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Third Person's POV:"where are we going? It's Wednesday and we got college tomorrow and I don't want to fall asleep in class. I want to graduate." Simon complained, he wanted to hang out with his friends but this is their last year of college, he wants to do well.Simon, Emily, Jessica, Ben and Richard are all ready and waiting for Jennifer as she requested, Cindy had left a few hours ago to get her friends ready.Richard was anxious because he didn't know what Jennifer had planned or why all their friends were invited too, he didn't mind it but he was confused and excited at the same time .Ben was texting Maria, they had an argument over something so silly, Ben doesn't even remember what it was. he loved her so deeply, she was her first love, the girl he wanted to marry. They argued like every other couple and they always came back to each other because Ben knew something which is Maria loved him as much as he loved him.Jessica was slightly annoyed. She did want to be here with her
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*Richard's POV**E and Jennifer are on our way to my voice trainer . I am going to train my voice as Marcos said . I still can't believe how it happened. Marcos also said that he needs my full dedication and not 50 -50. It means I have to let this opportunity go or quit college. There is no way I am letting this go.i have decided to leave college. It's Marcos, he's like revolution in music. The singers he signed are big stars now and own many awards and accolades. He wanted to sign me!The problem here is though I only have 5 months of college left . I discussed with him . We decided to sign after the five months and I the meantime , I have to attend vocal class and get my voice straight.Jennifer is like real happy now. When I am about to succeed in making her sing with me, her mobile buzzed. Usually she wouldn't mind with me looking at her phone but now a days she gets tensed whenever her mobile rings or buzz . I wanted to ask her but she won't tell me. Once we reached the signal
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"Kay, what are you doing? Please, put the gun down, you're scaring me.put it down, please." The younger version of me in the video begged, my voice was of a little girl, I was 15 at the time, he was going to turn 18 in a few weeks. "Please, Kay— we can find help, proper help this time and we'll get you more medicines and a proper psychologist. Please, we can find help and we can get through this. Please, Kay. Don't do it.""There's no help, Jenny" he said, he used to call me Jenny . "I can't stand it anymore, I can't deal with this pain, no matter how hard I try it, it just didn't go away! I'm tired of being in pain, Jenny! I'm tired of trying and not succeeding! I'm tired of being a fucking failure! I'm tired of fighting. I decided to leave. "He raised the gun to his head again and sadly smiled at me with a few tears in his eyes. "Please Kay, please don't leave me alone. I need you, Kay, if you leave me I'll be alone, don't do this to me, please don't. Stay with me, we can try to ge
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Richard's P.O.VI've been pacing in my room for hours now. Or what feels like hours.Why didn't they call me sooner? I know I've been with Jennifer for just a month but I care about her and she's my girlfriend for fuck sakes, I should have known.It's pretty confusing. When I came back to home after my vocal training ,I saw that someone had broken the front door, Ben , Cindy Sasha and Sandra all were in the living room, all of them with the worried look on their faces. My first thought was something happened to Jennifer and I swear my heart stopped beating for a moment."Where's Jen?" I asked, heading straight to her room but Ben stopped me."Dr Nannes is with her, she called him and he called me. He need to get to her but she wouldn't answer the door so he. you know." Ben pointed at the front door, I could tell he was trying to hide the worry in his eyes but it was impossible. Ben would give a kidney to Jennifer if she needed one."What happened to her? Is she okay?" I asked him tryi
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*13 year old Jennifer*"Kayden!!!" Jennifer screamed as she burst inside her house. She has received the call from the security guard saying that Kayden had arrived and he didn't look too good. Jennifer had to remind herself to give him a fair amount of money to keep what he saw to himself. She didn't want to bribe the guy but she knew better than to trust everyone, better safe than sorry.She had to leave Elliott and Sasha to reach home as quickly as she could. She thought Kayden was going out with his friends as he said, he told her not to worry about him. But she should have known better, she really should have.Jennifer found Kayden laying on the bathroom floor in a pool of his own vomit. He was pale and his lips had lost all colour, his face was wet with sweat. With her heart racing almost bursting out of her ribcage, Jennifer ran to Kayden and tried to shake him, to wake him up but he wouldn't respond."Kay!" She yelled his name as if it would miraculously wake him up, "Kayden!!
