"I don't know, Susan. I also do not know. But I might be able to speak to Mr. James.” Lorenz answered."Okay. I'll see if I might be able to talk to Jordan," Susan said. She disconnected Lorenz's call.Susan's heartbeat was fast. She had seen how Jordan got mad at employees. He could explode uncontrollably when he was really emotional. Susan had to be careful.Susan returned to her seat on the couch where she had been before. She pretended to be busy with her cell phone. She heard footsteps approaching."Lala?"She turned. "Hi, good morning, Mr. Hayden." Susan tried to smile at Jordan."Susan?" Jordan's face sank. He didn't expect to see Susan that early at his house. "You here?""Yes, sir. Today I have a business with Lala." Susan tried to stay calm, looking for a space to say something."I think she's already told you what happened." Jordan smiled bitterly. There was an annoying look there."You'd better talk to Lala. I'm sure you know her well. She really loves you. So …""Because
"Yes, I'm crazy. Too bad, you find out Jordan Hayden is a madman!” Jordan snapped, kicking the door. Susan and Clarabelle jumped in shock. "Lala, we better get going. You're not safe here." she stood. Clarabelle stood up too. “Susan, you get out of this house! I have business with my wife!” Jordan steps in. "I take her out with me." Susan took Clarabelle's hand. "You wanna come with her? You don't want to be loyal to the man you married?” Jordan looked at Clarabelle, sarcastically. Clarabelle's heart was pounding again. What did Jordan want from her? “If you leave this house, I can conclude what is your heart, you wanna be free from me. Then, you can come to your secret lover at any time, James Hayden, the proud son of Jaren and Ann-Mary, not as the troublemaker, Jordan Hayden. Great!" Jordan spoke again with a half scream. "Lala!" Susan tugged on Clarabelle's arm. "Go on, Susan." Clarabelle let go of Susan's hand. "No, you have to leave out of here." Susan looked at Clarabe
Clarabelle hadn't been anywhere for a week. As Jordan wanted, Clarabelle just stayed home. Jordan went to work early in the morning, and only one night did he come home. Smells of alcohol and various perfumes every day.Clarabelle was speechless. If she asked, Jordan would only get even angrier and cursed. Harsh and vicious words would be heard, making Clarabelle even sicker. Jordan asked Clarabelle to prepare whatever he needed, but Jordan didn't touch Clarabelle at all. Jordan even asked Clarabelle to sleep elsewhere and not in their room."I probably won't be coming home today. But just watch out, if I find out you're out of the house." Jordan was wearing a suit jacket which he draped over a chair in the room."Where are you going?" Clarabelle asked quietly. Her heart cut, even more, every time she remembered Jordan coming home late at night, even in the early morning, half drunk.“Do you need to know? What for?" Jordan looked cynical. "Do you wanna know who I'm going to have fun w
Clarabelle trembled. The pounding in his chest still hadn't subsided. Itchy on her cheeks, lips, and body, to the most important part of her femininity. Tears rolled down Clarabelle's cheeks again. Slowly, half on all fours, Clarabelle made her way to the bathroom. She closed the door and knelt against the bathroom door. “Jordan… you are so mean to me… It hurts so much…” Clarabelle watched her body. There were bruises, red, and scrapes everywhere. Clarabelle couldn't remember how much Jordan tugged and then pushed her. Jordan touched her roughly, on purpose to hurt Clarabelle. Letting go of desire and anger, Jordan uttered swear words and insults at Clarabelle. “I'm not your bitch… I am not a whore, no…” Clarabelle whispered as she covered her face with her hands. Broken and sick, was how Clarabelle felt. If she could choose, Clarabelle would go. Unfortunately, Clarabelle couldn't do it. James would be judged badly. James was not a bad guy. Clarabelle could actually see James getti
"Yes, there is something important I need to talk to you about." James stepped closer to Jordan.Clarabelle deliberately stayed away, she preceded Jordan out of the room.“In the office, just come. I'm not going anywhere until six o'clock today," Jordan said, flatly."Okay. Thank you." James looked at Jordan.Jordan turned and immediately caught up with Clarabelle who was already outside the house."Good, you know where you have to find me," Jordan spoke when he caught up with Clarabelle.Clarabelle turned quickly. She understood what Jordan meant. Clarabelle deliberately avoided James.“Don’t you miss my brother? Huh?" Jordan spoke into Clarabelle's ear.“Stop it, Jordan. Your jealousy is too much.” Clarabelle opened the car door. She entered, sat down, and quickly fastened her seat belt. She was very upset to hear what Jordan said.“Ho ho ho!” Jordan laughed derisively. He went inside the car. “You want me to happily let you play with fire with James? Surely?""You know that's not t
Jordan's eyes widened. His face flushed instantly. He drew closer to the side of the bed, standing glaring at Clarabelle."What did you say?" Jordan said in a very surprised tone.“Jordan, we are having a baby. A child, our child." Still, with a pale face, cold sweat filled her forehead, and also her hands were cold, Clarabelle smiled.“No way! No!” Jordan half shouted bringing his face closer to Clarabelle.Clarabelle was surprised by Jordan's reaction. Clarabelle reflex hugged her chest and closed her eyes."A child? Have we ever talked about a child!?” Jordan slightly bent down and held Clarabelle by both shoulders.Clarabelle closed her eyes even tighter.“Shit!” Jordan let go of his hand. He stood and walked away.Clarabelle opened her eyes and looked at Jordan. She seemed very upset."I am going. Don’t know what to say!” Jordan put the recipe back on the counter, then left the room.Clarabelle couldn't say anything. Her eyes were wet, tears welling up with clear tears that she c
