. Please, you have to leave the kitchen now,” one of the maids asked politely.
“But I want to help set the table,” I said, refusing to leave.
“We have it under control. Please, ma'am.” After their pleas, I gave in and removed the apron I was putting on.
“I enjoyed your company. Thank you” I said before leaving the kitchen.
“That is weird,” I heard one of the maids say as I was leaving. I smiled because I knew the reason why.
I was the chef of the house when we were growing up. Daddy loved to cook so I would always stay with him in the kitchen and help him. With time, I enjoyed cooking for everyone in the house.
I wasn't surprised when the head cook said Ryder banned Olivia from entering the kitchen. Olivia could possibly burn down the house making a proper meal. I laughed and went to the dining room.
Ryder was already there, fully dressed in a suit. When did he dress up and leave the room?
As the maids started arranging the table, the others started coming out for breakfast. I sat beside Ryder quietly as he pressed on his phone.
“All these smells so good,” David said as he took a seat further from mine.
“I could smell it from my room,” Jacob said as everyone took their seat except Elina.
There was a space beside me reserved for her. “Ryder, where is…?” The words died down in my throat as she walked into the room.
“Morning” she greeted and sat down beside me. “I hate mornings,” she mumbled beside me, and I chuckled.
“Everyone, let's pray,” Sandra said from beside Jacob, where he sat at the head of the table.
“Bless this food we have on our table oh God and continue to provide for the needy”
“Amen,” everyone chorused, and we started dishing our food.
Before I could help Ryder with his, he started doing it himself. I put some pancakes on my plate and syrup on it.
I cut a piece and proceeded to put it in my mouth when a loud voice asked “Who made this food”
My fork hugged in the air as my eyes landed on the person who asked.
OpheliaAt the loud voice, the head cook ran into the dining room. “Who made this food?” Sophia asked again. “I am sorry if there is an issue with the food, ma; it won’t happen again,” the head cook apologized, bowing his head.Nothing was wrong with the food, I prepared them myself. I looked at everyone's faces as they ate the food. Their expressions were unreadable.“I just need to know the person who made the food,” Sophia insisted. The head cook raised his head and looked at me but didn't say anything.“Sophia I-” “I made the food, ma,” the head cook answered, breaking my sentences off. This could cost him his job. Maybe I shouldn't have gone to the kitchen but I was still confused. Nothing was wrong with the food.I took my fork and ate the pancake on it. It was okay!“This is the best food you have ever made,” Sophia said, and others nodded in approval, their faces smiling.Hearing that, my chewing slowed down and my heart calmed down.“It tastes so good. Aunty, I might stea
OpheliaAs Ryder drove, I couldn't help but glance at Ryder's profile. The hard lines of his face softened slightly, his usual tension seemed to fade away. I turned to him, catching a slight smile on his face, subtle but real. "Where are we going?" I asked, the curiosity bubbling up. I was not able to contain my curiosity."You will see," he replied, his eyes on the road, still with that hint of a smile. He didn't say anything else, leaving me in suspense. We left the busy city streets behind and drove into the open countryside. Trees and fields surrounded us, and a soft breeze filtered in through the windows.Eventually, Ryder pulled off the main road and onto a narrow road leading to a hilltop. He parked the car and looked over at me, something unreadable in his eyes. “Come on,” he said, opening his door and stepping outConfusion was etched on my face. Was he trying to lure me to the hilltop and kill me? Or push me from the top? If he, by chance, kills me, nobody will know what h
Ophelia Getting back, we went to get Ryder and I spent the rest of my day with him. Ryder had work to do so he was locked up in his home office. The house wasn't cold as it was and a flicker of hope rose in me. Maybe, just maybe it can be good for me.The next morning, I woke up early and got to the kitchen to make breakfast for Ryan and Ryder. After a few minutes in the kitchen, I was done and pleased with my work. I went to Ryder's room and knocked on the door.Immediately, the door opened and Ryder stood In front of me, dressed in a suit. His hair was styled and he smelt so nice.“Good afternoon, I greeted him and he raised an eyebrow. “Breakfast is ready,” I said, smiling softly.He looked at me for a few moments before giving me the answer that sunk my hope. “I am not hungry”“Please feed Ryan; he has been up for some while,” he added as he was already walking out the hall.What changed between the previous day and now? Why did he act so cold to me? He looked more distant to m
