Chapter 83 - I'm Here For You

[Lucas]

"What is it Lucas I'm all ears," I tightened my fist and swallowed hard, my heart pounding against my chest, as she spoke to me, staring deeply into my eyes.

'Lucas, you should tell her, do you think you can hide it from her forever? What if she finds out later? Yes, you didn't need to tell her all along because the relationship was supposed to end soon, but now remember that it's not the case anymore and you need to let her know,' my inner critic chimed in instantly, judging me.

But what if she decides to let go and reacts in the same way Felicia did? What if she judges me in the same way she did? Not that I saw myself being cut up in such a situation, but it just happened, how long can I even keep it hidden from her? She needs to know, she deserves to know, even if she was not supposed to know before, but she has a right to know now, she can make her decision, even if I know that I am having second thoughts about telling her, I am eighty percent sure that she will walk away,