PAISLEY'S POV I Knew exactly what he meant, we have had our bath together lots of times in the past before he left but anytime he made advances to bathe with me I would always feel like it was a new thing for us. I stood by the bed as I watched him pull off his clothes, I was nervous and didn't know if I should also start taking my clothes off too. He turned to me and shaked his head in a smile. "Come on, Paisley, stop acting lost. Take off your clothes" he said as I gulped anxiously and held the tip of my cloth. "Please, promise that you would be gentle with whatever you plan on doing to me" I mumbled as he smiled and nodded. "Stop acting like I'm going to hurt you, we have bathed before so why act like a naive virgin?" He asked as I hissed, taking off my clothes and totally ignoring him. He threw a pink thick towel to me as I caught it effortlessly in the air. It looked new like I was actually the first person to use it, I looked up at him to find him staring at me lik
KILLIAN'S POV It was finally morning after a long night of sleeplessness, after my little outburst on my mate. I immediately regretted raising my voice at he r, all through the night I could hear her sobbing and sniffing in tears. I couldn't say a word to her as I only felt guilty. She caused this, she made me yell at her. She's always putting me in that position and I don't like it, she never listens to my instructions and I find that disrespectful. I left the bed quite early in the morning to my mini gym house as I couldn't sleep anymore. I spent all night watching her till she slept but I still couldn't get a sleep for myself when it was morning. I spent hours in the gym until I started hearing the footsteps of my workers. I went back upstairs to the room to find Paisley still curled up on the bed but not sleeping. Her eyes were still very red from a long night of crying and her eye bags were swollen. I sighed and sat on the edge of the bed staring at her with guilt a
PAISLEY'S POV All I could think of all through my breakfast with Killian was how to approach his family and how to present myself to them in a likeable way. I have seen lots of movies where the girl and the family meet and the mother of the boy ends up humiliating her. What if Killian's mother decides to separate us? What if she asks Killian to reject me… Or what if the dinner ends up being an interview for me where I will end up fucking up and then sent out of the house. Just what if!? I was nervous, scared and everything in-between. I have a phobia for being hated or humiliated, I just can't stand it. I spent the whole day worrying about the meeting and I could bet that Killian noticed it. "You know you are going to see my parents just for the sake of respecting them and not because they have a say in my relationship life right? they don't even need to like you, especially my brother Rio. Rio might possibly woo you in my absence, you're only going to see my family becaus
PAISLEY'S POV A week had passed and on this day, I was standing next to Killian in front of the whole Werewolves of Night Pack. I was about to be announced as Killian's mate and Luna and I could see that most of the wolves were not really supporting the idea of me being Luna. I could hear the disagreeable chattering coming from the crowd and they were all saying distasteful things about me. This was expected so I didn't really allow it to affect my emotions. "Silence!" Killian shouted, as they all hushed at once. "You all do not have a say in who I chose to be my Luna, when the moon goddess gave her to me as a mate, she had a reason… A good one" Killian paused as he looked at me in a faint smile and took my hand into his. "Paisley is my better half and I assure you that she is going to be the best Luna for The Night Pack" Killian said as I smiled internally and the crowd started cheering, it didn't sound like a happy cheer to me. They were only cheering because they had to.
PAISLEY'S POV "I saw what you did out there and I don't like that.'' Killian's voice came up once we got to our room from dinner. I fell on the bed exhaustively as I started taking off my clothes to bathe. "What did I do?" I asked curiously, looking up at him with a wrinkled forehead. "The attitude, the sarcastic and nonchalant response you were throwing at her, what could be the reason behind that!? You're just meeting her." Killian said, almost yelling as I rolled my eyes. "Don't ever roll your eyes at me, don't ever bitch around me again." He said curtly as I bit my lips in annoyance. I wanted to address him for calling me a bitch but I knew not to. "I know her, she is the lady from the winery ball that you went out with leaving me alone" I snapped as he grunted. "I told you already, she is my business partner and a friend. I don't have anything intimate with her! Just trust me, if I was such a cheat I wouldn't have been celibate for the six months we were apart!" He s
(Play, About Love by Marina) PAISLEY'S POV It's been a month since our arrival to Mexico, I had gotten used to the lonely environment and also gotten close to Daciana. She's quite a character to hang out with, she made my stay a lot more interesting as Killian was hardly around. Yes, Killian was always around the house with me but not in a place I could see him. He was always going to his office and he would spend his whole day in there. I wasn't allowed to go close to his office or even the last floor where it was. Well, Daciana was doing great in making me feel alive but I didn't still trust her as I thought I would. I had caught her lots of times making some sneaky calls, even if we are in a deep conversation cracking up laughing and stuffs once Daciana's phone rings she is excusing herself and going to a far away place to answer to her call. I found that very unreasonable and suspicious but I decided not to pay attention to it. I was at the poolside, sitting on a lou