Clarabelle made up her mind. She would leave Jordan. Surviving was no longer possible because Jordan categorically refused to have their baby. The more Clarabelle thought about it, the more pain and regret filled her chest. Clarabelle thought for a long time about where she was going. There was no family she could turn to. Even though she knew her father's family was in Indonesia, Clarabelle didn't know them. Her mother's family was the same. Just a fleeting tale she heard without knowing where they actually were. “Rita… I know.” Clarabelle immediately contacted Rita. She said she wanted to visit Rita's place. At first, Rita thought Clarabelle would come on vacation to the small town where she lived. However, when Clarabelle came alone, Rita's feelings immediately moved. "Lala, just tell me, you and Jordan have problems," said Rita. In wetly eyes, Clarabelle also told what happened. “Damn! I'll kill him, for God's sake!” Rita shouted angrily. "What's in the man's head?" “Rita, p
Clarabelle looked at the beautiful house. From the first time she walked into Jordan's house, she really liked it. It was comfortable, a dream home, and even more beautiful than she thought of a house where she could build love with her life partner.For more than a year, Clarabelle had to leave everything. Alternating sweet times with all sorrows came to mind. All of that too shall pass, though Clarabelle knew, throughout her life, the story with Jordan would be impossible for her to forget.Clarabelle's tears welled up again. She wiped it with a tissue in her hand."Thanks for everything, Jordan." Clarabelle's eyes were still on the house. She spoke as if Jordan were nearby. "I'm sorry, I can't do my promise to you, that I will always be there for you until death does us part. I'm sorry, but I have to look after this baby.”Clarabelle picked up her suitcase and headed to a waiting taxi. Before opening the taxi door, Clarabelle once again glanced at the house where she and Jordan had
"Where's my grandson? I can't wait to hug him!"That cheerful voice sounded crisp. Clarabelle missed her so much. Clarabelle quickly met Crystal who had just stepped into the house."Oh, my God!" Crystal widened when she saw Clarabelle. "Look, honey. Your baby's grown this big."Crystal held Clarabelle's womb and rubbed it with overflowing joy. Clarabelle smiled. Her eyes filled with tears. The warm welcome seemed to wrap up all the things she wanted to forget before. Hayden family. The family will always be a part of her life."How are you, Lala?" Ann-Mary hugged Clarabelle instead. Her sweet elegant voice, Clarabelle also missed."I'm very well." Clarabelle smiled. There was a sense of unease also gathering in her heart. "I'm sorry, for leaving quietly. For sure, I don't want to disappoint anyone. I'm sorry.""My son who doesn't know how to take care of his wife. Why are you sorry? It's Jordan who has to apologize. In the past, he promised
Bright sun. The snow started to melt slowly. Winter was shifting, spring would come in a few weeks. Clarabelle sat by the window. She looked at the street and the scenery in front of the house where she lived. Calm, quiet, and cool. From behind her, the fragrant aroma of hot coffee was wafting into her nostrils. Clarabelle turned her head, Jordan standing with two cups in hand. The handsome face was not smiling, but a cheerful look emerged from the glint in her eyes. "Warm drink for my heart. Just milk. Coffee for me." Jordan handed one cup to Clarabelle. "Ah, I've been imagining sipping hot and fragrant coffee. Why do you give me milk more?" Clarabelle pouted but she accepted the cup from Jordan as well. "You have to be healthy. Later, when our baby is born, you can drink coffee." Jordan sat next to Clarabelle. He inhaled the aroma of coffee in his cup, then took a few sips. "Hm, pregnant women don't have a problem drinking coffee." C
The snow just a few minutes ago stopped. James' black car stopped and parked in the garage of the big house. James got out of the car and quickly turned around, opening the car door from the other side."We are here. Come on, Babe." James held out his hand.Nerry took James' hand and got out of the car. She looked around. The parking lot was just so wide. There were several cars in the garage. All clearly classy cars, cars not seen on the road too often."They are waiting." James smiled. He took Nerry by the hand and ushered her into the house through the side door, straight into the living room."Sir, I'm very nervous." Nerry watched James. The girl's face was blushing. James was smiling broadly with joy."Take it easy. You won't be punished for falling in love with Hayden. And don't call me Sir," James said."Yes, sir. Oh, James? Weird." Nerry smiled faintly. Beautiful, with a blush on her face. James laughed. It was always fun to see Nerr
Jordan stopped in his tracks at the question. What did he just hear? He turned around. His eyes met those beautiful eyes that made him fall in love. He stared at Clarabelle's round and clear eyes."Are you sure, you want to leave me? And our baby?" Clarabelle looked at Jordan. His hand touched his stomach.Jordan was still digesting what happened. His eyes were getting darker."After everything you've done, chocolate shop Lala Joy, leaving your posh Sydney mansion, never minding Hayden's office, and letting all those women go... you're going to walk away from me?" Clarabelle spoke quietly. Her eyes looked shady. Slowly her lips smiled."Lala...." Jordan couldn't believe what he saw. Clarabelle said something beyond her imagination."I miss you too, Jordan Gerald Hayden. Deep in my heart, I always want to hug you." Clarabelle's thin lips curved into a smile again.Jordan immediately came back and held Clarabelle's hand. "What do you say?"
