MIRACLE POV
I stay by the lake for a few hours and then decide to head back when Matthew Mindlinks me to ask if I am doing okay.
Amanda said that I can do whatever I want now and I will be successful and happy but this is my main problem…I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t feel like doing anything at all.
This time I can’t even blame my curse for anything. It’s all me – Miracle Cullen who is trying to destroy the rest of her life.
I sigh as I walk back inside the pack house and earn many side glances. They remain silent but I know if given a chance, they are going to hurt me a lot.
Once again, I am forced to wonder why no one is calling me a traitor or doing anything against me. What’s wrong here? I can’t say for sure.
“ Mira. ” Matthew calls out to me just as I am about to enter my room.
I turn around to face him and freeze on my spot to see Xavier com
MIRACLE POVFor a moment I think I saw the corners of his lips curling up but the gesture was gone when I blinked once.I am seeing strange things now. He didn’t really smile right?“ It’s good to know. ” He sighs and rounds the table to go back to his spot.He took the news too lightly. Does he really not care anymore?“ Cain… ” I whisper his name unconsciously and instantly realize my mistake when he looks at me intensely.“ I mean Alpha… ” I correct myself, my heart beginning to beat faster.“ What did you promise Lord Rickard in return of helping me? ” I ask the question which has been bugging me for a long time now.“ It’s none of your business anymore Miracle. Like I said before, go live your own life now. ” Cain looks down from me and replies in a firm tone, shutting me up.I heave a heavy breath and turn a
MIRACLE POV“ I - I hurt someone, Cain and I almost hurt my brot - brother too. You were right. Please help me. ” I whisper in a scared tone.His hands stay caged in mine as he doesn’t pull away from me. This is surprising, but I will focus on this later.“ Please… ” I try again, receiving no reply from him whatsoever.He just watches me like he has seen me for the first time in his life. The usual neutral look is present in his eyes, but his silver grey orbs are not cold right now.“ Go back. ” He pulls his hands out of my own gradually and takes a step back to put some distance between us.I open my mouth to talk and plead again, but he speaks up before I get the chance. “ Go back right now. I don’t have that potion. Xavier will bring it from the new witch and I will send it to you later. ”A sigh esca
MIRACLE POV“ What potion?” A frown forms on Matthew’s forehead.I gulp before looking down at his arms. I should really tell him about this if I don't want others to get hurt.“ He gave me some potion which makes me crave blood and violence. It’s like I am turning into a psychopath due to this potion. I always end up wanting to hurt others in the worst way possible. I try to control it but the urge is too strong and it gets triggered every time I get angry or I see blood. Even if this potion in my blood is prevented from getting triggered, the nightmares which haunt me will do the work sooner or later. That’s why I couldn’t control myself earlier. I saw blood and then heard these whispers in my mind asking me to be the one drawing that blood and all…” I reveal my condition to Matthew in a single breath while my eyes stay fixed at the surface of the desk separating us.Silence f
MIRACLE POVI have been walking back and forth in my room for a while after eating dinner. Matthew is not in the pack house as he went to be on guard with the other patrol guards and I have a terrible gut feeling about this whole situation.It feels like something is going to go horribly wrong while I sit here and do nothing.I nibble on my lower lip as I stop and walk towards the door.To hell with everything! I should really go outside instead of staying in my room like a pampered princess. Hiding from such troubles and threats is so not like me.I pull the door open and step outside. I make my way out of the pack house and look around me. Everything is dead silent, totally calm.This unusual silence is irking me out instead of providing me some comfort.I stare at the deep darkness which seems to be hiding the cunning enemies who are ready to hit us anytime.I take a deep brea
CAIN POVMy blood runs cold when I turn around after killing the hunter who shot at me. Miracle came in the way and took the hit, that’s all I can think about.My eyes instantly find her body lying on the bloody ground. Her turquoise eyes are half closed and she is blinking repeatedly to fight the drowsiness.Everything stills for me for a moment. I find myself rooted on the spot and staring right at her human form.‘ Silver. It must be a silver bullet. ’ Hunter whimpers and I finally snap out of the daze.The remaining hunters retreat, leaving behind the bodies. I make my way to her body, but Matthew gets to her before me.I am having a hard time believing this. She took the bullet for me and now she is on the ground fighting for life while blood rapidly spills out of her chest.She is really dying. Something whispers in my my head and I run towards her to get to her before she really dies.M