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**Jennifer's POV**We have been sitting silently for more than an hour. I told sandra,sasha and cindy to go to their houses. I also asked them to inform Nick and elliott not to come. Dirk wanted to stay but I asked him to leave after assuring him that I will be in his office tomorrow. It's not that easy to convince him.Ben and Richard must be either in their respective rooms or in Ben's. I don't know. Seeing my parents at this time in my apartment, something in me realized what might have happened. I feel nothing on seeing them. My mom's face was hurt and my dad was moving uncomfortably giving away his emotions. I don't want to hurt them more than they are now. So, I kept my face emotionless and shut down every emotions. I was not angry or sad.I do feel guilty. I feel guilty because of my mom's teary stained face and how her face changed into the sad expression and my dad who always know what to do next sitting disoriented and uncomfortable completely clueless about what to do. I ha
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Richard's P.O.VNo matter how much you want time to go slowly,, it never really does. The weekend ended pretty quickly and Monday morning came with this strange aura and vibes that made me uneasy. I didn't want to get up but I had to.I am not going to college today, today I'd be going to bring Hannah from jail.Jennifer woke me up around 7 this morning to tell me she was going to college, I wish her good luck because she has a test but we both knew she was going to pass it. She kissed me and left with Ben.I could tell Ben was growing nervous. Since yesterday ,he has been avoiding to look at me and whenever Jennifer ask me something about today, Ben would look over at us with a worried look on her face. I understand a little more why he's being this way but I still wish he would trust me a little more. I guess this is why people say you shouldn't mess with your friend's relatives.With my heart beats getting more each second, I walk out of the Bus.Shit. I feel like I'm about to thro
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Richard's P.O.VI haven't seen Jennifer since she left last night.I don't know what happened, I don't know if it was seeing me with Hannah, seeing Hannah or the fact that she said 'Richard's girlfriend.' To top it off, she didn't even come to college today. I didn't want her to think that I lied to her but she needs to trust me a bit more. I don't know if I should be mad at her or if she should be mad at me because of the whole 'Richard's girlfriend' thing... but it's so hard to be mad at someone when they're ignoring you!Last night Ben slept in Jennifer's bed and I slept in Ben's while Hannah slept in mine. Ben was talking to me but he was acting weird. I know he wants to tell me something, he probably wants to say something like 'you said you cared about her' or something between those lines but he hasn't said anything and honestly, I'm glad he hasn't because right now the last thing I need is Ben creating a scene.I still needed to talk to Hannah about we are not couple anymore
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ain! He's leaving1126 words***Jennifer's POV***I'm freaking out. I knew he was going to leave, I knew it. But what I didn't know was what I'd do once it actually happened. I'm again left with the uncertainty of not knowing whats going to happen with me. I thought we could work it out, we're 25 years old, if it didn't work out then because we were too immature or whatever, it should work now, shouldn't it? But how was it supposed to work when once again, Richard doesn't seem like he's willing to do the chasing for once. I chased after him, I was made out to be a fool and I was cheated on, I was played, I was lied to and I still begged him not to break up with me. This time I wasn't going to beg him, he was leaving, then let him leave. I will not be a fool again.I sat on my couch with a bottle of white vodka from Moscow, I sat with an empty glass on my hand and a half broken heart. I say half broken because I was already prepared for this, I knew it was going to happen, yes it fuck
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Richard's POV:After our long talk, we ended on Jennifer's old bed in her room. We are just cuddling and having fun at eachother.Jennifer laughed and turned on her side to look at me, her green eyes meeting my brown ones and I had to remind myself that I shouldn't feel the sudden rush that went from my chest to my lower parts, I shouldn't even be thinking about being horny at times like this, but this is Jennifer, I have always been attracted to Jennifer. Even if we fail to love each other I know for a fact physical attraction will always be there."I missed you too much to let awkwardness ruin this." She smiled at me lifting her hand to caress my cheek with a smile on her lips, I smile back at her feeling myself getting lost in her eyes."How's uni going for you?" I asked herShe took a deep breath in moving her hand away, "Tiring. It's very tiring, I'm in law school now, got only two more years and I'm done. But on top of that my mum wanted my dad to retire so he did, kind of. Anyw
