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"Sypnosis"
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2021-05-07 10:39:30Being the youngest child of Senior Alonzo De Hizon has never been easy
Trying hard to be worth on his praises,
Being hidden in the society,
Trying my hardest so he can be proud of me,
It's never been easy to be me...
Yes, I may have everything
Wealth, luxurious and glamorous life,
Lots of girls maybe wanted to be in my shoes,
But not me.
I've never been satisfied,
I've never been happier,
It's so lonely being me.
Fact, that you're not truly a part of your so-called family,
Striving hard to be your best and yet you know it will never be enough.
So painful to work for your family's praises just so you could be love back.
Just a little attention from them, that is just all I want
I just wanted to be accepted and be loved
Sadly, I know it will never gonna happen
I was only adopted,
An extra decoration of the high and mighty untainted name of the family
Do you know how hurts to be slapped that truth on your face?
And you know what hurts the most?
Is to be asked to repay their goodness by marrying their son-the person whom you thought your brother
Sebastian Alexander De Hizon, the brother who despise me for unknown reasons
Beyond those icy cold stares and bad treatments he showed me, I know he was a good person
Why he hates me?
I could never know the reason why
The warm meaningful stares,
His strange behavior towards me,
Those stolen glances when he thought I wasn't looking,
Only him who knew what those meant are.
Whenever I stutter and blunder in front of him,
And this silly heart that throbs whenever he comes near me,
I couldn't explain why I feel that way...
I am about to marry him yes,
And neither one of us ever want it
He loathes me and I'm afraid of him
We can't be together,
It will be like mixing oil into the water
Yes, he hates me
And I can't imagine spending my life with him.
I'm done and over with this kind of life
I had enough with the sorrow and pain
I got tired of wishing to be love back
I got tired to ask for their acceptance anymore
I had enough of this hypocrisy and pretensions
And this time, I'll think of myself
This time, I won't let my life be manipulated by anyone
I'll do what I have to do
And that is to run away....
I am Emerald Marie De Hizon, married to the ruthless and this is my story....
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