CAIN POVSeven hours have passed since she fainted. The new witch, Caroline gave her some potions and said everything depends on her healing ability now.Healing ability she said…Well…That didn’t sound good to me so I gave her some of my blood anyway.Her wound has healed from outside, but her face is still pale and her heart beat is slow like before. Her current situation suggests that she is not fine at all so I am standing by her bedside waiting for her to wake up for hours now.I cleaned her body earlier and also dressed her in one of my shirts but what use is it if she is not opening her eyes even after hours have passed?Watching her lying still on my bed is more disturbing than I thought it will be. I sigh to myself and rub my temples, looking down at the floor. My back is resting against the wall while I find myself unaware of everything other than time which is passing rapidly and she is still lying unc
MIRACLE POVWhy is he crying? That’s the first thing I think about the moment I open my eyes.Wait a second!Wasn’t I supposed to be lying in some grave by now? I was also supposed to be finally meeting the famous Moon Goddess who gave me so many gifts yet I ditched all her gifts successfully. I even prepared an apology speech for her before I lost my consciousness but I guess, I will have to save it for later.What am I doing on Cain’s bed though? I blink my eyes rapidly and look at him.He is mumbling something. I can’t make out all the words as my ears are still ringing due to a very known reason. I do make out one line though. ‘ When - When will I ever get to decide the future? ’Talk about being a first class dickhead. He is talking about deciding future while sitting close to my half dea
CAIN POV“ Cute? That’s a strange word to describe me. ” I gawk at Miracle who seems more than fine now.At least, she is fine physically but I can’t be too sure about her mental state. I know she is acting positive and happy, but it doesn’t seem too genuine. What she did out there must be haunting her even now.“ That’s the best word.. ” She shoots back with a lopsided grin on her lips.“ Whatever. ” I shrug my shoulders.We both go silent after that, staring at each other with different thoughts running through our minds. I don’t know what she is thinking because I can not read her mind now - not without forcing my way in her mind at least.I can not help but stand there and admire her turquoise eyes, her long eyelashes, her rosy nose and cheeks, the curve of her bow shaped lips.“ Stop checking me out. ” She blurts out and I blink, realis
MIRACLE POVMy mind was drifting off to some weird memories, the past. There was an element of darkness swirling deep inside somewhere while I thought about my childhood, my father, my brother then everything changed in my view and I thought about the day I was thrown out of my own pack house.Lost. Alone. Miserable. That’s what I had become, but then, I refused to let this life hit me hard and throw me off my feet.I will help myself, I will not give up…That’s what I had thought and I had made it through everything all alone. I am strong, I had whispered this to myself many times.Then, I met Cain.He was not what I had expected, the rainbows and sunshine, the answer to all my questions, my saviour.He hurt me on great levels, but I still continued to love him. My stubborn side hated him though. But the hopef
MIRACLE POVBefore I can even blink, Cain takes his hand out of my hold and then runs ahead.A war breaks out around us. Hybrids are adamant on killing the werewolves, but we all know they are our own people so we won’t hurt them anymore.“ You will stay out of this. ” Matthew warns me before he takes off behind Cain who is aiming right for Elijah.Elijah sees Cain coming. Instead of running like he always did before, Elijah seems to want to end this today.Just like us.I do what I did the last time during the war. I make it to different hybrids and watch them freeze, before I twist their necks.This takes my focus off Cain and Matthew. I catch glimpse of them after a while and they are both fighting Elijah.Elijah is easily handling both of them. The training of centuries and the unnatural power is really helping him in this.I shake my
MIRACLE POV~A WEEK LATER…“ I don’t think it’s a great idea. ” I repeat the same thing like a broken radio.Cain turns to look at me, an annoyed look painted over his face and held into his eyes.“ Come on. Do you want to fight again? ” He groans, focusing back on the road.I give him a once over look and the previous night flashes before my eyes. We had sex until morning after arguing for two hours…I cringe at the thought and look away before we start something like this again.I look out of the window and see all the familiar roads. We are once again going back to the dark forest and it’s not making me feel any good.The first time was creepy enough in my opinion, but apparently, we have no way other than doing this.I inhale deeply and glance at Cain. “ I never thought Matthew would this. ”There is worry an