PAISLEY'S POV I was still freaking out in shock at what happened a few minutes ago. Just today within a few minutes I saw a gun being used and a human being falling dead to the floor. I have never seen such a horrific thing before in my life but today I finally did. I was in trauma from that shock, I was terrified of Killian and the fact that he had a gun with him… Two at that, how did he get a gun? I still couldn't help but run into the arms of the person that just killed a human being for comfort. The look on Killian's face after shooting the man dead wasn't a look of a novice, it was a look of someone that did what they are used to doing. He didn't look guilty or anything about the dead man on the floor. All he did was tuck the guns at the back of his suit trouser and pulled me closer. "My Love, I'm so sorry that you had to see that." He whispered softly as he pecked my head and led me out of the hall which was in chaos. I stood by the car hiccuping heavily due to my e
PAISLEY'S POV "Killian, who are you?" I asked, gazing into his almost intimidating silver colored eyes that rather held guilt. There were a lot of things I needed to know cause I'm way more confused than I have ever been. How did Killian get a gun? How was he able to shoot it so skillfully like it wasn't a first time for him? If that isn't suspicious then I don't know what is. I watched his Adam's apple roll in and lump out in a nervous gulp. Yes, Nervous. Killian was looking hell nervous and guilty, I could tell that he was searching for words to use and he was finding that hard and intimidating. He sat down on the edge of the bed, staring down at the floor as he sighed. "Don't mistake my silence for nervousness, I'm not nervous. I have never been, I'm just being careful not say something that will scare you away from me" He said and raised his dazzling silver eyes at me. Why am I admiring his beauty in this very serious moment? What could he possibly have to say that w
PAISLEY'S POV "Have safe sex! Don't get Pregnant!" Those were my fathers words to me before I got into the plane that flew me to Mexico. It's been 7 months since I got pregnant and it's been so difficult to call my parents and tell them about it. My parents would call once in a while to check up on me but I just never had the courage to tell them about my pregnancy. I feel like they would be disappointed, but I can’t hide it forever. It's better now than when I have birthed my child. I'm not a kid anyways and I didn't get pregnant randomly. I did it with my mate and got pregnant, they should understand. I sighed and grabbed my phone from the table. I tightened my grip on it as I tried finding the courage to make the call. Just as I was about to unlock my phone, my mothers call came in. My heart clutched in fear and sudden shock. I swallowed hard as I swiped to the answer icon. "Hey... Mom, I was actually about to call you before your call came in." I uttered, still in shock and
KILLIAN’S POV“How many creatures have you killed?” She asked, I looked at her face trying to read her thoughts through it. Her mind was blank and her face held no emotion, it was almost like she didn’t care about the number of people I have killed but just wanted to know. “Uhm, Just a few. My guards do most of the dirty work.” I replied truthfully. “How many, Killian?” She repeated as I sighed. “A hundred... plus.” I answered breathlessly, expecting the worst response from her but instead. I got a loud tired yawn. “Come to bed, Killian. I feel sleepy and I need a gentle belly massage for me to sleep peacefully.” She requested in-between another yawn as I obliged like a puppet to give her the massage. ***Hours were bypassed as I watched her sleep like she didn’t have a single problem on earth, she made light snoring noises that I have never heard from her before... I guess it came with the pregnancy. A lot changed about her these past few months, she glowed differently. Her ski
PAISLEYS POVI felt butterflies in my belly and I was so sure that my baby could feel it. Not having Killian around all these while was really draining, even though I lie to myself that I do not miss him. I know for sure that he does bad things, but... he is my mate at the end of the day, and I can’t run away forever. Fate must surely bring us back together. We laughed hard for no reason as we sat on the couch, looking at the ceiling. I still couldn’t believe that I was back with Killian... maybe, not fully back, but... at least we are back in the same space. I turned my head slightly, looking at Killian with a lot running through my mind. He never lets his beards grow out, he loves clean shaves but now. Killian’s Beards are slightly overgrown, his hair too. In a trice, Killian turned to me, and our eyes locked. I was so thrilled by his beautiful eyes that I didn’t even blink. A smile slowly formed on his lips as I felt his palm lock on mine.Goodness! I miss this feeling. “You l