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Jennifer's POVIf I had known that I am going to be face to face with Richard so fucking soon, I would have at least prepared myself for it.As soon as Cindy said his name, I wanted to both run away and towards her. It has been so long, too long since I last saw him , his chubby cheeks, his beautiful brown eyes that always had a light in them.But what I saw when I came face to face with Richard was different. It was like a new version of the man I loved and still love. It was him but different.The Richard in front of me had grown and oh did he got hotter. His face was no longer chubby, his cheekbones were high and well marked, he has this rockstar vibe around him. But that's just how his appearance has change, I had seen him in magazines and even though I tried really hard not to watch them, in his music videos. I knew he had changed but seeing him here, right in front of me? That's something else.But anyway, the change I'm talking about is the one I see in his eyes, his eyes no l
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Richard's P.O.VFlashes and more flashes, all the fucking time. I was so tired from the flight, I just wanted to go home and sleep. But then again, do I have a home? The only place I could call a home was my Nana's place but she passed away two years ago and shortly after, my father passed too. I can't explain how I feel about it, I didn't even get to say goodbye or that I loved him or that I was sorry. I didn't even get to tell him that I wasn't angry anymore, my father passed away thinking that I hated him. My mother didn't even want me to go to my dad's funeral, something about the press and the paparazzi. we managed to keep it off the public eye, nobody found out and as far as people knew, I was in Canada that week. After my father's private funeral, my mother didn't look at me, she didn't say a word, she left in tears by my brother's arm. I guess I deserve it. I left after that, the first flight out of that town, out of that city and out of that state. I couldn't stand being so f
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After 5 years..,Jennifer's P.O.V"Jen, come on, Cindy is driving me crazy, please!" Sandra yelled at me through the phone, she was supposed to be asking me for a favour yet it sounded like she was ordering me around."Sandra you know I can't leave the office right now." I told her holding the phone between my shoulder and my ear, "Listen, I'll talk to Alan and see if he can cover the meetings for me, if he can I'll go, but if not, I'm sorry.""I swear she's going to drain me." Sandra sighed, I could hear Cindy in the background shouting at Sandra, "I gotta go, I don't even know what she's saying right now, but you better get here, Jen because I'm going to kill her if she tries to talk to me about the differences between two shades of purple. I just-- God, Cindy I'm coming!!!"Before I had the opportunity to reply, Sandra ended the call. I let my phone drop to my lap as I stretched my back and my neck. I had been at the office since 7am and it was currently 7pm, I should had headed ho
Make me fall in love I am leaving
**Richard's POV**I haven't seen Jennifer for four months now. I can totally understand why Jennifer doesn't want to see me anymore. I am a fucked up selfish man. I had my entire life planned out and was waiting for Hannah to come from jail. I am supposed to be in a job after finishing the university . But no, I got into the mess and our ugly breakup is worse. Jennifer doesn't deserve it. I was selfish and a confused man. I took safe option. Jennifer deserves better. I could've said it nicely rather than being harsh with me. She doesn't lie unlike me in our relationship .If me snapping at her and breaking up with her was bad enough, then the very next morning ,most horrible thing happened. Someone had shot our last conversation and sold it to the paparazzi. Almost every magazine has a picture of Jennifer crying while walking away from Marcus studio. Our relationship story was almost covered in two pages." Player gets played " stated a magazine . Some magazine said I used her for ge
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Jennifer's POVI feel stupid, pathetic and ashamed too. I feel like a child who did something extremely wrong in front of a bunch of kids and now I was the joke of the hour. I have never felt like this before, it's humiliating. I don't know what to do.I was avoiding Richard at all cost, I couldn't face him, this time was different from all other times, this time I was embarrassed, I was-- truly hurt. The kind of hurt that makes your body hurt when you breath in or when you're just walking around and it just hurts. I was acting like a fucking ghost, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I barely left Nick's place, I couldn't even talk without feeling hurt for how much of a pain this really was.Is this what being heart broken was like? I've known pain, I know what it is like to truly be heartbroken but this pain is a different kind of pain.Just thinking about him made my heart twist, how could it hurt this bad? I never thought it was true, I never thought that it could actually hurt thi