OpheliaWhen we entered the house, Ryder started instructing his guards while I went to put Ryan on my bed so that he could sleep well. When I returned to the living room, Ryder had dismissed the guards.As I stepped into the living room, his eyes turned to me, stormy and dark.“Did you even think for a second?” He started, his voice calm. But I knew and could feel the undercurrent of anger beneath his voice. “ How could you leave the house without the driver?” “I didn't think of a need to go with him. I knew my way” I answered, careful not to make him more angry.“Exactly. You didn't think. Do you know what would have happened to you if I had not come there at the right time? Should I tell you what was going to go wrong?” He asked, his voice raising as he spoke.“I am sorry. I didn't know all this was going to happen. I just wanted to get groceries. I didn't know people were going to recognize me so quickly and even judge me”He scoffed with a mocking look. “Of course, anyone would
Ophelia I looked at the caller ID and it was Dave.“I know it is you, Dave,” I said.“Well, you answered like you didn't know who I was, so I thought I would give you a little scare” he chuckled“Sorry, I didn't check my phone before picking up the call,” I apologized and rubbed my forehead, trying to ease the ache.“Are you alright? Is he treating you well?” he asked, sounding concerned.“I am alright. The media is just making a fuss about my marriage with Ryder,” I replied.“Hope they are not causing any harm to you. How is Ryder handling the situation? If things are getting out of hand, I have a friend that works over there at the major media house, I can ask for his help”My heart flustered. His genuine concern brought a tightness to my throat, and I felt tears prickling. Dave and Lily were the only people who didn't judge me for who I was.Or maybe it’s just because they never knew Olivia. I pushed the thought aside and answered him.“There is nothing to worry about. I am safe.
OpheliaThe next morning, I woke up to a full ache in my chest and a banging headache. Dragging myself out of the bed, I went straight to the bathroom and stood In front of the mirror, staring at my reflection.My eyes were swollen from crying, and my skin looked pale against the morning light filtering through the curtains.I immediately brushed my teeth and took my bath. Throwing on sweatpants and a tank top, I tied my hair into a loose bun and headed to the kitchen. If nothing else, I could at least prepare breakfast and distract myself from everything going on with me.“Mama” Ryan's voice took my attention as I lazily walked into the kitchen. I halted and turned, he was running towards me. “Ryan!” I exclaimed, my heart swelling as I rushed toward him. He giggled, his little arms reaching for me. I scooped him up, holding him tightly as tears streamed down my face, I couldn't control them. “Oh, I missed you so much, baby,” I whispered, kissing his chubby cheeks. I kissed him a
Ryder Sitting down in the boardroom filled with hums of low conversations and papers shuffling, my mind was not present.I sat at the head of the long table, staring at my presentation on my laptop but all I could see was Ophelia's tear-streaked face.Her words kept playing in my head, unable to believe some of what she said. She has never raised her voice when speaking to anyone, but today I saw another side of her. And that side stirred up something deep inside me.Damn it.I gripped the edge of the table until my knuckles turned white. This wasn’t supposed to happen. I wasn’t supposed to be affected by her.“Mr. Smith,” someone called, pulling me out of my thoughts.“Yes?” My voice was sharp, and I didn’t miss the slight flinch from the junior associate speaking to me.“We are waiting for your input on the merger strategy,” he said with a slight bow.I nodded curtly, forcing my attention to the screen of my laptop. I wasn't following the meeting but I had the report with me. Skim
Ryder“What were you saying?” I asked.“I called you yesterday but the call wasn't getting through. I hope you don't mind Dave staying here” she said. “You should have told me before bringing a stranger into the house” her brown etched in a frown at what I said.“Dave is not a stranger, and this is my house as much as it is yours; I can entertain anyone I want to,” she said all in one breath, her tone sharp.I raised a brow, studying her and she looked down. “I want to finish up the cooking,” she said dismissively and turned away from me before I could respond.She was behaving differently, like she was on the edge. She was not meeting my eyes, nor was she attempting to make conversation with me like she usually does.At least she isn't in my space. Instead of feeling that relief, I felt something different and it gnawed at Me. Shaking off the thought, I went to my room to freshen up. My eyes were heavy, so I decided to sleep for a few minutes but I eventually slept for hours. I put