James left his room. He called Susan and was forced to wake her up. The news James gave her about Clarabelle shocked Susan. She quickly got ready and met James in the parking lot. "Susan, help me. This is a bad situation. Jordan did a stupid thing again and hurt Clarabelle." James started driving the car out of the hotel. It was getting light, but the sun would not show itself. "What do you expect from me?" Susan asked. "I'll calm Jordan, he is so down. He's feeling stupid and sorry again. I think he's even more screwed up because their baby is in danger." James sounded restless and worried. "You, I need you to calm Clarabelle. I don't know how she feels about Jordan after this. I'm almost certain she will ask for a divorce." Susan looked at James. Was it that bad? Susan didn't know what to say. She also didn't know what she could tell Clarabelle later either. "I plan to go home today, to Sydney. Because I have an important meeting to attend. I don't know. By the weather and the
Jordan panicked. He trembled to see Clarabelle even having trouble sitting up."Lala... Lala...." Jordan didn't know what to say.While the blood flew and spread over the snow."Jordan, it hurts...." Clarabelle said while holding her womb."Doctor ... we go to the doctor. Wait, I'll take the car. Hold on," Jordan said between confusion and fear.He stood up and walked back to his shop. He had to get the car immediately and take Clarabelle to the hospital. Clarabelle was getting paler. A piercing coldness, accompanied by pain hit her womb, legs, and waist, and spread throughout her body. She could barely move anymore.A few minutes later, Jordan came. He helped Clarabelle into the car. Clarabelle was limp, but her body was also stiff from the cold. With a heart not abysmally, Jordan began to accelerate his car. It wasn't snowing any longer, but the roads were tough enough to walk on, Jordan couldn't have been driving as fast as he usually did."Uhhh ... it hurts ...." Clarabelle squeez
Clarabelle was surprised by Jordan's reaction. She tried to break free, but Jordan would not budge. He was even bolder in action. He kissed Clarabelle. He let go of longing by hugging his wife tightly. Clarabelle initially wanted to rebel. Unfortunately, her heart and longing were not in line. The heart refused, but the longing that Clarabelle felt forced her to accept the intimacy that Jordan threw at her. A strong pounding overtook Clarabelle. A pleasant beat, which raised her desire unstoppable. Clarabelle gave up. She began to enjoy Jordan's touch. "I miss you. So much...." Jordan whispered, softly. Clarabelle was getting excited. There was no refusal, Jordan went further. The game continued. He pulled Clarabelle onto the bed. They continued the journey of longing and love that had been held back for too long because of anger, disappointment, and fear of getting hurt even more. Outside the snow was pouring again. Even the sound of the wind howling could be heard. The longing th
Jordan's car shook. Clarabelle clutched her chest with fear rising so fast. The car nearly collided. Jordan swiftly returned to position and controlled the steering wheel. Fortunately, he was able to dodge so that the collision did not occur."Oh, my god...." Clarabelle still felt her chest beating fast because of the shock.Jordan was back in control of his vehicle. But he was also just as surprised. He took several deep breaths, calming himself down."Sorry, I am sorry," Jordan said without looking at Clarabelle. He focused on driving.Clarabelle didn't answer. In his heart he was grateful, there was no accident. He couldn't imagine if a collision had actually occurred. It wasn't just her and Jordan who were wretched, but the tiny baby in her womb as well.The rest of the way to Jordan's shop, no one spoke. Jordan parked his vehicle and went straight into the garage. Clarabelle went back to holding Jordan's cheek, then to his neck."Hurry up, go inside. You have to take medicine." C
James sharpened his gaze. Nerry's two beautiful and tapering eyes were watery. What was she worried about? Why was the girl so sad?"Nerry, what's wrong? I am serious. I'm not playing with you. I promise....""That's not it. I'm sorry," said Nerry.James covered his mouth. He had better hear what Nerry would tell him. Maybe he was too quick to ask Nerry to be his girlfriend let alone enter into marriage. It felt the same as the story of Jordan and Clarabelle."Knowing you in person, having moments together, for me... is like a dream. It doesn't make sense. You suddenly appeared in front of me. All my days have changed in an instant." Nerry began to express what was raging in her heart.James waited. He knew Nerry wasn't done yet."To be honest, if I'm really with you, I'll be like Cinderella. From a simple life, I will enter a palace. Can I do that, sir? Am I worthy enough to stay by you? To know you are already extraordinary for me."James smiled at Nerry's words. The young woman who