MIRACLE POVHow can I be so oblivious to this? I often wondered what Cain felt for me, but the thought that he loved me had never crossed my mind…Perhaps, I was too insecure to realise he loved me and all his actions were his display of love for me.I don’t know where to fit this newfound wholesome feeling now. He loves me and I am not stuck in a never ending cycle of one-sided love anymore.Consider me impatient or maybe selfish, but I want him to mark me and mate with me right now and right here just so nothing can ever separate us again. I am afraid of time, love and circumstances…and I desperately need the stability now.“ Do you want to mark me? ” I breath the question against his lips, my eyes filled with hope.Cain goes still, his eyes fixed at me, equally unmoving. His chest is not even moving up and down which means he is holding his breath back.Say yes. I plead through my eyes while
CAIN POVThere it is. I told her. Finally.The feel is supposed to be like ‘yaay’ but seeing her blank expressions throws me off the track of all expectations.I stare at her, my breath stuck in my throat and all she does is…acting the same way as me.“ I told this to the Secret keeper. ” I mumble, still expecting some kind of reaction.Something…My shoulders drop down a little. Anything at least? I squint my eyes, observing her dumb face.Her eyes are wide open, round and unblinking. Her kissable beautiful pink lips are a little parted as she inhales and exhales softly.Okay. Now what? I wonder as I raise my hand to her cheek, wanting to bring her down to this world.It’s not supposed to be such a shock right? I told her I cared about her a lot of times.“ Miracle…” I whisper her sweet name, my fingers landing on her soft cheek.Sudde
MIRACLE POVI felt my skin peeling off. I couldn’t understand what was happening to me and why it was happening in the first place.My soul was slowly ripping itself apart from my body and I could feel it deep inside me as I bled.I was calling out to Cain, but he was not coming and the pain was not allowing me to open my eyes and find him.He was there. Near me. I could sense him, but I could not see him or hear him at all.The constant ringing in my ears was growing louder and louder by the moment while blood began to coat my body as a new skin.I never felt this kind of unbearable pain before. Not even when Elijah tortured me. It was like I wanted to die so I could free myself from this misery.Then, I just lost my consciousness and everything went black. It was a relief that I didn’t have to endure such a horrible agony for much longer.******This always happens to me and it’s even getting normal n
CAIN POVI didn’t know how I was going to deal with the secret keeper. A secret I never told anyone? I couldn’t think of something like that.…And even if there is something like that, I am not going to tell something like that to the minion of God of Chaos. I can’t invite home something more horrible than Elijah.That’s why I wanted to go alone, but Miracle came along. Gratefully, she listened to me and stayed behind.I went to the forest, a creepy feeling crawling up my spine with every step I took forward.Eventually, I ended up in front of the old cottage in the dark forest. There is a thick fog surrounding everything here and it makes my vision hazy.Like the secret keeper knew I was here, she opened the cottage’s door and stepped outside.Surprise overcame my expressions. Amanda
MIRACLE POVDay turns into night and then night turns into the new day.Cain still doesn’t know what he wants to tell the secret keeper.I wish I had a secret of my own so I could tell it to the secret keeper. That way I would have been able to save Cain from this trouble.Cain have been constantly driving and we only stopped to eat something in the neutral territories.Cain didn’t sleep through the night and I couldn’t sleep either so we both just stayed awake in silence. I know we need to get this done and then we need to get back to the pack so nothing goes wrong there.“ How far is it? ” I ask, yawning.“ Ten minutes. ” He shrugs his shoulders.I turn my head toward him, a lumping forming in my throat after hearing his answer.“ You came up with something t
MIRACLE POVCain turned out to be very serious about the ‘not gonna talk to you’ threat. He didn’t even come back in the night and stayed Moon Goddess knows where.For a change, I didn’t leave to look for him. I felt too tired for it.The strange conversation I had with Amanda bothered me throughout the night and didn’t let me sleep even for a moment. Curiosity is killing me slowly.The morning came and I went down to the study room to find Cain finally, but I found Xavier instead. Cain had asked Xavier to tell me that we were leaving right away as it was 2 days drive to the dark forest from here.To my surprise, Cain and I are leaving alone. No one else is coming with us and before I could ask Xavier about it, he told me on his own that it’s best to leave alone because it will help us remain unnoticed for a long time.The fewer people, the better chance at staying undetected by any other