PAISLEYS POV"What do you want, Killian Wesley?" I asked exhaustively as I rested by the door staring at him and his manly glories. I can never deny the fact that his presence still does things to me. He smiled softly as he stepped back a little. "How are you and my baby doing, My love?" He asked, still having a bright smile on his lips. "Killian, what do you want from me? Why are you here without invitation? I thought I made it clear to you that you are not needed around here?" I urged as he scoffed, still having a smile on his lips. "I bought my unborn child some gifts that I'm sure you haven't gotten yet, am I wrong for doing that? I mean..." he tried completing his statement and I immediately cut him short, angrily. "Fuck yes, Killian. You are super wrong, I can get my child whatever it is they need. I fucking do not need your help, Killian. And you will take all your gifts back home." "Paisley, I do not want to get pissed with you. You know how much hatred I have for being i
KILLIAN'S POVMy eyes were focused on my phone screen searching for beginner baby needs, I wanted to surprise Paisley. I knew for sure that she wouldn't want my gifts but I wanted to give her my best to convince her that I am not dangerous and would never harm her or the baby. I am not an animal but she clearly sees me as a wild one. "Killian, I know that you're not doing business with your phone, so what exactly has you engrossed in your phone for this long?" Mason asked as I ignored him and continued with my little research, Mason tsk'd and shook his head as he turned back to the soccer game he was watching. I had seen some baby items that were recommended for starters and I quickly started adding them to my list.My guards and I would be going on a baby shopping for the first time. I couldn't wait to see Paisley's reaction but I was scared that she was going to reject my gifts. That would break me..."How was your meeting with Paisley, I forgot to ask." Mason suddenly spoke up
PAISLEYS POV "Finally, I found you." He said with a proud smirk as he walked forward to me. "Paisley, My sweet love..." he smiled as he looked at my belly, I felt an adrenaline rush through my body as my throat dried nervously. "Ki...Killian, how did you find me?" I stuttered as he smiled, dipping his hands into his pockets. I felt betrayed, I couldn't believe that Mason couldn't keep himself from revealing my hiding place from Killian after he had promised. "My Love, you can never run forever. I have been looking for you and... oh, I know what you might be thinking. Mason didn't tell me anything about your little space, he was just so dumb to come here at the time he came. I stalked him." He uttered proudly as I bit my lower lip in disgust. I never wanted this day to come, meeting Killian again was never part of my plans. Maybe I knew that I would see him again but just not so soon and with my huge belly and swollen face. "Hmm... Paisley, you have really got a lot of nerv
KILLIAN'S POV "Killian, we can talk this out. You can't keep doing this to your father... I am still the Alpha, remember?" Mr August pleaded as he watched one of my guards tear the bag of salt open. He knew my next move, he thought me that torture and now I am about to use it on him. "Father, indeed." I muttered to myself as I scoffed, shaking my head in amaze. "The whip" I ordered from Danville as he handed it to me. "Go tell the guards in Daciana's cell to let her go, I have changed my mind over her... Tell her to leave Mexico before I get her again." I ordered as he nodded and left immediately. "Killian, rethink this. Please!" Fathers pleas all fell on deaf ears. *** I got home feeling energetic unlike the past few months. I poured some champagne into a glass cup and headed to the balcony, my phone rang and it was my mother. She is the last person I want to talk to right now, she is always asking about Dad and his whereabouts as she of course should, but... she keeps m
KILLIAN'S POV I have been looking for my mate, I really have. I made sure to drop her picture in places I thought she would flee from and give them instructions of calling me when she stops by. I sent her picture to the manager of the Airport, bus station, railway station, local post office... even malls and banks. I am known and respected by all, so, that wasn't a big deal for me to achieve. I did my own searches of course, I hardly slept. I couldn't, I was scared for her being hurt or something. I felt guilty for making her feel the way she felt, I felt stupid for keeping her in the dark. I was desperate to get her back, I waited for a call about her but never got one. I knew that she was still in town because she probably knew that I would find her once she tried to run away but I was hoping she would change her mind and come back to me. I also had my guards and Mason searching for her, but they all always came back with negative feedback. Mason was on my neck about
PAISLEY'S POV Five months had passed since I ran away from Killian Wesley and finally confirmed that I was pregnant, I was 6 months gone already with a heavy big bump. I was no longer staying with Annette, I had to rent me a little apartment with the money I stole from Killian's guard. Not that Annette was complaining about my presence though. I just didn't want to feel like a burden to anyone, Annette comes around once in a while to see how I'm coping with the pregnancy. It hasn't been easy for me, coupled with the fact that I'm young and new to all these. For some reason, being pregnant made me get to my feelings easily. I think of my baby’s future at the slightest thought of Killian, I miss him so damn much. I needed his support at this time of my life, sometimes I wonder if he is still searching for me or if he's moved on with another woman. I mean, if he had moved on with another woman I would feel it, but... I really needed to know what's going on in his life, did